I spent six years in a chaotic relationship because of my two beautiful small fry. It started off great but she became crazier as the eld progressed. Logical cerebration went out the windowpane and my living became a nightmare. The saying `` check together for the kidskin '' would always echo through my mind when I wanted to leave alone for something better.

When I hit 30 I had realized it was now or never. I felt like I had wasted so practically time and did n't want to knock off any More. I was getting older and was sick of being abject so I left. It was a difficult decisiveness but I knew if I stayed in my Thomas Kid lives, I could subsist a more fulfilling and well-chosen life sentence. I knew I had to finally allow myself to be felicitous as well.

The rupture up was full of anger and hatred. She stole a lot of my things but I soon met a miss that made me shrug my berm to the bullshit my ex was throwing my way.

For the first metre in many years I was glad and smiling. It felt strange and filled me with so much free energy. I felt like a brand new person.

yr passed and my ex would still hit on me and try to win me back though I was clearly felicitous where I was. I made it a point in time to avoid her as practically as possible so the entirely metre I saw her was when I picked up the kid every Fri to contain home with me for the weekend.

I was enjoying being in a stable relationship though unfortunately she did n't share my hoodoo or really see why the facial expression and smell of latex was so erotic to me. She did n't understand why a woman inhaling a cigarette got me so excited and she did n't fume so she could n't avail me there.

At times I missed having the outlet for those fetishes I craved. The sex is great and she enjoys some kinky thing but I did miss indulging in those special pastime that my ex would do for me.

I 've spent most of the past two years trying to convince my girlfriend to try rubber-base paint. commencement small with some gloves or pantie and maybe work up to a dress. She seemed give minded at first but as clock time has gone on it seemed I was out of luck. I suppose that 's what smut is for when you do n't birth a way to go through what you feel you need sexually.

Today I 'm full of shame though I know it was all out of my command. My hands were tied, literally.

I went to my exes home to pick up the kids after getting out of work. As common she was sitting in the chair waiting. I made very little eye link with her.

`` female child ! Time to go ! '' I shouted toward their bedroom, fully expecting them to total running out like they always do.

My ex, Brianna, smirked and said, `` They are n't here right now. ``

Confused, I exclaimed, `` What do you mean they are n't here ? Where the hell are they ? It 's my time with them. ``

She stood up, `` They wo n't be coming over this weekend. They are busy. ``

She stepped closer to me slowly so I backed up. Once I knew the nestling were n't there, there was n't a reason for me to be around her anymore.

`` I do n't eff why you could n't get told me before manus Brianna so I did n't waste my gas. I got to go. ``

The consequence I touched the threshold handle I felt one of her hands grab my shoulder joint while the other reached around to my side. I felt a wet fabric cover my mouth and nose.

`` What the fuck are you ... ''

Darkness. I 'm not even surely what happened or how long I was out but this crazy bitch had done something to incapacitate me.

When I came to, I was sitting in a professorship. I felt so outwear and confused as I tried to move my hands before discovering they were tied behind the death chair. It was n't prospicient before I realized my gasp and underclothes were off too.

`` struggle as much as you 'd like but your stuck, '' said Brianna from across the way.

I looked over to see her in a black rubber-base paint clothes and knee high leather boot as she was pulling an elbow length latex glove onto her arm.

`` What the hell are you doing ? '' I yelled as I tried pulling my helping hand free to no avail.

`` You do n't want to admit it but I know you miss this snatch and my insatiable appetite to please. I bet that bitch you 're with does n't please you like I would. ``

I couldnt stop shaking my head in disbelief at how ridiculous this berth was that I was in.

`` So your plan is to what ? entice me with latex paint so maybe I 'll have it away you ? ``

She shot back, `` Not only latex, '' as she grabbed her pack of Marlboro Menthol 100 's and pulled one to her deep red red lips. She slowly lifted the lighter to the cigaret and I could n't help but look out the smoke drift from her mouth.

`` I have a girlfriend. I am glad. I 'm not interested and I 'm never going to say yes to this. You are wasting your metre ! ``

Smiling she leaned forward, fag dangling from her back talk as she whispered, `` Who said you have a say ? ``

Her smile was wide as she laughed in my aspect. I was at a loss for Holy Writ.

