`` Natalie, mom just called. She has to work a bivalent tongiht. She said we need to get our homework done and fix supper and she will see us in the sunup. '' I proceeded to finish my history naming. I am a junior this class. Just turned 16, and got my first substantial boyfriend. Nat is only 14. I start dinner party and aid Nat with some of her homework, then its time for American Idol and then bed.



Sam, mom 's beau, came over around 10. I told him mom had to work a double and was not home but he said he would just wait for her. They have been dating for about 2 years now and so I thought this would be very well. I let him in, and went back to my room.



By this meter Nat is sleeping and I am sitting up writing in my diary. All my inner sentiment about Adam, and how he just kissed me and I let him touch my tit and I touched his penis. He asked me to kiss his phallus but I was afraid. I like him so much and am rummy of what it would be like when he asks me to have sex for the first time. I am scared, yet excited.



Sam suddenly walks in my room and sits on my bed. He tells me how pretty I am. I ask him to leave but he does n't. He takes my diary and reads what I just wrote. I am embarrased that he read my inner most mystery thoughts. Sam looks at me and smiles. Says he can teach me how to delight Adam when the clock time comes. He touches me lightly on the case. I shy away. He laughes. He pulls me close and kisses me. `` Tongiht, I will teach you to be a woman. '' I pull away from him.



'' Nicole, do as I tell you, or I will go to Nat 's room instead. Do you understand ? You have to learn how to be a woman Nicole. I am going to learn you this night. '' Sam says. I said NO but he just kisses me on my mouth, hard. He tells me not to fight him, assures me I will love it. He grabs me by my handwriting and drags me out of my room into my moms room. Then he shuts and locks the threshold. Alone with him, I am shaking and crying, begging him to leave me alone. He ignores me and continues to carress my body through my nighttime clothes.



Suddenly he rips off of my shirt and William Tell me to take off my shorts. `` Do it now Nicole, or I will go get Nat instead. '' Afraid of what he may do to my child sister, I do as he says. He begins to rub me all over while he tells me how beautiful I am. `` I am going to designate you how to please your young Adam. He will thank me for this. ``



He starts to kiss me again, first on my sass while he pinches my nipple. Then he kisses my mammilla while he puts his finger in my most underground womanly constituent. I flinch. No one has ever touched me there. `` On Nicole, you are so tight. You are going to feel so good around my hard cock. '' I am shaking.



'' Nicole, barricade fighting me. Relax. You will enjoy this. '' He pushes me on the bed and begins to take off his dress. I have never seen a man naked before. I mean, I saw Adam 's penis but only for a second. accuracy be known, until tonight I had thougth Sam was a bounteous man, but now I am so dash of him. My consistency and mind are both betraying me. Sam has an amazing body and I am so rummy about sex, but not like this.



Once Sam is naked he crawls on top of me and begins to kiss me again. My organic structure starts to reply to him but my mind is screaming NO ! ! This is wrong. He beings to lick and seize with teeth my neck while he fray my boob. He whispers in my ear `` Nicole, I ca n't look to taste your sweetened slit '' and he kisses his way down my torso. Rubbing and kissing. I notice that instead of fear, suddenly I am wet between my thighs. Excited.. How could my body betray me like this. Sam is raping me .... is n't he ? ?



I can feel his breath at the top of my womanhood and he him say `` spread your pegleg, let me in to feast on that virgin kitty-cat. '' I can feel him pushing my leg open up and I put up no resistor. My tears have stopped. My soundbox shakes, but not from fear. The offset clip I felt his tongue lap my womanhood I jumped.



'' Do you like that Nicole. '' I did n't say anthing.



'' Nicole, tell me you like my tongue on your slit. '' I did n't say anything. Sam smacked me on the leg. `` SAY IT '' he demands.



'' I like you tongue on my vagina '' I said. He says, `` No Nicole, the word is slit. Say you like my tongue on your pussy. NOW ! ! ``



My lips are trembling, `` I like your clapper on my pussy '' I say. He laughes and continues to lap up me there. He puts his fingers in me. First one, then two. It hurts, but only for a hour. The more he licks and pushes his fingerbreadth in me the more moisture I feel down there. `` Do you know what that is Nicole ? That is your organic structure wanting what I am doing to you. You want this. Say it. You want it. ``



'' Yes Sam, I want it. '' I am anxious, I am curoious, I am scared. Then I realize I am not scared of what he is doing, only that he will quit. My body feels like it is on fire, tingling all over. Sam stops. He gets off me and pulls me up.



'' So Nicole, Adam wants you to snog his penis ? No Nichole, that is not what disco biscuit wants. He wants his hard putz deep in your throat while he pumps his load of cum down it. '' With a big grin on his face he pushes me to my stifle. `` capable your backtalk steady '' I am frighten away again. He begins to embrace my face hard until my mouth opens. `` You are going to suck my cock, you will not burn me or I will paddle you. You will fellate my cock exactly like I tell you to, until I tell you to terminate, like a undecomposed lady friend should. ''



Then he puts his large hard hammer in my oral fissure. Just a niggling at first, then more and more until it is trench in my mouth. `` That 's a good young woman Nicole. '' He starts to locomote in and out, slow up then fast. I can feel myself gag and he just moans. `` Your sweet piffling mouth tone so good on my hard cock infant. '' Faster and faster he pushes and moans louder and louder, `` Oh baby, you are going to make me shoot my load, but I want to save it for your sweet virgin pussy. '' Then he stops, pulls me to my feet and kisses me thick. My mouth and sassing are swollen, there are tear in my eyes and I am trembling.



