I forgot to put incest as one of the theme, so re-posting ! My bad !

So um little admonition, this persona of my uh tale ? I guess narration is ripe word, um is a little darker. Sorry but it's dependable, not too wickedness just, I was going through many emotions the day after.

I awoke the dawn after feeling like I had slept for sidereal day. At first the night before with my mother felt like a dream, that was until I vastly became aware of my nakedness. I grinded my teeth as I do when I am trying to hide how spooky I am, so I guess I was trying to shroud it from myself ? After though my initial awe of what happened passed, I realized I heard the shower on, quickly I rolled onto my back, feeling with my hand the bound of the bed.

My mother had already slipped out of the bed. I sat up, blanket falling down and my breast just out and exposed. I remember looking down at them and blushing, scratching the side of my look, but the embarrassment quickly became overpower as I looked around for my shirt. It wasn't in the elbow room so I just fell back into the bed, curling up this clip and making sure I was wrapped from substructure to neck. I pretty much just laid there silently looking at my hand, caressing my finger with my thumb, lol like as if I was trying to make sure I was real or something…

The haphazardness of the run water had long stopped, I had to set about to wonder what was taking my mom so long, but didn't honestly put too much thought into it, just paused every now and then to hear. Oh right ! You should know she has her own privy connected to her bedroom, so ya lol. So ya I just sorta laid there until the sound of the privy door opening made me jump. I got up with a smile on my face…but sadly it was quickly gone and I was holding back tears once again as I saw my mom fixing her arm for body of work. .

You know, now that I am a bit older, I'd like to retrieve a tad wiser : P hehe. I realize now that one of the major things that change as you grow up, is you are truly taught the example that life-time simply goes on. It isn't that the Night before wasn't as important to her as it was to me, simply that I was younger and had yet learn that fact, I was a kid and something major had happened to me, so in the typical small fry response, I had expected the entire world to stop and find as if it had changed also. So ya unaware of that spirit example, I was insanely hurt by the fact that she was going to work so easily.

Hurt and pissed, I looked at her with the most annoyed case I could stimulate. heart squinted tough and sass closed harshly. Once my mom noticed my glare at her, she huffed and her hands hit the side of her thighs. ( that was her, what's up ? What's wrong motion that I had became very use to ). And you should know I hated that, she knew I hated that, it's like kinda rude in my eyes ? Just say the speech. Well I like breathed out through my nose pissed that she did that, but instead of her usual reaction of going"Oh what is it ?"Instead this time she gently asked."Kim, baby, what's wrong ?"I sharply looked back at her, and simply said nothing !

My mom, I guess trying to be patient, sat at the sharpness of the bed, and said the very LITERALLY the pure thing I thought she should of said."Honey, do you want me to stay home ? We can mouth about, well, anything you want."Heh…she said the words, she even looked like she truly meant it, so even till today, I ask myself, why didn't I just accept her offer ? Why did I have to be a squawk. *sigh* So ya instead of saying, yes please ! I need you to stay ! No instead of I just got out of bed, keeping the blanket tightly held to my chest, responding to her without even looking at her."No I'm mulct, go to work."Was all I had to say. Oh little rummy face promissory note haha was actually hard shuffling with my metrical unit over the blanket ( im not tall LOL ! )

I guess trying to be a unspoilt mom, she cut me off at the door*sigh* It's like, you know when you are just so angry, but you want to like…you need to just quit being mad you want to just say"hey I'm sorry."But you don't….well that was this character. She cut me off asking me, pleading with me to please mouth to her. But being the stubborn brat that I was AND YES I ADMIT IT I WAS…key word is was…anyways ! I just told her in a very low but stern tone"Please just let me go to my room, I want to be left alone, okay ? !"
My mom simply put her fountainhead down, I remember this action very well cuz, well…cuz I just wanted to snaffle her and…yes kiss her. But as you may tell, this day was just becoming a pattern of things I wish I did differently cuz well, I just nodded for her to open the door, and left as she did.

Now in my room, I dropped the blanket, crying quietly to myself, but my hand shook it's self into a fist as I grabbed my whisker, I hated myself in that consequence, but I wasn't for certain what I hated myself for, the sex, or giving her the insensate shoulder after. I know sex is never what we want it to be our first time, but my problem wasn't this, it was the reverse red cent it. I was furious that, she was perfect she wasn't this monster I partly wanted her to be, she was placate and loving the entire time, and it was amazing, dare I say hone for me ? But It was with my mother and I was upset, trouble how a lot I had enjoyed myself.

Well feeling really weird just being naked, I had decided to happen some apparel. I walked to my closet, but stopped as I heard the front threshold subject and close…I remembering just, I dunno, snickering ? in letdown that she actually left, and just shrugging it off, telling myself…fuck her.

So ya, feeling too many emotions to deal with, I decided to …well take a shower to relax/erm…clean up ya…So ya..there I was in the shower bath, deal against the wall, eyes closed and me just trying to relax, trying to just sanctify on the hot water running down my torso, I had it so hot my skin was turning pink lol. Sadly, the magic of a nice hot exhibitor, did not work this time as I, well began once again playing back the events of last night, though this time was different, my mom drifted not to what she had done to me, but to her physical structure, how ….how amazing she looked, and I found myself starting to become very turned on.

I remember my helping hand, drifting down my chest and cupping my left breast. I massaged myself gently, blushing, pretending it was my mom's hand on me. For a bit I think I just stood there massaging my boob, rubbing my stomach with my former hand, avoiding actually touching my kitty. Then, heh it's weird where our minds go sometimes…or well mine at to the lowest degree, I thought of my father…I thought of my brothers and I began to think of what they would think…then of how my friends would pass judgment me, what they would say of me if they knew and I just 100 % immediately stopped…no longer did I even have the Energy to fight back the knots in my stomach or even cry, so instead I simply sat down in the cascade, slouching myself up against the corner, just sitting there for not sure how long, but felt like 15 min+.

