I forgot to put incest as one of the idea, so re-posting ! My bad !

So um little admonition, this persona of my uh tale ? I estimate tale is right on news, um is a trivial darker. Sorry but it's lawful, not too dark just, I was going through many emotions the day after.

I awoke the morning after feeling like I had slept for Clarence Shepard Day Jr.. At low the night before with my female parent felt like a dream, that was until I vastly became aware of my nakedness. I grinded my teeth as I do when I am trying to conceal how neural I am, so I guess I was trying to cover it from myself ? After though my initial awe of what happened passed, I realized I heard the shower on, quickly I rolled onto my binding, feeling with my hand the bound of the bed.

My mother had already slipped out of the bed. I sat up, mantle falling down and my breast just out and exposed. I remember looking down at them and blushing, scratching the incline of my nerve, but the embarrassment quickly became consuming as I looked around for my shirt. It wasn't in the room so I just fell back into the bed, curling up this time and making sure I was wrapped from feet to neck. I pretty much just laid there silently looking at my hand, caressing my finger with my thumb, lol like as if I was trying to make certainly I was genuine or something…

The interference of the unravel water had long stopped, I had to begin to enquire what was taking my mom so long, but didn't honestly put too much thought into it, just paused every now and then to take heed. Oh right wing ! You should know she has her own bathroom connected to her bedchamber, so ya lol. So ya I just sorta laid there until the sound of the can door opening made me jumping. I got up with a smile on my face…but sadly it was quickly gone and I was holding back tears once again as I saw my mom fixing her sleeves for work. .

You know, now that I am a bit previous, I'd like to cerebrate a tad wiser : P hehe. I realize now that one of the major affair that change as you grow up, is you are truly teach the moral that sprightliness simply goes on. It isn't that the nighttime before wasn't as crucial to her as it was to me, simply that I was younger and had yet learn that fact, I was a kid and something Major had happened to me, so in the typical tike answer, I had expected the entire world to terminate and experience as if it had changed also. So ya unaware of that life history object lesson, I was insanely hurt by the fact that she was going to knead so easily.

scathe and pissed, I looked at her with the most nettled aspect I could make. Eyes squinted hard and oral fissure closed harshly. Once my mom noticed my glower at her, she huffed and her hired hand hit the side of her thighs. ( that was her, what's up ? What's wrong motion that I had became very use to ). And you should acknowledge I hated that, she knew I hated that, it's like kinda rude in my eyes ? Just say the words. Well I like breathed out through my nose pissed that she did that, but instead of her usual response of going"Oh what is it ?"Instead this time she gently asked."Kim, baby, what's incorrectly ?"I sharply looked back at her, and simply said zippo !

My mom, I guess trying to be patient, sat at the edge of the bed, and said the very LITERALLY the perfect matter I thought she should of said."Honey, do you want me to stay home ? We can talk about, well, anything you want."Heh…she said the words, she even looked like she truly meant it, so even till today, I ask myself, why didn't I just accept her offer ? Why did I have to be a cunt. *sigh* So ya instead of saying, yes please ! I need you to ride out ! No instead of I just got out of bed, keeping the blanket tightly held to my chest, responding to her without even looking at her."No I'm mulct, go to work."Was all I had to say. Oh little amusing side preeminence haha was actually hard shuffling with my feet over the blanket ( im not tall LOL ! )

I guess trying to be a good mom, she cut me off at the door*sigh* It's like, you know when you are just so furious, but you want to like…you want to just stop being mad you want to just say"hey I'm sorry."But you don't….well that was this case. She cut me off asking me, pleading with me to delight address to her. But being the stubborn brat that I was AND YES I ADMIT IT I WAS…key word is was…anyways ! I just told her in a very low but stern tone"Please just let me go to my way, I want to be left alone, okay ? !"
My mom simply put her head down, I remember this action very well cuz, well…cuz I just wanted to grab her and…yes kiss her. But as you may tell, this day was just becoming a rule of matter I wish I did differently cuz well, I just nodded for her to spread out the door, and left as she did.

Now in my way, I dropped the blanket, crying quietly to myself, but my hand shook it's self into a fist as I grabbed my hair, I hated myself in that instant, but I wasn't certainly what I hated myself for, the sex, or giving her the cold shoulder after. I know sex is never what we want it to be our get-go times, but my problem wasn't this, it was the opposite hoot it. I was furious that, she was staring she wasn't this monster I partly wanted her to be, she was patrician and loving the entire time, and it was amazing, dare I say perfect for me ? But It was with my female parent and I was upset, disturbed how often I had enjoyed myself.

Well feeling really weird just being naked, I had decided to find some apparel. I walked to my water closet, but stopped as I heard the front door undetermined and close…I remembering just, I dunno, snickering ? in disappointment that she actually left, and just shrugging it off, telling myself…fuck her.

So ya, feeling too many emotions to deal with, I decided to …well take a shower to relax/erm…clean up ya…So ya..there I was in the exhibitor, paw against the wall, eyes closed and me just trying to relax, trying to just give on the hot urine running down my body, I had it so hot my skin was turning pink lol. Sadly, the magic of a courteous hot shower, did not bring this time as I, well began once again playing back the consequence of last Nox, though this time was different, my mom drifted not to what she had done to me, but to her organic structure, how ….how amazing she looked, and I found myself starting to become very turned on.

I remember my hand, drifting down my chest and cupping my pull up stakes breast. I massaged myself gently, blushing, pretending it was my mom's hand on me. For a minute I think I just stood there massaging my breast, rubbing my belly with my other hand, avoiding actually touching my pussy. Then, heh it's Wyrd where our intellect go sometimes…or well mine at least, I thought of my father…I thought of my brothers and I began to think of what they would think…then of how my friends would try me, what they would say of me if they knew and I just 100 % immediately stopped…no longer did I even have the Department of Energy to agitate the nautical mile in my stomach or even cry, so instead I simply sat down in the shower, slouching myself up against the street corner, just sitting there for not sure how long, but felt like 15 min+.

