My First Love


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I was starting my first semester of college in 1985 and was frightened and lonely. All my friends had gone to other schools or started working and they all were chasing girls like crazy. I was n't. I had tried desperately to hold a lady friend in senior high school but I knew I was living a lie. I just was n't attracted to girls they way my friends were. I thought some girls were pretty, but once I look beyond the face I just was n't interested. I was too fright to border on any guys and went to a very small rural district. I did not suppose any other guy cable were like me.


I knew I was gay when my friends and I decided to camp one weekend. I was changing into a bathing causa and my champion entered the collapsible shelter and started to change also. He was my most attractive friend and I tried desperately not to look but being in that collapsible shelter naked with him for a few minute drive me crazy. I did n't do or say anything. But I thought about that minute a lot.


Spanish was my first form and I sat in the dorsum row. I petite youth man sat beside me and I glance over. He had blue disgraceful fuzz and slightly picket skin. He still wore braces on his teeth and when he caught my eye he smiled and said `` hi. ``


I said how-do-you-do and instructor started attendance. He answered to Sage Conner. I had never met a boy named Sage before. His voice was higher pitched than mine and it sounded lovely. The class went well and when I was walking out I heard a vox behind me.


'' What did you think ? '' It was Sage and he moved up beside me and we walked together. I told him my gens was jemmy and this was my low gear class.


'' Do you inhabit on campus ? '' He asked and kept grinning at me. I was starting to think he was flirting with me but that could not be on-key. I lived at home and commuted to school. I got to the end of the walk and was hoping he would continue with me, but he had a course of instruction and turn the former way. The succeeding course was in two days and I counted down the clip to see him again. We chatted a little before class and when the professor told us to cleave in cooperator we joined up. He sat across from me and we practice pronunciation. I stared into his center and was getting a big crunch on him. He was so cute. He had died a very small patch of his hair a very dismal purple so it was barely noticeable. I notice it. I notice everything about him. How he rolled he eyes after making a error and how he held his handwriting in front of his lip like he was embarrassed of his dyad.


when socio-economic class was over he asked for a drive to his dorm elbow room. I could n't believe my portion. He climbed into my car and i drove him the few blocks to the campus houses.


'' Thanks, Jimbo '' he said and tapped my genu with my deal, then got out of the car. It was the weekend and the thought of not seeing him for three days made me grisly. He stopped, came back to the car and leaned in


'' Hey you want to hangout this Sabbatum night ? ``


I could n't believe it. `` sure that 'd be cool '' I said not trying to sound overly anxious.


'' Pick me up at 7:00 shrill '' he said and winked at me.


'' okeh I 'll be here. '' He walked up the sidewalk and then change by reversal to appear at me. We waved and grin and I think he winked again. I was I love.


When I drove up to the dorm he was waiting outside for me. He had a sinister jacket on and blacken jeans. He got into the car and I felt underdressed. I could smell his cologne and he had styled his haircloth with some European elk. He looked a bit effeminate but that turned me on. It made me think we were thinking the same thing. We first went to a pic and I felt proud having this beautiful boy by my side. We set in the iniquity and our arms touched a few times. God I wish he take my hand. When the movie was over we are at a food lawcourt in theater. We talked a little about the picture show and out Spanish stratum. His foot suddenly tapped mine under the mesa and I blushed.


'' Let 's get out of here. ``


We got to the car and sat in the dark. I did n't know what to say.


'' You okay ? '' He asked and looked at me.


'' Yea I 'm fine. I. ``. I stopped and Sage moved a little closer. `` I not indisputable what this is ? ``


Sage knew what I was talking about. He looked at me and told me it was whatever I wanted it to be.


'' I 've never done, ''. He stopped me with a kiss. It happened so fasting I was in shock. He backed away and my heart raced. He look gorgeous sitting there and I still tasted him on my lips. I think we wore a little lip gloss.


'' Was that okay ? '' He asked.


I nodded. So that what this was. I drove back to the dormitory and we car a second.


'' I want to kiss you again, but individual might see. '' I understood and nodded. He placed his hand on my leg and rub me a piffling. I grew excited.


'' I 'll see you Monday ``. I smiled and said goodbye.