'' Oh sweetheart, relax, the skillful is yet to come. '' He lays me back on the bed again and crawls on top of me. He puts his hand over my lip and says, `` I am going to put my peter in your tight pussy now. It will hurt for a minute of arc, but you not cry. When i am done with you, you will follow back and beg me for Sir Thomas More, probably tomorrow night after. After I finish fucking your mother and she falls at rest I will come for you. I am gon na have you lap up your mothers cum off my tool before I fuck you. ``



The more he talks the more nervous I get, but he seems to be getting More and more excited. I ca n't breathe with his hand still over my mouth. I feel the straits of his putz at the entryway of my pussy and I start to wiggle. Fear consumes me. He pushes his manus harder on my mouth and Tell me to stay still. `` loose your stage. I am prepare to feel that tight virgin kitty-cat. ''



I do as I am told and he pushes his cock in my fast and rough. It hurts. I want to yell but he he has his manus over my mouth still. Tears begin to twine down my face. He smiles at me. `` You feel so sloshed, so effective. I knew you would. I am been thinking about this for 2 years, since I met your female parent. I have dreamed of the day I could insert your virgin kitty-cat and Edward Thatch you to be a woman. Now I will bet forward to Nat in another 2 days '' I begin to campaign. Thinking NO NOT NAT ! ! ! He just laughes and begins to prompt, in and out, slowly at first, then faster. This is exciting to him.



I am so scared but my body begins to answer to him. My body starts to tense up and begins to tingle all over. So many sensations I have never felt. Not bad touch, good opinion. Very good feelings. Sam is moving in and out, he pushes my ramification farther apart and goes mysterious. I feel pain and pleasure. How can this be ? I did n't want this. I wanted Adam to be my first of all, not Sam. My mothers 45 year old boyfriend. I want this to stop, but not yet. Yes ! No ! Yes ! No ! So many confusing feeling.



He takes his hand off my sass, finally. `` Tell me my hammer feels good in your pussy babe '' He has my pegleg high in the air, on his shoulders, pushing hard and inscrutable in my pussycat but I do n't say it. He slaps my ass, severely. I jump, more tears come. `` Say it now. ``



'' Your tool feels commodity in my pussy. '' I say with a trembling voice. `` undecomposed girl, you will always tell me that when I command it, do you understand. '' I nod my caput, my eubstance is trembling. He spanks my ass again an says `` You will say 'yes sir'to me do you understand. ``



'' Yes sir. ``



'' Good girl, your hot tight pussy is so addictive. I may want it again and again. But for now I am ready to sate you full of my hot cum. '' He starts to crusade in harder and faster and harder and faster. My body is such a double-dealer. The sensation I feel are good, my reverence turns into Passion of Christ, my pain sensation into pleasure. My body starts to tense and shake and shiver on it 's own. I can no longer see to it any of my own organic structure functions. I feel extravagant wet between my thigh and I feel like I am in nirvana, if only for a moment.



'' Oh, thats my girl. I just gave you your initiative sexual climax. Was n't that great. You feel so good. '' He is going faster and I hear him moan loudly and push in mysterious, very deep. I can sense hot liquid squirting deep in my body and he collaspes onto of me.



'' You are such a unspoiled girl Nicole. '' He moves down to between my thighs again and begins to drub all the moisture from my kitty, then back up to me. He forces a trench kiss on my mouth as his mouth is full of a mixture of our juices. He kisses me deep and long and moans.



'' Was n't that estimable baby. Our cum shuffle together tastes so in effect. Get used to it coddle. Your gon na gustatory sensation it often. Next time, you will cream it off my peter on command. ``



I just lay there looking up at him. All I could think was he wants to do this to me again ? ? When ? Why ? Was n't my mohter enough for him ? Was I raped ? Did I want this ?



He begins to rub me and say `` you have been suck a unspoiled miss tongiht. Lets get you cleaned up and back in bed before your mom gets here. Now you keep this secret between us and do n't tell anyone. The adjacent fourth dimension I come for you I expect you to derive to me willingly. You will beg me to fuck you again. ``



He showers with me, race my body, dresses me and carries me to bed. He leans in to osculate me on my brow and says `` goodnight smasher '' then walks out.



That was three yr ago and Sam is still coming to my room every prison term my mom works late, and sometimes he gets me from school day and takes me to his space. I have never say no and I have never told anyone. As far as I know he has never touched Nat, and he promises me as long as I do as he says he never will.



Sam was aright about so many affair. I did discover to be a woman. The first time I was with Adam he was very pleased with me. theatrical role of me hates Sam, percentage of me loves him. Will I ever get away from him ?