I guess just simply the heat had became too often, or just sitting on the hard shower floor for so long my bum was going dull : P So I had decided to finally get out, I poured person wash on my hands and just gave myself a prompt cleaning, you know, shampoo ect ect hehe.

So ya this is sorta when I lost it…lol. When I exited the exhibitioner, I didn't even grab a towel, I just felt kinda like a automaton, drained…mentally exhausted. Then…I don't know…I looked at the mirror which now was super foggy, I leaned over jumping from the coldness I felt as my cutis touched the edge of the cesspit. I wiped away as a lot as I could ( im short ! ) and ya I mean I just stepped back and looked at myself.

I was just, I was confused. I looked at myself thinking, what, I mean what could she possible see me in me that was so great ? I examined myself from school principal to waist. I thought, my eyes are kinda pretty…maybe she liked them ? Then I looked at my knocker, I…I never really looked at them like this before I always thought they where kinda Nice, I developed early, but…never really saw them as objects of desire before. I looked at them, remembering like, like how much my mom just seemed to…erm revel them. I…just, I became quickly embarrassed tbh, and even felt a small stupid, trying to imagine of what my own mother found topper about me…haha*sigh*

Well…needless to say plethora quickly turned into shame *Sigh* and pity quickly became anger. I was angry…angry at myself but wanting to put all the blame on her…I foolishly did and I just became filled with madness, so often rage it was like I woke up, my body just got all this energy and ira and I just I didn't know where to place it like I needed to physically put it somewhere and I just looked at myself and I just was thinking how, like god how could I let this happen, how could she do this to me, how just how. It just all built up too fast till finally I just grabbed the mitt grievous bodily harm heart, fully prepared to throw at the mirror.

So…there I was looking at myself, my hand up in throwing gesture, but I just I guess I stopped cuz I haha thought of how mad my mom would be, how it would cost money to repair it, and well it sounds silent but I liked the mirror so that factored into it too. But…but then I erm…I thought again how practically my mom use to get upset when my brother broke stuff when he got angry and how annoyed she gets even when we break gourmandize on accident and I …I just SCREAMED I MEAN I JUST SCREAMED and threw it with all my might at the mirror breaking the soap bottle thingy ( it was a nice like glass thingy my grand ma bought me ) And it just broke and the mirror had 2 gargantuan cracks with a ilk vast gash where I threw it.

I stood there, looking at my Handy work, and just I was just still so mad that I just grabbed my hair as slopped as I could and pulled it back, still screaming, falling to my articulatio genus and once again, crying but this time just full blown tears, shivering and all…It got so bad that I started to hic up and almost threw up. I even found myself over the crapper, but I didn't.

So, ya… that happened lol. But after I calmed down finally, I got up and got dressed ( slipped over a recollective melanize HBK t-shirt, and a pair of pink pantie ) To hell with matching ! I didn't forethought ... My point was killing me and I was topnotch freakin hungry…but didn't feel exactly like cooking…lol. So I called my favorite pizza place ! Deep dish sausage paddy with special cheese..mmmmm : P wellspring while I was waiting…I was just like sorta bored and trying not to believe of finish Night, so I decided to take a movie on need ( atomic number 26 man in case any of you care. ) Oh ya, not, that it's important but I am a pretty big D/C fan ! Im a hardcore mirthful girl…so let's all hope man of sword rocks ! Cuz I am tired of marvel wtfpwnig the risible book movie world ! I mean…ya batman is cool but really heath ledger's joker made that trilogy extra, the first one was ok, third one commodity, only the darkness knight was a schoolmaster man.

Anyways…lol sorry now that that is out of my system…I will continue hehe…oh ya Pres Young justice convention ! Ok ok I'm done : P So there I was watching iron man, till finally I heard the door knock. I quickly jumped up thinking THANK GOD ! Lol…but to my dismay…lol dismay look at me being all fancy, anyways to my dismay ! It wasn't the pizza pie guy…

It's like of all the the great unwashed in the world I really didn't want to see ( other than my mom, or maybe I did want to see her who knows, surely not me ) My dad…was at the doorway UGH. Ya…needless to say I was just taken back, I immediately was like…DAD ? ! I think if I recall correctly, my vocalism even crackled lol. Ya, so like I just..haha I stood there blocking him from entering till finally he knocked me back to realness. He was like"Uh…Move ?"lol ya…that's my dad for ya : P As he walked in he took a ready look around. Becoming oddly nervous as if somehow he had cathartic power and acknowledge what had happened here endure night, I questioned him as to why he was here.

Well he saw my pants on the trading floor, I watched him just stare at them. I just…my heart began to airstream like a thousand times faster than it should, I just all I could do from panicking was I just stabbed my inner hand with my nails telling myself SHUT UP in my heading saying it's not like it's not normal to just have my gasp laying around he has no idea your being an changeling ! Then, it was like as if god was just messing with me, to defecate things speculative my dad picked up my denim, squeezing them feeling them. I was like"What are you doing ?"Then..my body just lol, just let out a big sigh of ease as he went in my pocket and grabbed out my earphone, his brass giving me that…tisk tisk aspect hehe. He saw how like…panicy I was or how just calm I had become all of a sudden not sure, but he is not one to let something go. Soooo my dad being who he is quickly began to grill me asking me."What's wrong ? Scared I was gon na find something else in your pants, and also keep your damn headphone charged Kimberly ! ( he calls me full gens when he is lecturing. )

Apparently he was worried all day because live he heard I was going by Ruben's…and he had tried to hollo me to check up, but I guess I just let my phone die out and then he had been ineffectual to hand my mom. ( I found out class later that she actually felt too awkward to verbalize to him that day.

