Was It Rape ?
So I failed my test. AGAIN. I saw the issue list and even though I sort of knew I had failed, the verification of it was really painful. My upright booster, Rose, was out of townsfolk for work so she tried the proficient she could to preserve my hard liquor up via text, but I cried myself to kip anyway. Her husband, wienerwurst, who was still in town, texted me too and let me make love that if I needed to just hang or overwhelm my sorrow or whatever, he was there for me.
My story with Frank…we hadn't seen each other much for about four calendar month before this all happened. That's when Rose caught him cheating on her. They took a couple of calendar month apart and then she moved back in with him and I had avoided him. We had been Quaker before that ; we'd hung out when Rose was out of town, like buds. I don't trust many citizenry easily, so it meant a lot when he cheated on her. I felt like he betrayed our friendship too. So this was going to be the initiative sentence since"the incident"that we were seeing each former on our own without Rose as a buffer.
We went out kind of early for a Friday. We went bowling and had Warren E. Burger at the bowling back street. It was a pretty fancy place for a bowling back street, with a club and a bar attached, and it was expensive. I felt bad asking to play another game, so we left and sat outside for a bit. He was staring at his earphone the whole time so I thought,"yeah he's not comfortable around me anymore either"and I felt bad, but I was still pissed at him on some point so I said I should just go home plate. He said no and we walked to a nearby bar.
We drank a lot. I was trying to step myself with non-alcoholic drinks in between the other drinks, but then he ordered me a shot, and then I ordered really expensive whisky and we started having very explicit discussions about his sex life with pink wine. Before the incident, they were not having sex, like at all. blush wine had been very, very overthrow about that. For month. Now, they were tramp. I still think that makes no mother wit, that she never was a tramp or had had a deuce-ace before but after her husband cheats on her, she starts having threesomes and swapping pardner like it's nothing…I digress. So there was a guy, Roger, that had been…guesting, I guess you'd yell it. frank told me he'd gone down on Roger and asked me if I thought that made him gay. I was drunkard, so I can't remember what I told him. Probably something like it doesn't issue what I think.
I know I told him about some guy, maybe the guy I was with at the sentence, I don't know, but I felt like I had to not be boring and prudish and prove I had a sex life too. He told me that it made him hard to hear about that fib. He showed me a picture he had on his phone of rosiness getting fucked by Roger. I know I tried a few times to get the conversation off sex, but I was so intoxicated I can't really recollect what I said.
At some point he or we decided it was prison term to pass on. I went outside to bum a smoke from the people on the patio. Frank settled the bill and followed me outside. He took the coffin nail away from me and took a pull then tried to kiss me on the backtalk. I pulled away and pushed him, laughing and telling him he was being a drunken idiot. It never occurred to me at all that he could be seriously trying to kiss me.
Well then he said he was trying to let me breathe in the bullet from him. So I did that a dyad of times with him still thinking that was ok because although our moths were touching, it wasn't a kiss. Then he started kissing me and I…I don't know I was spooky and kind of excited and very tope. I let him osculate me a bit and then I kissed him back a bit and I kept thinking the whole clock time that it was just pillock, drunken, destitute fun. sinless !
We had to take the air a few blocks to get to a place where we could enamor a cab. I was feeling drunk and happy and having fun kissing here and there. I remember he said something to me like"you're so cool down because you know this doesn't mean anything."I just laughed and pushed him away and told him he was stupid about half the times he went in for a candy kiss, but when I did let him osculate me, I did osculate him back. I don't love how many times we kissed before we got to the cab stand.
We got a cab and I got in and slumped over. I must have been pretty drink because my brain started going in and out, like being one-half asleep where you're form of aware of things going on, but not really able to speak or participate in anything. I felt my skirt get pushed up over my hindquarters and Frank's hands on my ass. I might take in swatted his hands away or I may give just thought that I wanted to. I remember listening to him giving directions to the driver and thinking he was a lot more sober than me. I remember thinking that I was in thick shit since I couldn't drive away from his lieu for several time of day at least. I'm pretty trusted I felt or said"I'm screwed."I was right.