I hated Dominicus. I was so miserable I could n't stand it. I had to see Sage. I drove to the hall and asked the dorm meeter for his room phone number. sage answered the door and smiled. He was all. alone. His dorm roommate had a girlfriend and was n't around a great deal. I sat on the bed beside him and he locked the door. I reached out to hold his script but he kissed me first. This time I kissed back. I could n't believe how much I liked it. We kept kissing with short soft touches and then he finally kept his mouthpiece against mine and opened his back talk. His tongue touched mine and I push it back a small. French snuggling was new to me so I was doing my good. I opened my mouth further and let his unharmed natural language in my mouth. I could groundwork his braces on my natural language and that made me giggle. He then grabbed my top dog and he started to puddle out like teenagers after the prom. Our heads moved, our rim touched and our tongues wrestled. I could n't believe the rage. My erection embarrassed me but sage look at my swollen drawers and smile. He rubbed my leg then our lips parted.


'' Let 's get out of here ''. We left the dorm and went to my car. I asked him where he wanted to go and he said someplace secret.


'' catch by a convenience memory first so I can get something. '' I obeyed and he ran into the store quickly and came out with a pack of gum. He then asked me to go to hamburger drive through so we could get something to eat. We got cheeseburgers and Coca Cola and ate while I drove. I headed out of town toward the Department of State park close to the lake I lived by. salvia finished his burger and actually rested his headway in my lap. I could consider it. I looked down and his beautiful face stared up at me.


When we got to the park I parked on the most secluded domain and pushed the sit back a bit. He continued to lay there then finally spoke.


'' Let 's get in the back hind end ''


We did and sat close to each other. The flavor of greasy food was solid and it interracial with sage Cologne. He looked at me and kiss me softly. We were parked under some large cottonwood trees and it felt very private.


He kissed me again, this time on the neck. I ran my finger through his coarse black pilus as he continued to kiss my neck My hard-on was unbearable. He stopped and looked at me.


'' Do you need to go further, or wait cashbox another day ? '' I did n't answer but reached out and unbuttoned his shirt. He did the same with me. I could n't think we were undressing each other. We placed our shirts on the front seat and continued to kiss. Out bare chests touching each other motor me softheaded. Sage scooted down and lay down on his dorsum. I was on top of him and continued to kiss him. He reached down and unbuttoned his pant. I looked into his eyes with heat. I pulled on his trouser and stared at his blue briefs. I could n't breath. He reached down and pushed his legal brief down. His penis was set up and i could n't take my eyes off of it. I did n't sleep with if he was big or middling, I had n't seen any former beside my own. I lowered my brain and put it in my backtalk. It was salty and exciting. Sage moaned as I started to give suck and blow it. He place his manus on my pass and I continued. It was amazing. He pushed my principal up and told me to take my pants down. I sat up and promote my drawers down. Sage lowered his point and took me in his mouth. I could n't believe. This was what living was about. Sharing pleasure with someone you loved. He continued for a few minute then stopped. He sat up and took my chin in my bridge player. Neither one of us had ejaculated so I did n't know why he stopped. He pushed his blue jean all the way off and sat there completely naked. He put his hand on my cheek and whisper.


'' Do you want to go all the way ? '' I kissed his cheek and answered. I want to do everything you want. I pushed my bloomers off and Sage lay on his back. He reached down into his pants pocket and produced the second thing he had purchased. A small bottle of lubricant. He unscrewed the top and tuned the Lube on my erecting. Then he rubbed his backside.


'' Do we need prophylactic ? '' I asked. He looked at me with a serious glare. He asked if I had ever been with anyone else. Of path I had not.


'' Jimmy we have to be totally honest about this. '' I told him about the two girls I had kissed in high school day but that was all. He had only been with a girl but had never had sex with her. He lay there au naturel and his erecting had softened. I stared at his naked physical structure and mild penis surrounded by a mound of tomentum. It was so incredible, but I really did n't have intercourse what to do. prise grabbed his clothes and pushed them under his keister. He spread his branch and raised them. I got on top of him and tried to guide my erection into him. He rolled back further but we could tie in.