I guess just simply the heating system had became too much, or just sitting on the hard shower floor for so long my bum was going numb : P So I had decided to finally get out, I poured somebody wash on my mitt and just gave myself a flying cleaning, you know, shampoo ect ect hehe.

So ya this is sorta when I lost it…lol. When I exited the shower, I didn't even grab a towel, I just felt kinda like a zombi, drained…mentally exhausted. Then…I don't know…I looked at the mirror which now was topnotch foggy, I leaned over jumping from the coldness I felt as my skin touched the bound of the cesspool. I wiped away as very much as I could ( im short ! ) and ya I mean I just stepped back and looked at myself.

I was just, I was confused. I looked at myself thinking, what, I mean what could she potential see me in me that was so great ? I examined myself from question to waist. I thought, my eyes are rather pretty…maybe she liked them ? Then I looked at my bosom, I…I never really looked at them like this before I always thought they where kinda overnice, I developed early, but…never really saw them as objective of desire before. I looked at them, remembering like, like how much my mom just seemed to…erm relish them. I…just, I became quickly embarrassed tbh, and even felt a little pillock, trying to think of what my own mother found best about me…haha*sigh*

Well…needless to say embarrassment quickly turned into shame *Sigh* and pity quickly became anger. I was angry…angry at myself but wanting to put all the rap on her…I foolishly did and I just became filled with rage, so much fury it was like I woke up, my body just got all this get-up-and-go and choler and I just I didn't know where to place it like I needed to physically put it somewhere and I just looked at myself and I just was thinking how, like god how could I appropriate this happen, how could she do this to me, how just how. It just all built up too fast cashbox finally I just grabbed the script soap pump, fully prepared to confuse at the mirror.

So…there I was looking at myself, my handwriting up in throwing motion, but I just I guess I stopped cuz I haha thought of how mad my mom would be, how it would cost money to resort it, and well it sounds dim but I liked the mirror so that factored into it too. But…but then I erm…I thought again how much my mom use to get discomfit when my sidekick broke stuff when he got angry and how vexed she gets even when we break block on accident and I …I just SCREAMED I MEAN I JUST SCREAMED and threw it with all my might at the mirror breaking the soap bottle thingy ( it was a squeamish like chicken feed thingy my grand ma bought me ) And it just broke and the mirror had 2 giant cracks with a like huge gash where I threw it.

I stood there, looking at my W. C. Handy work, and just I was just still so mad that I just grabbed my haircloth as rigorous as I could and pulled it back, still screaming, falling to my human knee and once again, crying but this meter just full blown weeping, shivering and all…It got so bad that I started to hic up and almost threw up. I even found myself over the privy, but I didn't.

So, ya… that happened lol. But after I calmed down finally, I got up and got dressed ( slipped over a long black HBK tee shirt, and a span of knock panties ) To hell with matching ! I didn't care ... My oral sex was killing me and I was topnotch freakin hungry…but didn't feel exactly like cooking…lol. So I called my preferred pizza place ! Deep dish antenna sausage paddy with supernumerary cheese..mmmmm : P well while I was waiting…I was just like sorta bored and trying not to think of last night, so I decided to rent a movie on demand ( Iron man in case any of you care. ) Oh ya, not, that it's crucial but I am a pretty big D/C fan ! Im a hardcore comical girl…so let's all hope man of steel Rock ! Cuz I am tired of marvel wtfpwnig the amusing Bible pic humankind ! I mean…ya batman is aplomb but really heath ledger's joker made that trilogy especial, the first one was ok, third gear one goodness, only the darkness horse was a master piece.

Anyways…lol sorry now that that is out of my system…I will continue hehe…oh ya young justice regulation ! Ok ok I'm done : P So there I was watching Iron man, till finally I heard the threshold knocking. I quickly jumped up thinking THANK GOD ! Lol…but to my dismay…lol dismay looking at at me being all fancy, anyways to my disheartenment ! It wasn't the pizza guy…

It's like of all the people in the public I really didn't want to see ( former than my mom, or maybe I did want to see her who knows, surely not me ) My dad…was at the room access UGH. Ya…needless to say I was just taken back, I immediately was like…DAD ? ! I think if I recall correctly, my voice even crackled lol. Ya, so like I just..haha I stood there blocking him from entering money box finally he knocked me back to realness. He was like"Uh…Move ?"lol ya…that's my dad for ya : P As he walked in he took a quick aspect around. Becoming oddly nervous as if somehow he had aperient abilities and hump what had happened here endure Night, I questioned him as to why he was here.

fountainhead he saw my pants on the base, I watched him just stare at them. I just…my ticker began to race like a thou times faster than it should, I just all I could do from panicking was I just stabbed my inner paw with my nails telling myself SHUT UP in my head saying it's not like it's not normal to just make my knickers laying around he has no estimation your being an changeling ! Then, it was like as if god was just messing with me, to get things worse my dad picked up my jeans, squeezing them feeling them. I was like"What are you doing ?"Then..my body just lol, just let out a big suspiration of relief as he went in my pouch and grabbed out my phone, his human face giving me that…tisk tisk look hehe. He saw how like…panicy I was or how just calm I had become all of a sudden not sure, but he is not one to let something go. Soooo my dad being who he is quickly began to grill me asking me."What's wrong ? Scared I was gon na find out something else in your pants, and also observe your tinker's damn phone charged Kimberly ! ( he calls me full name when he is lecturing. )

Apparently he was distressed all day because survive he heard I was going by Ruben's…and he had tried to call me to check up, but I guess I just let my telephone set die out and then he had been unable to reach my mom. ( I found out years later that she actually felt too awkward to speak to him that day.

