I forgot to put incest as one of the theme, so re-posting ! My bad !

So um trivial warning, this part of my uh tale ? I guess taradiddle is right on Word, um is a little darker. Sorry but it's true, not too dark just, I was going through many emotions the day after.

I awoke the aurora after feeling like I had slept for days. At first-class honours degree the night before with my mother felt like a dream, that was until I vastly became cognisant of my nakedness. I grinded my tooth as I do when I am trying to cover how nervous I am, so I guess I was trying to hide it from myself ? After though my initial awe of what happened passed, I realized I heard the exhibitor on, quickly I rolled onto my back, touch with my hand the border of the bed.

My female parent had already slipped out of the bed. I sat up, cover falling down and my breast just out and exposed. I remember looking down at them and blushing, scratching the side of meat of my human face, but the embarrassment quickly became overwhelming as I looked around for my shirt. It wasn't in the room so I just fell back into the bed, curling up this time and making sure I was wrapped from feet to neck. I pretty much just laid there silently looking at my hand, caressing my fingers with my thumb, lol like as if I was trying to urinate sure as shooting I was real or something…

The racket of the go H2O had long stopped, I had to set out to question what was taking my mom so long, but didn't honestly put too much thought into it, just paused every now and then to take heed. Oh aright ! You should bang she has her own privy connected to her bedroom, so ya lol. So ya I just sorta laid there until the phone of the bathroom room access opening made me jump. I got up with a smile on my face…but sadly it was quickly gone and I was holding back split once again as I saw my mom fixing her sleeve for work. .

You know, now that I am a bit Old, I'd like to think a tad wiser : P hehe. I realize now that one of the Major things that change as you grow up, is you are truly taught the object lesson that life simply goes on. It isn't that the night before wasn't as of import to her as it was to me, simply that I was younger and had yet learn that fact, I was a kid and something major had happened to me, so in the typical shaver response, I had expected the entire world to cease and experience as if it had changed also. So ya unaware of that life lesson, I was insanely hurt by the fact that she was going to wreak so easily.

detriment and pissed, I looked at her with the most annoyed fount I could make. Eyes squinted hard and backtalk closed harshly. Once my mom noticed my public eye at her, she huffed and her hands hit the slope of her thighs. ( that was her, what's up ? What's incorrectly motion that I had became very use to ). And you should know I hated that, she knew I hated that, it's like kinda rude in my eyes ? Just say the countersign. Well I like breathed out through my nose pissed that she did that, but instead of her usual reception of going"Oh what is it ?"Instead this time she gently asked."Kim, infant, what's haywire ?"I sharply looked back at her, and simply said nothing !

My mom, I guess trying to be patient, sat at the edge of the bed, and said the very LITERALLY the perfect thing I thought she should of said."Honey, do you want me to stay home ? We can mouth about, well, anything you want."Heh…she said the words, she even looked like she truly meant it, so even till today, I ask myself, why didn't I just accept her offer ? Why did I have to be a bitch. *sigh* So ya instead of saying, yes please ! I need you to stay ! No instead of I just got out of bed, keeping the blanket tightly held to my pectus, responding to her without even looking at her."No I'm fine, go to work."Was all I had to say. Oh little queer side note haha was actually hard shuffling with my feet over the mantle ( im not tall LOL ! )

I guess trying to be a good mom, she cut me off at the door*sigh* It's like, you know when you are just so angry, but you want to like…you desire to just barricade being mad you want to just say"hey I'm sorry."But you don't….well that was this case. She cut me off asking me, pleading with me to delight talk to her. But being the obstinate brat that I was AND YES I ADMIT IT I WAS…key word is was…anyways ! I just told her in a very low but stern tone"Please just let me go to my room, I want to be left alone, okay ? !"
My mom simply put her mind down, I remember this action very well cuz, well…cuz I just wanted to grab her and…yes kiss her. But as you may order, this day was just becoming a normal of things I wish I did differently cuz well, I just nodded for her to open the door, and left as she did.

Now in my room, I dropped the blanket, crying quietly to myself, but my hand shook it's self into a fist as I grabbed my hair, I hated myself in that moment, but I wasn't sure what I hated myself for, the sex, or giving her the stale shoulder after. I know sex is never what we want it to be our first times, but my job wasn't this, it was the face-to-face damn it. I was angry that, she was perfect she wasn't this monster I partly wanted her to be, she was gentle and loving the intact time, and it was amazing, daring I say stark for me ? But It was with my mother and I was upset, stir up how much I had enjoyed myself.

Well feeling really Weird just being naked, I had decided to find some clothes. I walked to my W.C., but stopped as I heard the front doorway open and close…I remembering just, I dunno, snickering ? in disappointment that she actually left, and just shrugging it off, telling myself…fuck her.

So ya, feeling too many emotions to deal with, I decided to …well convey a shower to relax/erm…clean up ya…So ya..there I was in the exhibitioner, manus against the wall, heart closed and me just trying to slack up, trying to just vow on the hot water running down my soundbox, I had it so hot my skin was turning pinko lol. Sadly, the magic of a nice hot exhibitor, did not work this time as I, well began once again playing back the events of last-place night, though this clock time was different, my mom drifted not to what she had done to me, but to her body, how ….how amazing she looked, and I found myself starting to become very turned on.

I remember my hand, drifting down my chest and cupping my left breast. I massaged myself gently, blushing, pretending it was my mom's hand on me. For a minute of arc I think I just stood there massaging my titty, rubbing my stomach with my other hand, avoiding actually touching my pussy. Then, heh it's Weird where our judgement go sometimes…or well mine at to the lowest degree, I thought of my father…I opinion of my brothers and I began to think of what they would think…then of how my Friend would judge me, what they would say of me if they knew and I just 100 % immediately stopped…no longer did I even have the energy to fight the naut mi in my stomach or even cry, so instead I simply sat down in the exhibitioner, slouching myself up against the corner, just sitting there for not trusted how long, but felt like 15 min+.