'' Hold on '' he said and kissed me again. He tossed the clothes down and rolled over. His hindquarters was inviting me. I got on top and pushing. Sage moaned a trivial but slowly accepted it. My tip penetrated the seal then I felt fully connected. I could n't think I was one with sage. I started to move slowly and he moaned a little more. I knew it would n't bring foresighted and i was correctly. I ejaculated fully inside him. I felt like my insides had left my body and entered his. We breathed deeply together and I lay on top of him. I kissed his ear and he turned and kissed me. I whispered in his ear that I loved him and and he replied the Saame. I sucked on his ear and could n't believe the pleasance we had together. We sat up defenseless beside each other and kissed. Our penises were both limp and our bodies moist but I could n't take my heart off him. We got dressed but exchange underwear. He wanted to keep mine for good destiny. We kissed some more than decided it was time to get back. He laid his head on my lap again and actually feel asleep. I woke him two blocks from the dorm and gave him a buss. I flicked my tongue on his and told him I loved him again. I was in passion for the firstly sentence.


The following day after class we drove to the unaired burger spliff and ate a lunch. sage told me he had to get out of the dormitory because other we 're starting to tease him for being nance. He wanted us to impress into an apartment together but we could n't afford that. Sage lived too far away to commute but I told him I had a idea. Maybe he could populate at my house and pay a small-scale rent payment. I spoke with my mom that evening.


'' Why is he leaving the residence hall ? '' He asked.


'' He does n't wish it there. He 's kind of shy and he does n't fit in. He 's my friend, I want to aid him for awhile. '' Mom was reluctant at first but I told her he would leave if it did n't do work out. We moved Sage the next day and I told Sage to act as true as possible. I was a yearn way from telling mom the Truth.


He wore a t shirt and jeans and was polite and form to my parents and younger sister Sarah who was 12. My dad did n't say a great deal to Sage and I was worried he may have suspected something, but I may have been paranoid. We were tired from moving but played horse with my sister before dinner. We lived in a spread country home on the bound of a small lake. We were only minutes from where salvia and I fell in sexual love. Sarah kept looking at salvia when we played and he teased her when she missed a shot. I was almost fully subject matter. My new boyfriend was befriending my sis. I only wish we could be true about everything. We we finished salvia grabbed Sarah 's articulatio humeri as we went inside and she giggled. During dinner party my parents were quiet but Sarah did all the talking. She asked him about his life-time and lady friend. salvia was truthful as potential without giving away the obvious. She kept looking at Sage and I realized my sister Sarah had the same taste in boys and that made me laugh.


salvia took a shower after dinner party and was standing in his room In a towel. Iwalked in and close the threshold behind me. I could take my eyes off his wet dead body. His pilus was wet also and looked amazing. I was worried that having him around might be tougher than I imagined. Sage removed the towel and started to dry his hair. I was watching his bottom and he turned and he was slightly intemperate. The doorway opened and Sarah entered abruptly. Her centre widened as she stared at Sage 's penis.


'' Sarah ! '' I yelled and she screamed"I 'm sorry"three metre as she ran out.


'' I 'll go lecture to her ''. I told salvia and I followed Sarah down the hall


She was standing alone and started crying. She was so embarrassed. `` Sarah blockade crying you did n't do anything wrong. ''


I told her to always bump before entering my room or salvia because she needed to honor our privacy.


sage had the elbow room two doors down from mine and it locked from the outside. That would be William Christopher Handy. He could leave the room, lock it and slide into my elbow room and no one could see. That initiatory night that 's exactly what he did. Thirty arcminute after every went to bed I heard salvia shut his door and lock chamber it. My door then opened slowly and he walked into the swarthiness. He was wearing only a t shirt and legal brief. He carefully shut the doorway and locked it. He put his room key in my dresser. I was lying in bed au naturel. I pulled off the plane but he motioned for me to get out of the bed. I did so and he took off his shirt and briefs. We both sat naked on the carpet in my room in the darkness. I could believe how sexy it was. We did n't mouth. I had my book binding to the bed and he had his spinal column resting against my desk. We were both hard and just stared at each other. His foot was resting on top of mine. That 's the only thing that touch modality. He reach up and started to stroke his erection. I did what he did. He then licked his hand and strtoked it more. I imitated his every move. We sat there in the dark masturbating in sync. The moonlight shone in and created titillating shadow of our pleasures. I was about to come and bet on off just in time. Sage then laid down on the base on his side. I Maneuvered myself over to him so we could bring each former in our mouths. We sucked gently as quiet fiddling sounds of pleasure emanated from our oral cavity.
salvia then moved onto his back and I got on my arms and legs and we continues you suck each former. Then Sage surprised me. His let go of my penis and moved up past my testicle. He licked them on the way to his target and started licking my anus. I could n't believe it. I had never heard of doing that. I moaned loudly and Sage paused. He waited while me then started again. I was trying to process up the brass to regress the favor. I did take up to lick his testicle and he seemed to like that. I just could n't get past the tabu of going further. He stopped and stood up. We still did n't utter. He gripped my pillows and tossed them on the storey. He layed down and placed his buns on the pillows. This helped curve his ass up. I reached under the bed and pulled out a bottle of Lube. I rubbed some in my hand then on on phallus. Sage arched further up and I rubbed some on his bottom. The intimacy was incredible. I got between his pegleg and put my helping hand under both leg. I pushed the tip of my erection into him. He moaned and my tip moved past the rim. We were engaged. I started to move carefully and he moaned. I developed a rhythm and we seemed synced. It lasted a niggling while then I ejaculated inside him. I lowered myself and Sage put the pillows under our chief. We feel asleep on the base without faces looking at each other.


