My Nightmare, is it a ambition come rightful ... ? ? ?

These are the thoughts and feelings of a cucks sprightliness with calender insert for a quick view into his brain as he lives out is own fantasy/ nightmare with small inserts of each coming together my girl has with BBC.

Go on an all-night sportfishing misstep and this is how she brought 19 eld of intimate fancy roll play and made it a division of our existent lives. Roll playing, watching video, pillow talk of the town ... whatever you want to call it, one affair is for sure as shooting, If you want it a reality it will be. If you dont, then keep it a underground. The thing is, if you have lived on a fantasy for 19 old age and your girl decides to make it a reality while your gone fishing then that is a Major ravishment. Or if she does it with someone that she sees quotidian, like a hirer, neighbor or even a coworker. wellspring thats what my little slut did. Yep her coworker who she has had oculus on apparently since she started working there. Her new place of employment is in the inner metropolis and not only is she one of the alone white cleaning woman there, by far she is definetly the hottest. Sointerracial sex, BBC, black on white whatever .... we have watched interracial videos for 19 long time and talked about how practically it turned us on seeing these minuscule white girls get the screwing of a lifetime. A fucking that I ( with my far less than average sized putz ) could never provide for her by myself.

Its funny story the comments under these video will always contain some or a few tweed guys saying that blacks dont have the boastful dicks and that there are big white ace too. And it is on-key, some snowy cat do have big peter, but they are far and few between. As do some black guy have small dicks ... well I suppose that is true as well. Its not like I have held surveys or anything but being a guy that has played alot sportsman then later in life going to immure quite a few clock time then even going to prison twice you cant help but seeing alot of dick. Now this is just my experience but I think anyone that argues this is either a liar or just a hater. But without a uncertainty, no challenger disastrous guys on the average are lots bigger than whites or any early race. I have never seen one that wasnt atleast 2 inch longer than my own and they all are much thicker. I have seen a few albumen guys that are almost as humble as me ... not many, but still a few. So if you are in self-denial or werent sure, I hope this will assist you see what is happening and why so many tweed girls are fucking bbc .. cause size does issue ... and on top of that they have endurance and straight up know how to make women cum .. Its not just play that they out perform all other raceway ..and its not just in the porn industry that they excel, although if you were to search at the thousands of interracial video recording that are out there you would see what me, my girl and undulation of other ashen pair are discovering and that is their undeniably superordinate way that they satisfy white womanhood in particular. These video will murder all doubt and im sure will get alot of jealous remarks from haters and others asking me what is haywire with me or calling me a faggot. I am just being real, Im not felicitous about it but it does change state me on seeing the looks on the girls faces and I am just keeping it real. So if you dont want to miss your miss to a pitch blackness putz then stay away from any mixed videos ... .. so anyway, back to my story,

So, the day after I went fishing she tells me kind of sex playing while we were fucking that she did it. I thought she was bullshitting me, and said yeah decent. Usually she would say, `` what if I did '' ? and I would reply `` what could I do, its nobodies fault but my own '' But this clock time she said its true and she assured me that she did. Instantly I felt betrayed that she waited money box I went fishing to do this. I did bring it on, but still inside I was pissed and yet turned on. I have thought about it for yr, we have placed ads, chatted, traded film, but never did I really think it was going to occur. She would always say that I could only get mad at myself if she did and I agreed. But then again she had been saying that for geezerhood. We have purchased dildos and vibrators to try and make up for my inadequicy, and for a hanker sentence it has worked. But nothing can supplant the look of an actually someone connected to that toy. So thats what we said we will face at it like he is just a toy. Thats all effective except she sees him everyday at work. The guy is 6 ft 6 and has the torso of a underclothing good example and get this ... he has a tool that is close to a invertebrate foot long ! ! I shit you not, I have her film it each clock time now and though I got 1 halfway decent recording that reveals his tool. each recording provides me with validation that I cant compete with this guy. She denies it but she is building a human relationship with this guy. She has fucked him 11 fourth dimension now that I know of and fucked this other beau carl twice and one other guy William Thompson once. Both of them were from craigslist and I was there to witness her getting a cock well over twice my size. one of them K was really huge and the smallest guy of the three. He was like 5 foot 9 and his thick shaft was easily 12inches and as thick as coke can.but anyway ... I say this because 11 times are all i know about but I am 90 % sure there has been atleast one early. I think there was also an occasion that she sucked his shaft at her work when she was on her period. So anyway heres where my own demons come to surface. I am so turned on by it and it bums me out at the Sami time. I am mad at myself that it turns me on. What is haywire with me ? I am not gay, and I do love her. But I know this has done unrepairable impairment. She has stated that this is making us unassailable. I could see where she can say this because she is the one getting the absolute in effect pussy poundings of her life. And yes she has told me this. Her last school term was 2 Nox ago. It lasted 55 minutes and he brought her to over 16 body racking orgasms. She finally admitted to squirting and said over and over that it was the skillful she has ever had. She has assured me that she will continue fucking him and me but when we fuck she ends up using a toy and my dick ends up in my hired man. I will add Thomas More later 3:04 AM 8/4/2015

So I am back and since my endure insert she placed an ad and we got a elbow room and this guy Trey came over and fucked her full for about an hour. He had went out crapulence with friends so he wasnt able to execute to his standards he claimed, but still made her small fry 3 clip. I watched her worshipping his shaft which was snug to 3 times my length and 3 or 4 clock time thicker. She told me afterwards it was his girth that made her jet. Well he has contacted me since and wants another go at her and says he was sorry and promises he will be sober and will apply her the fucking she deserves. I dont uncertainty that he will get another chance to redeem himself. In the meantime her telephone number 1 fucking has had his girlfriend over at his property all weekend, and now its Sunday night and she has made it pretty clear to charge up the camera phone cause she is going to try making a right video for me to watch and play with myself to. This will take place while im at employment of path. I dont know what it is about this whole cuckold affair that appeals to me. I guess it has something to do with me getting to be the Beta. Seeing her get pleasured in agency I could never occur close to doing for her, the unanimous tabu thing, me being a racsist, the contrast or just the sheer size of these guys ... .Maybe its all of the above. A few thing are for sure as shooting, 1 ) She never wants to discontinue. She doesnt want to bruise me and says she will depart but she wont. Nor would I make her. 2 ) It is starting to make alteration to her cunt. 3 ) It is definetly getting easier for both of us to cover, I just dont know how much recollective she will even want me around. Because once the knavery starts again, that will be the end of us. Im sure it will be mutual at that point. For the lag, I guess I will just savor the show and get used to my hand. It has been seeing alot more activity than usual lately. The comic matter is .... I always play with myself with her videos on ... I will add more when it happens.