I told him no to his questions, but he was shady so he had begun to riffle through my knickers pockets, which quite frankly pissed me off and I was already moody that day. So well haha honestly I just raged. I was like DAD STOP WTH. He just…typically laughed off my reaction telling me to tranquillise down, which just made it so very much worse so I walked up to him and snatched my pants, telling him not touch my thing. He then went. HEY ! You know in that way fathers do implying showing them respect, but I just rolled my heart and said, dad Ruben dumped me, I am not in the humor.

You should have intercourse my dad has never been fantastic with the drama billet so his reaction haha was like"Ah shag you okay ?"lol. So ya I just was like"I'm fine."But honestly I just wanted him to leave, null against him I just wanted to be left alone ya screw ? And also well like Ruben literally meant nothing to me haha being dumped really was soooo nonaged to me now. Well anyways, he wasn't seeming to get the picture that I wanted to be left alone as he sat down on the couch. But quickly after he sat down, the pizza guy finally knocked.

My dad asked who that was. I told him I had ordered pizza, he haha said"Oh nice, from genoz ?"I was like…yes…how we like it. I gave a faint smile as he got up to go pay for it, but honestly I just was thinking…o god he isn't gon na go lol. So ya…my dad paid, placed the pizza on the table, opening it and taking a big sniff as if he had never smelled it before haha. I was like…"Dad I ordered that for myself !"And he looked at me and said"A turgid pizza for yourself ? Also I paid !"I was like…well it's not like I asked you too I was going to…You just sorta got to the threshold first, besides ! I was gon na eat it over the course of 2 or 3 days ! My dad though just went"Bah I'll get ya another one if you want it so bad in 3 days."I …ugh panicking I just…honestly I just figured I'd play the truth notice ( half truth ).

I simply just, half whispered to my dad, telling him that I love him and thanks for checking on me, but I really just need to be alone right now. I was hoping for a simple okay, maybe he takes a piece or two of pizza pie with him lol, but nope, nothing is ever that simple. He just grabbed a piece and sat down, pointing across from him, asking me to take a prat. I think I just like sighed and like made that motor sound with my lips haha.

So I did as he asked and sat down, but I just crossed my arms as I sat down, giving him a pretty undeservingly cold"What ?"He just well went on to tell me he was worried about me, he was worried about how I have been acting lately. He told me that he gets everyone has to go through a pugnacious patch where they need to act out, but he specifically told me he was very unpleased in how I had been treating my mother…haha you could only ideate how just, loaded my head got as I tried not to explode out in anger, and at same metre had to begin fighting back the tears that was forming. It was like he just couldn't of said anything worse as he had told me how he talked to my mom. And how she told him I just needed clip I I JUST I JUST WANTED HIM TO SHUT UP. He was praising her like she was the upright freakin mother ever. He was telling me how she told him to be patient role that it's a phase it will glide by. He was telling me how a lot my mother loves me and how she would do anything for me….heh all I could think was he should know what she has fucking done TO me.

Anyways, I guess he misread my split, but then again, what sane don would see his daughter in snag and go, oh hey you must be stressed over the sex with your mother LOL ! So ya, misreading em, my dad just was all like, I am not saying this clobber to make you feel bad, I just want you to know your mother loves you, I love you blah blah claptrap. It's like thanks but…you just don't know.

Well needless to say lol tbh, my reaction as ummm LE then positive as I just told him to please block, that he has no estimate what I am going through. My Word of God where kind, but my tone was totally, hey piss off lol. wellspring you know how minor and parents are, we never think they understand, but they usually do, though in this case I truly don't think he did. Though it did not kibosh him from giving me the old"Kim, listen I have been cast stuff in my life."He even gave me the you think your ma and I breaking up was easy on me speech - -. Honestly though the oddest affair happen, I was watching my dad talk to me, being you know…a father…a parent and I just, well I melted as dumb as that may sound, I just melted and completely instantly relaxed.

I just ha, I almost laughed but I just smiled and said thanks dad. He haha my dad is a pretty funny guy : P So my dad was just like"No prob…so we good ? Did I fix ya ?"I just glared at him and was like um I wasn't broke and you were doing great till then you jerk. So lol anyways after that it was pretty normal we talked about how big of a jerk Ruben is ( I lied a niggling ) And we both knew it was me who was the bitch but it was really relaxing bashing the guy who dumped me with my dad haha. Oh also I am a horrible sister : P BUT HE IS A BAD Dad cuz we both had a good laugh at my chum who apparently had got mugged ? I think mugged, what is it called when you fall asleep in the and soul takes your backpack lol.
So ya the rest of the day more or less was promiscuous, we restarted the moving picture, I got a mini talking to of how I only ate 1 musical composition of pizza and how uneconomical it was to order a large haha, you know just normal stuff..and god was it what I needed just some normal time with a parent. I think about half way through the final fight fit of iron man I just fell asleep, cuddle up against my dad, smiling and just not even thinking about her or the Night before.

So, I guess despite having a well nighttime of proficient slumber, I think I was just emotionally drained. I slept for a few minute apparently and my dad had seem to fallen asleep as well holding me hehe. Everything was just, a conclusion to perfect as it could have been considering. But then…she came place. I was woken up by the threshold ending, and my mom going"Robert ? ? ?"My mom ha just seemed so thrown that my dad was over. I remember her cracking her cervix ( which she sometimes does when she is caught off guard ).
My dad quickly jumped up, which kinda made me sad, I even….grabbed onto him trying to keep open him for just a second longer, I loved the tactual sensation of his chest, his smell, NOT IN A SEXUAL WAY AT ALL I never have ever had feelings for my forefather, just…I was that father feeling, like I was safe with him and I just didn't want to him to go. Sadly though, my little attempt to adjudge onto him failed as he just laughed me off and got up, resting my hands back onto the couch.

There was a quick conversation between the two, my mom asking why he was there and my dad asking why she wasn't picking up her sound. I am not sure if my mom lied or just occur to have a respectable reason, but the grounds she gave was, she was in a meeting with a client and had her phone muted. I remember my dad like, blowing out like his lips got big as he blew out and that's simply his distinctive"im tired im out guys."tell. He even stretched, yawning, looking at me. It took everything in me to not cry, it literally took my complete endeavour to just, not cry.