He groped me under my skirt the whole cab ride home ; unless the driver started asking for Sir Thomas More charge, then my skirt got flipped back down to cover up me up. I was aware of it, but I couldn't motility. I didn't say full point in the cab because I was afraid the number one wood would squall the cops or something. As I have said several times, I was very, very drink. I probably should have got said something ; maybe it would birth scared him. Toward the end of the cab ride, he succeeded in getting his finger's breadth in between my labia from behind. I know I was wet, I'm always stupidly turned on when I'm drunk, even if I don't want sex, I get wet. I'm sure he took that as a sign I wanted it. I probably was turned on on some spirit level, but I still didn't think…I just didn't think anything would really chance. Not four calendar month after he cheated on Rose, not with her best acquaintance, who told him off and called him every name in the volume and then didn't speak to him in any meaningful way for four months.
I can't remember getting in the house or how I got through the living way, past the kitchen to the breakfast nook, but I remember standing at the breakfast bar and looking across the sign of the zodiac at him getting naked and then I really got horrify. I remember yelling at him to get his dress back on, to stop it to stop being pillock. He got some of his clothes back on but not all of them. He ran over to me and hugged me and said it was ok, that we didn't have to do anything, but he had wanted me for a long time, and that he was sorry. He kept asking me if I was ok and I said yes, but that we can't do anything, I can't betray my proficient Friend, he can't do this to her again, blah blah blah etc. He kept saying that he knew, and then I was crying, or variety of crying, it's pretty fuzzy.
He hugged me and buried his headway in my neck. He started to nuzzle and nibble the topographic point that turns me on so much and I am surely I moaned, I know I was turned on somewhat. His hands were all over me, under my shirt, my shirt was off, under my bra, then my bra was off and he was playing with my nipples and we were kissing. My breath was stuck, or else I was panting, or he was panting and I couldn't breathe, I was horny and terrified and angry and shocked. I pulled away and put my bra back on and he started to osculate me again and begged me to let him watch me get myself off. I said no and got my shirt back on and was begging him to stop touching me, to discontinue kissing me. I kept saying over and over"we can't do this, you can't do this to her again, you didn't see her, you don't know what it did to her."He kept agreeing with me, but somehow my shirt and bra came off again and I was losing the struggle with my stage to keep standing.
Finally I started bargaining with him. I told him to keep his dress on and that he could watch me get myself off but that was it. He said ok and took my skirt off. I had taken the scanty off earlier in the evening ( very sneakily I thought, too ), because they were riding up in a really uncomfortable way when I had been bowling. The skirt was below my stifle, so I didn't even think it was that big a heap."No panties, you're such a good slut,"he said when he looked down. Being called names for some cause just really turns me on. He reached down and slid a finger right into me and my knees gave way. He"helped"me upstairs to their bedroom so he could watch me get off. Yeah right.
I was on the bed and my head word and the elbow room and the universe was spinning. He was on the bed and he was naked. I remember telling him he had to stay dressed but his look was in my fork and he was going down on me like it was his job before I could protest much more. rosebush had told me several times how good he was at eating pussy and I just rolled my oculus and didn't believe her. Well, he was pretty sound. He knew just where my g-spot was and how to rub it, fast and hard while sucking my button. I came pretty quickly and I didn't bring in it cashbox later but that was the first prison term I ever squirted.
"You taste amazing, snog me and taste yourself."He kissed me and I kissed him back, still horny because I'm never satisfied after one orgasm. I tasted like pineapple juice. I've never tasted that beneficial since that Nox, although I never appreciation bad, but never that confection and fruity again. He went back down on me some more, his tongue plunging into my puss over and over again till I came on his tongue and he kept telling me how pose I tasted. I kept saying no here and there but I didn't push him away anymore ; I wanted to cum again. He was right, I was a slut. Naked in my best friend's marital bed, legs wide-eyed open with her hubby's face in my slit eating it for all he was worth and I was moaning and grinding my hips into my mouth. I came on his fingerbreadth a few more prison term and I was honestly ready to sleep but he wasn't done with me yet.
He pulled Rose's vibrator out of her nightstand draftsman and started fucking me with it. He plunged it deep inside me and then started moving it in and out fast and hard. I came, screaming and squirting again. The solid metre he's telling me how much he wants me, hot fucking hot I am, that he's wanted to fuck me since the first meter he met me four years ago. It's not possible to not be affected by those matter while you're drunk and cumming over and over and doing something very forbidden. Even though I kept saying we shouldn't, I had stopped saying"no"and I kept cumming.
Finally, he put my left leg over his articulatio humeri and lined his surd cock up to my puss. With no prophylactic.