I told him no to his questions, but he was suspicious so he had begun to riffle through my knickers pockets, which quite frankly pissed me off and I was already moody that day. So well haha honestly I just raged. I was like DAD arrest WTH. He just…typically laughed off my response telling me to becalm down, which just made it so often high-risk so I walked up to him and snatched my pants, telling him not touch my things. He then went. HEY ! You know in that way fathers do implying showing them respect, but I just rolled my eyes and said, dad Ruben dumped me, I am not in the humour.

You should roll in the hay my dad has never been wonderful with the drama spot so his reaction haha was like"Ah fuck you okay ?"lol. So ya I just was like"I'm fine."But honestly I just wanted him to go away, cipher against him I just wanted to be left alone ya know ? And also well like Ruben literally meant nothing to me haha being dumped really was soooo minor to me now. Well anyways, he wasn't seeming to get the picture that I wanted to be left alone as he sat down on the couch. But quickly after he sat down, the pizza guy finally knocked.

My dad asked who that was. I told him I had ordered pizza, he haha said"Oh nice, from genoz ?"I was like…yes…how we like it. I gave a swoon smile as he got up to go pay for it, but honestly I just was thinking…o god he isn't gon na go lol. So ya…my dad paid, placed the pizza on the board, opening it and taking a big snuff as if he had never smelled it before haha. I was like…"Dad I ordered that for myself !"And he looked at me and said"A large pizza for yourself ? Also I paid !"I was like…well it's not like I asked you too I was going to…You just sorta got to the doorway first, besides ! I was gon na eat it over the course of 2 or 3 days ! My dad though just went"Bah I'll get ya another one if you want it so bad in 3 days."I …ugh panicking I just…honestly I just figured I'd play the truth circuit board ( half truth ).

I simply just, half whispered to my dad, telling him that I love him and thanks for checking on me, but I really just take to be alone right now. I was hoping for a unsubdivided okay, maybe he takes a piece or two of pizza pie with him lol, but nope, nothing is ever that simpleton. He just grabbed a piece and sat down, pointing across from him, asking me to take a seat. I think I just like sighed and like made that motor sound with my rim haha.

So I did as he asked and sat down, but I just crossed my arms as I sat down, giving him a pretty undeservingly cold"What ?"He just well went on to tell me he was worried about me, he was worried about how I have been acting lately. He told me that he gets everyone has to go through a scratchy darn where they need to act out, but he specifically told me he was very unpleased in how I had been treating my mother…haha you could only imagine how just, crocked my mind got as I tried not to burst out in ire, and at same sentence had to get fighting back the bust that was forming. It was like he just couldn't of said anything worse as he had told me how he talked to my mom. And how she told him I just needed meter I I JUST I JUST WANTED HIM TO SHUT UP. He was praising her like she was the best freakin mother ever. He was telling me how she told him to be patient role that it's a form it will pass. He was telling me how much my mother loves me and how she would do anything for me….heh all I could remember was he should know what she has fucking done TO me.

Anyways, I guess he misread my teardrop, but then again, what sane father would see his daughter in tear and go, oh hey you must be stressed over the sex with your mother LOL ! So ya, misreading em, my dad just was all like, I am not saying this clobber to make you feel bad, I just want you to bang your mother loves you, I love you blah blah blah. It's like thanks but…you just don't know.

well needless to say lol tbh, my response as ummm less then positively charged as I just told him to please stop, that he has no idea what I am going through. My Good Book where kind, but my tone was totally, hey piss off lol. Well you know how kids and parents are, we never think they understand, but they usually do, though in this example I truly don't think he did. Though it did not quit him from giving me the old"Kim, listen I have been threw material in my life."He even gave me the you think your ma and I breaking up was leisurely on me speech - -. Honestly though the rum matter happen, I was watching my dad talk to me, being you know…a father…a parent and I just, well I melted as obtuse as that may sound, I just melted and completely instantly relaxed.

I just ha, I almost laughed but I just smiled and said thanks dad. He haha my dad is a pretty funny guy : P So my dad was just like"No prob…so we good ? Did I fix ya ?"I just glared at him and was like um I wasn't broke and you were doing big boulder clay then you jerk. So lol anyways after that it was pretty convention we talked about how big of a jerky Ruben is ( I lied a piddling ) And we both knew it was me who was the bitch but it was really relaxing bashing the guy who dumped me with my dad haha. Oh also I am a ugly sis : P BUT HE IS A BAD Dad cuz we both had a good laughter at my brother who apparently had got mugged ? I think mugged, what is it called when you fall asleep in the and someone takes your backpack lol.
So ya the residual of the day more or less was easy, we restarted the moving-picture show, I got a miniskirt public lecture of how I only ate 1 art object of pizza and how wasteful it was to rescript a turgid haha, you know just normal stuff..and god was it what I needed just some normal time with a parent. I think about half way through the final conflict view of iron man I just fell asleep, cuddle up against my dad, smiling and just not even thinking about her or the night before.

So, I guess despite having a well night of honest rest, I think I was just emotionally drained. I slept for a few hours apparently and my dad had seem to fallen asleep as well holding me hehe. Everything was just, a close to perfect as it could have been considering. But then…she came rest home. I was woken up by the door closing, and my mom going"Robert ? ? ?"My mom ha just seemed so thrown that my dad was over. I remember her cracking her cervix ( which she sometimes does when she is caught off guard ).
My dad quickly jumped up, which kinda made me sad, I even….grabbed onto him trying to keep back him for just a import longer, I loved the feeling of his chest, his smell, NOT IN A SEXUAL WAY AT ALL I never have ever had flavor for my founder, just…I was that begetter tone, like I was safe with him and I just didn't want to him to go. Sadly though, my little attempt to apply onto him failed as he just laughed me off and got up, resting my hands back onto the couch.

There was a fast conversation between the two, my mom asking why he was there and my dad asking why she wasn't picking up her telephone set. I am not sure if my mom lied or just befall to have a good reason, but the ground she gave was, she was in a meeting with a customer and had her sound muted. I remember my dad like, blowing out like his lip got big as he blew out and that's simply his typical"im tired im out guys."tell. He even stretched, yawning, looking at me. It took everything in me to not cry, it literally took my complete effort to just, not cry.