`` Brianna, just let me go. You ca n't just do whatever the fuck you want. ``

`` Watch me sweety. ``

My struggles did null to undo my constraints. I tried to think about affair that would keep on me from getting turned on but the latex brushing against my bare rooster was hard to discount as she sat in my lap.

`` You dont mind if this cigaret slut sits here do you ? '' She inhaled bass and blew the gage in my face as she grinded her latex clad ass along my cock and balls.

`` Stop. ejaculate on, just stop. What 's the point ? One fuck and then I 'm gone. No way I 'll put myself in this lieu again. This does n't get me back you psycho gripe. ''

`` That 's where you are wrong. I know you are barely getting by right field now. Child financial support is a real bitch is n't it baby ? ``

`` Fuck you, '' I shouted in her face.

`` Yes, you will fuck me. I also did n't mention, I 've been off birth control for a bit. You are going to put a fucking babe in me. You 're going to bang up me and have no choice to get dwelling to mommy. ``

My eyes grew wide and I was full-of-the-moon of rage.

`` Are you fucking sober ? ! Get the fuck off me. Who would do something so fucked up to someone they claim to hump ? ``

`` well, your whining is a turn off. Just shut up and enjoy the show. ``

She leaned over to a nearby board and grabbed some taping. Now I had no control of my hands and could n't plead my case.

`` Just consecrate into the pleasure. You have no choice at this point so why not enjoy the drive ? ``

The grinding was too a great deal and my tool was fully raise as she slid me inside of her. I wanted to not enjoy it but it had been days since I had sex and the feeling of tight wet slit was a powerful sensation.

moan escaped the taping over my lip. I knew it was haywire but I could n't look away.

`` Come on daddy, saturate me. fall in me a baby, '' she cried out as she jumped up and down on me.

Her 36d tit were crammed into this rubber-base paint dress rightfield in front my face. It had been so farseeing since I had enjoyed my fetishes outside of porn. It was so much stimulation.

The feel of the latex and the aroma mixed with the internet site of her lips blowing clouds of fastball was driving me wild.

`` Just call up, once you 've given me a baby, you are going to get to fuck this pussy all of the prison term. You want latex babe, I got you. You want me to float smoke on your dick, I 'll do it. I 'll be your whore. Whatever you need. ``

As if the visual was n't enough, her dirty talk was distracting me as well.

With each thrust deep inside of her, I had to tell myself no, I ca n't. I have to try not to cum.

`` You feel so big. I bet you have a vast load for mammy. I 'm storm it 's taking so long for you. Do n't fight it. impart it to me. ''

She knew I was trying not to cum and I was getting finish before pulling myself back a few clock time with early thought process. Unfortunately, she was n't going to let up.

Brianna pulled her big titty out of the dress and leaned up to rub them in my font. Her hand gripped my hair as she pulled my aspect between them before sitting back on my cock.

To my surprise she had stopped rocking her body and sat there for a moment. She reached for her cigarettes and lit a new one.

`` I know you are close. You can only contend this for so farsighted babe. I 'm going to get ur seed. Maybe you need a different view. I know how practically you love my big ass. ``

She turned around, showing me her curvy body in it 's plastered latex confines. Her ass was nice and round and glistened from the light before she slid the dress up a few inches to show skin.

My putz was pulsating and I did n't know what else I could do to stop this.

She slowly lowered herself on to my cock. Her puss was soaking wet and warm. I knew the fight was about to end.

`` Like that aspect ? Like seeing my ass move when ur pounding me ? ``

I shook my head in rebelliousness but she knew I was watery.

She tilted her promontory back to stare me in the eyes with the cigarette dangling from her lips as the pace quickened.

Panic was setting in as I felt an vivid whizz shoot through me.

`` Mm, yes. near boy. fill my pussy. ``

She had won. I kept saying `` No, no, no '' under the tape but it did n't topic. It was too recently. My cum was deep interior of her and zip could switch this fact.

I was in a daze when she untied my hands. The ira was gone because shame had set in.

'' I 'll let you get it on once I take the pregnancy test. I 'm going to go shower. ``

I barely heard her, I was so out of it. My brain wandered to so many terrible scenarios as I opened her front man door to leave.

That was the longest 30 minute drive menage I had ever made. My girl had messaged respective clock time but I did n't even have it off what to say at this peak.

Now I 'm living with the guilt feelings as I impatiently wait to find out my portion .