He asked if I felt better, if I was alright now. Heh it's Weird. I remember feeling like, trapped like plz don't leave me alone with her ! But there was zilch keeping me there ? There was nothing stopping me but myself from leaving, from not being alone with her, simply me, weird huh ? Too feel trapped but only to be trapped by yourself lol.

My mom walked my dad out the door, I think they talked for a second or two, not surely what about but I didn't feel like waiting for my mom to number in and say or do something, so I simply got up off the lounge and glided half dazed to my room, locking the door and just falling on my bed, and rolling up into the center. I laid there, just waiting for her, finally I heard her walking down the manor hall, stopping in front of my door. There wasn't even a sec of silence, the second she reached my door she immediately knocked, turning the handle, unsuccessfully trying to enter my room.

I didn't say a study I just sat up and looked at the room access, my pump began to feel as if it was sinking down into my stomach. I was expecting her to say open the threshold, or something, ask how I was ? Ask to mouth, I don't know, all I know is she did none of those. Instead she merely asked if I needed anything. I told her I just wanted to be left alone right now. And with a bare alright, I heard her walk away.

So I pretty much laid there for just awhile, not sure how retentive wasn't even sure what sentence it was I am guessing passport 6, considering my mom gets home around 5:30-6 usually. Anyways I got up, bored ? But unwilling to leave my room, so I went to my ledge and finally gave in haha. My acquaintance Amy had been trying to get me to watch Buffy the vampire killer for like EVER, so I figured what the the pits I grabbed the season 1 and figured I will finally make it a shot, she did buy me all 7 season after all lol…sorta gimpy b-day gift when you wanted so many other thing, but oh well lol.

Okay I got to say, did not click with me at all the solely understanding I even got through 4 episodes was because I had zippo ELSE TO DO…you know alone…cuz see, I didn't just not want to give my way, I really did require to be left alone at that moment. So I just so you all know, it wasn't for like another year+ Did I finally watch all of Buffy haha. So it was like 11 and I was annoyingly wide awake, it was a Sabbatum night too so all my ally that didn't hate me lol where asking me to go out with them. And a few multiplication I will take on I almost just called one or two and told em to come fulfill up with me but I just never got to it cuz, well…well I had started to enquire what my mom was doing heh.

I hadn't heard from her and I wonder if she had gone to sleep. But as I wondered if she was sleeping my thinker started to think of many other things. What was she thinking all day ? Was she really just okay with everything ? I thought to myself it makes sensory faculty I mean she had wanted this longer then I right ? And well I still wasn't sure enough if I wanted it even after it had happened. As I walked back and forth in my room, I started to have an itch to go talk to her, to just speak to her but had no idea about what. And foolishly I walked back and forth in my room thinking how to talk to her, do I go hey mom, how was your day ? Or do I just gah I don't even know I actually thought that I just it was stressful wanting, needing to do something and having no idea why, or even exactly what you wanted.

Finally I gave up and told my friends I was going to sleep for the Nox I wasn't feeling near which was a lie cuz I was just I had slept a lot that day so I was simply just too wake up, despite really wanting zip more than to just close my center and eternal sleep. Eventually, it wasn't even the need that had me to see my mom tbh lol it was simply tedium, I was bored out of my mind and nothing seemed to be able to keep my interest, so I finally left my room, and slowly very slowly, taking each step to lay down certainly I was cook for…w/e…and well …heh It was that walk to my room that, my body had begun to tingle.

I was taking my time and getting Calidris canutus in my stomach, wondering now that if I came to her room at night, would she get the wrong estimation ? Would she think I wanted a repeat of last-place night ? And then as I was outside her door, It was as if that walk from way to way was decent to just go back and forth 100000000 clip on what I wanted, and now that I was in front of her door, I was no closer to knowing. All I knew was my body was tingling, my chest were…feeling delicate ? Haha like little fingers were crawling all over them and my stomach was all in naut mi. I ten asked myself in my nous, had I come here for something ? Am I that messed up in the chief that I was bored so I went to my mom to…um what ? Entertain me ? *sigh*

I had decided that I was already there and I was going to at least just, talk to her, but honestly I was so flighty that my articulatio humeri were shaking and I literally no jest was so anxious also that I debated on if I should just walk in or knock for like 3 minutes. I went with the slight but quick knock on the doorway ( you know the loud ones you make that are short but fast and when you want to ignite individual up or get them out of the bath like ASAP ) : P.

About like half a second went by without a reception lol, so I gave it another straightaway bang. Then I heard my mom going"hold on ! 1 minute !"My hands clutched open and closed when I heard her vox, I was nervous, but I think, I don't know maybe it's just how I feel today, but I think I might accept been a small excited. Anyways ! The doorway opened and my mom was wearing only a gown, that she had tightly closed. She was clearly benumbed as she was rubbing her center, yawning a little. I remember looking at her and smiling a picayune, she was…so cute. I stood lol oddly placidity, not sure as shooting why but I just wanted her to greet me or something, I just didn't want to ask to come in, I just didn't. After she gathered herself a little, she looked at me and with a smile asked me what's up haha…I just, awkwardly responded, telling her I couldn't slumber, gulping grueling and scratching my mind, annoyingly cognisant of what I was doing and screaming at myself to blockade being like such a freakin idiot lol.

Well, as I raged at myself in my psyche, my mom finally gave me the greeting I wanted lol. She just asked, so gently and welcoming, almost like she sounded untried if that makes sense."Kim, want to come in ?"I just nodded a little and said sure. So I came in…and haha god I was so game back then, I sorta just stood in the room looking around as if I never been in it ... haha…Ya…lol. My mom made me jump so lots when she put her hands gently but VERY unexpectedly on my shoulders, massaging them for probably half a sec, cuz when I jumped I must of startled her because she quickly let go and apologized.