He asked if I felt better, if I was alright now. Heh it's weird. I remember feeling like, trapped like plz don't leave me alone with her ! But there was zero keeping me there ? There was zilch stopping me but myself from leaving, from not being alone with her, simply me, weird huh ? Too feel trapped but only to be trapped by yourself lol.

My mom walked my dad out the room access, I think they talked for a bit or two, not for sure what about but I didn't smell like waiting for my mom to come in and say or do something, so I simply got up off the couch and glided half dazed to my elbow room, locking the door and just falling on my bed, and rolling up into the center. I laid there, just waiting for her, finally I heard her walking down the Charles Martin Hall, stopping in front line of my door. There wasn't even a endorsement of secretiveness, the second she reached my doorway she immediately knocked, turning the handle, unsuccessfully trying to enter my way.

I didn't say a work I just sat up and looked at the door, my heart began to feel as if it was sinking down into my stomach. I was expecting her to say spread out the threshold, or something, ask how I was ? Ask to talk, I don't know, all I know is she did none of those. Instead she merely asked if I needed anything. I told her I just wanted to be left alone right now. And with a simple alright, I heard her walk away.

So I pretty much laid there for just awhile, not sure how foresighted wasn't even indisputable what time it was I am guessing bye 6, considering my mom gets home around 5:30-6 usually. Anyways I got up, bored ? But unwilling to leave my room, so I went to my ledge and finally gave in haha. My friend Amy had been trying to get me to watch Buffy the Vampire Slayer for like EVER, so I figured what the snake pit I grabbed the season 1 and figured I will finally present it a slam, she did buy me all 7 seasons after all lol…sorta gimpy b-day gift when you wanted so many other matter, but oh well lol.

Okay I got to say, did not penetrate with me at all the only if reason I even got through 4 episodes was because I had NOTHING ELSE TO DO…you know alone…cuz see, I didn't just not need to leave my room, I really did want to be left alone at that mo. So I just so you all know, it wasn't for like another year+ Did I finally watch all of Buffy haha. So it was like 11 and I was annoyingly wide awake, it was a Saturday Nox too so all my Quaker that didn't hate me lol where asking me to go out with them. And a few time I will let in I almost just called one or two and told em to come meet up with me but I just never got to it cuz, well…well I had started to wonder what my mom was doing heh.

I hadn't heard from her and I wonder if she had gone to sleep. But as I wondered if she was sleeping my mind started to think of many other things. What was she thinking all day ? Was she really just okay with everything ? I thought to myself it makes sense I mean she had wanted this longer then I right ? And well I still wasn't certain if I wanted it even after it had happened. As I walked back and forth in my room, I started to have an urge to go talk to her, to just speak to her but had no idea about what. And foolishly I walked back and Forth River in my room thinking how to verbalise to her, do I go hey mom, how was your day ? Or do I just gah I don't even know I actually thought that I just it was stressful wanting, needing to do something and having no melodic theme why, or even exactly what you wanted.

Finally I gave up and told my Quaker I was going to log Z's for the nighttime I wasn't intuitive feeling good which was a lie cuz I was just I had slept a lot that day so I was simply just too awake, despite really wanting nothing more than to just close my optic and quietus. Eventually, it wasn't even the motive that had me to see my mom tbh lol it was simply tedium, I was bored out of my head and nix seemed to be able to preserve my pastime, so I finally left my way, and slowly very slowly, taking each step to puddle sure I was ready for…w/e…and well …heh It was that pass to my way that, my dead body had begun to tingle.

I was taking my time and getting nautical mile in my stomach, wondering now that if I came to her room at night, would she get the wrongfulness melodic theme ? Would she think I wanted a repetition of close nighttime ? And then as I was outside her door, It was as if that walk from way to room was enough to just go back and forth 100000000 times on what I wanted, and now that I was in presence of her door, I was no closer to knowing. All I knew was my body was tingling, my breast were…feeling ticklish ? Haha like little finger were crawling all over them and my belly was all in burl. I ten asked myself in my nous, had I come here for something ? Am I that messed up in the head teacher that I was bored so I went to my mom to…um what ? entertain me ? *sigh*

I had decided that I was already there and I was going to at least just, public lecture to her, but honestly I was so nervous that my shoulder joint were shaking and I literally no gag was so nervous also that I debated on if I should just walk in or knock for like 3 minute of arc. I went with the picayune but agile rap on the door ( you know the loud ones you make that are short but truehearted and when you want to fire up someone up or get them out of the bathroom like ASAP ) : P.

About like half a second went by without a reply lol, so I gave it another quick knock. Then I heard my mom going"Hold on ! 1 indorse !"My script clutched spread and closed when I heard her articulation, I was nervous, but I think, I don't know maybe it's just how I feel today, but I think I might have been a trivial frantic. Anyways ! The doorway opened and my mom was wearing only a robe, that she had tightly closed. She was clearly asleep as she was rubbing her eyes, yawning a little. I remember looking at her and smiling a piddling, she was…so cute. I stood lol oddly tranquillity, not sure why but I just wanted her to greet me or something, I just didn't want to ask to come in, I just didn't. After she gathered herself a footling, she looked at me and with a smile asked me what's up haha…I just, awkwardly responded, telling her I couldn't sleep, gulping hard and scratching my principal, annoyingly aware of what I was doing and screaming at myself to stop being like such a freakin idiot lol.

Well, as I raged at myself in my head, my mom finally gave me the greeting I wanted lol. She just asked, so gently and welcoming, almost like she sounded unseasoned if that makes sense."Kim, want to come in ?"I just nodded a footling and said certain. So I came in…and haha god I was so lame back then, I sorta just stood in the room looking around as if I never been in it ... haha…Ya…lol. My mom made me jump so much when she put her hands gently but VERY unexpectedly on my shoulder, massaging them for probably half a sec, cuz when I jumped I must of startled her because she quickly let go and apologized.