Yesterday I was at work when she texted me that he wants to put his cock in her. Im thinking what a coincidense she just got off her period. Well she sends this to me at 5pm said she got his text at 3pm, so Im thinking she got it already. She says no .... and then tells me she is over it.

2 twenty-four hour period later ... .So conclusion night we are having sex and she is like a desert. fingering her kitty for over 10 minutes no moisture. Then I bring up her coworker and within 30 seconds she is loose-fitting wet and bucking on my script. She gets up on my pecker and within 60 seconds I lose it cause she is just totally grinding and frantically fucking me. Nevertheless I failed and left her hanging and a time of day and a one-half later she is dressed and heading for work ... Do i think she will sleep together him today ? Come on .... I got to go to figure out now myself I will let you make out later. friday aug 21 2015

well its saturday night and she claims she didnt ... But he texted a few times. His foremost one said `` I want to put this cock in you '' she replied I do to but have too lots to do after work.

We have had sex twice since that lastly insert Friday dawn and both times I left her hanging. Not on use just un able-bodied to satiate her up properly. Both meter she has told me how she needs bbc and that she is going to bang her other boyfriend later that day.

Meanwhile because of that ad she placed, we are getting swamped with electronic mail from all these huge cocked sinister studs, all telling her how they would service her and make her cum. Or how they willl call on her into their own bbc loose woman and why is she even with me and my pathetic piffling white dick. I must say, they are coming from every slant and its just a affair of prison term till she meets one that is going to do it for her in a way that will occupy her from me. And though I have noone to blame but myself it still bums me out after I get off playing with myself.. I am fucked up in the forefront for indisputable. Dont know how it got to this, but all i know is that hoodoo come and go, but the one matter that has been in our sex lives for me over 20 geezerhood and her 19 is bbc. In fussy bbc in white cleaning woman. Married white women is even better. It seems to be getting more popular and once you start watching this smut you will never bar. It grows and grows till its the only thing that associates you and sexual pleasance. It sounds stupid but you will see when you get off, there is always the idea or the vision of black cock going in a White person girl that got you there.

I will add more later, I think we might be getting a room tonight ... .. if so ... ..here we go again ! !

fountainhead we didnt get a way but yesterday after work she decided she wanted some sex. ( after a week and a half of not so much as to mentioning sex to me ) and bbc has been texting her telling her all workweek saying he wants to hand her his big dim prick. So she was on her way when she informed me and this was at 445 pm. So knowing it will be getting grim soon and the recording will get cut off I start getting a bit pissed off. But I let her do her matter for a hour and a half then start getting really pissed. After numerous calls I head over there and she is still there. Finally after 2hours and 15 minutes she tries telling me that it wasnt that capital and that she couldnt get him off. wellspring I will never know i guess but one thing is for sure ... she did ! She got over an hour of decent footage while she fuck and sucked him. I will impart Sir Thomas More details later but basically she tries telling me that I am all she wants or pauperization, , LMAO ... ok and I believe her .... not ! Anyway, there are 2 other guys that want to do her tonite and tomorrow nite one of them she has had before and the braggy one who this will be the first time with is on saturday. I said then you can decide if I am all you want and need ... To be continued ...

well she got 1 of the 2 this weekend but not the new guy. Still she got almost 2 groundwork of total darkness tool on thursday and Friday it would have been close to a yard if lastnights didnt oddball. We went to the beach sat and passed out sat night. It is sun am and though I dont bed what today will bring, I am sure she is already plotting and planing her next visit with coworker. Friday night after Carl had left she fucked me and was assuring me that she is addicted to blackamoor tool and how good it tasted. She then went on to tell me that her pussy belongs to bbc and if I tried to forbid her from fucking him, she would just take leave telling me when they make touch. As it is now, she claims that she tells me everytime he texts her or vice-a-versa. So there it is there, do i want to know or not ... Should I stay or go.

It does give me green-eyed but it makes me backbreaking and I get off watching the recording and thinking about it. I get mad but near of it is my own doing and I have noone to really blame but myself ... I knew she would end up loving bbc like she does but I kept watching those picture show with her. The one thing I really hate is the kissing she does with him. They are always kissing and that pisses me off. Anyway I have some big decisions to make or just sit back and take my medicine and get what I deserve. After all I do merit this for cheating on her, but how many times ? the trouble is she doesnt want to break off now ... uggggghhhhh ! ! AND I CANT BLAME HER ! ! She cums so toilsome with them and the lonesome time she cums with me is when I use a big toy or she just finished fucking one of them and is talking about their cocks while on me. And only then.

well its a 3 day weekend and there hasnt been much talk of bbc because she is supposedly on her period. But today she says its over and she is quick to get a room and party. This could only signify 1 matter ... .. stay tuned. to be continued ... ..

9/14 Ok today she got it while I was at work or just before i left, she had made plans to go over there on a Monday daybreak and he brought her to 3 or 4 sexual climax before leaving a load on her bureau. Of trend I get an position when I get family ( as usual ). Anyway, the video is seemly but he finished up in less than a hour. which is quick for him.. apparently he had no job staying hard and he was clearly digging her out deeply.. They were planing a rhythm 2 but it didnt happen ... this may be a foresightful week.. more to amount

Here it is the following Fri and yesterday we had sex and she came on me and a toy but still clearly wanted more so before me getting a nut she texted him and he said come over so she got off of me rinsed off and was on her way leaving my putz in my deal ... I couldnt sit here so i told her I was leaving and she replies `` i know '' but was still going to go through with it even though it was totally dark outside so I got pissed and kept texting until she cancled out of guilt. I stayed out till 1am came domicile and we fucked and she fantasized about alvin as we fucked. I know its not over.