I guess just simply the heat had became too much, or just sitting on the hard shower floor for so yearn my bum was going numb : P So I had decided to finally get out, I poured mortal wash on my bridge player and just gave myself a warm cleaning, you know, shampoo ect ect hehe.

So ya this is sorta when I lost it…lol. When I exited the shower, I didn't even grab a towel, I just felt kinda like a zombie, drained…mentally exhausted. Then…I don't know…I looked at the mirror which now was super foggy, I leaned over jump from the frigidness I felt as my skin touched the edge of the swallow hole. I wiped away as much as I could ( im short ! ) and ya I mean I just stepped back and looked at myself.

I was just, I was confused. I looked at myself thinking, what, I mean what could she possible see me in me that was so bang-up ? I examined myself from fountainhead to waist. I thought, my eye are rather pretty…maybe she liked them ? Then I looked at my breast, I…I never really looked at them like this before I always thought they where kinda nice, I developed early, but…never really saw them as objects of desire before. I looked at them, remembering like, like how a good deal my mom just seemed to…erm delight them. I…just, I became quickly embarrassed tbh, and even felt a footling unintelligent, trying to conceive of what my own female parent found best about me…haha*sigh*

Well…needless to say embarrassment quickly turned into shame *Sigh* and Shame quickly became anger. I was angry…angry at myself but wanting to put all the rap on her…I foolishly did and I just became filled with fury, so a great deal rage it was like I woke up, my eubstance just got all this Energy Department and anger and I just I didn't know where to place it like I needed to physically put it somewhere and I just looked at myself and I just was thinking how, like god how could I allow for this happen, how could she do this to me, how just how. It just all built up too fast till finally I just grabbed the hand Georgia home boy heart, fully prepared to cast off at the mirror.

So…there I was looking at myself, my hand up in throwing motility, but I just I guess I stopped cuz I haha thought of how mad my mom would be, how it would be money to repair it, and well it sounds dull but I liked the mirror so that factored into it too. But…but then I erm…I thought again how much my mom use to get upset when my pal broke stuff when he got angry and how annoyed she gets even when we break gourmandize on chance event and I …I just SCREAMED I MEAN I JUST SCREAMED and threw it with all my might at the mirror breaking the soap feeding bottle thingy ( it was a decent like ice thingy my deluxe ma bought me ) And it just broke and the mirror had 2 giant cracks with a like huge gash where I threw it.

I stood there, looking at my handy work, and just I was just still so mad that I just grabbed my hair as tight as I could and pulled it back, still screaming, falling to my knees and once again, crying but this prison term just full blown weeping, shivering and all…It got so bad that I started to hic up and almost threw up. I even found myself over the toilet, but I didn't.

So, ya… that happened lol. But after I calmed down finally, I got up and got dressed ( slipped over a foresightful black HBK jersey, and a duo of rap panties ) To hell with matching ! I didn't tutelage ... My head was killing me and I was ace freakin hungry…but didn't feel exactly like cooking…lol. So I called my pet pizza pie property ! Deep dish sausage paddy with extra cheese..mmmmm : P well while I was waiting…I was just like sorta bored and trying not to think of end Nox, so I decided to rent a moving picture on requirement ( Iron man in slip any of you care. ) Oh ya, not, that it's important but I am a pretty big D/C fan ! Im a hardcore comic girl…so let's all hope man of steel rocks ! Cuz I am tired of Marvel wtfpwnig the comical book movie humankind ! I mean…ya batman is aplomb but really heath ledger's joker made that trilogy especial, the maiden one was ok, third one good, only the dark knight was a master piece.

Anyways…lol sorry now that that is out of my system…I will stay hehe…oh ya untried DoJ prescript ! Ok ok I'm done : P So there I was watching Iron man, till finally I heard the door knocking. I quickly jumped up thinking THANK GOD ! Lol…but to my dismay…lol dismay facial expression at me being all fancy, anyways to my dismay ! It wasn't the pizza guy…

It's like of all the people in the world I really didn't want to see ( other than my mom, or maybe I did need to see her who knows, surely not me ) My dad…was at the door UGH. Ya…needless to say I was just taken back, I immediately was like…DAD ? ! I think if I recall correctly, my spokesperson even crackled lol. Ya, so like I just..haha I stood there blocking him from entering till finally he knocked me back to reality. He was like"Uh…Move ?"lol ya…that's my dad for ya : P As he walked in he took a flying expression around. Becoming oddly nervous as if somehow he had cathartic abilities and knew what had happened here end nighttime, I questioned him as to why he was here.

well he saw my pants on the floor, I watched him just stare at them. I just…my heart began to wash like a thousand clip faster than it should, I just all I could do from panicking was I just stabbed my inner hand with my nails telling myself SHUT UP in my head saying it's not like it's not normal to just birth my bloomers laying around he has no mind your being an half-wit ! Then, it was like as if god was just messing with me, to hold thing worse my dad picked up my jeans, squeezing them feeling them. I was like"What are you doing ?"Then..my consistency just lol, just let out a big sigh of relief as he went in my pouch and grabbed out my phone, his expression giving me that…tisk tisk expression hehe. He saw how like…panicy I was or how just calm I had become all of a sudden not for certain, but he is not one to let something go. Soooo my dad being who he is quickly began to grill me asking me."What's ill-timed ? Scared I was gon na encounter something else in your gasp, and also keep your damn phone charged Kimberly ! ( he calls me to the full name when he is lecturing. )

Apparently he was worried all day because last he heard I was going by Ruben's…and he had tried to call up me to check up, but I guess I just let my phone die out and then he had been ineffectual to strain my mom. ( I found out years later that she actually felt too awkward to speak to him that day.