I lol was like, sorry ! Back to her sorry ? Haha I know odd but w/e…So like was maybe 2-5 indorsement of just clumsy quiet before my mom just sat on the bed and placed her hands on her laps, gave me a very well what felt like a very earnest motherly grinning and asked me what's up. I sorta just walked around the bed looking at it, thinking how odd it was that that is where it happened, while I just wondered how it must of looked from this pointedness of view. I had heard her, but I had yet to react so my mom just again asked me What's up but this metre adding a"Are you okay sweetie ?"

My gaze quickly shifted from the bed back to her, I just I didn't know what to say so I nodded my caput no…I nodded my no in reaction to"What do you desire"only issue is…she didn't ask that haha. So I guess there was a slight mess up in communications, it's like I knew what she said I just was having way out forming words, and she just looked at me very concern and asked me what was incorrectly. I finally stopped, and with a heavily gulp that made my capitulum popped a niggling, I said I was mulct. My mom asked if I was sure, and I went back to nodding as a response.

tactual sensation weak in the stifle, I sat on the edge of the bed opponent of my mom, but for some reason I felt really really like fluttered and I stood back up, apologizing and asking if it was alright for me to sit down. My mom just haha she laughed at me = ( Not like a sick mean value HAHAHA IDIOT FAIL joke just a little chortle, giggle ? She laughed and I just sighed feeling stupe, I guess causing her to put her hand over her rima oris in a very VERY bad try in trying to break herself from laughing.

Okay so this is probably where you are gon na think im a total child/brat but I was thinking of the day I had…the mirror..I broke and how mad I had been earlier, now I didn't feel angry at all in that here and now but I stupidly wanted to…So I tried to muster up some anger and I snapped at her laughing and shouted"It's not comic ! God what is incorrectly with you !"…My mom immediately then stopped laughing, and she just sighed her brain tilted and her eyes mistrustful. She just took a cryptical breath and said"infant please, let's not fight, let's just talk okay ? How was your day ?"She asked…

I dunno, maybe I was spent, I had let out all my anger, but when she asked I tried to act upset, I tried to frown my hilltop and be pissed, but honestly I just the Book that came out came out filled with tears as I told her about the mirror I broke…I think I told you earlier how my mom is about breaking poppycock its really one of her button, like it hits a spunk. So I sorta cried expecting her to ramp but she …haha clearly wanted to cuz she started getting worked up, her olfactory organ flared candid. But haha she let out a farseeing whistle C ? Not sure as shooting what to call it lol. I apologized, I said that I would pay for it ( not for sure how lol ). She just looked at me though and just said its mulct. But after I guess it was really annoying her cuz she got up and I was like"Wait it's really bad I haven't cleaned it yet"( no idea what I would of done tom ake it look better ) I was just talking out of panic. But she got up and just walked out, I quickly followed to my bathroom where she entered first, I stood at the threshold as she was in the midriff of the way, hands on her hips as she looked at the mirror and the shattered glass hand ticker thingy all over the sink.

"I'm dreary"I said again. She, absolved as day trying very hard to restrain herself, asked why. I…I told her I didn't know. And I started to cry again and this metre bad I just slouched my side against the door and slid down the door and asked"Mom I am so fucked up what do I do ?"I pretend thinking about it, it's probably messed up to ask the soul who is sorta the problem, but I just wanted my mom. *sigh*My mom I remember hand shook hysterically at the mirror, telling me not to even concern about that, that its nothing, she quickly was on the floor with me, her hands again on my shoulders, rubbing them, trying to decompress me as she said"Kimmy listen to me, there is nothing wrong with you, I just, I am stupid person okay ? I put too a good deal on you baby, this is me not you, alright ?"

I heard her words, and I could tell she meant it, but I just shook my nous no, cuz despite how sincere she was, I knew the truth. I reaction licking my teeth and biting my tongue, shaking my pass in disagreement till finally the words just came pouring out."I made you mom, it's me, I…I made you, I made you"And then I just became a broken track record repeating those Word, until my own pity became too great and I covered my expression with my hands, and just weep into them hardcore.

My mom now was rubbing the side's of my shoulders furiously, telling me to please contain, to please listen to her. I heard her but I just wanted to just explode in that mo, I just wanted to curl up in a ball and became humble, I felt torn and I just kept on crying, heaving now extremely bad into my hands. I just kept on cashbox my mom said something that just shocked me out of it. She said"Kimberly ! Listen to me I wanted finale night to hap, I played as if you were forcing me so you felt in mastery, but the truth is."Then she paused and her paw went on mine, pulling my hand away from my look. I was shaking still from crying so hard, but I looked directly into her now tearful face, tears running down each slope. She then said it again"Listen to me"She asked if I was and I weakly nodded up and down."Listen to me, I wanted to be with you I was selfish, I was wrong, you want to be mad baby, be mad at me I am a monster. When I heard you broke up with Ruben, honest to god I was just hoping in my fucked up mind, that you'd run into my arms."

I searched her eyes to see if she meant it, or was just saying what I needed to take heed, but as I saw her oculus squint in….in disgrace ? I saw she meant it, she had got what she wanted. She continued though."I am so sad, I truly just desire you happy more than anything, but Kim I am in erotic love with you."And that was it…I have heard her tell me over month now that she had fallen in love with the someone I have grown into, but it's different, multitude can say the words a 100 dissimilar ways, but zero is like hearing mortal say they are IN dearest WITH YOU, just 4 Logos simpleton as that, yet far more, revealing than any other run-in. I mean it, for anyone who disagrees well all right, but if she had said Kim I am in love with my daughter, or kim I am in love with who you have become or anything else, I wouldn't of done what I did succeeding. I placed my hand on the side of her face and kissed her. I was caught up in the osculation, her sassing on mine again, still at this head it felt so wrong but so good. I now miss that tactual sensation as I have grown use to my female parent's lips on mine.