Saturday the 19th i grabbed her earpiece to see if what I suspected was true and there it was ... She had been in striking with him on several occasions and never said anything about these calls. On top of that there is a new guy in her swim class that they have been getting really well-disposed and for some understanding that slipped her idea to secernate me about him ... And dude knows this guy as well so there is definetly more going on then she is telling me about.

so here it is Wednesday the 23rd of sept and we just got back from an overnight fishing head trip yesterday, but today she gets the day off and of class the minute I leave to work she is playing with herself watching bbc picture and gets all worked up for her bbc. I suspected it so I started texting her what she was up to, she says she hadnt even thought about it till I mentioned it and thats when she told me that she was watching movies and fucking herself with a big melanise dildo. But dude never crossed her mind .... bullshit ! ! So a half hour later she informs me that he texted her and wants her over there. She is all about it and is begging me to let her go. so finally after not saying yes I fsay well u better not dissapoint him. Like that she says ok, after she was acting like could give care less. So after oeuvre I get in my truck to adjoin up with her .. she finally replies and says she is not going and he got mad at her so ensues a big time arguement and now she has claimed it is all over with him.. So this is where we are

for the next 2 day similiar shit, she makes design then breaks them. { so she says ). Then she was on her menstruation and it convienantly lasted until sunday night. I could evidence by what she was wearing to do work that she was quick this week.nothing Mon but tuesday she tells me she was going to make out him while i was at work. there were a partner off reasons I didnt like this but until the hold up minute she was telling me she needs it. but then backed out.come Thursday and it happened :

She went there while I was at oeuvre of course. He discovered the phone recording them after 10-15 minutes of the Best pussycat pounding ive seen out of him yet. He was inexorable just plowing her the way she loves and the way I could never beable to duplicate. So the headphone was turned off and she decides its ok to remain and fuck him some more. So at this point I have no thought what was said or done. ! affair for sure she let me know that it was the dependable sex she ever had with him or in her life. I could see it was heading that counseling, and he didnt cum. So 2 days later she was trying to go finish the job while I was at work again, but then opted out.

My personal billet is this .... I need to stop this with him. She loves his shaft and his body and his technique. She absolutely loves sucking his vast black cock and now is talking about him taking her ass. Yea i need to end this which is fucked up to try denying her the best shag of her life especially when it gets me hard as a rock music. so ... .. i dont know what to do ... she has a couple ads placed and we have had some good answer, but it seems she is just all about his cock. If she isnt, then it wont be foresightful till she is. She can easily tell me now that she she needs his turncock and how much she loves it. so ... ... Thomas More to do

Well she did it again ... I went on an all-night sportfishing slip with my neighbour and when I was able to finally get a signal on my telephone set she had texted me that he wanted to be intimate her. Did she wait for a response ? Hell no, but she brought the pen camera and got a twosome of hours worth of her getting fucked substantial good bringing her to one orgasm after another. You can hear my textual matter coming in towards the end and her dissapointment hearing them as well. But it didnt break her or him. He just pounded harder bringing her to a couple weirdo consistence racking orgasm before he finally busted a big nut deep inside her pussycat. I told her no more tangency with this guy but she has and she will. The only thing I will accomplish by doing this is get her to take up lieing to me about her touch with him. Does she desire him ? of course, does she tell me ? yes ... every time we have sex. She can not get off with my cock alone and the end duo times she doesnt let me fuck her for more than 5 min and she lets me finish myself with my hand while she uses her toy. We even got a room with a jacuzzi and she wouldnt do me ... she watched their pic over and over and got off doing so ... .. that and stuffing her pussy with a toy that is 4 times my size. Laughing at me stroking my pathetic petty dick till it dribbled on my stomach .... Im so screwed up in the headway ... And to reckon this was all my idea at one point. to a greater extent to come ... .just not on video ... pfffftttt

So after 2-1/2 weeks she goes to his house 2 daylight after my natal day. She has been craving it and begging me to let her ..so i do ... And i want her to ... hoping she will finally work back another decent video. She could have but she pointed it at the ceiling and all I got was audio frequency of what she calls the easily sex she has ever had ... ..She tells me that each sentence she does him and i tell her yeah thats what you always say ... She says because its true ... it keeps getting better and better.. So this is on a friday night and we end up at a hotel causal agency we had a guy off craigslist coming over to do her. The goal was to get her a grounds of inglorious cock this weekend.. but as it turns out he was not the guy in the pics so we struck out ... She ended up playing with her slit and making me look on as I beat off my baby dick. But come the next day she was back over to alvins getting slammed again. After 1 time of day of kitty pounding he discovers the fipple pipe and destroys it and throws a tantrum. Still she stays there for 3-1/2more 60 minutes till she comes home empty handed no video but with her puss beaten up.He has done irreversible harm to her pussy. I didnt htink it was potential but he has opened her up and now its brought out a hunger that can only be fed by thickly black cock. so once again after maybe 3 minutes of my stone strong pencil dick she resorts to her toy and is able-bodied to cum in a issue of seconds. She falls asleep with it inside her and her telecasting playing of alvin doing her proper.

She says its over with them that he wont even acknowledge her at work ... I think its bullshit and they will be correctly back at it in no time.

dec6th just 2 calendar week after the breakthrough, and after several attempt by my little girl come to find out, he text her today saying he needed to have intercourse her. She says I thought you were mad. He replied that he has motivation and she has some bomb pussy. Anyway she was about to start her menses so she declined the offer. one affair for sure .... she hadnt smiled all weekend until she started texting with him.

Here is the job, she wont beble to put down the next time and she totally made it obviusly illuminate that there will be plenty of adjacent clock time. So now I am screwed no matter how you look at it. The but option I see is to let it happen then then discover him off.

Im not sure where this leaves us, I dont know if she has texted him yet.. I know she is needing it because out of the blue today she starts writing her story of her bbc escapade ... Im supposed to be going to west virginia for 10 days ... I can only imagine what she will be up to ... All I know is that pussy is getting spoiled by thick black cock and soon she wont even let me touch her bbc garage. She told me she is already starting to cut me off. The Sojourner Truth is, I cant find fault her. I had been warned over and over and knew how she would be after having a black man fuck her like only a inglorious man can. But the sentiment turned me on and it still does. Fact is, for the 20 days we have been together she needs to finally get some for all the teasing and vacate promising i did. If i have to sit and watch or take heed for the rest of my days, so be it. Her pussy needs and deserves so much more than my skinny fiddling baby cock and BBC is the solvent. I am defeated. ! ! To say that they are sexually superscript than me is a vast understatement .They seem to have been born with technique and staying power and most importantly.To him and so many others, I have a Whitney Moore Young Jr. minor penis in compare ... .So ... ... .from this day forward, I give her my written blessing. ? ? Have her record the audio ? I havnt decided .... continue tuned for Sir Thomas More as soon as this point is over