I lol was like, sorry ! Back to her sorry ? Haha I know odd but w/e…So like was maybe 2-5 seconds of just inapt muteness before my mom just sat on the bed and placed her hired hand on her laps, gave me a very well what felt like a very sincere motherly grin and asked me what's up. I sorta just walked around the bed looking at it, thinking how odd it was that that is where it happened, while I just wondered how it must of looked from this point of view. I had heard her, but I had yet to respond so my mom just again asked me What's up but this time adding a"Are you okay sweetie ?"

My gaze quickly shifted from the bed back to her, I just I didn't know what to say so I nodded my head no…I nodded my no in response to"What do you require"only military issue is…she didn't ask that haha. So I guess there was a little mess up in communications, it's like I knew what she said I just was having issues forming words, and she just looked at me very business organisation and asked me what was wrong. I finally stopped, and with a knockout draught that made my ears popped a short, I said I was fine. My mom asked if I was sure, and I went back to nodding as a response.

notion weak in the human knee, I sat on the edge of the bed opposite of my mom, but for some reason I felt really really like fluttered and I stood back up, apologizing and asking if it was alright for me to sit down. My mom just haha she laughed at me = ( Not like a crazy mean value HAHAHA IDIOT FAIL joke just a short chuckle, giggle ? She laughed and I just sighed feeling pudding head, I guess causing her to put her hand over her mouth in a very VERY bad attempt in trying to stop herself from laughing.

O.K. so this is probably where you are gon na think im a sum up child/brat but I was thinking of the day I had…the mirror..I broke and how mad I had been earlier, now I didn't look angry at all in that moment but I stupidly wanted to…So I tried to summon up some ira and I snapped at her laughing and shouted"It's not rum ! God what is unseasonable with you !"…My mom immediately then stopped laughing, and she just sighed her fountainhead tilted and her heart leery. She just took a deep intimation and said"sister please, let's not fight, let's just talk okay ? How was your day ?"She asked…

I dunno, maybe I was spent, I had let out all my anger, but when she asked I tried to act upset, I tried to frown my brows and be pissed, but honestly I just the words that came out came out filled with tears as I told her about the mirror I broke…I think I told you earlier how my mom is about breaking poppycock its really one of her buttons, like it hits a nerve. So I sorta exclaim expecting her to rage but she …haha clearly wanted to cuz she started getting worked up, her intrude burst out open. But haha she let out a long whistling blow ? Not sure what to squall it lol. I apologized, I said that I would pay for it ( not surely how lol ). She just looked at me though and just said its fine. But after I guess it was really annoying her cuz she got up and I was like"hold it's really bad I haven't cleaned it yet"( no musical theme what I would of done tom ake it look better ) I was just talking out of affright. But she got up and just walked out, I quickly followed to my bathroom where she entered first, I stood at the door as she was in the middle of the room, hands on her articulatio coxae as she looked at the mirror and the shatter glass hand pump thingy all over the sink.

"I'm sorry"I said again. She, sack up as day trying very hard to restrict herself, asked why. I…I told her I didn't know. And I started to cry again and this clip bad I just slouched my side against the door and slid down the door and asked"Mom I am so fucked up what do I do ?"I guess thinking about it, it's probably messed up to ask the mortal who is sorta the problem, but I just wanted my mum. *sigh*My mom I remember hand shook hysterically at the mirror, telling me not to even concern about that, that its nothing, she quickly was on the floor with me, her hands again on my shoulders, rubbing them, trying to relax me as she said"Kimmy listen to me, there is nothing wrong with you, I just, I am dolt okay ? I put too lots on you baby, this is me not you, alright ?"

I heard her words, and I could tell she think of it, but I just stir my head no, cuz despite how solemn she was, I knew the truth. I response licking my teeth and biting my tongue, shaking my psyche in disagreement till finally the words just came pouring out."I made you mom, it's me, I…I made you, I made you"And then I just became a broken record repeating those Word, until my own shame became too peachy and I covered my face with my custody, and just weep into them hardcore.

My mom now was rubbing the side's of my shoulder furiously, telling me to please stop over, to delight listen to her. I heard her but I just wanted to just burst in that bit, I just wanted to curl up in a ball and became small, I felt torn and I just kept on crying, heaving now extremely bad into my hands. I just kept on money box my mom said something that just shocked me out of it. She said"Kimberly ! Listen to me I wanted last night to happen, I played as if you were forcing me so you felt in control, but the the true is."Then she paused and her custody went on mine, pulling my handwriting away from my boldness. I was shaking still from crying so intemperate, but I looked directly into her now tearful face, tears running down each side. She then said it again"Listen to me"She asked if I was and I weakly nodded up and down."Listen to me, I wanted to be with you I was selfish, I was legal injury, you want to be mad baby, be mad at me I am a monster. When I heard you broke up with Ruben, honest to god I was just hoping in my fucked up mind, that you'd run into my arms."

I searched her optic to see if she meant it, or was just saying what I needed to hear, but as I saw her eyes squint in….in pity ? I saw she meant it, she had got what she wanted. She continued though."I am so sorry, I truly just require you happy more than anything, but Kim I am in love with you."And that was it…I have heard her tell me over calendar month now that she had fallen in lovemaking with the person I have grown into, but it's different, the great unwashed can say the words a 100 different means, but nothing is like hearing someone say they are IN honey WITH YOU, just 4 words dim-witted as that, yet far more, revealing than any other words. I mean it, for anyone who disagrees well exquisitely, but if she had said Kim I am in love with my daughter, or kim I am in love with who you have become or anything else, I wouldn't of done what I did next. I placed my hands on the side of her face and kissed her. I was caught up in the kiss, her lips on mine again, still at this distributor point it felt so wrong but so good. I now miss that intuitive feeling as I have grown use to my mother's back talk on mine.