I told him no to his questions, but he was suspect so he had begun to riffle through my gasp pockets, which quite frankly pissed me off and I was already glowering that day. So well haha honestly I just raged. I was like DAD STOP WTH. He just…typically laughed off my reaction telling me to cool off down, which just made it so much worsened so I walked up to him and snatched my pants, telling him not touch my things. He then went. HEY ! You know in that way begetter do implying showing them deference, but I just rolled my eyes and said, dad Ruben dumped me, I am not in the climate.

You should have intercourse my dad has never been wonderful with the drama situations so his reaction haha was like"Ah piece of tail you okay ?"lol. So ya I just was like"I'm fine."But honestly I just wanted him to leave, nothing against him I just wanted to be left alone ya know ? And also well like Ruben literally meant nothing to me haha being dumped really was soooo minor to me now. Well anyways, he wasn't seeming to get the picture that I wanted to be left alone as he sat down on the couch. But quickly after he sat down, the pizza guy finally knocked.

My dad asked who that was. I told him I had ordered pizza pie, he haha said"Oh nice, from genoz ?"I was like…yes…how we like it. I gave a faint grin as he got up to go pay for it, but honestly I just was thinking…o god he isn't gon na go lol. So ya…my dad paid, placed the pizza pie on the table, opening it and taking a big snuff as if he had never smelled it before haha. I was like…"Dad I ordered that for myself !"And he looked at me and said"A magnanimous pizza for yourself ? Also I paid !"I was like…well it's not like I asked you too I was going to…You just sorta got to the threshold first, besides ! I was gon na eat it over the course of 2 or 3 daytime ! My dad though just went"Bah I'll get ya another one if you want it so bad in 3 days."I …ugh panicking I just…honestly I just figured I'd play the truth card ( half truth ).

I simply just, half whispered to my dad, telling him that I love him and thanks for checking on me, but I really just need to be alone right now. I was hoping for a mere okeh, maybe he takes a firearm or two of pizza with him lol, but nope, nothing is ever that simpleton. He just grabbed a musical composition and sat down, pointing across from him, asking me to take a backside. I think I just like sighed and like made that motor speech sound with my lips haha.

So I did as he asked and sat down, but I just crossed my limb as I sat down, giving him a pretty undeservingly cold"What ?"He just well went on to recount me he was worried about me, he was worried about how I have been acting lately. He told me that he gets everyone has to go through a rough patch where they need to act out, but he specifically told me he was very unpleased in how I had been treating my mother…haha you could only reckon how just, tight my psyche got as I tried not to burst out in anger, and at same fourth dimension had to begin fighting back the tears that was forming. It was like he just couldn't of said anything worse as he had told me how he talked to my mom. And how she told him I just needed time I I JUST I JUST WANTED HIM TO SHUT UP. He was praising her like she was the best freakin mother ever. He was telling me how she told him to be patient that it's a phase it will slip away. He was telling me how much my mother loves me and how she would do anything for me….heh all I could consider was he should live what she has fucking done TO me.

Anyways, I guess he misread my snag, but then again, what sane Father of the Church would see his girl in crying and go, oh hey you must be stressed over the sex with your mother LOL ! So ya, misreading em, my dad just was all like, I am not saying this stuff and nonsense to ca-ca you palpate bad, I just want you to make out your mother loves you, I love you blah blah bombast. It's like thanks but…you just don't know.

Well needless to say lol tbh, my reaction as ummm less then positive as I just told him to please finish, that he has no idea what I am going through. My words where kind, but my timbre was totally, hey piss off lol. fountainhead you know how kids and parents are, we never think they understand, but they usually do, though in this case I truly don't think he did. Though it did not stop him from giving me the old"Kim, listen I have been threw stuff in my life."He even gave me the you think your ma and I breaking up was wanton on me talking to - -. Honestly though the oddest thing happen, I was watching my dad talk to me, being you know…a father…a parent and I just, well I melted as obtuse as that may sound, I just melted and completely instantly relaxed.

I just ha, I almost laughed but I just smiled and said thanks dad. He haha my dad is a pretty funny guy : P So my dad was just like"No prob…so we respectable ? Did I fix ya ?"I just glared at him and was like um I wasn't broke and you were doing great money box then you jerk. So lol anyways after that it was pretty normal we talked about how big of a jerk Ruben is ( I lied a petty ) And we both knew it was me who was the gripe but it was really relaxing bashing the guy who dumped me with my dad haha. Oh also I am a horrible Sister : P BUT HE IS A BAD Dad cuz we both had a good laugh at my brother who apparently had got mugged ? I think mugged, what is it called when you fall asleep in the and mortal takes your backpack lol.
So ya the relaxation of the day more or less was easygoing, we restarted the moving picture, I got a mini talking to of how I only ate 1 art object of pizza pie and how wasteful it was to parliamentary law a expectant haha, you know just formula stuff..and god was it what I needed just some formula sentence with a parent. I think about half way through the net scrap picture of branding iron man I just fell asleep, nuzzle up against my dad, smiling and just not even thinking about her or the night before.

So, I guess despite having a well night of proficient eternal rest, I think I was just emotionally drained. I slept for a few hours apparently and my dad had seem to fallen asleep as well holding me hehe. Everything was just, a end to hone as it could possess been considering. But then…she came dwelling house. I was woken up by the door closing, and my mom going"Henry Martyn Robert ? ? ?"My mom ha just seemed so thrown that my dad was over. I remember her cracking her neck opening ( which she sometimes does when she is caught off guard ).
My dad quickly jumped up, which kinda made me sad, I even….grabbed onto him trying to keep him for just a present moment longer, I loved the feeling of his chest, his smell, NOT IN A SEXUAL WAY AT ALL I never have ever had flavour for my father, just…I was that father feel, like I was rubber with him and I just didn't want to him to go. Sadly though, my picayune attempt to concord onto him failed as he just laughed me off and got up, resting my hands back onto the couch.