When I awoke it was already light out and Sage was still beside me. I pushed him awake and we both stood up naked. We dressed quickly and I cracked the door. No one was awake and sage slipped back into his room. I went into the john and cleaned up. When I came out Sarah was standing exterior looking at me in my underwear. They were salvia briefs. enthusiast than mine. She laughed and I went back to bed.


This became our pattern number. He would enroll my way and we would charter in erotic sex. I could not conceive my destiny. The 3rd night sage got on his hand and knees and I took him behind. I liked that. It was more well-off for me. Sometimes we came more than once, but I never pulled out.


The one-fourth Nox I finally got the mettle to lick his anus. He whispered to me that he was clean and I gently touched his rim with my tongue. I enjoyed the affaire of the act and Sage moaned.


The succeeding morning my mother cornered me when we were alone.


'' jemmy. I know what 's going on. ``


'' What do you mean. ``


'' Mothers sleep light, honey. It 's in our DNA. I hear the quiet threshold closing. The flabby noises, the whispers. '' She had a tear in her eye. `` I always suspected it. But I should take known honest than to let him in the business firm. I do n't require you to get spue. I do your laundry. Do n't you mean I do n't see and smell it ''


I was so embarrassed. I did n't know what to say. `` It 's only the two of us mom. We wo n't get nauseated. ''


'' Do you need us to result. '' I made certain I said us.


She shook her head. `` Do n't let your Father of the Church receive out."


That night sage entered my elbow room and I wanted to try something unlike. We kissed each other with our mouth wide open and tongue dancing on early. I lowered myself to his lap and suck him until he came. I swallow most of the seed but still had the taste perception of him in my mouth. I raised up to osculate him, but he resisted. I stared at him in the moonlight and leaned in a again and whispered
'' Just a taste perception dearest '' and he let me kiss him gently at first, then deeper.


I probed his backtalk with his flavor in my lingua and he seemed to enjoy it. He laid down and started to elicit his ass but I pushed him aside. I laid down in his pattern position and I offered my ass to him. He reached down and gently spread the warm tingly lube on me and I realized i was in for something special. He brought his phallus to my ass I moaned much too loudly. He crossed the sphincter muscle and I knew we were engaged tightly. and he made dearest to me gently. I was surprised how much I liked it. When he ejacualted I could feel the warm cum leak from my anus as sage held me from behind. I did n't require to forget my room so we slept together in my bed. I woke him up with a kiss and we started to kiss deeply again. We moved to the level and he got on his hands and pegleg and I took him behind. He moaned deeply and I filled him with my juice. We opened the door and Sarah stood there and giggled at us. I could still sense the ejaculate and inquire what she thought. I reached out and tousled her fuzz and Sage leaned down and kissed her cheek.


'' It 's a enigma honey ''. And Sarah blushed. I trusted my sister. We had a deep bond and she would never rat me.


The succeeding morning before leaving for school Sarah sat on the sofa and sage and I sat close because my parents had left. She watched us in enthrallment.


She blushed then asked"What 's it like ? ``


'' What do you signify,"sage asked


'' To be in love, what 's it kind. I bet it 's terrific ''. We smiled and I grabbed Sages hand.


'' It is honey and thanks for not telling ``


"I want to fall in love some day. '' she said.


"You will honey."I replied and reach her impudence.


sage leaned over and snog me and she blushed again. I was totally happy and also worried. How prospicient can this type of happiness final stage ?