All 's I can ever severalize you is the truth, When I first met you I sort of hoped you would just be one of those people who would walk away after a couple of days, I did n't ever think for you to become a big section of my life, I never intentionally let you become the one person who would make me see the humankind in a whole new light, I never intended to descend in sexual love with you, I never even wanted to, I do n't ever mean any criminal offence by that but I know I am always better walking the lone road in sprightliness, I always will be much better off alone as when i 'm alone there is no wrong I can do to any former someone other than myself, Well I guess I do owe you one massive thankyou in life, You showed me true love, I know you only fel lawful love once and I am always grateful that I found it with you, I will always love you even though you no longer remember me, I 'll always retrieve the way you left me speechless whenever you spoke, I 'll always remember the way you would never accept any compliment I gave you, Always telling me I was lying even though you knew I would never lie to you, I 'll remember the nights you got scared and I would talk to you even after you fell asleep just so you could feel like there was someone there with you all night long, All those Nox I gave all I had just to form sure you never killed yourself, All those times I would lay awake and just find out you sleep just so you would cause a peaceful night, I 'll also think all those nights we argued over silly things, All those hour I would spend just searching for the mightily way to make it up to you even when the argument was n't my fault, All those clock time you made me smile when all 's I wanted to do was cry, All those times you made me jape just by been you, The way you always knew when I needed you even when we were miles apart, I remember you would always sleep with how to make water me feel better when I felt so terrified, Yeah I remember a lot of beneficial and bad things, Pretty much everything we ever went through to be clean, All the infliction I caused you and all the prison term I pretty often ruined your animation, I also think of the time you fell for that early person and left my warmheartedness null but a broken mess, Our family relationship was ruined by that person, I loved you more than I could ever put into countersign and in a blink of an eye you moved on, Yeah i 'll take that was a little More than I could ever do by, I had to sit back and view you fall more in love with the other person with each passing second and I knew there was never a thing I could of done about it, It caused me a lot of pain to watch you slowly move on from me, I remember all those times you did n't want to verbalise to me just because they were on-line, All those time you dropped me just so you could talk to them then came running back as soon as they left or even worse decided to give just because they did, All those dark I had to spend alone just because they refused to come online so you decided to do the same, All those clip you would quetch to me about how they would favor to do anything else rather than talk to you, Well that was too a lot. I was a short angry yet saddened when they told you how they had used you, Made you fall in love with them for a vicious joke, You dumped me for this other person even though they were married with a kid on the way even though at the time you never knew that, They were just soul who managed to deal you honest than I could possess in my waste dreams, They treat you like a female monarch while I could only regale you as a princess, That all changed though when they hurt you, I guess it hurt me a lot more knowing you finally got to experience the pain in the ass I felt every moment I was without you, I am truly sorry for the pain you did palpate, You know aswell as I that if I could of taken the painfulness I would have, I would have taken every little bad feeling you had and added them to all the infliction I had to feel, Still do finger, I would of let you live a life without pain or fear if only I knew how, I would support every bad moment in life if it meant you could expend a life-time of felicity, I know I did oversee to do one thing, Not for sure how but I did it, I took those nightmare you suffered and made sure that you slept peacefully everynight at the cost of me not only suffering nightmares at night but suffering them through the day aswell, Yeah I somehow got it so you did n't suffer while I had to stick out twice as very much as normal, sound strange but I will allow in it was worth it, Whatever happened that night I am glad it happened, Sure i suffer a lot but I know that you do n't anymore, I just want to say that through all the estimable and the bad time we shared I would never switch a exclusive one, I mean I love you more and more with each loss pulse, You was my world, My life sentence, My heartbeat, You was my O, I never thought I would be able to live without you but I seem to be doing it, Not a very good animation I will admit that but I am managing to pass the years, I want you to have it off one final stage thing, I know you will never learn this but I do love you, I have from the very firstly discussion we spoke to each other, I never knew what you looked like to set out with but that never mattered because to me you was and always will be the most beautiful girl to ever walk this earth, I mean yeah you still do walk this worldly concern but I mean that past, present and even in the time to come there will never be a fille that can even amount close to how beautiful you are, Anyways this has dragged on a little too long, Just want to say I love you, I still care about you deeply and I truly and honestly overleap you with all the short pieces of my rugged heart, You will always be the sole young woman that could ever fix the hurt but I know you never will, Oh well I would rather live with a broken heart and say I felt true dearest than have a whole gist and say I never knew what love was, So I guess this is goodbye, Wish I could see your grinning one final fourth dimension, See those beautiful naughty eyes or just get a line your sweet articulation but I know I never will so I will just have to survive with the memory of you, Love you so much, Always will till the end of time, goodby my sweetly princess, I hope your life-time is filled with all the things you truly deserve, Peace, Happiness and even love .