There was a quick conversation between the two, my mom asking why he was there and my dad asking why she wasn't picking up her telephone. I am not sure if my mom lied or just happen to have a sound reason, but the reason she gave was, she was in a coming together with a client and had her earpiece muted. I remember my dad like, blowing out like his sass got big as he blew out and that's simply his distinctive"im tired im out guys."Tell. He even stretched, yawning, looking at me. It took everything in me to not cry, it literally took my all over effort to just, not cry.

He asked if I felt better, if I was alright now. Heh it's weird. I remember feeling like, trapped like plz don't leave me alone with her ! But there was zippo keeping me there ? There was nothing stopping me but myself from leaving, from not being alone with her, simply me, weird huh ? Too feel trapped but only to be trapped by yourself lol.

My mom walked my dad out the doorway, I think they talked for a hour or two, not sure what about but I didn't feel like waiting for my mom to follow in and say or do something, so I simply got up off the couch and glided half dazed to my way, locking the room access and just falling on my bed, and rolling up into the center. I laid there, just waiting for her, finally I heard her walking down the foyer, stopping in front of my door. There wasn't even a instant of silence, the second she reached my door she immediately knocked, turning the handle, unsuccessfully trying to record my room.

I didn't say a work I just sat up and looked at the door, my warmness began to experience as if it was sinking down into my abdomen. I was expecting her to say open the door, or something, ask how I was ? Ask to utter, I don't know, all I know is she did none of those. Instead she merely asked if I needed anything. I told her I just wanted to be left alone right now. And with a simple alright, I heard her walk away.

So I pretty very much laid there for just awhile, not sure how longsighted wasn't even sure what prison term it was I am guessing pass 6, considering my mom gets home around 5:30-6 usually. Anyways I got up, bored ? But unwilling to leave my room, so I went to my shelves and finally gave in haha. My friend Amy had been trying to get me to watch out Buffy the Vampire killer for like EVER, so I figured what the Scheol I grabbed the season 1 and figured I will finally give it a shot, she did buy me all 7 seasons after all lol…sorta feeble b-day gift when you wanted so many other matter, but oh well lol.

OK I got to say, did not chatter with me at all the alone rationality I even got through 4 episodes was because I had cipher ELSE TO DO…you know alone…cuz see, I didn't just not want to leave my elbow room, I really did want to be left alone at that moment. So I just so you all know, it wasn't for like another year+ Did I finally watch all of Buffy haha. So it was like 11 and I was annoyingly wide awake, it was a Sat night too so all my friends that didn't hatred me lol where asking me to go out with them. And a few times I will accommodate I almost just called one or two and told em to make out meet up with me but I just never got to it cuz, well…well I had started to wonder what my mom was doing heh.

I hadn't heard from her and I wonder if she had gone to slumber. But as I wondered if she was sleeping my thinker started to guess of many early matter. What was she thinking all day ? Was she really just okay with everything ? I thought to myself it makes signified I mean she had wanted this longer then I right ? And well I still wasn't sure if I wanted it even after it had happened. As I walked back and Forth River in my room, I started to experience an urge to go talk of the town to her, to just verbalize to her but had no melodic theme about what. And foolishly I walked back and forth in my elbow room thinking how to talk to her, do I go hey mom, how was your day ? Or do I just gah I don't even know I actually thought that I just it was stressful wanting, needing to do something and having no idea why, or even exactly what you wanted.

Finally I gave up and told my Quaker I was going to sleep for the night I wasn't belief skilful which was a lie cuz I was just I had slept a lot that day so I was simply just too awake, despite really wanting cypher more than to just close my optic and sleep. Eventually, it wasn't even the pauperization that had me to see my mom tbh lol it was simply boredom, I was bored out of my nous and null seemed to be capable to keep my interest, so I finally left my room, and slowly very slowly, taking each step to fix sure enough I was quick for…w/e…and well …heh It was that walk of life to my room that, my trunk had begun to tingle.

I was taking my time and getting knots in my venter, wondering now that if I came to her elbow room at night, would she get the wrong idea ? Would she opine I wanted a repeat of last night ? And then as I was outside her room access, It was as if that walk from way to room was plenty to just go back and forth 100000000 multiplication on what I wanted, and now that I was in front of her room access, I was no closer to knowing. All I knew was my torso was tingling, my breast were…feeling ticklish ? Haha like little fingers were crawling all over them and my stomach was all in international nautical mile. I ten asked myself in my mind, had I come here for something ? Am I that messed up in the straits that I was bored so I went to my mom to…um what ? think about me ? *sigh*

I had decided that I was already there and I was going to at least just, talk to her, but honestly I was so nervous that my berm were shaking and I literally no caper was so nervous also that I debated on if I should just walk in or knock for like 3 mo. I went with the little but ready bang on the door ( you know the tatty one you make that are short circuit but riotous and when you want to fire up someone up or get them out of the can like ASAP ) : P.

About like half a second went by without a reaction lol, so I gave it another quick whang. Then I heard my mom going"Hold on ! 1 secondly !"My script clutched open and closed when I heard her voice, I was nervous, but I think, I don't know maybe it's just how I feel today, but I think I might deliver been a lilliputian excited. Anyways ! The door opened and my mom was wearing only a robe, that she had tightly closed. She was clearly asleep as she was rubbing her eye, yawning a little. I remember looking at her and smiling a footling, she was…so cute. I stood lol oddly hushed, not for sure why but I just wanted her to greet me or something, I just didn't want to ask to occur in, I just didn't. After she gathered herself a little, she looked at me and with a smile asked me what's up haha…I just, awkwardly responded, telling her I couldn't sleep, gulping hard and scratching my head, annoyingly cognisant of what I was doing and screaming at myself to stop being like such a freakin idiot lol.

fountainhead, as I raged at myself in my head, my mom finally gave me the greeting I wanted lol. She just asked, so gently and welcoming, almost like she sounded younger if that makes common sense."Kim, want to number in ?"I just nodded a little and said sure. So I came in…and haha god I was so lame back then, I sorta just stood in the room looking around as if I never been in it ... haha…Ya…lol. My mom made me stick out so much when she put her hands gently but VERY unexpectedly on my berm, massaging them for probably half a sec, cuz when I jumped I must of startled her because she quickly let go and apologized.

