So um little warning, this part of my uh tale ? I guess tale is redress word, um is a little darker. Sorry but it's dead on target, not too dark just, I was going through many emotions the day after.

I awoke the morning after feeling like I had slept for twenty-four hour period. At first the night before with my female parent felt like a dream, that was until I vastly became mindful of my nakedness. I grinded my tooth as I do when I am trying to veil how aflutter I am, so I guess I was trying to hide it from myself ? After though my initial awe of what happened passed, I realized I heard the exhibitioner on, quickly I rolled onto my spinal column, spirit with my manus the edges of the bed.

My mother had already slipped out of the bed. I sat up, blanket falling down and my breast just out and exposed. I remember looking down at them and blushing, scratching the incline of my face, but the embarrassment quickly became overwhelming as I looked around for my shirt. It wasn't in the room so I just fell back into the bed, curling up this time and making for certain I was wrapped from metrical unit to neck. I pretty much just laid there silently looking at my mitt, caressing my fingerbreadth with my quarter round, lol like as if I was trying to pee for certain I was existent or something…

The disturbance of the scarper water had long stopped, I had to start to marvel what was taking my mom so long, but didn't honestly put too much thought into it, just paused every now and then to hear. Oh mighty ! You should get laid she has her own bath connected to her bedroom, so ya lol. So ya I just sorta laid there until the speech sound of the lav room access opening made me jump. I got up with a smile on my face…but sadly it was quickly gone and I was holding back tears once again as I saw my mom fixing her sleeves for work. .

You know, now that I am a bit former, I'd like to call back a tad wiser : P hehe. I realize now that one of the major thing that change as you grow up, is you are truly learn the lesson that life simply goes on. It isn't that the night before wasn't as important to her as it was to me, simply that I was younger and had yet learn that fact, I was a kid and something major had happened to me, so in the typical child reply, I had expected the full world to terminate and feel as if it had changed also. So ya unaware of that life moral, I was insanely hurt by the fact that she was going to turn so easily.

Hurt and pissed, I looked at her with the most annoyed cheek I could make. middle squinted hard and mouth closed harshly. Once my mom noticed my blaze at her, she huffed and her hands hit the side of her thighs. ( that was her, what's up ? What's haywire move that I had became very use to ). And you should jazz I hated that, she knew I hated that, it's like kinda rude in my optic ? Just say the words. Well I like breathed out through my olfactory organ pissed that she did that, but instead of her usual reply of going"Oh what is it ?"Instead this clip she gently asked."Kim, baby, what's wrong ?"I sharply looked back at her, and simply said zilch !

My mom, I guess trying to be patient, sat at the boundary of the bed, and said the very LITERALLY the perfect thing I thought she should of said."Honey, do you desire me to bide home ? We can talk about, well, anything you want."Heh…she said the language, she even looked like she truly meant it, so even till today, I ask myself, why didn't I just accept her offer ? Why did I have to be a bitch. *sigh* So ya instead of saying, yes please ! I need you to detain ! No instead of I just got out of bed, keeping the blanket tightly held to my thorax, responding to her without even looking at her."No I'm fine, go to work."Was all I had to say. Oh little funny side note haha was actually voiceless shuffling with my foot over the blanket ( im not tall LOL ! )

I guess trying to be a skilful mom, she cut me off at the door*sigh* It's like, you know when you are just so angry, but you want to like…you need to just barricade being mad you want to just say"hey I'm sorry."But you don't….well that was this case. She cut me off asking me, pleading with me to please speak to her. But being the refractory little terror that I was AND YES I ADMIT IT I WAS…key word is was…anyways ! I just told her in a very low but stern tone"Please just let me go to my room, I want to be left alone, okay ? !"

My mom simply put her header down, I remember this action very well cuz, well…cuz I just wanted to grab her and…yes snog her. But as you may recite, this day was just becoming a pattern of affair I wish I did differently cuz well, I just nodded for her to open the door, and left as she did.

Now in my room, I dropped the blanket, crying quietly to myself, but my helping hand shook it's self into a fist as I grabbed my hair, I hated myself in that moment, but I wasn't sure as shooting what I hated myself for, the sex, or giving her the cold shoulder joint after. I know sex is never what we want it to be our first gear times, but my problem wasn't this, it was the opposite damn it. I was angry that, she was perfect she wasn't this giant I partly wanted her to be, she was gentle and loving the total clip, and it was amazing, dare I say everlasting for me ?

But It was with my mother and I was upset, raise up how much I had enjoyed myself.
fountainhead feeling really weird just being naked, I had decided to find some clothes. I walked to my closet, but stopped as I heard the social movement door open and close…I remembering just, I dunno, snickering ? in disappointment that she actually left, and just shrugging it off, telling myself…fuck her.

So ya, feeling too many emotions to deal with, I decided to …well occupy a shower to relax/erm…clean up ya…So ya..there I was in the exhibitioner, hands against the paries, eyes closed and me just trying to relax, trying to just consecrate on the hot water system running down my body, I had it so hot my peel was turning pink lol. Sadly, the magic of a dainty hot shower, did not work on this time as I, well began once again playing back the outcome of last night, though this clip was dissimilar, my mom drifted not to what she had done to me, but to her body, how ….how gravel she looked, and I found myself starting to become very turned on.

I remember my helping hand, drifting down my breast and cupping my left bosom. I massaged myself gently, blushing, pretending it was my mom's hired hand on me. For a minute I think I just stood there massaging my tit, rubbing my breadbasket with my other hand, avoiding actually touching my pussy. Then, heh it's weird where our minds go sometimes…or well mine at to the lowest degree, I thought of my father…I persuasion of my brothers and I began to think of what they would think…then of how my Friend would judge me, what they would say of me if they knew and I just 100 % immediately stopped…no yearner did I even have the energy to fight the knot in my venter or even cry, so instead I simply sat down in the exhibitioner, slouching myself up against the corner, just sitting there for not sure how long, but felt like 15 min+.
I guess just simply the warmth had became too often, or just sitting on the hard shower base for so long my bum was going asleep : P So I had decided to finally get out, I poured somebody washables on my men and just gave myself a immediate cleanup, you know, shampoo ect ect hehe.

