`` Natalie, mom just called. She has to work a double tongiht. She said we need to get our homework done and fix supper and she will see us in the morning time. '' I proceeded to finish my history assignment. I am a Jr this yr. Just turned 16, and got my first-class honours degree material fellow. Nat is only 14. I start dinner party and help oneself Nat with some of her prep, then its time for American graven image and then bed.



Sam, mom 's swain, came over around 10. I told him mom had to ferment a double and was not base but he said he would just expect for her. They have been dating for about 2 years now and so I thought this would be finely. I let him in, and went back to my way.



By this sentence Nat is sleeping and I am sitting up writing in my journal. All my inner thoughts about hug drug, and how he just kissed me and I let him have-to doe with my breast and I touched his penis. He asked me to kiss his phallus but I was afraid. I like him so much and am funny of what it would be like when he asks me to have sex for the first fourth dimension. I am scared, yet excited.



Sam suddenly walks in my room and sits on my bed. He tells me how pretty I am. I ask him to give but he does n't. He takes my diary and reads what I just wrote. I am embarrased that he read my inner most occult thoughts. Sam looks at me and smiles. Says he can teach me how to please Adam when the sentence comes. He touches me lightly on the expression. I shy away. He laughes. He pulls me close and kisses me. `` Tongiht, I will teach you to be a cleaning woman. '' I pull away from him.



'' Nicole, do as I tell you, or I will go to Nat 's room instead. Do you understand ? You have to learn how to be a charwoman Nicole. I am going to learn you tonight. '' Sam says. I said NO but he just kisses me on my backtalk, hard. He tells me not to fight down him, assures me I will love it. He grabs me by my manus and drags me out of my room into my mom elbow room. Then he shuts and locks the doorway. Alone with him, I am shaking and crying, begging him to pull up stakes me alone. He ignores me and continues to carress my body through my night clothes.



Suddenly he rips off of my shirt and tells me to take off my shortstop. `` Do it now Nicole, or I will go get Nat instead. '' Afraid of what he may do to my baby Sister, I do as he says. He begins to rub me all over while he tells me how beautiful I am. `` I am going to show you how to delight your young Adam. He will thank me for this. ``



He starts to kiss me again, first on my lips while he pinches my nipples. Then he kisses my nipples while he puts his fingers in my nigh secret womanly parts. I flinch. No one has ever touched me there. `` On Nicole, you are so tight. You are going to feel so good around my unvoiced putz. '' I am shaking.



'' Nicole, barricade fighting me. Relax. You will enjoy this. '' He pushes me on the bed and begins to film off his clothes. I have never seen a man naked before. I mean, I saw hug drug 's phallus but only for a second. Truth be known, until tonight I had thougth Sam was a bighearted man, but now I am so scared of him. My body and psyche are both betraying me. Sam has an awful body and I am so curious about sex, but not like this.



Once Sam is naked he crawls on top of me and begins to kiss me again. My eubstance starts to answer to him but my mind is screaming NO ! ! This is wrongfulness. He beings to drub and bite my neck opening while he fret my breast. He whispers in my ear `` Nicole, I ca n't expect to try out your sweet pussy '' and he kisses his way down my body. Rubbing and kissing. I notice that instead of awe, suddenly I am wet between my thigh. Excited.. How could my dead body betray me like this. Sam is raping me .... is n't he ? ?



I can feel his breathing place at the top of my woman and he him say `` circularise your peg, let me in to feast on that virgin pussy. '' I can feel him pushing my branch undecided and I put up no resistance. My tears have stopped. My torso shakes, but not from concern. The first sentence I felt his tongue lap my womanhood I jumped.



'' Do you like that Nicole. '' I did n't say anthing.



'' Nicole, secern me you like my tongue on your pussy. '' I did n't say anything. Sam smacked me on the leg. `` SAY IT '' he demands.



'' I like you tongue on my vagina '' I said. He says, `` No Nicole, the countersign is pussy. Say you like my spit on your puss. NOW ! ! ``



My mouth are trembling, `` I like your clapper on my twat '' I say. He laughes and continues to lick me there. He puts his fingers in me. first base one, then two. It hurts, but only for a hour. The more he licks and pushes his fingerbreadth in me the more moisture I feel down there. `` Do you get it on what that is Nicole ? That is your body wanting what I am doing to you. You want this. Say it. You want it. ``



'' Yes Sam, I want it. '' I am flighty, I am curoious, I am scared. Then I realize I am not scared of what he is doing, only that he will quit. My body feels like it is on fire, tingling all over. Sam stops. He gets off me and wrench me up.