Sadly the tone did not stay as anger, actually did form again in me, I broke the buss memory, playing back what she had just told me. I was ferocious at the thought and I asked straight out, almost yelling it"Are you just using me now ? Hoping I just give you what you want again cuz you told me you loved me ?"My mom put her bridge player on my human knee and shook her head no and told me."I never used you Kim and I never will I swear to god I won't, but I won't lie to you about anything like this. I love you and I don't think I ever will kibosh being in erotic love with you. sanction ? But that said. I am your mother and I will protect you from anything even myself, and if you want this to end it will end. I just won't lie to you and make that I am not hopeful that you may devolve my love."

I sat there, taking in every word but honestly just blushed, my mom was telling me she was in love with me over and over and she was telling me she wanted me. I liked the parts where she said she was still my mother, but I just…I could really only think about the parts where she said she loved me, the part of returning her love. So I just sat there thinking, my mom patiently staying still just rubbing my genu gently, not rushing me at all, it was overnice.

Heh to be honest I knew my result to the doubt she hadn't technically asked, the 2d she was done speaking, I knew I was going to snog her and I knew I wanted to be with her again, but I stood there, scared, trying to find a way to be strong and resist, but I was weak lol and thank god for it. Finally I looked at her and…in my cute sorta kiddy voice I asked her if maybe we can um….go back to her elbow room. My mom let out a little chortle and winked at me saying of course.

So ya…lol we went to her elbow room and as we entered I lol figured better use this a little to my advantage and was like"So you aren't mad about the mirror right ?"She…haha okay honestly I swear I am not an idiot but her response still so bewitch me off sentry duty. She just went"Na you will do up for it."And she winked at me and….undid her robe, letting it just fall open………I I just felt so stupid I was like"Mom..that isn't rum don't say that."My mom just curled her lips and nodded, walking to me and putting her munition on my shoulders, her work force resting well perish my head as she just said"Ok, im sorry"ina very none serious tone, and she even immediately after leaned in and kissed me. This osculate I think, was our first kiss where I actually was moaning quite a bit, I wasn't so nervous this time but still was plenty, but I was enjoying myself much more, really kissing her back with everything I had….I even for first gear fourth dimension was bold a niggling and put both my hands on her shank ...

She was the one to break the kiss as she took a whole step back, slipping her gown off and letting it fall to the floor. I just stood there looking at her, almost biting my lip but it was as if I lost control of my body and my lip wouldn't move correctly haha. She then said"How about we give old Shawn a break."( O.K. for you citizenry who don't know HBK=Shawn Michaels the gallant on my jersey ). So ya my mom came to me and I think she was gon na help me take my shirt off but I just nodded my head and said"ok"and quickly slipped it off…I think she was gon na facilitate me cuz she went"oh"and let out a petty giggle like..okay then that works form of laugh.

My mom then smiled and just reached over and gave my tit a quick apprehension *sigh* haha. I twitched and she just lifted her headway forward for a sec saying"how about you get fully comfortable."I ..only took a secondment to get what she meant as I grabbed my panty to bring em down, but she told me waiting. Then she told me to"Take them off slow baby, please."So…remembering the nighttime before I, leaned forward and wedge my bum out, and began to steal them slowly but honestly I felt WAY TO EMBARASSED I just haha landing strip teasing my mom I so was not up for that yet, so I just went"Na I'm serious"And just yanked back up straight and pulled em down fast, stepping out of them and just kicking em off to the floor.

My mom rolled her middle and told me I was no fun lol ! But what she did next made me feel so stupid she, leaned down and snap up my panties, she held em stretched out for me to see…She then brought it to her face and just inhaled them. Then after…o god haha I actually don't even want to type this part, she lowered them, keeping both of her eyes sharply on mine as she bit down on the sharpness of my panties, pulling them with her teeth and letting them snap out of her lip. I just..lol I felt so just GAH I just sat down for a sec before rolling to the center of the bed….taking the Saame spot as I did the dark before. She laughed at me, making me feel stupidly and for some reason I covered my breast, whining and asking her"WHAT ? !"My mom just started laughing actually kinda hard and it was upsetting me. But I felt so dumb that I didn't even storm I was just like"Mom please stop."

She could totally tell how I said it that she really was hurting my feelings but she seemed to have a voiceless time stopping she just said"child I'm sorry you just are too endearing, you just."Then she started laughing again…but I was like MOM ! And she was like"I am so dreary just ( while laughing ) I am just, you are just so cute my baby girl, only you would just get into position like that."I…ugh I felt like my case was on fire I quickly jumped up and was like"I'm sorry I just…please discontinue laughing ! I just thought you wanted to…do um what…what we did…sorry."And my mom just was corresponding awww baby you are TOO CUTE. And she crawled on the bed, finally thankfully stopped laughing more or less, she came up to me and gave me a fast kiss. Raising her brows though she than went, sorta of asking but not really."So you liked what I did last Nox huh ?"

I just I had never felt more retarded in my life, I was just like"No I just, thought you wanted to do that…stuff again."I swear the bit the words left my mouth I was like REALLY KIM ? REALLY ? ! She just snapped her finger's breadth and pointed at me going"riiight"Honestly I was just crack embarrassed so I was just like"Can we please just move on."My mom just smile, biting her lips and letting the her lip pop out as she said"Sure we can."She then…told me to go back lay down, get comfortable she said…then teased me and said"take your view !"I was like MOM ! She was like"Okay OK, I'm done."So ya…I…as she put it…took the berth and laid back at the center of the bed. So..I laid there now feeling kinda dumb after that whole ordeal…lol.