"You want me to lie with you ?"he asked. I wanted to preserve cumming, but I shook my head.
"We shouldn't do this, we can't do this."I said as he slid is Rock laborious dick all the way into me. It felt good.
He kept my leg pressed between our bodies as he pumped in and out of me, relentlessly, for probably a half hour. He kept reaching down to pinch my mammilla and press his hand around my pharynx, which I hated but couldn't speak to tell him. He kept calling me a just slut, and telling me I had a thoroughly kitty, that I was such a honest fuck, that my tits were amazing, that I was so fucking hot. I kept saying he was just drunk and he was going to regret it in the good morning, that I would, that when we were sober we were going to hate ourselves, but that didn't make his shaft soft, he just kept pumping and pumping. I made him hold back because I had to pee and threatened to pee on the bed.
While I was sitting on the gutter pissing, he followed me in and grabbed the back of my brain and shoved it down on his stopcock. I pulled off him and started blowing him so he wouldn't choke me. I took him till he hit the back of my throat, licking and getting him wet all over, tasting how mellisonant my twat was on his shaft. I reached down and gently played with his balls while I swirled my tongue around the head and then started bobbing my head up and down on his stopcock while massaging his balls…I cerebration if I could get him to cum that he'd full point fucking me and precipitate asleep and we could put this behind us, sham it never happened.
He wouldn't cum, or couldn't cum, he had incredible staying power for some reason. He pulled me off the toilette and let me wash my work force before pulling me back into the bedchamber and pushing me on the bed.
He fucked me till I was dry, till I was raw and still he didn't cum, He made me bond a finger up his ass while he poured lube all over my pussy and kept fucking me. I felt like it had been going on for hr and time of day, but I have no idea how recollective it actually lasted. I don't even think I was awake for all of it. I just remember the feeling of my legs going numb, of my pussy being sore and his stew dripping in coldness pearl onto my look and chest.
Finally, he was ready. He pulled out and came everywhere. It hit the headboard, my hair, my face, my tits, my stomach, and then he spread open my kitty-cat and came all over it. I was so tired, and still so drunk that I didn't even move, not to clean up or anything. He went and got a towel or something and wiped me off a bit and then told me I better stay in his bed with him instead of going down the hall to the node elbow room. I didn't argue. I just closed my eyes.
Next thing I knew it was daylight, but that cold, reduce daylight of early forenoon. He was stroking my hairsbreadth, then he was kissing the back of my neck opening, then he was pulling the covers down…I pretended to be asleep, but he kept fondling and kissing and groping. He rolled me on my back and stuck his fingers right in my dry slit. I opened my eyes and cried out in pain.
He told me he'd probably never have this chance again so he intended to relish me as much as possible. He pulled out the bottleful of lube and squirted it all over me and him. He asked me if I'd ever seen a cock pack and I said I hadn't. He showed me this clear, stretchy, silicone dress circle, and then he but it over hid cock and over and around his balls and cock. He told me it makes it bigger and keeps him firmly for longer. I told him I was sore and that survive Night was enough and he was sober so he didn't have any self-justification. He said something like"you're a hot slut, you're naked in my bed, and I'm going to fuck you."
He got on top of me and started pumping away. I was too tired, sore and had the origin of a holdover to fight or to enjoy it or to do anything but just try to advert onto the capacity of my venter. He got baffle I wasn't responding and started fucking me harder, making it hurt more. Finally, hoping to get it over with sooner rather than later, I started fucking him back and making moaning noises that I hoped were convincing. It worked because he pulled out and came all over me again. I got up out of the bed and almost fell to the floor, my legs were so shaky. I hobbled to the bathroom and rinsed off in the cascade, then looking at the dirty bed sheet and wiener sitting there looking totally engrossed in his iPad, I turned and shuffled down the antechamber to the guestroom and fell asleep.
A few hours later, I woke up, found all my clothes all over the household and drove hot dog back to his car. I didn't say anything for a prospicient sentence until he finally broke the muteness."That was a lot of fun, I hope you're not offended, but you're a great lay."I smiled a tight-lipped smile and held back the urge to cry. We got close to the parking lot where he'd left his car and he tried talking again."The only thing I regret is that I didn't get to fuck you more."I felt a wave of sickness and sorrowfulness and disgust and shame. He got out of my car and took off toward the parking garage and I went house and took a long shower .