Sadly the impression did not stay as anger, actually did form again in me, I broke the kiss remembering, playing back what she had just told me. I was tempestuous at the thought and I asked straight out, almost yelling it"Are you just using me now ? Hoping I just return you what you want again cuz you told me you loved me ?"My mom put her hands on my articulatio genus and shook her head no and told me."I never used you Kim and I never will I affirm to god I won't, but I won't lie to you about anything like this. I love you and I don't think I ever will stop over being in love life with you. Okay ? But that said. I am your mother and I will protect you from anything even myself, and if you want this to end it will end. I just won't lie to you and act that I am not wannabee that you may hark back my love."

I sat there, taking in every watchword but honestly just blushed, my mom was telling me she was in love with me over and over and she was telling me she wanted me. I liked the part where she said she was still my mother, but I just…I could really only think about the piece where she said she loved me, the percentage of returning her love. So I just sat there thinking, my mom patiently staying silent just rubbing my knees gently, not rushing me at all, it was decent.

Heh to be honest I knew my response to the question she hadn't technically asked, the s she was done oral presentation, I knew I was going to kiss her and I knew I wanted to be with her again, but I stood there, scared, trying to feel a way to be strong and resist, but I was weak lol and thank god for it. Finally I looked at her and…in my cute sorta kiddy articulation I asked her if maybe we can um….go back to her way. My mom let out a small chuckle and winked at me saying of course.

So ya…lol we went to her way and as we entered I lol figured better use this a little to my reward and was like"So you aren't mad about the mirror right ?"She…haha okay honestly I swear I am not an idiot but her reaction still so caught me off guard. She just went"Na you will seduce up for it."And she winked at me and….undid her gown, letting it just come down open………I I just felt so dullard I was like"Mom..that isn't fishy don't say that."My mom just curled her backtalk and nodded, walking to me and putting her weapon system on my articulatio humeri, her custody resting well pass my head as she just said"Ok, im sorry"ina very none unplayful tone, and she even immediately after leaned in and kissed me. This kiss I think, was our first kiss where I actually was moaning quite a bit, I wasn't so nervous this clock time but still was lot, but I was enjoying myself much more, really kissing her backrest with everything I had….I even for world-class time was bold a slight and put both my work force on her waist ...

She was the one to ruin the kiss as she took a step back, slipping her robe off and letting it fall to the flooring. I just stood there looking at her, almost biting my lip but it was as if I lost control of my consistence and my lip wouldn't move correctly haha. She then said"How about we give old Ted Shawn a break."( okeh for you people who don't know HBK=Shawn Michaels the dude on my jersey ). So ya my mom came to me and I think she was gon na help me strike my shirt off but I just nodded my read/write head and said"ok"and quickly slipped it off…I think she was gon na aid me cuz she went"oh"and let out a trivial giggle like..okay then that works kind of jape.

My mom then smiled and just reached over and gave my teat a spry arrest *sigh* haha. I twitched and she just lifted her head forward for a sec saying"how about you get fully comfortable."I ..only took a sec to get what she meant as I grabbed my panties to bring em down, but she told me wait. Then she told me to"take aim them off slow babe, please."So…remembering the night before I, leaned forward and cohere my bum out, and began to slip them slowly but honestly I felt WAY TO EMBARASSED I just haha strip teasing my mom I so was not up for that yet, so I just went"Na I'm trade good"And just yanked back up straight and pulled em down fast, stepping out of them and just kicking em off to the base.

My mom rolled her eye and told me I was no fun lol ! But what she did following made me feel so stupid she, leaned down and grabbed my pantie, she held em stretched out for me to see…She then brought it to her face and just inhaled them. Then after…o god haha I actually don't even want to typecast this part, she lowered them, keeping both of her eyes sharply on mine as she bit down on the bound of my scanty, pulling them with her teeth and letting them snap out of her mouth. I just..lol I felt so just GAH I just sat down for a sec before rolling to the inwardness of the bed….taking the Lapplander spot as I did the Nox before. She laughed at me, making me sense stupidly and for some reason I covered my breast, whining and asking her"WHAT ? !"My mom just started laughing actually kinda hard and it was upsetting me. But I felt so dumb that I didn't even rage I was just like"Mom please stop."

She could totally tell how I said it that she really was hurting my feelings but she seemed to have a hard time stopping she just said"infant I'm sorry you just are too adorable, you just."Then she started laughing again…but I was like MOM ! And she was like"I am so good-for-nothing just ( while laughing ) I am just, you are just so cute my baby little girl, only you would just get into attitude like that."I…ugh I felt like my face was on flaming I quickly jumped up and was like"I'm sorry I just…please plosive consonant laughing ! I just thought you wanted to…do um what…what we did…sorry."And my mom just was like awww baby you are TOO CUTE. And she crawled on the bed, finally thankfully stopped laughing more or less, she came up to me and gave me a quick osculation. Raising her forehead though she than went, sorta of asking but not really."So you liked what I did last night huh ?"

I just I had never felt more retarded in my life, I was just like"No I just, thought you wanted to do that…stuff again."I swear the sec the words left my sassing I was like REALLY KIM ? REALLY ? ! She just snapped her fingers and pointed at me going"riiight"Honestly I was just pass embarrassed so I was just like"Can we delight just move on."My mom just smile, biting her lip and letting the her lip pop out as she said"Sure we can."She then…told me to go back lay down, get comfy she said…then teased me and said"require your emplacement !"I was like MOM ! She was like"Okay okay, I'm done."So ya…I…as she put it…took the position and laid back at the center of the bed. So..I laid there now feeling kinda dumb after that whole ordeal…lol.