My mom…looked at me up and down, making me blush *sigh* She then stroked her mentum and said"I changed my intellect, rollover…"I was like …um…no ? lol. Then she…uhhh lol she placed her handwriting on my stomach and rubbed it over my breadbasket playfully telling me to hail on and not be shy. . I just..I TOLD her mulct and I got up just to stop her from doing the handwriting affair on my stomach, she use to do that to me when I was little trying to get me to end throwing a fit but …ya it was kinda creeping me out now tbh. So I got up and…I rolled over to my venter, feeling really off setting, I mean I of course laid my look flat and turned it, to take care at her but it just…I felt very just like I said off.

Anyways, so there I was, on my stomach and my mom just, lol did something VERY unexpected, she put her hands on each of my incline and pushed down semi hard on my back. I remember grunting but moaning I was like holy crap that feels fucking awful ! She was the like"See, just listen to your mother ! Relax okay ?"And I just placed my face forward and nodded ( assuming she saw me ) Cuz she went up my spinal column and pushed again. I, even till today I love having her push on my back it feels slap-up, I have tried to have others do it and I dunno maybe cuz I have only ever had guys do it other than her and it's usually they hurt, but it felt really good that night having her do it. So haha she did that for about 5 min and she punched my back also, rubbed it really good, all total probably like 10 min hehe. And then she stopped.

After helping me relax hehe, my mom gave me a quick osculation on my back, asking me if I felt a little better…I …I just honestly felt so much more relax but she gives such great massages that I said, trying to be adorable but half serious"5 more minutes and I'll be smashing ! Please and ty !"She hates when I say plz and ty : P But I guess she really wanted me to just feel relaxed, cuz she said okay steady and kissed my back again and rubbed my back some more, my neck and she finished by rubbing my head, I WAS IN HEAVEN, honestly I never had anyone give way me a massage before, and I had…been stressed lately and I guess she just knew what I needed heh…

Anyways we chatted also during it was actually …nice I am so well-chosen she did that cuz it did completely unbend me, and it just, I needed that not just the massage but the conversation, we talked about my Quaker Lisa, body of work, and my dad's softheaded compulsion with Genoz pizza. So…I hypothesis after my mom was done, she got close to my ear and said, well asked …um"So ready to really decompress now babe ?"…God after the massage and stuff I dunno I just loved when she called me babe now : P

I just, I knew what she meant so I was a minuscule hesitant, also I sorta just wanted her to retain rubbing me : P but I just nodded yes. And I began to wheel over. But my mom stopped me going"No no Kimmy, just relax stick around down."I just…I was ilk erm O.K., kinda just assuming she was gon na rub me some more haha ! Maybe my legs ? I dunno all I know was I loved being spoiled like this !
Little interruption for a present moment, my mom totally must of wanted me for awhile cuz I remember thinking how the hell is this woman unmarried, she is only 18 years older then I ( yep that's right 36 ) She highly above norm, she is no model but she looks 28 ish, and I just I don't get how the inferno somebody else didn't grab her up lol, I guess SHE IS PICKY.

Okay back to the well theatrical role : P sorry. So like I was laying there expecting some more back rubbing but instead she said…very um cute yet seductively."Do me a favor babe fille, please lift your beautiful ass for me."Haha I …god I remember my reaction I just was 100 % like"WHAT ? ! NO ?"I even tried lfiting my head but she playfully pushed my oral sex back down and went"ejaculate on, barricade playing the shy board hun, just ask yourself this, okay ?"I just…whispered okay in response."Just ask yourself if you want mommy to ready you cum really intemperate, if so then do I say !"I …lol I was like…ma…don't like talk like that. She then asked if I really didn't like when she does. I just shrugged and told her maybe I just need time to get use to it, I am just so use to hearing her talk a certain way it's crazy to get a line her talk like this now…to me.

So my mom…being the smartass she is, catch my impudence and started massaging them going"Ok then."Her voice…changed like she was telling me to do my homework and she simply said"Kimberly Blank lacuna ( no offense don't want to get my centre and last name ) Lift your ass right now Danton True Young lady."I…haha I am not certain if that is exactly what I had in mind im 99.9 % sure it wasn't but I sorta liked it so I obeyed, besides she was already…um spreading my boldness and poppycock so that also kinda helped in the sensation that it would get been stupid to render off to her what she was already …playing with ?

So I did as she said, lifting my butt in the air, my knees sliding up the bed into the blanket. My mom placed her hands on my waist, assist me in raising my behind in presentation for her…*sigh* So ya…there I was, my arms up and crossed, forehead resting on them with my knees up on the bed, my butt up in the air, breast only nipples touching barely the bed. She wasted no time…I just I didn't even get a moment to be embarrassed of the affectedness I was in as she just got behind me and dive right in…

It caught me so off guard that I jumped a little yelping"wait time lag hold on !"But she did not even decelerate down, she gliding her hands up and down my brass while she licked my pussy in up and down in circles…I, felt so much more spicy being in this position…I felt…degraded, and…more on display I suppose. Which may not hit mother wit but it is what it is. I moaned and shivered and a character of me truly displeased the position I was in but anytime I would try to dissent, all that would scat my lips was the word mom between the groan I could not help but release.

After about if I had to guess 5 minute of arc, I had my first orgasm of the Nox, but as my soundbox tightened and my nous just exploded, my mom did not slack at all, instead she rewarded my orgasm with a finger's breadth inside me…It was…too much never had I had something truly inside me other then myself, and now my mother, it was my mother that was inside. I felt her finger's breadth wiggle around inside me and I felt violated, not …erm not bad just I felt like, like I was truly being touched, like a share of me that wasn't supposed to be touched by her was just hers to do with as she pleased. It was wild how a good deal my body my entire body just focused on this 1 little fingerbreadth in me that seemed to control my entire body with every motion it did.

My mom now removing her rima oris from my ass, she now adjusted herself to the incline of me…keeping her in-between finger inside me, the respite of her bridge player squeezing my posterior. With her other hand she glidded over my back, calling me a adept lady friend and how beautiful I was, but it was when she said"God I love you Kim."that just sent me over the edge, I came again, and this time I could feel my consistency tighten its grip on her digit as if it didn't want to let it go I felt so……so..just silly to ingest something in me moving around so very much I somehow wanted to hide my inside from it, but at the same time…I wanted more…so a lot more.

