`` Natalie, mom just called. She has to wreak a twofold tongiht. She said we need to get our homework done and fix supper and she will see us in the sunrise. '' I proceeded to finish my story assignment. I am a Jr this year. Just turned 16, and got my low real boyfriend. Nat is only 14. I start dinner and help Nat with some of her homework, then its clock time for American language Idol and then bed.



Sam, mom 's boyfriend, came over around 10. I told him mom had to work a double and was not habitation but he said he would just wait for her. They have been dating for about 2 geezerhood now and so I thought this would be mulct. I let him in, and went back to my room.



By this time Nat is sleeping and I am sitting up writing in my diary. All my inner thoughts about Adam, and how he just kissed me and I let him touch my white meat and I touched his penis. He asked me to kiss his penis but I was afraid. I like him so much and am singular of what it would be like when he asks me to receive sex for the offset metre. I am scared, yet excited.



Sam suddenly walks in my elbow room and sits on my bed. He tells me how pretty I am. I ask him to impart but he does n't. He takes my diary and reads what I just wrote. I am embarrased that he read my inner most closed book thoughts. Sam looks at me and grinning. Says he can teach me how to please cristal when the meter comes. He touches me lightly on the face. I shy away. He laughes. He pulls me penny-pinching and kisses me. `` Tongiht, I will teach you to be a woman. '' I pull away from him.



'' Nicole, do as I tell you, or I will go to Nat 's way instead. Do you see ? You have to learn how to be a woman Nicole. I am going to teach you this night. '' Sam says. I said NO but he just kisses me on my mouth, hard. He tells me not to fight down him, assures me I will love it. He grabs me by my hand and drags me out of my way into my moms room. Then he shuts and locks the door. Alone with him, I am shaking and crying, begging him to leave me alone. He ignores me and continues to carress my body through my Night dress.



Suddenly he rips off of my shirt and tells me to take off my shorts. `` Do it now Nicole, or I will go get Nat instead. '' Afraid of what he may do to my baby sis, I do as he says. He begins to rub me all over while he tells me how beautiful I am. `` I am going to show you how to please your youthful XTC. He will give thanks me for this. ``



He starts to snog me again, first on my lips while he pinches my nipples. Then he kisses my nipples while he puts his fingers in my most secret womanly parts. I flinch. No one has ever touched me there. `` On Nicole, you are so tight. You are going to feel so good around my hard peter. '' I am shaking.



'' Nicole, lay off fighting me. Relax. You will savour this. '' He pushes me on the bed and begins to consume off his clothes. I have never seen a man naked before. I mean, I saw Adam 's penis but only for a indorsement. Truth be known, until tonight I had thougth Sam was a handsome man, but now I am so scare away of him. My torso and mind are both betraying me. Sam has an amazing physical structure and I am so curious about sex, but not like this.



Once Sam is naked he crawls on top of me and begins to kiss me again. My body starts to respond to him but my mind is screaming NO ! ! This is wrong. He beings to lap up and bite my neck while he rubs my breast. He whispers in my ear `` Nicole, I ca n't wait to taste your sweet cunt '' and he kisses his way down my trunk. Rubbing and kissing. I notice that instead of fear, suddenly I am wet between my thighs. Excited.. How could my soundbox betray me like this. Sam is raping me .... is n't he ? ?



I can experience his breath at the top of my womanhood and he him say `` go around your branch, let me in to feast on that virgin pussy. '' I can feel him pushing my legs undecided and I put up no impedance. My tears have stopped. My body shakes, but not from fear. The first gear time I felt his knife lap my womanhood I jumped.



'' Do you like that Nicole. '' I did n't say anthing.



'' Nicole, tell me you like my clapper on your pussy. '' I did n't say anything. Sam smacked me on the leg. `` SAY IT '' he demands.



'' I like you tongue on my vagina '' I said. He says, `` No Nicole, the password is kitty. Say you like my clapper on your kitty-cat. NOW ! ! ``



My back talk are trembling, `` I like your spit on my slit '' I say. He laughes and continues to thrash me there. He puts his finger in me. commencement one, then two. It hurts, but only for a hour. The more he licks and pushes his fingers in me the more wet I feel down there. `` Do you bed what that is Nicole ? That is your consistency wanting what I am doing to you. You want this. Say it. You want it. ``



'' Yes Sam, I want it. '' I am nervous, I am curoious, I am scared. Then I realize I am not scared of what he is doing, only that he will quit. My organic structure flavor like it is on fire, tingling all over. Sam stops. He gets off me and pull me up.



'' So Nicole, X wants you to osculate his penis ? No Nichole, that is not what Adam wants. He wants his hard cock deep in your pharynx while he pumps his load of cum down it. '' With a big grinning on his cheek he pushes me to my knees. `` afford your mouth sweetheart '' I am affright again. He begins to extort my cheeks hard until my oral fissure opens. `` You are going to suck my pecker, you will not bite me or I will spank you. You will suck my putz exactly like I tell you to, until I tell you to stop, like a safe girl should. ''



Then he puts his expectant hard cock in my mouth. Just a footling at first, then more and more until it is deep in my sassing. `` That 's a good girl Nicole. '' He starts to affect in and out, slow then fast. I can find myself gag and he just moans. `` Your sweet slight mouth spirit so right on my hard hammer babe. '' Faster and faster he pushes and moans louder and louder, `` Oh baby, you are going to make me inject my load, but I want to salve it for your sweet virgin pussy. '' Then he stops, pulls me to my feet and kisses me late. My mouth and lips are swollen, there are tears in my centre and I am trembling.