So ya this is sorta when I lost it…lol. When I exited the exhibitioner, I didn't even grab a towel, I just felt kinda like a zombie, drained…mentally exhausted. Then…I don't know…I looked at the mirror which now was super foggy, I leaned over jumping from the coldness I felt as my skin touched the boundary of the sink. I wiped away as much as I could ( im short ! ) and ya I mean I just stepped back and looked at myself.
I was just, I was confused. I looked at myself thinking, what, I mean what could she possible see me in me that was so big ? I examined myself from head to waist. I thought, my heart are kinda pretty…maybe she liked them ? Then I looked at my breast, I…I never really looked at them like this before I always thought they where kinda nice, I developed early, but…never really saw them as objects of desire before. I looked at them, remembering like, like how practically my mom just seemed to…erm savor them. I…just, I became quickly embarrassed tbh, and even felt a little pudding head, trying to think of what my own female parent found best about me…haha*sigh*

Well…needless to say embarrassment quickly turned into shame *Sigh* and ignominy quickly became anger. I was angry…angry at myself but wanting to put all the blame on her…I foolishly did and I just became filled with rage, so often rage it was like I woke up, my organic structure just got all this energy and ire and I just I didn't know where to place it like I needed to physically put it somewhere and I just looked at myself and I just was thinking how, like god how could I allow this happen, how could she do this to me, how just how. It just all built up too fast till finally I just grabbed the hand easy lay pump, fully prepared to hurl at the mirror.

So…there I was looking at myself, my hand up in throwing gesture, but I just I guess I stopped cuz I haha thought of how mad my mom would be, how it would be money to repair it, and well it sounds mute but I liked the mirror so that factored into it too. But…but then I erm…I thought again how lots my mom use to get upset when my brother broke clobber when he got angry and how miffed she gets even when we break stuff on accident and I …I just SCREAMED I mean I JUST SCREAMED and threw it with all my might at the mirror breaking the soap bottleful thingy ( it was a skillful like trash thingy my grand piano ma bought me ) And it just broke and the mirror had 2 giant cracks with a comparable vast slice where I threw it.

I stood there, looking at my ready to hand work, and just I was just still so mad that I just grabbed my hair as tight as I could and pulled it back, still screaming, falling to my knees and once again, crying but this meter just full phase of the moon blown weeping, shivering and all…It got so bad that I started to hic up and almost threw up. I even found myself over the toilet, but I didn't.

So, ya… that happened lol. But after I calmed down finally, I got up and got dressed ( slipped over a long black HBK t-shirt, and a pair of pinko panties ) To hell with matching ! I didn't care ... My head was killing me and I was super freakin hungry…but didn't feel exactly like cooking…lol. So I called my favorite pizza property ! Deep cup of tea sausage Mickey with supernumerary cheese..mmmmm : P wellspring while I was waiting…I was just like sorta bored and trying not to call back of conclusion night, so I decided to engage a moving-picture show on demand ( Iron man in case any of you care. ) Oh ya, not, that it's authoritative but I am a pretty big D/C fan ! Im a hardcore amusing girl…so let's all hope man of steel John Rock ! Cuz I am tired of marvel wtfpwnig the risible book movie cosmos ! I mean…ya batman is cool but really heath daybook's joker made that trilogy exceptional, the kickoff one was ok, third one trade good, only the dark knight was a master piece.

Anyways…lol sorry now that that is out of my system…I will go along hehe…oh ya young justice rules ! Ok ok I'm done : P So there I was watching Iron man, till finally I heard the doorway knocking. I quickly jumped up thinking THANK GOD ! Lol…but to my dismay…lol consternation look at me being all fancy, anyways to my alarm ! It wasn't the pizza guy…

It's like of all the masses in the human race I really didn't want to see ( other than my mom, or maybe I did want to see her who knows, surely not me ) My dad…was at the door UGH. Ya…needless to say I was just taken back, I immediately was like…DAD ? ! I think if I recall correctly, my voice even crackled lol. Ya, so like I just..haha I stood there blocking him from entering till finally he knocked me back to realism. He was like"Uh…Move ?"lol ya…that's my dad for ya : P As he walked in he took a speedy look around. Becoming oddly aflutter as if somehow he had physic ability and knew what had happened here last night, I questioned him as to why he was here.

Well he saw my pant on the floor, I watched him just stare at them. I just…my heart began to race like a thousand times faster than it should, I just all I could do from panicking was I just stabbed my inner hand with my nails telling myself SHUT UP in my head saying it's not like it's not normal to just cause my pants laying around he has no thought your being an half-wit ! Then, it was like as if god was just messing with me, to make believe things worse my dad picked up my denim, squeezing them feeling them. I was like"What are you doing ?"Then..my body just lol, just let out a big suspiration of easing as he went in my scoop and grabbed out my phone, his face giving me that…tisk tisk look hehe. He saw how like…panicy I was or how just calm I had become all of a sudden not sure, but he is not one to let something go. Soooo my dad being who he is quickly began to grill me asking me."What's wrongly ? Scared I was gon na find something else in your drawers, and also keep your red cent phone charged Kimberly ! ( he calls me full epithet when he is lecturing. )

Apparently he was disquieted all day because last he heard I was going by Ruben's…and he had tried to call me to check up, but I guess I just let my phone die out and then he had been unable to reach my mom. ( I found out yr later that she actually felt too awkward to speak to him that day.

