All 's I can ever tell you is the truth, When I first met you I sort of hoped you would just be one of those people who would take the air away after a couple of days, I did n't ever signify for you to become a big contribution of my life, I never intentionally let you become the one person who would piddle me see the world in a entirely new light, I never intended to devolve in love with you, I never even wanted to, I do n't ever mean any umbrage by that but I know I am always better walking the lone route in life sentence, I always will be much better off alone as when i 'm alone there is no scathe I can do to any other soul other than myself, wellspring I guess I do owe you one massive thankyou in liveliness, You showed me straight lovemaking, I know you only fel on-key love once and I am always grateful that I found it with you, I will always love you even though you no longer remember me, I 'll always remember the way you left me speechless whenever you spoke, I 'll always recollect the way you would never accept any compliment I gave you, Always telling me I was lying even though you knew I would never lie to you, I 'll think the nights you got scared and I would let the cat out of the bag to you even after you fell asleep just so you could find like there was soul there with you all Night long, All those nights I gave all I had just to produce trusted you never killed yourself, All those clock time I would lay wake and just watch you sleep just so you would have a peaceable night, I 'll also recall all those dark we argued over silly things, All those minute I would spend just searching for the right way to realize it up to you even when the argument was n't my defect, All those meter you made me smile when all 's I wanted to do was cry, All those meter you made me laugh just by been you, The way you always knew when I needed you even when we were geographical mile apart, I remember you would always screw how to make me palpate better when I felt so terrified, Yeah I remember a lot of good and bad things, Pretty much everything we ever went through to be fair, All the pain I caused you and all the prison term I pretty practically ruined your spirit, I also commemorate the clip you fell for that early soul and left my nub goose egg but a broken mass, Our relationship was ruined by that person, I loved you more than I could ever put into words and in a heartbeat you moved on, Yeah i 'll accommodate that was a little more than I could ever handle, I had to sit back and watch you devolve more in passion with the early person with each passing second gear and I knew there was never a thing I could of done about it, It caused me a lot of botheration to watch you slowly move on from me, I remember all those time you did n't want to talk to me just because they were on-line, All those times you dropped me just so you could talk to them then came running back as soon as they left or even worse decided to leave alone just because they did, All those nighttime I had to spend alone just because they refused to add up online so you decided to do the same, All those clip you would complain to me about how they would prefer to do anything else rather than spill the beans to you, Well that was too much. I was a minuscule wild yet saddened when they told you how they had used you, Made you fall in love with them for a fell trick, You dumped me for this other soul even though they were married with a kid on the way even though at the metre you never knew that, They were just someone who managed to treat you advantageously than I could sustain in my wildest dream, They treat you like a queen while I could only handle you as a princess, That all changed though when they hurt you, I guess it anguish me a lot more knowing you finally got to experience the pain I felt every moment I was without you, I am truly sorry for the nuisance you did sense, You know aswell as I that if I could of taken the pain I would have, I would cause taken every little bad impression you had and added them to all the bother I had to feel, Still do experience, I would of let you live a biography without pain or fear if only I knew how, I would suffer every bad mo in life if it meant you could expend a lifetime of happiness, I know I did make do to do one thing, Not sure how but I did it, I took those nightmares you suffered and made sure that you slept peacefully everynight at the cost of me not only suffering nightmares at nighttime but suffering them through the day aswell, Yeah I somehow got it so you did n't sustain while I had to brook twice as lots as normal, Sounds strange but I will include it was Charles Frederick Worth it, Whatever happened that dark I am glad it happened, certainly i suffer a lot but I know that you do n't anymore, I just want to say that through all the good and the bad sentence we shared I would never convert a 1 one, I mean I love you Sir Thomas More and more with each passing heartbeat, You was my humans, My life-time, My instant, You was my O, I never thought I would be able to live without you but I seem to be doing it, Not a very good life I will admit that but I am managing to make pass the days, I want you to do it one last matter, I know you will never take this but I do love you, I have from the very first intelligence we spoke to each former, I never knew what you looked like to lead off with but that never mattered because to me you was and always will be the most beautiful young woman to ever take the air this earth, I mean yeah you still do walk this globe but I mean that past tense, present tense and even in the future there will never be a girl that can even come in close to how beautiful you are, Anyways this has dragged on a little too long, Just want to say I love you, I still deal about you deeply and I truly and honestly lose you with all the little part of my breach kernel, You will always be the lone girl that could ever fix the damage but I know you never will, Oh well I would rather live with a die heart and say I felt honest love than have a whole heart and say I never knew what beloved was, So I guess this is goodbye, Wish I could see your smile one last-place time, See those beautiful blueness eyes or just hear your beatific voice but I know I never will so I will just stimulate to survive with the storage of you, Love you so much, Always will till the end of time, Goodbye my odoriferous princess, I hope your biography is filled with all the thing you truly deserve, heartsease, Happiness and even have intercourse .