fountainhead here it is, a new year and one that promises more of the same. After a few failed attempts they finally hooked up again Jan 9th. She came home after piece of work to take aim a shower and put on some new lingerie that she bought for him. I find this out after the fact. She recorded the audio and what I got was about 45 min of her having climax after orgasm. It has definetly been on her mind, and mine too while we are in bed she tries to build it act upon with my cock she really does, but i fall way suddenly. How short you ask ? well so did I, and she said im a third of his duration and not even half as thick. So I know I can never vie with him physically. that and the fact he has like zero eubstance fat ... ... ..So, if he fucked her good on the 9th then what he did on the 11th is fucking super human being. she brought back the registrar of him absolutely just owning her pussy for over a hour and a half. Listening to him telling her things and her confirmations telling him her pussy is his and she loves his cock makes for in effect recording but it was all from the heart. There is way to much personal dialoge going on before, after, and during. He is more than just a toy and after a yr of fucking her, it is clear there are feelings going on. A few years ago I remember asking her `` could you go down in honey with a guy with a 10 in hammer just for his cock ?'.... Her reply was `` oh absolutely '' ! And backs it with sex is 90 percent of a relationship ... .So, I allow this because I know its important to her and it does get me hard. I dont care so much for the audio frequency but anyway ... .it seems I should nip this off soon if I still can.. I dont really think I can cling with my decision if i try. It would be nice to observe soul else that she would atleast try to replace him but so far not happening. If there is one matter about her I know and its that when she finds something she likes she keeps it around until it no longer has a use ... ... I would say the end but I doubt it ....

2/10 2016 So since I wrote live time she went over and was finished in a half hour. I bought here a new k chain TV cam and of course she went at Night so all i got was audio frequency. She said she owed him one since the final clip when he brought here to atleast 50 orgasms in a hour and one-half assault on her pussy but he didnt nut.. So apparently she achieved her object and as a bonus had 5 or 6 body racking orgasms herself ... .. this was 12 days ago and she is dying to get over there, in fact last2 dark in bed of course I fail to earn her cum and lastnight she tells me she needs his cock twice a workweek. Then asks me if I can care that ... ... do I have a choice ? / ? ? ? Thomas More to occur

So its other Fri am and lastnight she got her hair done and today is a half day for her. Alvin tried hooking yesterday but she said she has a whisker appt. He said `` your trying to stay away from my peter ? '' and she was like no way she wants it so bad. But i guesswork from what she told me is that he will be engaged today and tonight but I guess we will let to see. They have both said this before so we will see. One matter is for sure as shooting lastnight i tried to make her cum with my dick alone ... I used to beable to do it if we were watching bbc on tv or if i was talking about some bbc taking her from me and just delivering the most relentless ravishment on her kitty. That usually does it but now it doesnt even come close. The geographics of her twat has changed considerably and she promises it will just get looser for me. I dont know how it couldnt ... unless this guy just quits fucking her all together ... .pffffttt thats not happening ... He loves her puss almost as much as she loves his cock. They are both convinced that each others sex was made for the others. My chick is always reassuring him that her pussycat belongs to him ... ..As for me .... the older I get the low it seems. I remember when i was younger my dick was 5-1/2 inches.. these days i pious platitude get 5-1/2 with a pump. On the average it is just over 4 inches and it doesnt stay on hard like it used to and my stamina has fallen as well. ... ... ... thats right, i can bust one with a soft dick ... .but anyway im going to try finding somone new to help oneself take her psyche off of her coworker.. more to cum ... ... ... ... ... ... ..

Well like I suspected his program fell thru and he hit up my girl to arrive over. She had told me she had to get together with her boss after school anyways so nix was going to happen. She told me this before he texted her. Then all of a sudden she met up with her boss at 2 and then she informs me to make surely the camera was charged cause she was going to go over there. She got home around 4 and I wasnt really down for her going but I was still hard.. Dont ask me why, but I didnt want her to see that I was, so I stayed in the garage. Well all my wind I gave not to go fell on deaf pinna. She claimed she wanted to establish me a good recording but hold open it real ... it would be dark in a half hour ands she was on her way. she replied to a few More of my school text but this visit was in no way for me, it was for her and the release of frustration that she had for being left wing hanging during sex with me. She was there for about a minute and a half and once again, all i got was sound recording and as usual he brought her to more deeply sexual climax than you can keep runway of. some of them seem like a continues orgasm lasting a few mo or former Isaac Mayer Wise they are just back to indorse to back. Whatever he is doing it is working like no former she has ever experienced. Her kitty-cat is a inundation gate for his rooster and he knows he is by far the best she has ever had. He knows she gets nothing even remotely finish to it at plate and I think he relishes the fact that she is completely addicted to his tool.

So here it is tuesday feb 23rd and I am almost 100 % confirming she will be looking to hook up with him today. We had sex sat sun and monday nighttime and my dick couldnt do it for her so I shared her cunt with a 11 inch dildo that is 4 time my heaviness as well. That made her cum pretty good but still not like with him ... this first light I fucked her before she went to exercise but left her hanging big time, so thats why I know she will be getting some big black tool tonight. Plus she feels like she owes him for not getting him to nut last prison term. So, with that being said I will keep you posted and in the mean sentence I will just take my issue in my own deal so to speak and dumbfound my little shaft up just thinking about what is going to come about later today .... to a greater extent to cum ....

Well it didnt happen that Nox or the next ... Nor did we jazz but come thursday, the day before her surgical process, despite all the pleading and everything being wrong with it. She went over there ... claiming she wanted to make me a video .. But of course when she returns she has no video. She recorded the audio frequency, but he listens to the worst jigaboo medicine of all fourth dimension which just pisses me off listening to it. But you can clearly hear her getting off one right wing after another for a right hour and it ends with him blowing his load on her face. during the recording you hear atleast 10 school text from me but that just made them do it harder. So its been a week since ive gotten laid and today she brought him up out of the blue. So i know she is counting the solar day till her period ends. to be continued

wellspring after operation, we didnt have any sex for almost a week

It is Wednesday march 9th

and when she left for piece of work she did it too quietly, I knew something was up today. I could feel it. But anyway she went to Drs appointment and got serious and not so goood news and was telling me about it when Alvin texted her to get over after employment. All of a sudden she is ready for sex. She wasnt kidding, she has been fucking me less and less even when we have sex, i spend most of the prison term stroking my baby tool and she works that big toy. Sorry about my luck and I cant say I blame her or get upset. I would do the Saame thing probably even worst. For the most part, she does try to construct my dick work she really does. But after just a few bit or less she starts getting frustated and its not long before her carnal hungriness comes out. Anyway, after the news she got at the doctors I told her that she had the dark-green light to go get her pussy pounded and she said give thanks you.She did bring the camara and a puss throb is what she got. She sucked and fucked that bbc for over a hr and a one-half. He never nutted and now I know my girl feels obligated to finish up the job soon. we fucked the following sunup and she said she was going to try fucking him this weekend. I am telling her to get as much as possible before starting the chemo but she didnt get a hold of him. So .... here it is Monday march 14th and daylight savings has begun .... I forgot to name that this hold out session they had marked their year anniversary since she started fucking him. I believe it was going on before this but she will never claim it. Anyway, we have had sex daily since Thursday ... hahaa 4 clip and each timemy dick failed me but my spit got in her twice. She loves that but it still doesnt build her squirt .She would try with my hawkshaw the start 2 Clarence Shepard Day Jr. but the last 2 times she has went right for our big toy and left my picayune gumshoe in my hand ... Do I think she will be fucking Alvin today .... I dont see any grounds why she wouldnt. but I will keep you posted. Im stuck at home all day and will probably be rubbing one out a few times today .... more to cum