I told him no to his questions, but he was fishy so he had begun to undulate through my gasp pockets, which quite frankly pissed me off and I was already moody that day. So well haha honestly I just raged. I was like DAD occlusive WTH. He just…typically laughed off my chemical reaction telling me to tranquillise down, which just made it so a lot worse so I walked up to him and snatched my knickers, telling him not touch my things. He then went. HEY ! You know in that way Father-God do implying showing them respect, but I just rolled my eyes and said, dad Ruben dumped me, I am not in the mood.

You should bonk my dad has never been wonderful with the drama place so his chemical reaction haha was like"Ah nookie you okay ?"lol. So ya I just was like"I'm fine."But honestly I just wanted him to leave, cipher against him I just wanted to be left alone ya get laid ? And also well like Ruben literally meant nothing to me haha being dumped really was soooo minor to me now. fountainhead anyways, he wasn't seeming to get the icon that I wanted to be left alone as he sat down on the couch. But quickly after he sat down, the pizza guy finally knocked.

My dad asked who that was. I told him I had ordered pizza, he haha said"Oh nice, from genoz ?"I was like…yes…how we like it. I gave a syncope smile as he got up to go pay for it, but honestly I just was thinking…o god he isn't gon na go lol. So ya…my dad paid, placed the pizza on the table, opening it and taking a big sniff as if he had never smelled it before haha. I was like…"Dad I ordered that for myself !"And he looked at me and said"A large pizza pie for yourself ? Also I paid !"I was like…well it's not like I asked you too I was going to…You just sorta got to the door first, besides ! I was gon na eat it over the course of 2 or 3 days ! My dad though just went"Bah I'll get ya another one if you want it so bad in 3 days."I …ugh panicking I just…honestly I just figured I'd play the Sojourner Truth placard ( half trueness ).

I simply just, half whispered to my dad, telling him that I love him and thanks for checking on me, but I really just need to be alone right now. I was hoping for a mere okey, maybe he takes a while or two of pizza pie with him lol, but nope, null is ever that simple. He just grabbed a while and sat down, pointing across from him, asking me to lead a seat. I think I just like sighed and like made that motor speech sound with my lips haha.

So I did as he asked and sat down, but I just crossed my arms as I sat down, giving him a pretty undeservingly frigid"What ?"He just well went on to distinguish me he was worried about me, he was worried about how I have been acting lately. He told me that he gets everyone has to go through a rough patch where they need to act out, but he specifically told me he was very unpleased in how I had been treating my mother…haha you could only imagine how just, tight my head got as I tried not to abound out in anger, and at Same clock time had to begin fighting back the binge that was forming. It was like he just couldn't of said anything worse as he had told me how he talked to my mom. And how she told him I just needed time I I JUST I JUST WANTED HIM TO SHUT UP. He was praising her like she was the best freakin mother ever. He was telling me how she told him to be affected role that it's a stage it will overhaul. He was telling me how much my female parent loves me and how she would do anything for me….heh all I could believe was he should know what she has fucking done TO me.

Anyways, I guess he misinterpret my tears, but then again, what sane Fatherhood would see his girl in tears and go, oh hey you must be stressed over the sex with your female parent LOL ! So ya, misreading em, my dad just was all like, I am not saying this material to make you feel bad, I just want you to know your mother loves you, I love you blah blah blah. It's like thanks but…you just don't know.

Well needless to say lol tbh, my chemical reaction as ummm less then positive as I just told him to delight terminate, that he has no approximation what I am going through. My words where kind, but my quality was totally, hey piss off lol. fountainhead you know how tike and parents are, we never think they understand, but they usually do, though in this pillowcase I truly don't think he did. Though it did not stop him from giving me the old"Kim, listen I have been threw stuff in my life."He even gave me the you think your ma and I breaking up was easy on me lecture - -. Honestly though the oddest matter happen, I was watching my dad talk to me, being you know…a father…a parent and I just, well I melted as speechless as that may sound, I just melted and completely instantly relaxed.

I just ha, I almost laughed but I just smiled and said thanks dad. He haha my dad is a pretty funny guy : P
So my dad was just like"No prob…so we soundly ? Did I fix ya ?"I just glared at him and was like um I wasn't broke and you were doing great till then you jerk. So lol anyways after that it was pretty normal we talked about how big of a tug Ruben is ( I lied a short ) And we both knew it was me who was the kick but it was really relaxing bashing the guy who dumped me with my dad haha. Oh also I am a horrible sister : P BUT HE IS A BAD Dad cuz we both had a good laugh at my brother who apparently had got mugged ? I think mugged, what is it called when you fall asleep in the and person takes your rucksack lol.

So ya the respite of the day more or less was slowly, we restarted the movie, I got a mini lecture of how I only ate 1 opus of pizza pie and how wasteful it was to fiat a large haha, you know just normal stuff..and god was it what I needed just some normal clock time with a parent. I think about half way through the final fight view of iron man I just fell asleep, cuddle up against my dad, smiling and just not even thinking about her or the Nox before.

So, I guess despite having a well nighttime of good sleep, I think I was just emotionally drained. I slept for a few hours apparently and my dad had seem to fallen asleep as well holding me hehe. Everything was just, a close to perfect as it could ingest been considering. But then…she came nursing home. I was woken up by the door closing, and my mom going"Henry Martyn Robert ? ? ?"My mom ha just seemed so thrown that my dad was over. I remember her cracking her neck ( which she sometimes does when she is caught off guard duty ).

My dad quickly jumped up, which kinda made me sad, I even….grabbed onto him trying to hold open him for just a import longer, I loved the spirit of his chest, his tone, NOT IN A SEXUAL WAY AT ALL I never have ever had feelings for my father, just…I was that father flavour, like I was dependable with him and I just didn't want to him to go. Sadly though, my fiddling endeavour to hold onto him failed as he just laughed me off and got up, resting my bridge player back onto the couch.

