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'' A Pussyboy 's narration ''

learning to Submit

by tcs1963

When I was growing up, I was always into girls. I also loved to stroke my cock and watch a lot of heterosexual smut video. This is back when porn was much punishing to come by and came on Vhs and beta videotapes.

I remember as a teenager seeing my first all-guy gay smut clipping. It was at the end of another videotape, as some kind of advertizement, I guess.

I remember being so turned on, watching those guys together sucking and fucking, that my lilliputian cock almost ripped through my dungaree.

But I was also feeling really confused and variety of guilty about enjoying it. I did n't cognise or even understand my reactions, but the seeds of experimentation had been sown, and they stuck with me as I grew older.

Afterward, when I watched straight straight porn, I realized that what I was fantasizing about, more often than not, was the woman in the fit and what she was experiencing.

The female smut actresses looked so submissive, and beautiful. They also had the most powerful climax. Their experiences seemed far more than acute than anything that the male person pornography worker experienced.

I was fascinated and very curious by how it would feel to be submissive and experience being taken.

This led to me experimenting with male person assplay, ( by putting things in my ass, mainly courgette and the alike ) and imagining that I was being fucked and going through the Same experiences as those ladies.

The Saame thing with cumming on my face. I would lift my ass against the paries and stroke my dick as it pointed at my face. My own hot cum pouring all over my face when I came.

This led to a number of years of confusion and mild depression from not exactly fitting into established intimate persona. Those feelings lasted well into my previous twenties.

I was a fairly secure looking guy, while in school. Participating in a few team sports, mostly football and baseball. I guess you could say I was a moderately popular teenage boy with the moderately democratic teenage miss.

I know I was definitely attracted to the adolescent female child, and virtually metre I had the hump in my pants to prove it. I had a few lady friend relationships, even a couple of missy who helped me be sexually active.

I really enjoyed sex with them, fumbling around in the backseat or secret meetings behind the bleachers. But I still could n't shake up my desire to be more slavish, and I continued in individual to play with my ass and cum on my face.

I was generally confused and did n't read the whole bisexuality thing. I made myself very suffering trying to figure out if I was gay or not.

I continued to enjoy dating young lady and having heterosexual experiences, and in my early 20, I went a bit pussy crazy. Dating any girl that would put out.

Needless to say, I still could n't shake the whole homosexual thing. So I decided to actively seek out a guy on guy sexual experience. Which, once you got past the embarrassment, was pretty easy back then.

I eventually lost my ass cherry tree to a guy that I met at a bar one night when I was around 27-years-old. I remember lying on his living way floor in missionary stead, with his average out size of it cock pushing in and out of me.

Sojourner Truth be known, It was OK but all in all, it was a somewhat unsatisfactory experience. What I disliked most was that he was full-on gay and wanted to a greater extent intimacy, kissing and cuddling and that really did n't feel right to me.

With fair sex, I absolutely wanted to osculate and cuddle, and be intimate in this way. I did n't want any of that with this guy, I just wanted to get fucked, and live out my fantasy of what it was like to be more submissive.

That first experience taught me a lot. It taught me that I certainly did n't sense any worked up connectedness or attraction to men.

After that initial experiment for a brief menstruum, I tried to hide out my touch about being submissive. I had met and was dating a really beautiful girl and we were having neat sex, so I did n't think about my frizzly side anymore.

After that relationship ended, it was what happened with my adjacent girlfriend that made many of the composition of my sexual reciprocating saw teaser fall into station. She truly found my true self for us.

Lisa was a very pretty peeress, she was a lawyer, who inherited her Padre firm. She was a very sound and secure woman, she was also very Dominant and just had a natural air of authority. Like everything was naturally going to work out exactly as she planned in her life.

Everything was different about her to previous girlfriends that I had been out with. She knew what she wanted and not only took it, she demanded it.

To set forth with, on our first date she insisted that she pick me up, this had never happened to me before. I always did the driving. Other affair went exactly like that, I had to get used to her taking charge.

Do n't get me wrong, things started out fairly vanilla but we quickly started to try out in bed. As I said before, she was very dominant sexually, but she was also very confident and had a huge sexual drive.

As I began to open up to her about my submissive phantasy, and my brief encounter with homosexual action. preferably than repel her it served to bring her prevailing side more to the cutting edge of our human relationship.

She loved when I would eat her pussy, and I remember I got to do that a lot. She would maneuver my straits into position, and literally grind her pussy onto my clapper and mouth.

She got into the verbal humiliation slope of things, also. If I was n't licking her exactly the way she wanted, she would promote my question away and slap me across the cheek.

Then she would say something like, `` Eat my slit properly, gripe. ''

Then she would pull my psyche back into her crotch, grasping my pilus firmly and holding me in place. It sounds much worsened than it was because no issue what she said, I enjoyed worshipping her pussy.

I remember one evening on the ride place from a night out. She made me eat her kitty-cat in the backseat of a hack. Truly testing my compliance to her authority.

I remember the hack device driver asked her what was going on back there, and in her typical confident demeanor Lisa replied, `` My cunt is eating my wet pussy. ''

He just busted out laughing and said, `` fucking, that 's totally hot ! ''

Early into our FLR kinship, Lisa started breaking me in with her new strap-on that she purchased specifically for me. She liked to do most of the screw in are sex life, far more than I fucked her.

We tried so a lot together, sexually and otherwise. I was absolutely in heaven. I cherished her and loved our relationship. I loved my ever more submissive role too, and I knew from that moment forward that I loved being dominated by women by hard women.

I was absolutely devastated when she moved across the country from me, a couple of years later. Although, we still keep in signature, through the internet and telephone set.

fast forward twenty-two-years and I have now been married for 20 years to the most incredible and erotic charwoman.

For the stopping point ten year, we have been practicing an FLR lifestyle human relationship, including male sexual abstention, pegging, domestic help field.

Furthermore, for the past 5 days, my wife has successfully introduced cuckolding into our relationship, and together we have had three yearn condition fuzz, during that period.

Our most recent Samson, Michealanis an extremely dominant bisexual person male person, and I am forced to regularly soak up his turncock, and he will occasionally fuck me.

Unlike my first male on manly experience in my latterly twenties, this time it feels right to me. There is no emotional attachment to Micheal, he does n't want involvement with me, no fondling or cuddling.

As my mistress regularly confirms to me, my bi action is because I need meekness and mortification. I need to be subservient to her and her Bulls because it helps me be a better pussyboy. It 's not about the sex act, it is all about the context.

When he cums in her pussy and I eat her creampie or I suck his tumid putz and he cums in my mouth. Even when he fucks my ass-pussy, it is not because I am gay, its because I am submissive. My Mistress Lisa knows that my humiliation is what pushes all of my clit.

That 's why I am in love with her. That is why I worship her and strive to be the right pussyboy that I can be for her every ace day of my life.

The End ...