'' So Nicole, cristal wants you to osculate his member ? No Nichole, that is not what Robert Adam wants. He wants his tough cock deep in your throat while he pumps his load of cum down it. '' With a big grinning on his face he pushes me to my genu. `` Open your sassing sweetheart '' I am scared again. He begins to wring my nerve hard until my sass opens. `` You are going to draw my cock, you will not sting me or I will paddle you. You will suck my prick exactly like I tell you to, until I tell you to bar, like a estimable girl should. ''



Then he puts his large punishing stopcock in my backtalk. Just a little at first, then more and more until it is cryptical in my mouth. `` That 's a good girl Nicole. '' He starts to impress in and out, slow down then fast. I can feel myself gag and he just moans. `` Your sweet trivial oral cavity feels so goodness on my hard cock baby. '' Faster and faster he pushes and groan louder and louder, `` Oh baby, you are going to pee me take my encumbrance, but I want to economise it for your sweet virtuous pussy. '' Then he stops, pulls me to my feet and buss me deep. My mouth and lips are swollen, there are crying in my eyes and I am trembling.



'' Oh sweetheart, relax, the best is yet to come. '' He lays me back on the bed again and creep on top of me. He puts his deal over my mouth and says, `` I am going to put my cock in your tight slit now. It will hurt for a minute, but you not scream. When i am done with you, you will come back and beg me for More, probably tomorrow night after. After I finish fucking your female parent and she falls at peace I will arrive for you. I am gon na deliver you work out your mothers cum off my stopcock before I fuck you. ``



The more he talks the more aflutter I get, but he seems to be getting more and more excited. I ca n't breathe with his hand still over my mouth. I feel the head of his cock at the entrance of my pussy and I start to jiggle. reverence consumes me. He pushes his hand harder on my sassing and tells me to stay still. `` give your legs. I am prepare to feel that nasty virgin pussy. ''



I do as I am told and he pushes his prick in my fast and rough. It hurts. I want to shout but he he has his helping hand over my mouthpiece still. Tears begin to roll down my face. He smiles at me. `` You feel so tight, so good. I knew you would. I am been thinking about this for 2 long time, since I met your female parent. I have dreamed of the day I could enter your virgin snatch and Teach you to be a woman. Now I will look forward to Nat in another 2 years '' I begin to fight. Thinking NO NOT NAT ! ! ! He just laughes and begins to incite, in and out, slowly at first, then faster. This is exciting to him.



I am so frighten but my physical structure begins to respond to him. My body starts to tense up and begins to tingle all over. So many aesthesis I have never felt. Not bad touch, good feelings. Very good feelings. Sam is moving in and out, he pushes my legs farther apart and goes inscrutable. I feel pain and pleasure. How can this be ? I did n't want this. I wanted Adam to be my first, not Sam. My mothers 45 yr old boyfriend. I want this to stop, but not yet. Yes ! No ! Yes ! No ! So many confusing feeling.



He takes his hand off my back talk, finally. `` Tell me my cock tone well in your twat baby '' He has my pegleg heights in the air, on his shoulder, pushing hard and abstruse in my kitty-cat but I do n't say it. He slaps my ass, arduous. I jump, Sir Thomas More tears come. `` Say it now. ``



'' Your peter flavour good in my pussy. '' I say with a tremble voice. `` Good daughter, you will always distinguish me that when I command it, do you infer. '' I nod my head, my body is trembling. He spanks my ass again an says `` You will say 'yes sir'to me do you understand. ``



'' Yes sir. ``



'' Good lady friend, your hot tight pussy is so addictive. I may necessitate it again and again. But for now I am ready to replete you full of my hot cum. '' He starts to push in harder and faster and harder and faster. My trunk is such a traitor. The sensations I feel are good, my fear turns into passion, my painful sensation into pleasure. My body starts to tense and agitate and throb on it 's own. I can no longer curb any of my own trunk affair. I feel overweening moisture between my thigh and I feel like I am in Shangri-la, if only for a moment.



'' Oh, thats my girl. I just gave you your first of all sexual climax. Was n't that great. You feel so thoroughly. '' He is going faster and I hear him moan loudly and push in deep, very deep. I can feel hot liquid squirting abstruse in my consistency and he collaspes onto of me.



'' You are such a good girl Nicole. '' He moves down to between my thighs again and begins to lick all the moisture from my pussy, then back up to me. He forces a deep kiss on my sass as his rima oris is full moon of a mixture of our juices. He kisses me thick and long and moan.



'' Was n't that good baby. Our cum mixed together tastes so good. Get used to it indulge. Your gon na taste it often. Next clip, you will lick it off my cock on command. ``



I just lay there looking up at him. All I could think was he wants to do this to me again ? ? When ? Why ? Was n't my mohter enough for him ? Was I raped ? Did I want this ?



He begins to rub me and say `` you have been suck a good girl tongiht. Lets get you cleaned up and back in bed before your mom gets here. Now you keep this secret between us and do n't tell anyone. The following time I come for you I expect you to come to me willingly. You will beg me to have a go at it you again. ``



He showers with me, washes my physical structure, dresses me and carries me to bed. He leans in to buss me on my forehead and says `` goodnight sweetheart '' then walks out.



That was three old age ago and Sam is still coming to my way every sentence my mom works late, and sometimes he gets me from school and takes me to his home. I have never say no and I have never told anyone. As far as I know he has never touched Nat, and he promises me as long as I do as he says he never will.



Sam was right about so many things. I did memorize to be a woman. The first time I was with ecstasy he was very pleased with me. component part of me hates Sam, parting of me loves him. Will I ever get away from him ?