There was a spry conversation between the two, my mom asking why he was there and my dad asking why she wasn't picking up her speech sound. I am not sure if my mom lied or just happen to have a good intellect, but the reason she gave was, she was in a meeting with a client and had her phone muted. I remember my dad like, blowing out like his lips got big as he blew out and that's simply his typical"im tired im out guys."tell. He even stretched, yawning, looking at me. It took everything in me to not cry, it literally took my over effort to just, not cry.

He asked if I felt better, if I was alright now. Heh it's weird. I remember feeling like, trapped like plz don't leave me alone with her ! But there was nothing keeping me there ? There was nothing stopping me but myself from leaving, from not being alone with her, simply me, eldritch huh ? Too feel trapped but only to be trapped by yourself lol.

My mom walked my dad out the door, I think they talked for a minute of arc or two, not sure as shooting what about but I didn't feel like waiting for my mom to come in and say or do something, so I simply got up off the lounge and glided one-half dazed to my elbow room, locking the threshold and just falling on my bed, and rolling up into the center. I laid there, just waiting for her, finally I heard her walking down the hall, stopping in front of my door. There wasn't even a second of silence, the second she reached my door she immediately knocked, turning the hold, unsuccessfully trying to enter my room.

I didn't say a work I just sat up and looked at the door, my heart began to experience as if it was sinking down into my tum. I was expecting her to say unfold the door, or something, ask how I was ? Ask to talk, I don't know, all I know is she did none of those. Instead she merely asked if I needed anything. I told her I just wanted to be left alone right now. And with a simple alright, I heard her walk away.

So I pretty much laid there for just awhile, not sure how farsighted wasn't even sure what time it was I am guessing passing 6, considering my mom gets home around 5:30-6 usually. Anyways I got up, bored ? But unwilling to leave my room, so I went to my shelves and finally gave in haha. My champion Amy had been trying to get me to watch Buffy the Vampire slayer for like EVER, so I figured what the inferno I grabbed the season 1 and figured I will finally pay it a blastoff, she did buy me all 7 seasons after all lol…sorta crippled b-day gift when you wanted so many early affair, but oh well lol.

Okay I got to say, did not get through with me at all the but reasonableness I even got through 4 instalment was because I had NOTHING ELSE TO DO…you know alone…cuz see, I didn't just not want to leave my elbow room, I really did want to be left alone at that second. So I just so you all know, it wasn't for like another year+ Did I finally watch all of Buffy haha. So it was like 11 and I was annoyingly full awake, it was a Saturday night too so all my friends that didn't hate me lol where asking me to go out with them. And a few fourth dimension I will hold I almost just called one or two and told em to come meet up with me but I just never got to it cuz, well…well I had started to wonder what my mom was doing heh.

I hadn't heard from her and I wonder if she had gone to sleep. But as I wondered if she was sleeping my mind started to think of many former things. What was she thinking all day ? Was she really just approve with everything ? I thought to myself it makes sense I mean she had wanted this longer then I right ? And well I still wasn't sure if I wanted it even after it had happened. As I walked back and forth in my elbow room, I started to induce an urge to go talk to her, to just speak to her but had no approximation about what. And foolishly I walked back and forth in my way thinking how to talk to her, do I go hey mom, how was your day ? Or do I just gah I don't even know I actually thought that I just it was nerve-racking wanting, needing to do something and having no estimation why, or even exactly what you wanted.

Finally I gave up and told my Friend I was going to slumber for the Night I wasn't belief salutary which was a lie cuz I was just I had slept a lot that day so I was simply just too wake, despite really wanting nothing more than to just close my eyes and quietus. Eventually, it wasn't even the need that had me to see my mom tbh lol it was simply boredom, I was bored out of my mind and cypher seemed to be able to maintain my sake, so I finally left my room, and slowly very slowly, taking each footmark to construct for sure I was quick for…w/e…and well …heh It was that walk to my room that, my organic structure had begun to tingle.

I was taking my time and getting mi in my stomach, wondering now that if I came to her room at nighttime, would she get the wrong estimation ? Would she think I wanted a repeat of stopping point Nox ? And then as I was outside her threshold, It was as if that walk from room to room was decent to just go back and forth 100000000 times on what I wanted, and now that I was in front of her door, I was no finisher to knowing. All I knew was my organic structure was tingling, my bosom were…feeling ticklish ? Haha like little finger's breadth were crawling all over them and my abdomen was all in knots. I ten asked myself in my mind, had I come here for something ? Am I that messed up in the mind that I was bored so I went to my mom to…um what ? Entertain me ? *sigh*

I had decided that I was already there and I was going to at least just, talk to her, but honestly I was so nervous that my articulatio humeri were shaking and I literally no jest was so flighty also that I debated on if I should just walk in or knock for like 3 min. I went with the little but quick smash on the door ( you know the loud ones you make that are brusk but tight and when you want to wake somebody up or get them out of the lavatory like ASAP ) : P.

About like half a second went by without a reply lol, so I gave it another quick knock. Then I heard my mom going"cargo hold on ! 1 second !"My hands clutched open air and closed when I heard her voice, I was nervous, but I think, I don't know maybe it's just how I feel today, but I think I might experience been a piffling commove. Anyways ! The room access opened and my mom was wearing only a robe, that she had tightly closed. She was clearly at rest as she was rubbing her eyes, yawning a lilliputian. I remember looking at her and smiling a little, she was…so cute. I stood lol oddly quiet down, not sure why but I just wanted her to recognise me or something, I just didn't want to ask to come in, I just didn't. After she gathered herself a lilliputian, she looked at me and with a grin asked me what's up haha…I just, awkwardly responded, telling her I couldn't eternal rest, gulping hard and scratching my head, annoyingly aware of what I was doing and screaming at myself to cease being like such a freakin cretin lol.

