What is sex ? Basically, I mean, people do try a lot of variations by using different spatial relation, using different jam for delight and toys. But to put it simply, sex is the to-and-fro motility of the dick in a vagina causing exhilaration, pleasure and finally cum. It's heavenly at first, but when you do the same matter again and again with the same somebody. It starts to get boring. I was never a fan of miniature to be used as a substitute for pleasure. I want to do something that is challenging, so that I get the pleasure and satisfaction I got when I had sex for the first fourth dimension. Oh ! The first sentence, I'll never forget the flavor of having sex the first time.

It happened 5 months ago during summer vacations. My vernal comrade who is still in shoal had his vacation. My parents had planned a trip for a hebdomad in the village, a outside place with not much access to technology. Though I never liked that place, my parents were fond of it as they were born there. Thankfully I will not be capable to visit this meter because of my college. I am doing applied science ; my vacation simply don't coincide with my sidekick's. I was very excited to stay abode, alone for a calendar week. I'll call my Friend over ; well have late night parties, music, etc. While my parents were packing and getting gear up to leave behind, I was lost in my thoughts, planning the parties. I was really elevated with those thoughts, until the door-bell ruined it all. At the door was Raj with a bag pack.

"Aa gaye beta ( You came ? ). You are doing a big favour on us."Said my mother, as she approached the room access from behind.

"Mom, what is all this about ? Why is he here ?"I said. I feared as I knew what my mom is going to say and was praying for her not to say the same. But it didn't work.

"Raj has come to stay here till the time we are back."She said.

"But mom, I am 21, a grown up now. I don't need baby-sitting."I stressed this point raising my vox. Just to percipient things, Raj is my cousin-german who lives nearby. He is 11 yrs older than me and has been baby-sitting me since I was 5.

"Oh come on, Reeti. No matter how old you get, you will still be my little girl."My father interrupted.

"But…I am…I don't…"

"No buts. Raj will be staying here and that's final."my mom said in business firm voice.

My parents where gone and I was rest home with Raj. He was away watching TV while I lay in bed moping over my plans getting crumbled. Raj was an attractive guy. I had a bit of a infatuation on him while growing up. But over the years he got obsessed on featherbrained childish things like superhero strip, animated moving-picture show and some early stuff. His ‘ nerdy'glasses and these pursuit gave him a bit of obscene personality. No wonder he was still single even after crossing 30. I had this fixed judgment about him, but it all changed in just a week.

Later that night Raj called me for dinner. He had prepared Butter crybaby and Roti among other discretion. I could differentiate with just the great olfactory perception what was cooked without looking. wellspring, Raj is a chef by profession and is really good at it, at to the lowest degree that's what I've heard. I will smack his food for the first base time. With the first sharpness, I realized how good he was at cooking."Tasty food bro."was the only words from my mouthpiece and then I focused on eating all up especially the butter chicken. This serve up usually has a modest gustation but Raj had done some variation to it since he knew I liked spicy food. After we were done I went to the washroom.

Remembering the taste sensation of the awesome food I ate, I was a bit draw in to Raj. It also seemed a bit weird that he didn't say a word while having dinner party. Looking in the mirror made me substantiate the reason for his weird deportment. Eating that spicy food for thought made me sweaty, also while drinking water I spilled a little on my jersey to further add on to that, it was night time so I didn't wear any bra. The thin white fabric of the tee shirt, which was almost gauzy after getting wet, was clinging to my boobs.

"squat ! How didn't I realize this in the first place, I was too much focused on eating."I said this out loud while hitting the medallion hard on the mirror."No wonder Raj didn't talk or eat sufficiently. His attending was elsewhere. Well, the food was delicious, he deserve the peek."I said convincing myself to get over the uncomfortable feeling.

This wasn't it, the future few clash got weirder. I have little but my own room where I can have my secrecy. Since I have a habit of pleasuring myself to sleep, I wear relax clothes shirt-pant. succeeding morning, Raj came in my room to wake me up. He had in his hands, a tray with tea and breakfast, while he walked in.

"Wake up ! Sleepy head. Don't you have to go to college ?"He asked.

"College is at 11 p.m. I'll be going of late today."I told him in a indulgent sleepy voice.