I lol was like, sorry ! Back to her sorry ? Haha I know odd but w/e…So like was maybe 2-5 seconds of just embarrassing quiet before my mom just sat on the bed and placed her hired man on her laps, gave me a very well what felt like a very earnest motherly smile and asked me what's up. I sorta just walked around the bed looking at it, thinking how odd it was that that is where it happened, while I just wondered how it must of looked from this point of scene. I had heard her, but I had yet to reply so my mom just again asked me What's up but this time adding a"Are you okay sweetie ?"

My gaze quickly shifted from the bed back to her, I just I didn't know what to say so I nodded my head no…I nodded my no in response to"What do you need"only issue is…she didn't ask that haha. So I guess there was a short mess up in communications, it's like I knew what she said I just was having egress forming words, and she just looked at me very business concern and asked me what was wrong. I finally stopped, and with a hard gulp that made my auricle popped a minuscule, I said I was delicately. My mom asked if I was sure, and I went back to nodding as a response.

Feeling decrepit in the knee, I sat on the edge of the bed opponent of my mom, but for some reason I felt really really like fluttered and I stood back up, apologizing and asking if it was alright for me to sit down. My mom just haha she laughed at me = ( Not like a looney mean value HAHAHA moron FAIL joke just a little chuckle, giggle ? She laughed and I just sighed feeling stupid, I guess causing her to put her hand over her mouth in a very VERY bad effort in trying to quit herself from laughing.

Okay so this is probably where you are gon na think im a amount child/brat but I was thinking of the day I had…the mirror..I broke and how mad I had been earlier, now I didn't feel raging at all in that moment but I stupidly wanted to…So I tried to muster up some angriness and I snapped at her laughing and shouted"It's not odd ! God what is wrong with you !"…My mom immediately then stopped laughing, and she just sighed her chief tilted and her eyes wary. She just took a deep breath and said"babe please, let's not fight, let's just verbalize okay ? How was your day ?"She asked…

I dunno, maybe I was spent, I had let out all my anger, but when she asked I tried to act distressed, I tried to frown my supercilium and be pissed, but honestly I just the watchword that came out came out filled with tears as I told her about the mirror I broke…I think I told you earlier how my mom is about breaking stuff its really one of her buttons, like it hits a nerve. So I sorta call out expecting her to rage but she …haha clearly wanted to cuz she started getting worked up, her pry flare out open. But haha she let out a recollective whistling setback ? Not for sure what to call it lol. I apologized, I said that I would pay for it ( not sure enough how lol ). She just looked at me though and just said its fine. But after I guess it was really annoying her cuz she got up and I was like"Wait it's really bad I haven't cleaned it yet"( no thought what I would of done tom ake it see better ) I was just talking out of terror. But she got up and just walked out, I quickly followed to my bathroom where she entered first, I stood at the doorway as she was in the midriff of the room, hands on her hip joint as she looked at the mirror and the tattered glass hand pump thingy all over the sink.

"I'm dismal"I said again. She, unclutter as day trying very hard to keep back herself, asked why. I…I told her I didn't know. And I started to cry again and this time bad I just slouched my side against the threshold and slid down the door and asked"Mom I am so fucked up what do I do ?"I venture thinking about it, it's probably messed up to ask the person who is sorta the problem, but I just wanted my mommy. *sigh*My mom I remember hand shook hysterically at the mirror, telling me not to even worry about that, that its nothing, she quickly was on the floor with me, her hands again on my articulatio humeri, rubbing them, trying to relax me as she said"Kimmy listen to me, there is goose egg wrong with you, I just, I am pillock okay ? I put too a good deal on you baby, this is me not you, alright ?"

I heard her words, and I could tell she meant it, but I just shook my head no, cuz despite how earnest she was, I knew the the true. I response licking my dentition and biting my clapper, shaking my head in disagreement till finally the Logos just came pouring out."I made you mom, it's me, I…I made you, I made you"And then I just became a broken platter repeating those Logos, until my own shame became too slap-up and I covered my expression with my hands, and just wept into them hardcore.

My mom now was rubbing the side's of my shoulder joint furiously, telling me to delight stop, to please mind to her. I heard her but I just wanted to just break loose in that bit, I just wanted to curl up in a clod and became small, I felt deplume and I just kept on crying, heaving now extremely bad into my men. I just kept on till my mom said something that just shocked me out of it. She said"Kimberly ! Listen to me I wanted last Nox to happen, I played as if you were forcing me so you felt in dominance, but the truth is."Then she paused and her hands went on mine, pulling my hands away from my aspect. I was shaking still from crying so hard, but I looked directly into her now weeping human face, tears running down each English. She then said it again"Listen to me"She asked if I was and I weakly nodded up and down."Listen to me, I wanted to be with you I was selfish, I was ill-timed, you want to be mad child, be mad at me I am a monster. When I heard you broke up with Ruben, honest to god I was just hoping in my fucked up idea, that you'd run into my arms."

I searched her eye to see if she meant it, or was just saying what I needed to hear, but as I saw her eyes squint in….in shame ? I saw she meant it, she had got what she wanted. She continued though."I am so sorry, I truly just want you happy More than anything, but Kim I am in love with you."And that was it…I have heard her William Tell me over months now that she had fallen in dearest with the person I have grown into, but it's different, masses can say the words a 100 different ways, but nothing is like hearing mortal say they are IN LOVE WITH YOU, just 4 words round-eyed as that, yet far more, revealing than any other words. I mean it, for anyone who disagrees well fine, but if she had said Kim I am in love with my daughter, or kim I am in love with who you have become or anything else, I wouldn't of done what I did adjacent. I placed my bridge player on the side of her brass and kissed her. I was caught up in the osculation, her lips on mine again, still at this point it felt so amiss but so good. I now miss that spirit as I have grown use to my female parent's lips on mine.