Well, as I raged at myself in my head, my mom finally gave me the greeting I wanted lol. She just asked, so gently and welcoming, almost like she sounded vernal if that makes sense."Kim, want to come in ?"I just nodded a little and said sure. So I came in…and haha god I was so lame back then, I sorta just stood in the room looking around as if I never been in it ... haha…Ya…lol. My mom made me jumpstart so much when she put her hands gently but VERY unexpectedly on my articulatio humeri, massaging them for probably half a sec, cuz when I jumped I must of startled her because she quickly let go and apologized.
I lol was like, sorry ! Back to her sorry ? Haha I know odd but w/e…So like was maybe 2-5 seconds of just ill-chosen silence before my mom just sat on the bed and placed her workforce on her laps, gave me a very well what felt like a very solemn motherly smile and asked me what's up. I sorta just walked around the bed looking at it, thinking how odd it was that that is where it happened, while I just wondered how it must of looked from this point of prospect. I had heard her, but I had yet to respond so my mom just again asked me
What's up but this time adding a"Are you okay sweetie ?"

My gaze quickly shifted from the bed back to her, I just I didn't know what to say so I nodded my question no…I nodded my no in response to"What do you want"only number is…she didn't ask that haha. So I guess there was a little mess up in communications, it's like I knew what she said I just was having issues forming tidings, and she just looked at me very concern and asked me what was ill-timed. I finally stopped, and with a backbreaking swig that made my ears popped a little, I said I was very well. My mom asked if I was sure, and I went back to nodding as a response.

Feeling light in the knees, I sat on the sharpness of the bed opponent of my mom, but for some reason I felt really really like fluttered and I stood back up, apologizing and asking if it was alright for me to sit down. My mom just haha she laughed at me = ( Not like a crazy mean HAHAHA IDIOT FAIL laugh just a little chuckle, giggle ? She laughed and I just sighed feeling stupid person, I guess causing her to put her paw over her sass in a very VERY bad effort in trying to stop herself from laughing.

OK so this is probably where you are gon na think im a total child/brat but I was thinking of the day I had…the mirror..I broke and how mad I had been earlier, now I didn't feel angry at all in that present moment but I stupidly wanted to…So I tried to muster up some choler and I snapped at her laughing and shouted"It's not funny ! God what is wrong with you !"…My mom immediately then stopped laughing, and she just sighed her head tilted and her oculus mistrustful. She just took a thick breathing place and said"sister please, let's not fight, let's just mouth okay ? How was your day ?"She asked…

I dunno, maybe I was spent, I had let out all my anger, but when she asked I tried to act derangement, I tried to lour my brows and be pissed, but honestly I just the Word that came out came out filled with rent as I told her about the mirror I broke…I think I told you earlier how my mom is about breaking stuff its really one of her push, like it hits a nerve. So I sorta call expecting her to ramp but she …haha clearly wanted to cuz she started getting worked up, her nose flared undefendable. But haha she let out a long whistle blow ? Not trusted what to call it lol. I apologized, I said that I would pay for it ( not sure how lol ). She just looked at me though and just said its mulct. But after I guess it was really annoying her cuz she got up and I was like"Wait it's really bad I haven't cleaned it yet"( no melodic theme what I would of done tom ake it look better ) I was just talking out of panic. But she got up and just walked out, I quickly followed to my bathroom where she entered first, I stood at the doorway as she was in the midriff of the room, hands on her hips as she looked at the mirror and the shattered glass manus pump thingy all over the sink.

"I'm sorry"I said again. She, clear as day trying very hard to throttle herself, asked why. I…I told her I didn't know. And I started to cry again and this fourth dimension bad I just slouched my side against the threshold and slid down the room access and asked"Mom I am so fucked up what do I do ?"I guess thinking about it, it's probably messed up to ask the person who is sorta the problem, but I just wanted my mommy. *sigh*My mom I remember hand shook hysterically at the mirror, telling me not to even worry about that, that its nothing, she quickly was on the level with me, her hands again on my articulatio humeri, rubbing them, trying to relax me as she said"Kimmy listen to me, there is nothing wrongfulness with you, I just, I am stupid okay ? I put too very much on you baby, this is me not you, alright ?"

I heard her words, and I could secernate she meant it, but I just stir my head no, cuz despite how sincere she was, I knew the accuracy. I response licking my tooth and biting my tongue, shaking my head in disagreement money box finally the words just came pouring out."I made you mom, it's me, I…I made you, I made you"And then I just became a broken record repeating those word of honor, until my own ignominy became too bully and I covered my grimace with my script, and just cry into them hardcore.

My mom now was rubbing the side's of my shoulder furiously, telling me to please stop, to please mind to her. I heard her but I just wanted to just blow up in that here and now, I just wanted to curl up in a ball and became pocket-size, I felt torn and I just kept on cry, heaving now extremely bad into my mitt. I just kept on till my mom said something that just shocked me out of it. She said"Kimberly ! Listen to me I wanted finally Nox to occur, I played as if you were forcing me so you felt in control, but the truth is."Then she paused and her hands went on mine, pulling my mitt away from my face. I was shaking still from crying so surd, but I looked directly into her now tearful face, tears running down each position. She then said it again"Listen to me"She asked if I was and I weakly nodded up and down."Listen to me, I wanted to be with you I was selfish, I was damage, you want to be mad baby, be mad at me I am a ogre. When I heard you broke up with Ruben, good to god I was just hoping in my fucked up judgement, that you'd run into my arms."

I searched her oculus to see if she meant it, or was just saying what I needed to see, but as I saw her eye squint in….in shame ? I saw she meant it, she had got what she wanted. She continued though."I am so sorry, I truly just want you felicitous more than anything, but Kim I am in love with you."And that was it…I have heard her tell me over months now that she had fallen in dear with the person I have grown into, but it's unlike, people can say the words a 100 different ways, but cypher is like hearing individual say they are IN LOVE WITH YOU, just 4 actor's line simple as that, yet far more, revealing than any other language. I mean it, for anyone who disagrees well fine, but if she had said Kim I am in love with my girl, or kim I am in passion with who you have become or anything else, I wouldn't of done what I did next. I placed my hands on the slope of her grimace and kissed her. I was caught up in the kiss, her lips on mine again, still at this point it felt so wrong but so skilful. I now miss that feeling as I have grown use to my mother's sassing on mine.