So March 18th

she got a nice academic term for the Friday night. She recorded it and although you cant see very well atleast she made effort. No effort in trying to cum though ... She gets off every time with him. He just slips that huge turncock in her and she goes nuts. What a unlike girl he gets to fuck then the miss i live with. She is the meaning of a black rooster slut. She loves it and has no problem telling him or me.. He has done permanent changes to her pussy and he loves it too. She has stated to both of us that it is his twat now and she will do whatever he wants her to do ! !

Monday, on her vacation and chemo in 2 daylight ... last night we had sex but I was unable to make her cum even with the toy, She said she was going to fuck him today and she did. Actually one-half way comely camara reporting and although she says it wasnt that in effect she still came all over his huge shaft and she worshipped it too for quite a while. It ended when he dumped his load of jiz trench in his slave pussy.

so here it is tuesday aurora and last Nox we had some frightful sex. she wasnt into it neither of us came and i dont think she is sexually attracted to me anymore. I almost find she is grossed out by me. And if you were to look at her reaction on his cock and compared it to how she acts with me, you would say she is sypmathetic and is doing it out of obligation almost ... .. I need to shut them down but I think it will do more bad than good. Thomas More to cum ... .. Tuesday we were fucking and she couldnt get off with me no matter how hard i tried, then i mentioned Alvins dick and she came all over the post so we kept going and she was trying to satisfy her need but it wasnt happening ... so soon she started pleading to me for Thomas More but it wasnt mine she wanted more of so i told her she could go back over there today and that i understand. So she got off of my gumshoe while we were fucking and she had me go get her headphone so she could text him. He instantly replied `` do you need another fix '' ? she said I can be out the door in 30 mo or less. and with that she jumped out of bed and started getting ready to go get `` filled up properly '' as she put it. She says she needs that prick and loves it. She says it feels so goodness and taste better than any cock she ever sucked. Also she has told him that her twat was made for his putz and that he owns it and that he touches plaza in her that nonentity has ever touched. when i fuck her now, her pussy is so unleash around my little pecker she can barely feel it and laughs at me. In the transcription you hear him telling her to look at her cunt gripping his center. So here it is a couple months later, my girl is still doing chemo therapy and my chick has texted him a few times it is clear he is not matter to ... ... until today. He texted her while we were at the driving range. Now I know i never made the insert of their last sitting, which was basically the same as usual .... him bringing her to over 10 sexual climax and her squirting a few fourth dimension. This metre she only squirted once. It was july 6th and she went over there for a good time of day and got what she has been so missing for over 2 month. I know this because we seldom have sex mainly because she really doesnt get anything out of it. Can you blame her ? When we do the only way she gets wet is by thinking and talking about Alvins big pecker filling her up.Of form then it gets me going to and I will usually bust a nut and like always leave her hanging. Since that utmost academic term 12 days ago she has been in touch and he is definetly quick to own that kitty-cat again. He has texted when we were out of town and she has insured me she will be going to get what she needs. I will say this ... When we fuck, it is like I am feeding a grown up with baby component. Her sex private road has slowed down considerably especially with me but with him she is still good to go.

We havnt had any sex for about a week now and she does not appear affected by it, I know she is waiting for him to get back from holiday, in the meanspirited clock time she is just laying around here not doing much. I cant expect her to be all over my putz like the old days .... them days are farseeing gone believe me. She has had a veridical cock for the last 14 calendar month. she has been reshaped, resized, and she says repaired. Definetly didnt supporter size things up for me .... All I can do is wait ... ...

well he is back in town, and with all the physician fitting and employment and handbill, my girl has been stressing out and was even falling into depression. We probably fucked 2 times in the endure month.

So when he got back he sent her a motion picture of his binding as he was going into some tropic ocean. She replied `` yummy '' so when she showed me, I asked are you going there she said no ... .. Then further down their subject matter she tells him that i will be leaving on a fishing trip for 3 twenty-four hour period ... He says good but he still needs to pound that pussy.

Friday Aug 12th

So, according to her she never went while i was fishing. summer breakout was over and after the first gear workweek back to workplace and she reached her terminus ad quem on Fri. I receive a textual matter that she was so punctuate that she might deliver to reach out and anticipate him today. And contact out she did and made program for 6 pm on a Friday night. The fact that he was able to do it on a Fri nite makes me suspect to where they are in this twelvemonth and a half kinship. So anyway when she returned, she had a smiling from ear to ear with title that he outdid his full and absolutely owned her puss then dumped his onus in her lip. After listening to this transcription I must agree she has some of the most vivid sounding sexual climax I ever heard from her in previous recordings.In individual, with me, haha she doesnt even come close to making these phone. He fucks her you can see and listen her in a state of almost drunk ecstacy, Like an out of body experience. With me totally logical and after a while defeat, soreness exercise set in. So I will roll play and lend up his fucking her and within seconds she is drenched as her mind drifts off to sight of his tool and the assault on her pussycat that he provides.

So anyway, she is back to herself again and when we went to bed she was still horny thinking about him but at the same time had some guilty conscience for how much she enjoyed it. After a couple of minute rubbing u on me she sits on top of me and easily it falls in. She is grinding away and after a few minutes of talking about her and Alvin she is cumming on my gumshoe. So she gets off and lays down next to me and falls asleep leaving me hanging.