My mom…looked at me up and down, making me blush *sigh* She then stroked her chin and said"I changed my intellect, rollover…"I was like …um…no ? lol. Then she…uhhh lol she placed her hand on my belly and rubbed it over my breadbasket playfully telling me to come on and not be shy. . I just..I TOLD her FINE and I got up just to halt her from doing the paw thing on my stomach, she use to do that to me when I was little trying to get me to stop throwing a fit but …ya it was kinda creeping me out now tbh. So I got up and…I rolled over to my breadbasket, feeling really off setting, I mean I of course laid my face flat and turned it, to appear at her but it just…I felt very just like I said off.

Anyways, so there I was, on my stomach and my mom just, lol did something VERY unexpected, she put her hands on each of my English and pushed down semi voiceless on my back. I remember grunting but moaning I was like holy shite that feels fucking awful ! She was alike"See, just listen to your mother ! Relax okay ?"And I just placed my fount forward and nodded ( assuming she saw me ) Cuz she went up my spine and pushed again. I, even till today I love having her push on my back it feels capital, I have tried to induce others do it and I dunno maybe cuz I have only ever had guy cable do it other than her and it's usually they hurt, but it felt really skillful that nighttime having her do it. So haha she did that for about 5 min and she punched my backbone also, rubbed it really good, all total probably like 10 min hehe. And then she stopped.

After helping me unstrain hehe, my mom gave me a straightaway osculation on my back, asking me if I felt a little better…I …I just honestly felt so much more decompress but she gives such great massages that I said, trying to be adorable but one-half serious"5 more proceedings and I'll be peachy ! Please and ty !"She hates when I say plz and ty : P But I guess she really wanted me to just find relaxed, cuz she said approve sweetie and kissed my back again and rubbed my back some more, my neck and she finished by rubbing my head, I WAS IN HEAVEN, honestly I never had anyone impart me a massage before, and I had…been stressed lately and I guess she just knew what I needed heh…

Anyways we chatted also during it was actually …nice I am so felicitous she did that cuz it did completely relax me, and it just, I needed that not just the massage but the conversation, we talked about my friend Lisa, work, and my dad's nutcase obsession with Genoz pizza. So…I guess after my mom was done, she got close to my ear and said, well asked …um"So set to really slacken now babe ?"…God after the massage and stuff and nonsense I dunno I just loved when she called me babe now : P

I just, I knew what she meant so I was a footling hesitant, also I sorta just wanted her to keep rubbing me : P but I just nodded yes. And I began to seethe over. But my mom stopped me going"No no Kimmy, just relax stay down."I just…I was ilk erm okeh, kinda just assuming she was gon na rub me some more haha ! Maybe my peg ? I dunno all I know was I loved being spoiled like this !
Little pause for a moment, my mom totally must of wanted me for awhile cuz I remember thinking how the blaze is this fair sex 1, she is only 18 years older then I ( yep that's right 36 ) She highly above average, she is no model but she looks 28 ish, and I just I don't get how the perdition soul else didn't snatch her up lol, I guess SHE IS PICKY.

OK back to the serious character : P sorry. So like I was laying there expecting some more plunk for detrition but instead she said…very um cute yet seductively."Do me a favor babe lady friend, please lift your beautiful ass for me."Haha I …god I remember my reaction I just was 100 % like"WHAT ? ! NO ?"I even tried lfiting my chief but she playfully pushed my fountainhead back down and went"Come on, break playing the shy batting order hun, just ask yourself this, O.K. ?"I just…whispered okay in reaction."Just ask yourself if you want mommy to fix you cum really hard, if so then do I say !"I …lol I was like…ma…don't like talk like that. She then asked if I really didn't like when she does. I just shrugged and told her maybe I just require clip to get use to it, I am just so use to hearing her talk a certain way it's looney to find out her talk of the town like this now…to me.

So my mom…being the smartass she is, seize my boldness and started massaging them going"Ok then."Her voice…changed like she was telling me to do my homework and she simply said"Kimberly Blank blank shell ( no offensive activity don't want to get my middle and last name ) lift your ass right now young lady."I…haha I am not sure if that is exactly what I had in mind im 99.9 % sure it wasn't but I sorta liked it so I obeyed, besides she was already…um spreading my brass and stuff so that also kinda helped in the sense that it would have been stupid to show off to her what she was already …playing with ?

So I did as she said, lifting my butt in the air, my knee joint sliding up the bed into the blanket. My mom placed her work force on my waist, assist me in raising my butt in presentation for her…*sigh* So ya…there I was, my munition up and crossed, brow resting on them with my knees up on the bed, my butt up in the air, breast solely nipples touching barely the bed. She wasted no time…I just I didn't even get a moment to be embarrassed of the airs I was in as she just got behind me and plunk right in…

It caught me so off precaution that I jumped a little yip"delay hold hold on !"But she did not even slow up down, she gliding her hands up and down my cheeks while she licked my pussycat in up and down in circles…I, felt so much Thomas More naughty being in this position…I felt…degraded, and…more on presentation I suppose. Which may not make mother wit but it is what it is. I moaned and shivered and a contribution of me truly displeased the billet I was in but anytime I would try to protest, all that would escape my lips was the word mom between the moans I could not help but release.

After about if I had to guess 5 mo, I had my first coming of the nighttime, but as my body tightened and my nous just exploded, my mom did not slow up at all, instead she rewarded my sexual climax with a finger inside me…It was…too lots never had I had something truly inside me other then myself, and now my mother, it was my mother that was inside. I felt her fingerbreadth wiggle around inside me and I felt violated, not …erm not bad just I felt like, like I was truly being touched, like a parting of me that wasn't supposed to be touched by her was just hers to do with as she pleased. It was crazy how much my trunk my entire body just focused on this 1 little digit in me that seemed to control my intact body with every motion it did.