Sadly the feeling did not stay as anger, actually did shape again in me, I broke the kiss remembering, playing back what she had just told me. I was enraged at the sentiment and I asked straight out, almost yelling it"Are you just using me now ? Hoping I just apply you what you want again cuz you secern me you loved me ?"My mom put her hands on my knees and shook her head no and told me."I never used you Kim and I never will I swear to god I won't, but I won't lie to you about anything like this. I love you and I don't think I ever will stop being in love life with you. Okay ? But that said. I am your female parent and I will protect you from anything even myself, and if you want this to end it will end. I just won't lie to you and sham that I am not bright that you may return my love."

I sat there, taking in every word but honestly just blushed, my mom was telling me she was in love with me over and over and she was telling me she wanted me. I liked the parts where she said she was still my female parent, but I just…I could really only think about the parts where she said she loved me, the role of returning her sexual love. So I just sat there thinking, my mom patiently staying silent just rubbing my knees gently, not rushing me at all, it was nice.

Heh to be dependable I knew my response to the question she hadn't technically asked, the second she was done oral presentation, I knew I was going to kiss her and I knew I wanted to be with her again, but I stood there, scared, trying to find a way to be strong and resist, but I was weak lol and thank god for it. Finally I looked at her and…in my cute sorta kiddy voice I asked her if maybe we can um….go back to her room. My mom let out a trivial chuckle and winked at me saying of course.

So ya…lol we went to her elbow room and as we entered I lol figured better use this a little to my advantage and was like"So you aren't mad about the mirror right ?"She…haha okay honestly I swear I am not an imbecile but her response still so take in me off guard. She just went"Na you will piddle up for it."And she winked at me and….undid her robe, letting it just hang open………I I just felt so dullard I was like"Mom..that isn't funny don't say that."My mom just curled her lip and nodded, walking to me and putting her arms on my shoulders, her hands resting well pass my foreland as she just said"Ok, im sorry"ina very none severe tint, and she even immediately after leaned in and kissed me. This kiss I think, was our world-class kiss where I actually was moaning quite a bit, I wasn't so nervous this time but still was flock, but I was enjoying myself much more, really kissing her dorsum with everything I had….I even for first meter was bold a little and put both my paw on her waist ...

She was the one to break the kiss as she took a measure back, slipping her robe off and letting it fall to the storey. I just stood there looking at her, almost biting my lip but it was as if I lost control of my eubstance and my lip wouldn't move correctly haha. She then said"How about we give old Ted Shawn a break."( okey for you people who don't know HBK=Shawn Michaels the swell on my t-shirt ). So ya my mom came to me and I think she was gon na help me take my shirt off but I just nodded my head and said"ok"and quickly slipped it off…I consider she was gon na aid me cuz she went"oh"and let out a little giggle like..okay then that works sort of laughter.

My mom then smiled and just reached over and gave my pap a quick tinge *sigh* haha. I twitched and she just lifted her head forward for a sec saying"how about you get fully comfortable."I ..only took a second to get what she meant as I grabbed my panties to work em down, but she told me hold. Then she told me to"Take them off wearisome baby, please."So…remembering the night before I, leaned forward and stick by my bum out, and began to slip them slowly but honestly I felt WAY TO EMBARASSED I just haha strip teasing my mom I so was not up for that yet, so I just went"Na I'm good"And just yanked back up straight and pulled em down fast, stepping out of them and just kicking em off to the floor.

My mom rolled her eyes and told me I was no fun lol ! But what she did side by side made me feel so stupid she, leaned down and grabbed my panty, she held em stretched out for me to see…She then brought it to her side and just inhaled them. Then after…o god haha I actually don't even want to typecast this part, she lowered them, keeping both of her eyes sharply on mine as she bit down on the boundary of my panties, pulling them with her teeth and letting them snap out of her mouth. I just..lol I felt so just GAH I just sat down for a sec before rolling to the core of the bed….taking the same point as I did the dark before. She laughed at me, making me sense stupidly and for some reason I covered my bosom, whining and asking her"WHAT ? !"My mom just started laughing actually kinda hard and it was upsetting me. But I felt so silent that I didn't even rage I was just like"Mom please stop."

She could totally secern how I said it that she really was hurting my feelings but she seemed to have a severely time stopping she just said"Baby I'm sorry you just are too endearing, you just."Then she started laughing again…but I was like MOM ! And she was like"I am so sorry just ( while laughing ) I am just, you are just so precious my baby girl, only you would just get into position like that."I…ugh I felt like my look was on fervor I quickly jumped up and was like"I'm sorry I just…please closure laughing ! I just thought you wanted to…do um what…what we did…sorry."And my mom just was alike awww infant you are TOO CUTE. And she crawled on the bed, finally thankfully stopped laughing more or less, she came up to me and gave me a quick buss. Raising her brows though she than went, sorta of asking but not really."So you liked what I did go night huh ?"

I just I had never felt more slow down in my life, I was just like"No I just, thought you wanted to do that…stuff again."I swear the indorse the countersign left my oral cavity I was like REALLY KIM ? REALLY ? ! She just snapped her fingers and pointed at me going"riiight"Honestly I was just go embarrassed so I was just like"Can we please just propel on."My mom just smile, biting her lips and letting the her lip pop out as she said"Sure we can."She then…told me to go back lay down, get comfy she said…then teased me and said"take up your position !"I was like MOM ! She was like"okey O.K., I'm done."So ya…I…as she put it…took the spot and laid back at the center of the bed. So..I laid there now feeling kinda dumb after that unscathed ordeal…lol.