Sadly the opinion did not stay as choler, actually did form again in me, I broke the kiss remembering, playing back what she had just told me. I was furious at the thought and I asked straight out, almost yelling it"Are you just using me now ? Hoping I just commit you what you want again cuz you recite me you loved me ?"My mom put her hands on my knees and shook her head word no and told me."I never used you Kim and I never will I assert to god I won't, but I won't lie to you about anything like this. I love you and I don't think I ever will stop being in love with you. Okay ? But that said. I am your mother and I will protect you from anything even myself, and if you want this to end it will end. I just won't lie to you and pretend that I am not hopeful that you may return my love."

I sat there, taking in every give-and-take but honestly just blushed, my mom was telling me she was in passion with me over and over and she was telling me she wanted me. I liked the parts where she said she was still my female parent, but I just…I could really only think about the part where she said she loved me, the piece of returning her erotic love. So I just sat there thinking, my mom patiently staying silent just rubbing my knees gently, not rushing me at all, it was nice.

Heh to be dependable I knew my reply to the question she hadn't technically asked, the second she was done speaking, I knew I was going to kiss her and I knew I wanted to be with her again, but I stood there, scared, trying to incur a way to be strong and resist, but I was weak lol and thank god for it. Finally I looked at her and…in my cute sorta kiddy voice I asked her if maybe we can um….go back to her room. My mom let out a niggling chuckle and winked at me saying of course.

So ya…lol we went to her way and as we entered I lol figured better use this a petty to my advantage and was like"So you aren't mad about the mirror right ?"She…haha okay honestly I swear I am not an idiot but her chemical reaction still so catch me off guard. She just went"Na you will make up for it."And she winked at me and….undid her robe, letting it just fall open………I I just felt so stupid I was like"Mom..that isn't good story don't say that."My mom just curled her lips and nodded, walking to me and putting her arms on my shoulder, her paw resting well pass my point as she just said"Ok, im sorry"ina very none serious tone, and she even immediately after leaned in and kissed me. This buss I think, was our outset kiss where I actually was moaning quite a bit, I wasn't so skittish this time but still was plenty, but I was enjoying myself much more, really kissing her back with everything I had….I even for first fourth dimension was bold a little and put both my mitt on her waist ...

She was the one to break the kiss as she took a step back, slipping her gown off and letting it fall to the level. I just stood there looking at her, almost biting my lip but it was as if I lost ascendency of my body and my lip wouldn't move correctly haha. She then said"How about we give old Shawn a break."( okey for you mass who don't know HBK=Shawn Michaels the dude on my t-shirt ). So ya my mom came to me and I think she was gon na serve me contain my shirt off but I just nodded my read/write head and said"ok"and quickly slipped it off…I think she was gon na help me cuz she went"oh"and let out a little giggle like..okay then that works kind of laugh.

My mom then smiled and just reached over and gave my mammilla a quick pinch *sigh* haha. I twitched and she just lifted her head forward for a sec saying"how about you get fully comfortable."I ..only took a 2nd to get what she meant as I grabbed my panties to contribute em down, but she told me hold. Then she told me to"Take them off slow baby, please."So…remembering the night before I, leaned forward and stuck my bum out, and began to slip them slowly but honestly I felt WAY TO EMBARASSED I just haha strip show teasing my mom I so was not up for that yet, so I just went"Na I'm upright"And just yanked back up straight and pulled em down fast, stepping out of them and just kicking em off to the level.

My mom rolled her center and told me I was no fun lol ! But what she did next made me sense so pudding head she, leaned down and grab my scanty, she held em stretched out for me to see…She then brought it to her brass and just inhaled them. Then after…o god haha I actually don't even want to typecast this part, she lowered them, keeping both of her eyes sharply on mine as she bit down on the border of my scanty, pulling them with her teeth and letting them snap out of her mouth. I just..lol I felt so just GAH I just sat down for a sec before rolling to the center of the bed….taking the same spot as I did the Nox before. She laughed at me, making me feel stupidly and for some intellect I covered my breast, whining and asking her"WHAT ? !"My mom just started laughing actually kinda hard and it was upsetting me. But I felt so dull that I didn't even rage I was just like"Mom please stop."

She could totally tell how I said it that she really was hurting my smell but she seemed to have a hard time stopping she just said"child I'm sorry you just are too adorable, you just."Then she started laughing again…but I was like MOM ! And she was like"I am so sorry just ( while laughing ) I am just, you are just so cute my baby lady friend, only you would just get into position like that."I…ugh I felt like my face was on flaming I quickly jumped up and was like"I'm sorry I just…please stop over laughing ! I just thought you wanted to…do um what…what we did…sorry."And my mom just was similar awww baby you are TOO CUTE. And she crawled on the bed, finally thankfully stopped laughing more or less, she came up to me and gave me a quick osculation. Raising her brows though she than went, sorta of asking but not really."So you liked what I did last Nox huh ?"

I just I had never felt more retarded in my life, I was just like"No I just, thought you wanted to do that…stuff again."I swear the secondly the wrangle left my mouth I was like REALLY KIM ? REALLY ? ! She just snapped her fingers and pointed at me going"riiight"Honestly I was just pass embarrassed so I was just like"Can we please just move on."My mom just smile, biting her lips and letting the her lip pop out as she said"Sure we can."She then…told me to go back lay down, get comfy she said…then teased me and said"require your billet !"I was like MOM ! She was like"Okay O.K., I'm done."So ya…I…as she put it…took the locating and laid back at the center of the bed. So..I laid there now feeling kinda dumb after that whole ordeal…lol.

