Daddy ( 4 )
Bdsm, Boy, Masturbation, Virginity, Young*Author's Note- This is based of the KoRn song"Daddy,"and this is just how I would view the event of the song to go by, if you don't know the chronicle of the birdsong, smell it up. I hope I've done the song justice, with a spin of my own at the end, even though for those of you who have listened to the song, the melt down of Jon ( the singer ) at the end of the racetrack sort of inspired the shoemaker's last launching. Enjoy. : ) *
submission One- April 20th 20**
Had a good day with mom and dad today, we went out with some of their friends and their nestling to the beach. I didn't play much with them though, I'm kinda shy and don't get along with near nipper. They sorta make fun of me virtually of the time anyway.
Something matter to though, a new neighbor that moved in last calendar week joined us, mom said it would be"hostpitabel"or something like that, she said her public figure was Liz. She seemed sort of nice, she was pretty to, she kept most of the son around her including me, she must sustain a son of her own ‘ cus she knew the kind of things we like, talking about game and stuff.
She had us talking about lady friend at some level saying"Some can be strange, but sometimes mature is a better path to go."I don't really bang what she meant but when she said it she gave me a particular aspect, I don't know why though. I don't like drawing attention to myself, but I really did savor talking to her, and when the others went to make for on the beach, I stayed with her and talked.
No one has listened to me talk that long since I don't know when, I think we can be good Quaker.
unveiling Two- April 27th 20**
I forgot to grab my key before heading to school and got locked out of the house for awhile. Mom and dad were still at workplace so I checked with the neighbors, only Liz was home though. She let me in and I told her what happened, she said I could use her sound to prognosticate my parents. When I did they said I should ask Liz if I could stay on with her until they came home in an hour. She said it was ok.
We talked about school and things. She showed me around her house, but she wouldn't let me go in a certain room, she said it was her"special place,"I'm not sure what she was talking about, but she said"every grown up has one."
I'll have to make sure and ask mom and dad about theirs…
Entry Three- May 5th 20**
I don't have many friend, really none to be true, but Liz said she would be my friend.
I'm so happy, I've never had a friend as good as her. She lets me stay over when I get place from school, mom and dad said it was ok, I think they're just well-chosen that I finally have a friend.
Liz hugged me really tight, I almost couldn't breathe, when I came and visited her today, she says she missed me. I didn't get to see her all weekend. I know I was blushing really gruelling, I could find every part of her when she gave me that hug and it made me kinda embarrassed, but then she let go and gave me some cooky and we talked about what she did before she moved.
She was a doc in California, it made me question why she moved all the way to the former side of the US, she said she needed some rest away from the city, and she has family unit here. She says she has a son about my age, but she doesn't get to see him often cus he lives with his dad. She got a sad look on her face, but then she looked at me and smiled and said"but its ok, as long as you keep me company Davey."And she stroked my face and I felt the blush pop back up. Only mom has ever done that to me and it felt unearthly, but, at the Same time I did like it.
I like Liz.
entranceway Four- May 25th 20**
I can't recollect what happened today. Mom and dad took me to the infirmary because I blacked out and Liz's. They didn't find anything wrong but they are keeping me all-night.
I was at Liz's like pattern, she greeted me with her hug which I've gotten used to, and she took me into the kitchen to pass me some chocolate chip biscuit. I noticed the biscuit tasted a bit differently then common, but I didn't say anything because I didn't want to bruise her feeling, so I kept eating them.
Everything was exquisitely, but after I ate a twain of biscuit I started to sense a bit sleepy, and I started to swing in my chair and bumble in what I was saying to her. Then, I think it was just a"halloosination"but Liz smiled really Weird at me and put her hand on the upper component of my thigh at touched me…there, before everything went blank.
I didn't enjoin mom or dad, I don't want to get her trouble for something I imagined.
I can still feel that stir though…
entry Five- June 3rd 20**
Everything has been rule with Liz, I haven't blacked out again, and she hasn't made any motility towards me. But I can still feel that touch, and my private parts still feel weird, really sensitive.
I saw this pretty girl the other day and it stood straight up, I've never had it happen and I got scare off. I told mom and dad, and they said it was all right and instinctive and didn't do anything after.
Late that night, I stayed up and it got hard again and I wondered what it would feel like to rival it. When I did it felt really goodness, and I continued, then I felt REALLY commodity, and then my penis exploded with this ashen viscid poppycock, I don't know what it was, but I cleaned it up.
I didn't order mom or dad.
entry 6- June 11th 20**
Liz has gotten a bit strange, she kissed me on the impudence today, and laid her script on my thigh when we were watching a movie, I didn't move it though, it felt kinda soundly and made my penis hard again. I hid it with a pillow so she couldn't see.
I hope she didn't, I don't want to transgress her. I wonder if she does that too when she gets mad, I've never seen her or mom do it though. I'll have to ask.
Entry 7- July 4th 20**
Why did she do that ? Why ? I don't understand ? Daddy, why didn't you believe me ? She hurt me and you don't concern.
Liz, I thought you were my friend, and you hurt me.
I feel so alone, no one will believe me. She says she was going to love me, and she touched me, run me to her"peculiar place"a red elbow room with a big bed, she made me undress, then tied me to the bed and played with me.
She got naked…she made me feel good, ripe than my hand.
NO ! nO ! WhY ? ! I didn't want it ! Why ! She made me pappa ! Pleeease…believe me !
Tied down…
That's a good boy…
No one heard my screams…
I feel…dirty…
WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY…
entranceway 8- August 20**
She keeps doing it, she keeps hurting me, wHy…whyyyy, why won't you belive me mommy, why ? Fuck you ! No, Fuck ! I don't want it…
I don't want to hurt anymore…why does it have to hurt…
Entry 9- October 20**
TheY woNT think me, whY ? What haev I donE to deseeerveee thisss ?
Daddy…it hurts…it hurrtsss…it huuuuuurtssss…
Entry 10- Its covered in blood, found in Liz's home. Dated November 6th 20**
wHY ? Wyh du u Hve to dOo thsi ? to mE ? I aM ur SON ? WhY do U noT belIEVE me ? I haD tooo terminate itt, sHe kept pain ME and YOU DIDN'T CARE ! fUck YOU !
It's OVER NOW isn't it dad ? I'M coVereD in her profligate now, in a WHORE'S roue !
I feel dirty, help me…
female parent please forgive me, I just had to get out all my botheration and hurt. Now that I am done remember, I will always bang you. I'm your son…
Can I be your pop ?
**Thanks for reading, this is one of my favorite songs by KoRn, and I felt the urge to write a fic about it. This is my outset fic as well, and I think I will jump writing more. I hope you've enjoyed, rate and give feedback. **