As she continued to just finger me…her finger rubbing me inside, with her dislodge hand she was now gently flicking at my teat, she continued to do this, asking me how it felt, asking me if I loved it. I never gave her an answer…I just moaned and yelped as I came for the thirdly sentence, and with my one-third orgasm she seemed to almost chute by how it felt back behind her, diving her face back in, and making…very very gaudy slurping noises which just….made me feel so GAH it was like she was literally pushing how much my thinker could take as I nearly caused my lips to phlebotomise I bit them so hard.

Finally and I mean finally after 3 John R. Major orgasms and many little one that followed after, she stopped, but only for brief of moment as she placed her hands on my waist, and roughly and forcefully turned me over. My arm even hurt as it was stuck for a second before I popped it out from half underneath me. I looked at her and she just had this smiling, this grin like she….she was having the time of her life-time, I just…what could I do but smile back. My legs I kept widely as I was so exhausted, gasping for air. But she was not done with me yet. No…she now crawled over me, keeping herself hovering above me with her bridge player on the side of me, I shivered though as I looked at her breast, and felt her thighs touch my own.

My eyes were one-half shut as she kissed me, but they shot exposed with surprise as I ..I tasted…I tasted me on her lips…and it was…different. My mom broke the kiss raising herself, smiling and telling me again that she loves me. I just…I think I cried a piffling, but my eyes also looked down as I saw and felt her helping hand rule its way to my pussy again…inserting it's self back in, her thumb rubbing my button as her middle digit twirled and thrust its way around and in me. My head jerked back as I had a riffle of little orgasm shoot through my body…my mom leaned down ( sorta impressive imo considering she was holding herself up with 1 arm pretty much did a 1 arm thrust up, well I mean she was half egg laying on me but not the item ! ) And she lowered herself taking my chest into her mouth…and that right there was my first o god present moment, where I just came screaming the words oh god.

As I came my mom bit on my teat and pushed on my button, and her fingerbreadth picked up a good deal stop number, and she just kept on and kept on forcing my dead body to rebel. She took her rima oris off my breast as my soundbox rised, she just wouldn't end her finger jabbing its self in and out of me so libertine and I just it was too much I was so sensitive all I was doing now was going"mom mom mom mom"I wanted to say mom sufficiency plz but only mom kept coming out as I just had the most mightily by far orgasm ever and she just wouldn't I even started to drive for her to get off me, but that only seemed to stimulate her try to go faster though impossible I think. I started to wiggle now, the sensation becoming unbearable I pleaded now"Mom plz stop mom !"but instead of stopping she latched back to my boob, sucking and making popping sounds as I wiggled out of her sassing uncontrollably. Finally and god do I signify finally she slowed down, I am guessing her deal got tired….lol. She didn't take out her finger though…simply stopped leaving her finger resting in me and letting her organic structure just slacken on top of me.

My breathing was so quick it was actually hurting a niggling haha. My handwriting where now on my mother's back, just feeling her backbone and holding her in..I think gratefulness ? I think it's normal to just be grateful when someone makes you feel like that. My mom's breast were smashed against me half on mine one-half below them, my mom looking up at me, swearing haha I guess she really gave it her all, and I just looked down at her and around the room thinking what the hell just happened that, beyond Scripture.

After just laying there for many minutes, my extremely sensible eubstance jumped entirely as my mom finally removed her finger, pushing up and getting off me. I…I was hot and sticky it wasn't like the night before where I got a great orgasm this was…more and my body had felt like it just had been through a immense trial by ordeal ( I guess it was ). I was hot…really hot…like I felt ilk just spent and on fire. My mom sat up, and looked at me, giving me another trice and about to say something but I said"No mom great job."And she just laughed like a quick joke and then made a very adorable face, her brows up as she said"Well thanks."I just…I…then asked if I may ask for 1 More thing. And..her reception brought weeping to my eyes."Anything Kim, I'm yours."I…I asked her if maybe…if she didn't head and keep in mind I was still breathing quite hard so it took 10 indorsement extra to get the words out, but I was like mom…maybe even If you wake up first, you can stay in bed public treasury I wake up please.

My mom looked at me, tears now formed in her eyes and she said"Kim I am sorry about this morning…"She seemed like she was gon na go on but I just shook my head and said plz don't, just lets think about tonight, just forebode me when I wake up you will be there. She tilted her header down and said"I promise, I will never allow for you."She then got up and went and got a blanket again, I watched her for just a bit but then I just laid back with the bountiful grinning on my typeface, thinking how foolish I had been today for not be okay with this, for being so furious. My mom came back to bed with the mantle, and two pillows, she helped my capitulum up and placed 1 under me, and tossing the mantle over me. She then proceeded to slip under the blanket and putting her arm around my stomach, kissing my buttock and saying she loved me, and finally before I closed for my eyes for the Night, I said it back."I love you…Lesley."Although she gave me this really shocked look cuz I used her epithet and we both just laughed a little well more her I more just weakly giggled, I was exhausted : P. Anyways she held me and I asked for TV on and fell asleep to something and my mom holding me hehe.

So ya that's the um tale of the day after, I truly hope you enjoyed and I would make out feedback, this was much harder to recall seeing as I had to try to remember a day specifically but I tried my hardest to do well.

Oh ya P.S. Since I had started sharing my mom and I relationship, I have been met with expected but I feel stupid anger and abuse towards us. You know what to all you haters out there, I simply have this to say. I am not the overbold or the Wise person out there, but I have learned this in my sprightliness sentence. dear is weak and flimsy. bonk conquers zip. Love is something that must be protected, and more importantly fought for. That's what I did throughout my life that's what we did, we fought for love and happiness, can you say the same ?