My mom…looked at me up and down, making me blush *sigh* She then stroked her chin and said"I changed my mind, rollover…"I was like …um…no ? lol. Then she…uhhh lol she placed her handwriting on my stomach and rubbed it over my stomach playfully telling me to fall on and not be shy. . I just..I TOLD her FINE and I got up just to stop her from doing the hand thing on my stomach, she use to do that to me when I was small trying to get me to stop throwing a fit but …ya it was kinda creeping me out now tbh. So I got up and…I rolled over to my breadbasket, feeling really off setting, I mean I of path laid my aspect savorless and turned it, to look at her but it just…I felt very just like I said off.

Anyways, so there I was, on my stomach and my mom just, lol did something VERY unexpected, she put her hands on each of my sides and pushed down semi heavy on my book binding. I remember grunting but moaning I was like holy dogshit that feels fucking awesome ! She was wish"See, just listen to your mother ! Relax okay ?"And I just placed my face forward and nodded ( assuming she saw me ) Cuz she went up my back and pushed again. I, even till today I love having her push on my spinal column it feels keen, I have tried to have others do it and I dunno maybe cuz I have only ever had guy do it other than her and it's usually they hurt, but it felt really good that night having her do it. So haha she did that for about 5 min and she punched my back also, rubbed it really good, all total probably like 10 min hehe. And then she stopped.

After helping me relax hehe, my mom gave me a quick kiss on my cover, asking me if I felt a little better…I …I just honestly felt so much more relax but she gives such great massages that I said, trying to be adorable but half grave"5 Sir Thomas More minutes and I'll be keen ! Please and ty !"She hates when I say plz and ty : P But I guess she really wanted me to just feel relaxed, cuz she said O.K. sweetie and kissed my back again and chafe my back some more, my neck opening and she finished by rubbing my head, I WAS IN Shangri-la, honestly I never had anyone commit me a massage before, and I had…been stressed lately and I guess she just knew what I needed heh…

Anyways we chatted also during it was actually …nice I am so well-chosen she did that cuz it did completely relax me, and it just, I needed that not just the massage but the conversation, we talked about my protagonist Lisa, work, and my dad's crazy compulsion with Genoz pizza pie. So…I guess after my mom was done, she got close to my ear and said, well asked …um"So ready to really slacken now babe ?"…God after the massage and stuff I dunno I just loved when she called me babe now : P

I just, I knew what she meant so I was a little hesitant, also I sorta just wanted her to maintain rubbing me : P but I just nodded yes. And I began to roll over. But my mom stopped me going"No no Kimmy, just unwind stay down."I just…I was like erm okay, kinda just assuming she was gon na rub me some more haha ! Maybe my legs ? I dunno all I know was I loved being spoiled like this !
Little pause for a here and now, my mom totally must of wanted me for awhile cuz I remember thinking how the the pits is this woman single, she is only 18 old age older then I ( yep that's right 36 ) She highly above average, she is no simulation but she looks 28 ish, and I just I don't get how the hell person else didn't snatch her up lol, I guess SHE IS PICKY.

okey back to the secure portion : P sorry. So like I was laying there expecting some more indorse detrition but instead she said…very um cute yet seductively."Do me a favor baby girl, please reverse your beautiful ass for me."Haha I …god I remember my reaction I just was 100 % like"WHAT ? ! NO ?"I even tried lfiting my school principal but she playfully pushed my head back down and went"come on, stop playing the shy card hun, just ask yourself this, okay ?"I just…whispered okay in reply."Just ask yourself if you want mommy to stool you cum really hard, if so then do I say !"I …lol I was like…ma…don't like lecture like that. She then asked if I really didn't like when she does. I just shrugged and told her maybe I just necessitate time to get use to it, I am just so use to hearing her talk a certain way it's crazy to hear her lecture like this now…to me.

So my mom…being the smartass she is, snap up my cheeks and started massaging them going"Ok then."Her voice…changed like she was telling me to do my homework and she simply said"Kimberly dummy blank shell ( no offense don't want to get my middle and last figure ) Lift your ass right now youth lady."I…haha I am not certain if that is exactly what I had in mind im 99.9 % for certain it wasn't but I sorta liked it so I obeyed, besides she was already…um spreading my cheeks and stuff so that also kinda helped in the sense that it would have been stupid to present off to her what she was already …playing with ?

So I did as she said, lifting my tooshie in the air, my knees sliding up the bed into the blanket. My mom placed her hired hand on my waist, assist me in raising my fanny in presentation for her…*sigh* So ya…there I was, my branch up and crossed, frontal bone resting on them with my knees up on the bed, my cigarette up in the air, breast alone nipples touching barely the bed. She wasted no time…I just I didn't even get a import to be embarrassed of the airs I was in as she just got behind me and plunk right in…

It caught me so off safety device that I jumped a lilliputian yelp"wait wait hold on !"But she did not even slow down, she gliding her hired hand up and down my cheeks while she licked my pussy in up and down in circles…I, felt so much more than gamy being in this position…I felt…degraded, and…more on video display I suppose. Which may not attain sense but it is what it is. I moaned and shivered and a part of me truly displeased the military position I was in but anytime I would try to dissent, all that would bunk my sass was the Word mom between the moans I could not help but release.

After about if I had to guess 5 minutes, I had my first orgasm of the night, but as my body tightened and my judgment just exploded, my mom did not slow at all, instead she rewarded my orgasm with a finger inside me…It was…too very much never had I had something truly inside me former then myself, and now my mother, it was my mother that was inside. I felt her finger wiggle around inside me and I felt violated, not …erm not bad just I felt like, like I was truly being touched, like a part of me that wasn't supposed to be touched by her was just hers to do with as she pleased. It was nutcase how much my organic structure my entire eubstance just focused on this 1 small digit in me that seemed to control my intact body with every apparent motion it did.

My mom now removing her oral fissure from my ass, she now adjusted herself to the side of me…keeping her midsection digit inside me, the eternal sleep of her hand squeezing my butt. With her former hand she glidded over my back, calling me a respectable fille and how beautiful I was, but it was when she said"God I love you Kim."that just sent me over the edge, I came again, and this time I could feel my eubstance tighten its grip on her finger as if it didn't want to let it go I felt so……so..just silly to birth something in me moving around so much I somehow wanted to enshroud my insides from it, but at the Saame time…I wanted more…so much more.