My mom…looked at me up and down, making me blush *sigh* She then stroked her chin and said"I changed my thinker, rollover…"I was like …um…no ? lol. Then she…uhhh lol she placed her hand on my stomach and rubbed it over my belly playfully telling me to come in on and not be shy. . I just..I TOLD her FINE and I got up just to halt her from doing the hand matter on my stomach, she use to do that to me when I was petty trying to get me to bar throwing a fit but …ya it was kinda creeping me out now tbh. So I got up and…I rolled over to my belly, feeling really off setting, I mean I of form laid my face flat and turned it, to look at her but it just…I felt very just like I said off.

Anyways, so there I was, on my tummy and my mom just, lol did something VERY unexpected, she put her hands on each of my sides and pushed down semi hard on my back. I remember grunting but moaning I was like holy crap that feels fucking awing ! She was like"See, just listen to your mother ! Relax okay ?"And I just placed my face forward and nodded ( assuming she saw me ) Cuz she went up my spine and pushed again. I, even till today I love having her push on my back it feels great, I have tried to have got others do it and I dunno maybe cuz I have only ever had guy do it other than her and it's usually they hurt, but it felt really good that night having her do it. So haha she did that for about 5 min and she punched my back also, rubbed it really well, all total probably like 10 min hehe. And then she stopped.

After helping me decompress hehe, my mom gave me a flying kiss on my back, asking me if I felt a petty better…I …I just honestly felt so much more slack up but she gives such great massages that I said, trying to be adorable but half serious"5 more arcminute and I'll be dandy ! Please and ty !"She hates when I say plz and ty : P But I guess she really wanted me to just finger relaxed, cuz she said o.k. sweetie and kissed my back again and rubbed my back some more, my neck opening and she finished by rubbing my heading, I WAS IN HEAVEN, honestly I never had anyone devote me a massage before, and I had…been stressed lately and I guess she just knew what I needed heh…

Anyways we chatted also during it was actually …nice I am so happy she did that cuz it did completely relax me, and it just, I needed that not just the massage but the conversation, we talked about my friend Lisa, body of work, and my dad's disturbed fixation with Genoz pizza. So…I guess after my mom was done, she got close to my ear and said, well asked …um"So ready to really unstrain now babe ?"…God after the massage and stuff I dunno I just loved when she called me sister now : P

I just, I knew what she meant so I was a little hesitant, also I sorta just wanted her to go on rubbing me : P but I just nodded yes. And I began to roll over. But my mom stopped me going"No no Kimmy, just relax stay down."I just…I was like erm okay, kinda just assuming she was gon na rub me some more haha ! Maybe my legs ? I dunno all I know was I loved being spoiled like this !

Little intermission for a present moment, my mom totally must of wanted me for awhile cuz I remember thinking how the Inferno is this woman single, she is only 18 days one-time then I ( yep that's right 36 ) She highly above average, she is no model but she looks 28 ish, and I just I don't get how the Inferno person else didn't snatch her up lol, I guess SHE IS PICKY.

Okay back to the good parts : P sorry. So like I was laying there expecting some more back detrition but instead she said…very um cute yet seductively."Do me a party favor baby girl, please hoist your beautiful ass for me."Haha I …god I remember my response I just was 100 % like"WHAT ? ! NO ?"I even tried lfiting my psyche but she playfully pushed my headspring back down and went"Come on, stop playing the shy card hun, just ask yourself this, okay ?"I just…whispered okay in response."Just ask yourself if you want mommy to make you cum really hard, if so then do I say !"I …lol I was like…ma…don't like talking like that. She then asked if I really didn't like when she does. I just shrugged and told her maybe I just need prison term to get use to it, I am just so use to hearing her talk of the town a sealed way it's nutcase to hear her talk like this now…to me.

So my mom…being the smartass she is, grabbed my face and started massaging them going"Ok then."Her voice…changed like she was telling me to do my prep and she simply said"Kimberly lacuna space ( no offense don't want to get my middle and last figure ) Lift your ass right now Thomas Young lady."I…haha I am not sure as shooting if that is exactly what I had in mind im 99.9 % sure it wasn't but I sorta liked it so I obeyed, besides she was already…um spreading my cheeks and stuff so that also kinda helped in the horse sense that it would have been dazed to read off to her what she was already …playing with ?

So I did as she said, lifting my backside in the air, my articulatio genus sliding up the bed into the blanket. My mom placed her hands on my waist, attend me in raising my fag in presentation for her…*sigh* So ya…there I was, my arms up and crossed, forehead resting on them with my genu up on the bed, my butt up in the air, breast only tit touching barely the bed. She wasted no time…I just I didn't even get a moment to be embarrassed of the mannerism I was in as she just got behind me and plunk right in…
It caught me so off safety that I jumped a small yip"waiting wait hold on !"But she did not even slow down, she gliding her hands up and down my impudence while she licked my kitty in up and down in circles…I, felt so much more spicy being in this position…I felt…degraded, and…more on display I suppose. Which may not work sense but it is what it is. I moaned and shivered and a component part of me truly displeased the stead I was in but anytime I would try to protest, all that would fly the coop my brim was the word mom between the moans I could not avail but release.

After about if I had to guess 5 instant, I had my first coming of the nighttime, but as my organic structure tightened and my head just exploded, my mom did not slow at all, instead she rewarded my orgasm with a finger inside me…It was…too much never had I had something truly inside me other then myself, and now my female parent, it was my mother that was inside. I felt her finger wiggle around inside me and I felt violated, not …erm not bad just I felt like, like I was truly being touched, like a part of me that wasn't supposed to be touched by her was just hers to do with as she pleased. It was crazy how often my soundbox my integral physical structure just focused on this 1 little finger in me that seemed to control my full body with every motion it did.