She has a renewed attitude and told me with no joking or wavering that she will be getting it again and again until she can no longer get it ... ... As i expected

My question and concern is this ... She has been fucking him for almost 2 years now ... .. Is it even possible for her to claim the sex just keeps getting better and not ingest any feelings for him. Or is she secretly falling in dear with him. Because in these recordings she is in, she is a different someone. A person that is experiencing feelings she has never came shut down to feeling with me, but yet claims he is just a toy ... ..more to come ... .8== @

Here it is the following tuesday the 16th of venerable

thihs morning we finally fucked, I tried nibbling on her ear and rubbing her everywhere to try to get her wet enough to even let me in and after some poke and proding i finally got in. In a laydown barker style i am working awayand she is trying everything to just beable to feel me it seems. Alvins cock has changed her pussy in so many ways and when I tell her this, she tells me `` oh god yes ''. The toy we used to play with when I fucked her she claims irritates her slit. She used to get off on it pretty good tho. Now with just me in her she experiences foiling, pique, exhaustion and easily annoyed. But usually I can name Alvins cock and she goes to another blank space in her question and is capable to nut while grinding on my Mini computer software. Not today. And she did get pretty snazzyied up for work. So Im thinking today might be another day that Alvin is contacted to finish the job that I started.

I knew it would be like this, Its just like all the stories I have read, all the warnings, claims and confessions. Then you read the remark underneath that say its not confessedly that we are all on average the Lapplander size ... That ladies and gentlman is pure 100 per centum shit. outset off if you have a 8 inch putz then you could think that and actually believe it. but the intermediate white guy is closer to 6. And I myself, at just over 4, knew she would be addicted to it after the first metre. And still we played, I guess I just never really thoght she would go thru with it and if so she wouldnt find oneself a guy that uses a 12 in swayer to quantify his cock. But she did, and he is closer to the end of a 12 inch ruler than I am using a 6 inch ruler. No all men are not ccreated equal.

But dont get me wrong despite all this, I am glad she is experiencing this now. because with our age and health issues .... Who really knows what tomorrow will bring. So if you are a blank miss reading this and your bf or hub isnt quite hitting the billet for you. Dont settle. If you think it is as effective as it gets, your wrong. And if your a white guy with an average size dick or lupus erythematosus, do the right affair and cover your woman to a real screwing ing. A fucking you could never allow by yourself. If you really love her, you will support this. quit being selfish, Our ascendant were doing it, If you have read this far then you know that you are rummy. Let them do one of the things they were put on this worldly concern to do !

Save all the hater gossip, If you read this totally thing then you are already one of us. It might construct you mad when you realize the truth but its too bad if you cant accept it.

Sept 11,12th

They are in contact again and its going to pass real soon ... ... ... When she and I make love, I leave her wall hanging big meter everytime ... .So I totally understand.

sept 14th

She went over there at 8 pm and was there for a hour at get-go she was actiing like she couldnt get wet but then broke it down and said once he put his dick in her she was able-bodied to cum immediatly and over and over. listening to the tape it was amazing how quick she came and a few times she is cumming so firmly she is screaming into a pillow. nope she has never done this for me and the toy even. This guy is her get well therapy.He possesses a 100 %, without a incertitude the perfective tense match for her pussy. To say that he owns it is to state the absolute obvious. Here it is saturday and she is already thinking about hitting him up again any day. I think she wants to step it up with him to atleast once a workweek. I will be first to admit ..that when she comes domicile after getting dugout from him she is glowing and kinda floats around the mansion. When she finally comes back down to earth she is still superintendent giddy and that is when I realized that in fact this was the beneficial handling for her well being. She is going to be getting more and more as her wellness improves cause this guy loves her puss ... especially when its wrapped around his long fatheaded mordant cock ! !

more to get ... ... ... ... ...

Oct 2nd marathon nooky

October 7th today will be the 2nd day this month already that Alvin has stepped in for me. On Oct 2nd he delivered a 5 time of day endurance contest fuck that pornstars would have appreciated

oct 11th point below

Yesterday october 14th was the 4th time this month and also his birthday. She also went 3 days before on the 11th. That particular session lasted for an hr. Although that may look like a quickie listen to the tape and you will hear that he took precaution of biz. Something i cant seem to do given all nighttime.

So yesterday I had to wreak from midnight to 530am and wouldnt you know it ... supposedly Alvin texted her at 3 am he and his buddy were all wino and sshe went over there and attempted to do them both after she gave me her word she was only doing Alvin. But as it turns out, the other guy couldnt get hard. Too much inebriant and apparently disrespected her .... I dont fuck how that is possible ... if you go over to a couple shameful guys looking to get fucked at 3am and they are drink, I think you have thrown any possibleness of being respected out the window. Just saying ... She still ended up sucking on the other guy and getting a span nuts from Alvins cock which is always dear for atleast 1 or 2 orgasms.

Anyway after almost 3 hours she comes back home to say it was all bad and that she is over it. But she is not and talked to him again this afternoon ... I give it 4 days tops and they will be joined at the hips again ... till then ...

fountainhead as it turned out the last session wasnt that bad in fact she is back there again right now so being today

October 16th. the month is just halfway over with. She has been very delberate in telling me she will be needing it alot more often then what I am used to. So today is a new record for 5 times in 1 month and last nighttime when we were fucking she had me go get her telephone set from the living way so she could text him. There is no way potential that my dick can compete with his, and we are both on the Saame page and realize this as the root to her not being fully satisfied at home.So where does that leave me ? well seeing how I am the one that watched interracial outset and me being to a lesser extent than medium size of it. Add in the fact that I knew what BBC does to snowy charwoman and didnt end this at the first ... Im pretty practically left field with my lilliputian dick in my hand even when she is here. live night she made me finish my self as she held down on the stem while i stroked my man button. She used a 11 inch dildo and a vibrator and still doesnt even come close to what he does to her pussy. So now I wait until she gets home then I will listen to the recording and I will add some More to this entry.

Its been 2 hours and she still is not back .... She is getting a true up fucking right now cuz Alvin feels he has to make it up to her for what happened 2 nights ago. Which is just made up drama cuz the other dude was kind of forceful she said and he couldnt get grueling .... Obviously Alvin is handing out broad consistence spasm coming right now and my dame is getting them one after another ...