My mom now removing her mouth from my ass, she now adjusted herself to the side of me…keeping her middle finger inside me, the rest of her hand squeezing my seat. With her former hand she glidded over my back, calling me a good girlfriend and how beautiful I was, but it was when she said"God I love you Kim."that just sent me over the edge, I came again, and this time I could find my body reduce its clutch on her fingerbreadth as if it didn't want to let it go I felt so……so..just silly to receive something in me moving around so much I somehow wanted to veil my interior from it, but at the Lapplander time…I wanted more…so much more.

As she continued to just finger me…her finger rubbing me inside, with her free hand she was now gently flicking at my tit, she continued to do this, asking me how it felt, asking me if I loved it. I never gave her an answer…I just moaned and yelped as I came for the third gear time, and with my one-third coming she seemed to almost pass over by how it felt back behind her, diving her face back in, and making…very very loud slurping disturbance which just….made me experience so GAH it was like she was literally pushing how much my idea could consider as I nearly caused my backtalk to hemorrhage I bit them so hard.

Finally and I mean finally after 3 major orgasms and many little ones that followed after, she stopped, but only for abbreviated of moment as she placed her work force on my waist, and roughly and forcefully turned me over. My arm even hurt as it was stuck for a second before I popped it out from half underneath me. I looked at her and she just had this grin, this grin like she….she was having the time of her life, I just…what could I do but smile back. My legs I kept wide as I was so exhausted, gasping for air. But she was not done with me yet. No…she now crawled over me, keeping herself hovering above me with her helping hand on the position of me, I shivered though as I looked at her breast, and felt her thigh allude my own.

My oculus were half shut as she kissed me, but they shot open with surprise as I ..I tasted…I tasted me on her lips…and it was…different. My mom broke the kiss raising herself, smiling and telling me again that she loves me. I just…I think I cried a piddling, but my eyes also looked down as I saw and felt her manus line up its way to my kitty-cat again…inserting it's self back in, her quarter round rubbing my clit as her middle digit twirled and thrust its way around and in me. My brain jerked back as I had a ripple of little orgasms shoot through my body…my mom leaned down ( sorta impressive imo considering she was holding herself up with 1 arm pretty much did a 1 arm push up, well I mean she was half laying on me but not the gunpoint ! ) And she lowered herself taking my breast into her mouth…and that right there was my for the first time o god moment, where I just came screaming the Holy Scripture oh god.

As I came my mom bit on my nipple and pushed on my button, and her finger picked up much f number, and she just kept on and kept on forcing my body to rise. She took her oral fissure off my breast as my body rised, she just wouldn't end her digit jabbing its self in and out of me so fast and I just it was too often I was so sore all I was doing now was going"mom mom mom mom"I wanted to say mom enough plz but only mom kept coming out as I just had the most potent by far orgasm ever and she just wouldn't I even started to push for her to get off me, but that only seemed to make her try to go faster though impossible I think. I started to wiggle now, the maven becoming unendurable I pleaded now"Mom plz arrest mom !"but instead of stopping she latched back to my tit, sucking and making popping auditory sensation as I wiggled out of her oral fissure uncontrollably. Finally and god do I mean finally she slowed down, I am guessing her hand got tired….lol. She didn't transfer her digit though…simply stopped leaving her fingerbreadth resting in me and letting her organic structure just decompress on top of me.

My ventilation was so truehearted it was actually hurting a short haha. My workforce where now on my mother's back, just feeling her back and holding her in..I think gratefulness ? I think it's rule to just be grateful when somebody makes you feel like that. My mom's breast were smashed against me one-half on mine half below them, my mom looking up at me, swearing haha I guess she really gave it her all, and I just looked down at her and around the room thinking what the inferno just happened that, beyond words.

After just laying there for many mo, my extremely sensitive consistence jumped entirely as my mom finally removed her finger, pushing up and getting off me. I…I was hot and sticky it wasn't like the Nox before where I got a outstanding coming this was…more and my body had felt like it just had been through a huge ordeal ( I guess it was ). I was hot…really hot…like I felt same just spent and on fire. My mom sat up, and looked at me, giving me another wink and about to say something but I said"No mom slap-up job."And she just laughed like a quick laughter and then made a very adorable expression, her brows up as she said"Well thanks."I just…I…then asked if I may ask for 1 more thing. And..her response brought tears to my eyes."Anything Kim, I'm yours."I…I asked her if maybe…if she didn't mind and keep in mind I was still breathing quite hard so it took 10 seconds extra to get the words out, but I was like mom…maybe even If you wake up first, you can stay in bed till I wake up please.

My mom looked at me, tears now formed in her center and she said"Kim I am sorry about this morning…"She seemed like she was gon na go on but I just shake off my head teacher and said plz don't, just lets think about tonight, just promise me when I wake up you will be there. She tilted her question down and said"I promise, I will never impart you."She then got up and went and got a blanket again, I watched her for just a moment but then I just laid back with the biggest grin on my face, thinking how foolish I had been today for not be okay with this, for being so raging. My mom came back to bed with the blanket, and two pillows, she helped my head word up and placed 1 under me, and tossing the mantle over me. She then proceeded to slip under the mantle and putting her arm around my stomach, kissing my cheek and saying she loved me, and finally before I closed for my centre for the night, I said it back."I love you…Lesley."Although she gave me this really shocked look cuz I used her name and we both just laughed a little well more her I more just weakly giggled, I was exhausted : P. Anyways she held me and I asked for TV on and fell asleep to something and my mom holding me hehe.

So ya that's the um story of the day after, I truly hope you enjoyed and I would get it on feedback, this was very much laborious to come back seeing as I had to try to call back a day specifically but I tried my hardest to do well.

Oh ya P.S. Since I had started sharing my mom and I human relationship, I have been met with expected but I feel dolt angriness and insults towards us. You know what to all you haters out there, I simply have this to say. I am not the smartest or the wises person out there, but I have learned this in my biography sentence. honey is sapless and fragile. make love conquers nothing. love life is something that must be protected, and more importantly fought for. That's what I did throughout my life that's what we did, we fought for sexual love and felicity, can you say the Same ?