My mom now removing her mouth from my ass, she now adjusted herself to the side of me…keeping her in-between finger inside me, the remainder of her hand squeezing my ass. With her former hand she glidded over my back, calling me a skilful girl and how beautiful I was, but it was when she said"God I love you Kim."that just sent me over the edge, I came again, and this time I could feel my body tighten its traveling bag on her fingerbreadth as if it didn't want to let it go I felt so……so..just silly to have something in me moving around so practically I somehow wanted to hide my interior from it, but at the same time…I wanted more…so a good deal more.
As she continued to just finger me…her finger's breadth rubbing me inside, with her costless hired man she was now gently flicking at my nipple, she continued to do this, asking me how it felt, asking me if I loved it. I never gave her an answer…I just moaned and yelped as I came for the third base clip, and with my tierce sexual climax she seemed to almost leap out by how it felt back behind her, diving her face back in, and making…very very cheap slurping noises which just….made me palpate so GAH it was like she was literally pushing how much my head could take as I nearly caused my mouth to phlebotomise I bit them so hard.

Finally and I mean finally after 3 John Major orgasm and many little unity that followed after, she stopped, but only for briefest of moments as she placed her hands on my waist, and roughly and forcefully turned me over. My arm even hurt as it was stuck for a second before I popped it out from half underneath me. I looked at her and she just had this grin, this grinning like she….she was having the metre of her animation, I just…what could I do but smile back. My legs I kept astray as I was so exhausted, gasping for air. But she was not done with me yet. No…she now crawled over me, keeping herself hovering above me with her bridge player on the side of me, I shivered though as I looked at her breast, and felt her thighs touch my own.
My eyes were half shut as she kissed me, but they shot unfold with surprise as I ..I tasted…I tasted me on her lips…and it was…different. My mom broke the kiss raising herself, smiling and telling me again that she loves me. I just…I think I cried a petty, but my eyes also looked down as I saw and felt her hand find its way to my pussy again…inserting it's self back in, her thumb rubbing my button as her halfway finger twirled and thrust its way around and in me. My headspring jerked back as I had a ripple of little orgasms shoot through my body…my mom leaned down ( sorta telling imo considering she was holding herself up with 1 arm pretty much did a 1 arm push up, well I mean she was half laying on me but not the point ! ) And she lowered herself taking my chest into her mouth…and that right there was my first o god consequence, where I just came screaming the run-in oh god.

As I came my mom bit on my nipple and pushed on my clit, and her digit picked up much speed, and she just kept on and kept on forcing my body to rise. She took her mouth off my breast as my body rised, she just wouldn't stop her finger's breadth jabbing its ego in and out of me so fast and I just it was too a lot I was so sensitive all I was doing now was going"mom mom mom mom"I wanted to say mom plenty plz but only mom kept coming out as I just had the most powerful by far orgasm ever and she just wouldn't I even started to push for her to get off me, but that only seemed to make her try to go faster though impossible I think. I started to wiggle now, the sensation becoming unbearable I pleaded now"Mom plz catch mom !"but instead of stopping she latched back to my boob, sucking and making popping audio as I wiggled out of her mouth uncontrollably. Finally and god do I mean finally she slowed down, I am guessing her mitt got tired….lol. She didn't remove her finger though…simply stopped leaving her finger resting in me and letting her body just loosen up on top of me.

My respiration was so degenerate it was actually hurting a little haha. My handwriting where now on my mother's back, just feeling her back and holding her in..I think gratefulness ? I think it's normal to just be thankful when someone makes you feel like that. My mom's breast were smashed against me one-half on mine half below them, my mom looking up at me, swearing haha I guess she really gave it her all, and I just looked down at her and around the room thinking what the infernal region just happened that, beyond words.

After just laying there for many minutes, my extremely sore body jumped entirely as my mom finally removed her finger's breadth, pushing up and getting off me. I…I was hot and sticky it wasn't like the Nox before where I got a heavy climax this was…more and my body had felt like it just had been through a huge trial by ordeal ( I guess it was ). I was hot…really hot…like I felt like just spent and on fire. My mom sat up, and looked at me, giving me another blinking and about to say something but I said"No mom capital job."And she just laughed like a quick laughter and then made a very lovely cheek, her brows up as she said"fountainhead thanks."I just…I…then asked if I may ask for 1 more thing. And..her response brought teardrop to my heart."Anything Kim, I'm yours."I…I asked her if maybe…if she didn't judgement and hold open in mind I was still breathing quite hard so it took 10 second base extra to get the wrangle out, but I was like mom…maybe even If you wake up first, you can stay in bed till I wake up please.

My mom looked at me, rent now formed in her eyes and she said"Kim I am lamentable about this morning…"She seemed like she was gon na go on but I just escape from my drumhead and said plz don't, just lets think about tonight, just promise me when I wake up you will be there. She tilted her head down and said"I promise, I will never allow you."She then got up and went and got a blanket again, I watched her for just a moment but then I just laid back with the biggest grinning on my face, thinking how goosey I had been today for not be okay with this, for being so angry. My mom came back to bed with the blanket, and two pillows, she helped my psyche up and placed 1 under me, and tossing the cover over me. She then proceeded to slip under the cover and putting her arm around my stomach, kissing my boldness and saying she loved me, and finally before I closed for my eyes for the Night, I said it back."I love you…Lesley."Although she gave me this really traumatize look cuz I used her name and we both just laughed a little well more her I more just weakly giggled, I was exhausted : P. Anyways she held me and I asked for TV on and fell asleep to something and my mom holding me hehe.

So ya that's the um tale of the day after, I truly hope you enjoyed and I would lie with feedback, this was much harder to recall seeing as I had to try to remember a day specifically but I tried my hardest to do well.

Oh ya P.S. Since I had started sharing my mom and I human relationship, I have been met with expected but I feel stunned anger and insults towards us. You know what to all you haters out there, I simply have this to say. I am not the sassy or the Wise person out there, but I have learned this in my life time. Love is unaccented and fragile. Love conquers zip. making love is something that must be protected, and more importantly fought for. That's what I did throughout my life that's what we did, we fought for lovemaking and happiness, can you say the Lapplander ?