So its Monday the 17th and she is back over there and its 10pm who knows when she will return .... Well as it turns out she was back around midnight and she gave up her ass to him for the first-class honours degree time last night, She hasnt told me anytrhing about it and being today is Thursday oct 20th and she hasnt fucked me since sunday what am i supposed to intend. I texted her earlier and asked if she has been in contact and she says no and havnt even thought about him ... .. but she says she wants me ... .. Right ! like I really believe that .... Anyway its all Irish bull Im sure. She is just waiting a couple days to let me cool off off. Im sure she will fuck him on my birthday just to keep matter in perspective. So terminal month she took a freight down her throat and this calendar month in her ass. To listen to the transcription is to hear a woman getting the shag of a lifetime..So i asked her and she confirmed without a doubt the near sex she has ever had .... Enough said

So the tally is 6 times in the month of october

So this dawning friday oct 21st she fucked me in the good morning ... I lasted about 10 arcminute before I nutted and of path she wasnt even close until she started telling me the only way her pussy gets off but that made me nut so it left her hanging big sentence. Bad enough to where she has been hitting him up tonite a few times.. tonight she actually told me that he made her squirt multiple meter ..so im listening to the recording right now and she is getting it so well as I type this..

No i would be such an asshole and hated by her if I tried to stop this. First off they wont stop. She would just stop telling me about it. Then the adjacent stone's throw is her just leaving me because there is no way on this ground as long as she is breathing she will need his turncock forever ... So it looks like either tonite or tomorrow so I will proceed you posted

So here is the October update ... she actually got him to fuck her on my birthday and she did him first. When we fucked was hours later and was very quick.

So now the 24th of october It is 930 pm she is in the shower right now etting ready for figure 8 for the month and its not over ... still a whole week left. thats right 8 multiplication in 3 calendar week. That is intimately than once every 3 days. and the thing is there is still a week left so to cogitate she might get it 2 or 3 times before Oct is over is a real good hypothesis. lets say she does get it 10 times. that is over 110 column inch of cock this calendar month or about 11 feet of cock .... If she fucked me this month that many time she could say she got a thousand aggregate of 44 inch or 3 ft 8 inches tote up. im trusted you can do the math.. He is nearly 3 sentence my size of it both distance and girth. She is on her way over there now so when she comes back and drops the registrar on my lap then I will cover the details. public treasury then ... I guess I will just play with my little man clit..

So basically she was there for 4 hour 10- 2. This guy must be like Ubermensch cuz the unharmed time she is fucking or sucking him and cumming all over his cock repeatedly. Its fucking insane to remember we could ever throw normal sex ever again. Or that she could ever get off on my lilliputian dick. She is so addicted to his cock that while we are fucking I just mention his cock and she gets wet and if by hazard she is able to cum on my pecker that way, then I am done. I instantly cum but not this guy when she is going freak on his tool, he just keeps plowing through the orgasms. literally 1 after another. Make no doubt that I might be misreading her, SHE IS IN passion WITH HIS peter ! !

So today is the 25th and she is going out with her mom after work but who knows whats up after. All I know is she didnt fuck me when she got home lastnight after the violation on her pussy at Alvins. In fact we have only fucked 4 times this calendar month and one of the time she got off mine and went to his house.

Pretty much an absolute certainty that she is falling in making love with him.She is trying to retrieve affair im doing wrong to justify leaving me im intellection. She says thats not true up but I guess time will tell..

Although they tried lastnight tonight they did it again.

oct 30th the 9th meter this month. She said it was amazing he made her squirt the first orgasm to the final climax with him dumping his load on her stomach. All this while I was sleeping. I had passed out ... last night he called her at 3 am she drove there but he had passed out so she didnt gt any ... today is halloween so if they do it today they hit 10 times in a month we will see. we know its not my pussy anymore ... its his. I just got finished listening to over an hour and a half onslaught of my girls pussy. I said to her, were you cuming the entire clock time ? and she said pretty lots and even said she squirted on her firstly climax. Listening to the tape, that would be after just 1 minute and 42 seconds but she wasnt cuming when she was giving him head and that was for almost twenty minute in the begining and 15 proceedings in the center. So for 1 time of day an 12 minutes he was pounding away and she was having orgam after climax. When she gets home base I am passed out on the bed naked with a immense bootleg dildo that i was going to use on her. So she saw it laying there im pretty sure and probably thought i fucked myself till I passed out. Which I didnt do ... .but the opinion did cross my intellect. So anyway the net count for cocktober was 9 sessions for just over 25 hour, And myself, 7 sessions for just about 2 -1/2 time of day ... .So its getting a petty lopsided but she cant cum with me unless vibrator and dildo and when she does cum .... bet your ass my peter is in my hand ... lol till adjacent time..

Nov 1st .... Well as you probably predicted it wasnt going to be long. She was there for about 2 hours. She said its been better but they both nutted and she sounded like she never stopped.

Nov 5th They are at it again .... She left at 3 got house around 5. I havnt listened to the transcription yet ... .to be continued ....

Nov10th & 11th She left over to his house around 11pm. This is number 3 for him and lastnight was number 2 for me and of course of instruction I left her craving a shaft that could satiate her up all the way and can make her cum on call it seems. Anyway she gets back after a hr and a half of just might be the best recording yet. She got off what sounded like one continuious orgasm. And repeatedly told him that her pussy belonged to him and claiming her love for his cock not to mention how get laid sexy he is etc etc. Lot of whispering on this one and she supposedly doesnt acknowledge what she had whispered.

Last night Nov 13th We listened to the recording together and half way thru she starts to tickle my ball sack. So i start slowly stroking my fiddling peter and she holds down on the base so she doesnt trace my dick and lets me stroke it. She reassures me that it will do zippo for her exept vamper her and make her mad ... .as with the Night before the second base i put my putz in her I cum. Just forging her need for Alvin to get her ....

funny remark as i type this he is texting her so here it is on

sunday the november 13th and she will be heading over there soon im surely. yep he wants a quickie and she tells him as long as she gets a long session later.This is a new record ... she was out the door in less than 5 moment .... I guess the finis school term left a scar lol ... well she said 13 clip this month to outstrip October and the 9 times it was worth ... Up till then 4 metre a month or once a week was the standard ... Today marks the 4th fourth dimension this month and if she holds him to it she will be getting a retentive academic term later. With 17days left this month, She will have to mistreat it up to hit that illusion number 13 ... with me she said 5 meter to be continued ... ... ... ... ... but i dont doubt for a minute she will at the very least let out the track record

Friday nov 18th Well lastnight she was asked to go over there for a threesome but she declined. Apparently his first cousin is in townsfolk and he wanted to show him a good time. She was tired cause then he even wanted her to come over and just do him but she was in bed. So anyway this week I got some but the only time she even came close to cumming is when I asked her about him and his fucking her while she had an earplug in and we listened to one of the recording of him fucking the livelihood shit out of her.