'' Oh sweetheart, relax, the outflank is yet to come. '' He lays me back on the bed again and crawls on top of me. He puts his hand over my mouth and says, `` I am going to put my rooster in your tight kitty-cat now. It will spite for a arcminute, but you not scream. When i am done with you, you will come back and beg me for More, probably tomorrow nighttime after. After I finish fucking your mother and she falls asleep I will descend for you. I am gon na have you puzzle out your female parent cum off my cock before I fuck you. ``



The more he talks the more nervous I get, but he seems to be getting more and more energize. I ca n't breathe with his hand still over my backtalk. I feel the caput of his cock at the entering of my pussy and I start to joggle. Fear consumes me. He pushes his bridge player harder on my mouth and William Tell me to stick around still. `` give your leg. I am ready to feel that tight Virgo the Virgin kitty-cat. ''



I do as I am told and he pushes his cock in my fast and rough. It hurts. I want to hollo but he he has his script over my mouthpiece still. rip begin to roll down my human face. He smiles at me. `` You feel so stiff, so goodness. I knew you would. I am been thinking about this for 2 years, since I met your female parent. I have dreamed of the day I could figure your virgin puss and Edward Teach you to be a cleaning woman. Now I will look forward to Nat in another 2 years '' I begin to contend. Thinking NO NOT NAT ! ! ! He just laughes and begins to be active, in and out, slowly at first, then faster. This is exciting to him.



I am so scared but my eubstance begins to reply to him. My dead body starts to tense up and begins to tingle all over. So many sensations I have never felt. Not bad feelings, dear feelings. Very good look. Sam is moving in and out, he pushes my branch further apart and goes deeper. I feel pain and joy. How can this be ? I did n't want this. I wanted disco biscuit to be my first, not Sam. My mothers 45 year old swain. I want this to terminate, but not yet. Yes ! No ! Yes ! No ! So many confusing belief.



He takes his hand off my mouth, finally. `` Tell me my cock feels good in your pussy child '' He has my leg high up in the air, on his shoulder joint, pushing strong and oceanic abyss in my pussy but I do n't say it. He slaps my ass, strong. I jump, more tears come. `` Say it now. ``



'' Your shaft flavor respectable in my pussy. '' I say with a trembling voice. `` just missy, you will always say me that when I command it, do you realise. '' I nod my head, my body is trembling. He spanks my ass again an says `` You will say 'yes sir'to me do you understand. ``



'' Yes sir. ``



'' trade good girl, your hot miserly puss is so addictive. I may take it again and again. But for now I am set to fill you full of my hot cum. '' He starts to push in harder and faster and harder and faster. My organic structure is such a double-dealer. The sensations I feel are good, my fear turns into passion, my pain in the ass into pleasure. My body starts to tense up and shake and shiver on it 's own. I can no longer verify any of my own body functions. I feel inordinate moisture between my thighs and I feel like I am in heaven, if only for a moment.



'' Oh, thats my fille. I just gave you your number one climax. Was n't that corking. You feel so good. '' He is going faster and I hear him moan loudly and agitate in mystifying, very late. I can experience hot liquid squirting rich in my torso and he collaspes onto of me.



'' You are such a good young woman Nicole. '' He moves down to between my thighs again and begins to thrash all the moisture from my kitty, then back up to me. He forces a deep osculation on my mouth as his back talk is wax of a assortment of our juices. He kisses me deep and yearn and groan.



'' Was n't that unspoiled sister. Our cum mix in together gustatory perception so good. Get used to it mollycoddle. Your gon na taste it often. Next meter, you will lick it off my cock on command. ``



I just lay there looking up at him. All I could recall was he wants to do this to me again ? ? When ? Why ? Was n't my mohter enough for him ? Was I raped ? Did I want this ?



He begins to rub me and say `` you have been suck a unspoilt girl tongiht. Lets get you cleaned up and back in bed before your mom gets here. Now you keep this secret between us and do n't distinguish anyone. The next metre I come for you I expect you to come in to me willingly. You will beg me to fuck you again. ``



He showers with me, airstream my body, dresses me and carries me to bed. He leans in to snog me on my forehead and says `` goodnight sweetheart '' then walks out.



That was three years ago and Sam is still coming to my room every time my mom works late, and sometimes he gets me from school and takes me to his place. I have never say no and I have never told anyone. As far as I know he has never touched Nat, and he promises me as long as I do as he says he never will.



Sam was right about so many things. I did pick up to be a woman. The first off sentence I was with X he was very pleased with me. Part of me hates Sam, part of me loves him. Will I ever get away from him ?