"Alright then, I'll keep this here. You can take in it when you get up."He said this with a smiling and placed the tray on my study table. He had a giggly boldness while he said all this and gave me a look before leaving. Another shocker, my shirt buttons were undone giving a snitcher of my breasts. My right wing pap was clearly visible and he saw it. His reflection were the substantiation of it.

"God ! little girl, you need to be heedful when other people are around, especially Raj."I said it to myself.

It was too other, but I woke up anyway. Raj was watching his common cookery display while I went for a bath. I was bathing under the shower bath when I heard a auditory sensation of something falling. Ignoring it I continued with my bath. Later while getting out I saw that the lav door was slightly unresolved, but I remember clearly that I closed it after coming inside."Raj saw me completely naked."Things were going really fast."Maybe I am over thinking it. I don't think he would do that."I said to myself.

There was still fourth dimension to save before going to college. So I went and sat with Raj to determine TV. Same old cookery show was going on and his eyes were set on it. He didn't even notice me while I sat down or maybe he just pretended to not notice. After a couple of hour of silence,

Raj said,

"Reeti, I have known you for a very long fourth dimension now. I have seen you grow up since the prison term you were a little girl. Now you are a woman. You must be aware of sure urges that develop while growing older. Based on what I have observed till now, you have not learned to take over those urges properly. Just to take in it clear if you don't understand what I am talking about, I am talking about sex. This act is considered to be wrong or immoral in the society. But one needs to bear sex at the the right way age for a healthy mind development. My doubt to you is, do you require to have sex ? If you decline its fine, I won't speak of it ever again. It's up to you now. Think about it and differentiate me in the evening."

This was unexpected. When he started talking, he muted the TV and looked at me. His glasses were off and had a grievous look on his cheek. I never saw his centre like that, they were hypnotic. Without a give-and-take I stood up and left for college early.

"I was holding up for a very long time from having sex. Maybe I was just searching for the the right way person. Raj, is my first cousin. He is the only guy I have spent most of my childhood with. Considering his age, he was not like a friend to me. He is not a brother either, at to the lowest degree I don't think that way. There has always been a different connection between us. The joining where because of his experience he was my instructor and I was the student who learned new things from him. Maybe, sex is just another lesson I need to hear from him. That's why he is the ideal collaborator to miss my virginity."These opinion constantly hovered in my creative thinker while I sat in the lecture pretending to listen. I didn't say anything about this to my friends. Actually I didn't talk at all. Having sex for the first prison term was a big footprint, a big decision to be taken. I was scared of the consequence still excited and couldn't wait for it to happen. I left college a speech early.

At plate, I opened the door with my key. There was no one in the hall. I looked for Raj in the kitchen, then my room. I turned to be stunned as Raj was standing behind me naked just a towel around his waist. Probably he just came out of tub. I had a adept look at him with the expression of being shock. Not that there was something to be scared about, it was just that unexpected affair were happening since the day before. He didn't have ripped brawny body but sufficiently fit, just the way I like it. I think having ‘ 6-pack abs and everything'is just over-rated and unneeded. One reason for me thinking that way was that I myself am a bit out of shape. That is very clear as I have always been a ‘ foodaholic ’.

Looking at my formula he tried to get me conciliate with a smiled."I didn't expect you to fare so soon."He said.

"Yes. I skipped a speech to get along base early."I replied.

He continued to smile at me. He kept quite but I understood the preindication. I knew what he was expecting from me, I just wasn't sure I want to say it. But then I took a deep hint, repeated the shibboleth in mind, ‘ it's now or never'and then said.

"I'm in."His smile widened."So, do you want me to uncase ?"I asked.

"No, I'll do that for you. Just freshen up and go get prosperous on your bed."He replied.

I gave an awkward grin and went to the washroom. Ten minute of arc later I was resting in my bed thinking about what's going to happen. I was wearing the pinko shorts and a coordinated shirt, which I purchased secretly for me to get into when no one was around. I had seen a few adult movies but doing it practically is different."Will he make me do that kinky clobber done it porn ?"was the thought that bothered me the most. I had a mental debate in my judgment whether to harmonize to it or decline. If no, then how am I supposed to break off him ? My thoughts were interrupted when Raj walked in. He was wearing a blue robe, something he brought specially for this occasion I guess.