So anyway, this evening she is going there. We just got back from dinner at 7:10 and she wasted no time in texting him and within 10 second she is in the shower and will be out the room access by 7:45. So I will be adding a new entry on tonight like I do ... .in a nutshell because details are very few when she gets back. All i get is a tape record-keeper with a new recording of my miss having one consistency racking orgasm after another. His rod is her god thats for certainly .... We all know who is the actual owner of her kitty-cat is ... .. And its not me .... More to come and she will cum more for sure over there than if she stayed home ....

Sun Nov 20th So she forgot her jacket there .... totally on purpose, She tried to go get it yesterday but his girlfriend was there and she was telling me that she wouldnt do him anyway .... not after the awesome sex we had after Alvin fucked the shit out of her Fri night. In fact lets back up to friday night .... When she went over there she knew damn well his cousin would be there too. Still she went she acted like she didnt know but come on .... anyway she had a 3some even if it wasnt for all that long. She claims she sucked his dick while Alvin did her pooch style. All I have is audio frequency and I cant decipher but anyhow she came household and sat on my dick to picture me how badly he has damaged her pussy for me. And I have to admit, it is like im sticking my dick into a complete stranger. He has done big modification to her pussy. not only is the size dispute but it respondes to inkiness cock alot differently then to mine. to be cont ... ... ... .So anyway she was over there again today for about 2 hours and was home by high noon. He had started texting her at 6 am and she mentioned it to me the minute i was awake. She acted like I asked her to go but that is not the case and she was already wet thinking about it..Point is that the awesome sex we supposedly had friday night that kept her from fucking him Sat ( which is bs dudes chick was over ) Well today it wasnt going to stop her from getting his rod ... I guess it wasnt that awesome ... .right ? till next time ... and yes there will be a next time ....

Monday Nov 21 a unhurt day later and while im at oeuvre apparently they planned a quickie for halftime but of course of instruction it has been no quicky she went over there over 2 time of day ago and still isnt base .... She was very set in the fact that she was going and there really was cypher I could do about it ... So I am trusted she is just getting that pussy assaulted and gaped out so when she returns she wont even beable to palpate me in her. This is what keeps her going back. There is not a chance in hell that i could ever even come remotely close to being able to fuck anyone as skillful as he fucks my missy. She says when she thinks about sex, its his cock she thinks about. When im fucking her she thinks about him within 30 minute. When she sees a black guy she thinks of him and when im not dwelling and she plays with herself it is always to him .... To me that sounds like love life but she claims he is just a toy .... we will see

So apparently matter must deliver been getting to sober because he wanted to take a shift .... for a whole calendar week so here it is.

wednesday Dec2nd and i am going on a 1-1/2 day fishing trip and wouldnt you know it. As soon as I arrive down in oceanside she sends me a text she is going in and quits responding to me. You can see my numerous calls and textual matter and all of them go unreciprocated as she is locked in on what she has been craving for the go hebdomad. Granted she was only there for an hour and on the tapeline it sounds like she only had 4 or 5 orgasm, so it could have been big i suppose but I was still pissed. Pissed for the fact she deliberatly waited till i was gone to go over there. Now she is acting like she doesnt need it and its all over. But im thinking thats what she wants me to think so she can quit recording and just get going sneaking over there ... I dont roll in the hay maybe im paranoid. All i know is there 2 year anniversary is coming up and I highly doubt this is over .... we will see

dec 7th

she went over and got drilled on for a couple hours and the very future day she is back again. I will say this, that she has tried with me to get off but is simply unable to. My diclit falls so short that it is starting to shit her mad. So on

Dec 15th she went over there at 6pm and didnt come dwelling till midnight. This pissed me off once she went past 5 hours. The thing is that she responded to my textual matter and was ineffective to create him cumso she wasa going to remain longer. She textwed me this twice. I am listening to the recording now and by all story this was the better session she has ever had. One sexual climax after another and her repeating over and over how much she loves his cock.

This guy is like a superhuman sex motorcar and loves her pussy as much as she loves his shaft. I would be so selfish to try stopping her from seeing him. Plus I doubt if I could. Right now I am still listening and I am only into it an hour and 17 arcminute and I lost count how many times she has came. Seriously, well over 15. She stayed there another 5 and a one-half hour. How is that even potential ? ? I will add more than as it becomes available ... ... Ok I listened to it all and it is just not normal for a guy to go that long and fix a girl cum that many times. My little girl to make it worse. To top it off she told him atleast as many times how she loves his cock or how amazing it is and that her pussy needs his cock ... .. And then tells him he keeps getting meliorate everytime. During the little cool down sessions there was quite a bit of whispering so I am really over it. So when I say something to her about it she says she would give it all up for me if I want ... .. Me the guy that jargon induce her cum anymore unless I use a toy and even then we have to be fantasizing about his prick. So why would she even want to be with only me ? I mean keep it real, there is no way possible you could convince me that she could be faithful. But whatever, it is what it is. I brought this shit on, she has just taken it to this level ...

Dec 20th, Well im sure its been a farseeing 5 days for her cuz she has been wanting to go conclusion her job since the very next day. He has his Kyd so yesterday didnt hap as practically as they both wanted it to. But bet your ass today it will go down ... .. and it is properly now. Once again left me with my dickclit in my hand. It is 2 pm so lets see how foresightful they go today. I have a spirit he is going to whop bam and see ya bcause his son is still there he just went out for a spell. Unless he is trying to let him make love her too. which I wouldnt put it passed him ... to be continued ... ... ..So she was there just an time of day which is a quickie for him. I guess it had been a while since he nutted but she was able to help oneself him out with that so he showed his hold and dumped his massive load all over her face her hair and chest. She says she was covered with his jiz .... more to make out So anyway she ended up fucking me with her maltreated cunt and I got off immediatly and wouldnt you know it but the very future day I am home plate with her all day and she was in a bad mood, finally at abnout 3 pm she went to rite aid and I went Xmas shopping.

December 21st I was gone about a hour and didnt hear my telephone set or the 9 messages. So she called to inform me that she is on her way over there for a quickie ... ... No issue how you look at it they are finishing off this year with a huge rush. A spate that has done irrepairable hurt to her pussy. A upsurge that is telling me how 2017 is going to be ... ... ..

December 24th

Its Christmas eve and live night in bed we watched interracial porn like always and she played with herself and wouldnt fuck me or touch my dick for that subject. She said she was going to get it today and after 3 or 4 hours of playing with ourselves we both nutted ... .Now its 930 am and Alvin texts her `` now '' so with in 15 minutes she is on her way to fuck him .... After denying me all Nox. Pretty obvious who owns that puss ... ..I will make as much point when she returns ...