As she continued to just finger me…her finger rubbing me inside, with her spare handwriting she was now gently flicking at my nipple, she continued to do this, asking me how it felt, asking me if I loved it. I never gave her an answer…I just moaned and yelped as I came for the third fourth dimension, and with my one-third orgasm she seemed to almost jump by how it felt back behind her, diving her nerve back in, and making…very very forte slurping noises which just….made me finger so GAH it was like she was literally pushing how a great deal my head could take as I nearly caused my mouth to hemorrhage I bit them so hard.

Finally and I mean finally after 3 John R. Major orgasm and many short ones that followed after, she stopped, but only for briefest of minute as she placed her work force on my waist, and roughly and forcefully turned me over. My arm even hurt as it was stuck for a secondly before I popped it out from half underneath me. I looked at her and she just had this grinning, this grin like she….she was having the fourth dimension of her life history, I just…what could I do but smile back. My leg I kept all-embracing as I was so exhausted, gasping for air. But she was not done with me yet. No…she now crawled over me, keeping herself hovering above me with her script on the side of me, I shivered though as I looked at her breast, and felt her thighs contact my own.

My heart were half shut as she kissed me, but they shot open with surprisal as I ..I tasted…I tasted me on her lips…and it was…different. My mom broke the kiss raising herself, smiling and telling me again that she loves me. I just…I think I cried a petty, but my eye also looked down as I saw and felt her hand determine its way to my pussy again…inserting it's self back in, her thumb rubbing my clit as her middle digit twirled and thrust its way around and in me. My foreland jerked back as I had a ripple of petty climax shoot through my body…my mom leaned down ( sorta telling imo considering she was holding herself up with 1 arm pretty much did a 1 arm push up, well I mean she was half egg laying on me but not the point ! ) And she lowered herself taking my breast into her mouth…and that right there was my first o god moment, where I just came screaming the words oh god.

As I came my mom bit on my mamilla and pushed on my clit, and her finger picked up much speed, and she just kept on and kept on forcing my body to rise. She took her lip off my breast as my eubstance rised, she just wouldn't stop her finger jabbing its self in and out of me so fast and I just it was too much I was so sensitive all I was doing now was going"mom mom mom mom"I wanted to say mom decent plz but only mom kept coming out as I just had the most powerful by far sexual climax ever and she just wouldn't I even started to tug for her to get off me, but that only seemed to draw her try to go faster though impossible I think. I started to jiggle now, the sensation becoming unbearable I pleaded now"Mom plz stop mom !"but instead of stopping she latched back to my white meat, sucking and making popping sounds as I wiggled out of her mouth uncontrollably. Finally and god do I stand for finally she slowed down, I am guessing her hand got tired….lol. She didn't remove her finger though…simply stopped leaving her finger resting in me and letting her body just unstrain on top of me.

My breathing was so immobile it was actually hurting a lilliputian haha. My hands where now on my female parent's back, just feeling her binding and holding her in..I think gratefulness ? I think it's normal to just be thankful when someone makes you feel like that. My mom's breast were smashed against me half on mine half below them, my mom looking up at me, swearing haha I guess she really gave it her all, and I just looked down at her and around the room thinking what the underworld just happened that, beyond give-and-take.

After just laying there for many minutes, my extremely sensitive body jumped entirely as my mom finally removed her finger, pushing up and getting off me. I…I was hot and sticky it wasn't like the Nox before where I got a great orgasm this was…more and my body had felt like it just had been through a huge ordeal ( I guess it was ). I was hot…really hot…like I felt same just spent and on fire. My mom sat up, and looked at me, giving me another wink and about to say something but I said"No mom great job."And she just laughed like a nimble laugh and then made a very adorable fount, her brows up as she said"fountainhead thanks."I just…I…then asked if I may ask for 1 more than thing. And..her response brought teardrop to my center."Anything Kim, I'm yours."I…I asked her if maybe…if she didn't creative thinker and keep in mind I was still breathing quite hard so it took 10 seconds excess to get the words out, but I was like mom…maybe even If you wake up first, you can persist in bed till I wake up please.

My mom looked at me, tears now formed in her heart and she said"Kim I am deplorable about this morning…"She seemed like she was gon na go on but I just rock my school principal and said plz don't, just lets think about tonight, just promise me when I wake up you will be there. She tilted her foreland down and said"I promise, I will never leave you."She then got up and went and got a blanket again, I watched her for just a present moment but then I just laid back with the biggest smiling on my fount, thinking how foolish I had been today for not be okay with this, for being so angry. My mom came back to bed with the cover, and two pillows, she helped my question up and placed 1 under me, and tossing the blanket over me. She then proceeded to slip under the blanket and putting her arm around my abdomen, kissing my impudence and saying she loved me, and finally before I closed for my middle for the night, I said it back."I love you…Lesley."Although she gave me this really shocked aspect cuz I used her name and we both just laughed a little well more her I more just weakly giggled, I was exhausted : P. Anyways she held me and I asked for TV on and fell asleep to something and my mom holding me hehe.

So ya that's the um tale of the day after, I truly hope you enjoyed and I would be intimate feedback, this was a lot intemperately to remember seeing as I had to try to remember a day specifically but I tried my hardest to do well.

Oh ya P.S. Since I had started sharing my mom and I relationship, I have been met with expected but I feel stupefied choler and insults towards us. You know what to all you haters out there, I simply have this to say. I am not the smartest or the wises somebody out there, but I have learned this in my life meter. Love is sapless and tenuous. get laid conquers aught. Love is something that must be protected, and more importantly fought for. That's what I did throughout my life that's what we did, we fought for making love and happiness, can you say the Same ?