He took it off and underneath he was wearing just the shorts. His oculus were fixed on mine while he got on the bed, getting closer and closer every mo. Meanwhile I was just sitting with ramification stretched on the bed. I thought he would direct me through the process by giving stair by whole step instructions. But he didn't, not one Holy Writ he spoke since he entered the room and till all was over. His actions were more than than sufficient to lead me through the process.

On the bed he crawled close to me like a crazy huntsman, keeping his centre fixed on me and I was frozen, still like the target that has no way out. He was steady and confident but I wasn't. I was ineffective to calculate directly at him ; I rolled my center left-right up-down, tried to focalise anywhere but his face. Then he got really close so that I couldn't facial expression elsewhere and my vision got blurry. There was no other option but to exclude my middle. I didn't understand what was happening but I could feel his breath on my fount. My heart was beating faster and metre felt like it slowed down. I was literally in wickedness until I had the sensation of touch on my sass. My maiden kiss. I know that a kiss is not a big thing.

But even today in India not all get to see their first kiss at a very Danton True Young age. The first one was just a slight spot after which he took a gaolbreak and followed with a great deal Sir Thomas More vivid and longer buss pulling me fold. A kiss, the way I would report it is like eating a mango. Sweet and juicy and gives you satisfaction no matter how many clock time you eat it. He then gently unbuttoned my shirt and took off my bra, so polish that I didn't smell anything. But then again I was lost in the magic kiss.

Then with his will hand grabbed on to my proper knocker. Touching softly, getting the feel of it, using his quarter round he played with my nipple, getting them punishing. He kept on kissing my neck while getting down in the mouth until he put his mouth on my left nipple, sucking on it. Raj had bit rough man-hands but the way he handled my boobs, I understood that he appreciated my breasts which were of sizing bigger than average girls my age. I was just sitting there enjoying the import. I didn't know this belief was so awful and we have not even started the sex part yet. He then turned to the side and slipped his manus in my shorts fingering my pussy.

He was pleasuring my whole soundbox. My pussy was getting more wet every second with excitation. Then he suddenly stopped. I looked at him to see that he stood up and dropped his shorts. Seeing a real dick for the number one prison term was a sight to recollect. I have seen in video recording but seeing it in reality is a different flavour. His penis was of mediocre sizing not as big as I have seen in the porn movies, but that didn't thing. He had shaved the nether neighborhood as if he was already prepared for sex knowing I would agree to it.

He then pulled me to sleeping position to the border of the bed. Lifting my legs he widened them. He inserted his cock in my pussy slowly, knowing it was my first fourth dimension. It was a different impression to get something inside the dead body from the opening down there. I felt the warmth of his dick inside me.

He looked at me to see if I was comfy with taking his thing inside. Then he started stroking it, moving to-and-fro. The slow built-up and finally getting started with the act of sex was exciting. He started speeding up. A sudden surge in delight made me start moaning. After a couple of minutes he slowed down and stopped. Maybe he wanted to do in unlike side, ‘ doggy stylus'is what men like, I heard. But he stopped me while I was turning, hinting me that it's better to face each early while having sex the first time.

"But then why did you intercept ?"I whispered. He then applied something ; I didn't know what it was, back then. Raj sensed that I was feeling a bit of itching, slender pain so he stopped to apply lubricant.

It's my first clip and I was so often aroused at that import that I knew I wasn't going to hold up foresightful. He then put his dick back in and started thrusting, faster and deeper this time. I always thought moaning or screaming was unnecessary during sex. But at that moment I couldn't contain myself. I grabbed on to the bed canvass while he fucked me really hard. My moaning kept on getting louder and louder until the period of sexual climax I screamed at the top of my part. Thankfully no one was there in the next room and the music being played on the TV outside, covered the residue. Raj was not done yet ; still he took his dick out and stroked it with hired man till he cum on my belly.

For that second I was really meet. Sex made me draw a blank any other outlet that were bothering me those day. I was satisfied speechless and was resting naked on the bed. Finally Raj came close, kissed me and said,"Thank you."

That clock time I was an amateur and what I learned later that Raj wasn't much of an expert either. We have got a lot better since then with every experience. Still, the world-class time I had sex was the best I ever had in life.

That incident taught me one More affair. Virginity is like a lock on the door of a elbow room. The room is full of treasure and all will be lost once you open it. This is a misconception people have. Actually, the room is wide-cut of cognition. Unless you open it, you won't be able to determine some really important things in living .