There are always those meeting that we remember as well as ace we want to draw a blank, and this particular one has remained in my mind, even though I have tried to forget it ever happen. The experience has become more and more vivid and as I remember the events that led up to this import. Maybe I wish it would somehow go on again or that I could live over the experience of that black time in my life, but then I wish to forget it ever happened.

I had just turned fifteen and in my number 1 year of high school, I was impressionable and naïve, and I had become somewhat of a delinquent, skipping social class to hang out with my acquaintance at the game way by school. I was a rather shy unseasoned man and even though I had had several girl Quaker over the years, I was still a virgin. Yea, I had experimented and I had plenty of chance, but never went all the way.

Anyway, I was spending a lot of clock time at the game room during the day with friends, instead of going to class, and had started to go practiced acquaintance with a man that worked there, that I soon discovered was the owner of the secret plan elbow room. His public figure was John, he was probably 10 years erstwhile than I was, had night hide and sour whisker, and he was very friendly.

Everyone at the school day liked hanging out up at the game elbow room during the day and sometime, even into the Night, and weekends. There were pinball game motorcar that lined the walls, foosball motorcar in the middle, as well as selling records and cassettes.

At offset, I really did not take notice of John too much, but I think he must have been watching me and noticing how a good deal meter I was spending at the game room and at some point he must have decided to see if he could encourage me to bear a kinship with him.

At the clock time, I had no theme John was gay but it would soon become quite evident, but at first I thought he was just being favorable because our fundamental interaction were all very innocent. Conversations were zippo more than the passing, `` Hello '' as I entered the plot elbow room or me asking for change to play some of the secret plan. However, it soon progressed to where he would give me unfreeze biz on the pinball machines when I was hanging out there and there were even a couple times when the attendants working at the game room started giving me pot and pills.

My friendship with whoremaster grew and soon he was asking me to go out for breakfast and tiffin with him, which at 1st I was reluctant to do, but eventually John convinced me it would be OK. I actually enjoy skipping classes to fall out at the game room, even though my score were hurting, and I did liked the attention I was getting.

Going out for breakfast or lunch, became more and more buy at and our conversations were innocent, at least on the surface, but I am quite sure enough he was always looking for an hatchway, a way to sense out the situation, and at the same time, trying to build up me up, create a friendship that would hopefully get me to catch some Z's with him.

There was one specific day that stands out and when I think about what happened, it was a turning point in our friendly relationship. We were out for breakfast on day, and our childlike conversation turned to a conversation about girls and sex. John asked if I had ever been with a young lady and at the time, I had been with several girlfriends, however I had not gone all the way, but I was n't going to tell him that, so I simply told him, `` Yea. ``

We talked about what color hair we liked, boobs, fanny, etc., and we even laughed a little, but John then asked me when was the final prison term I had sex. After a short pause, I inadvertently let it slip that I had actually never had sex before.

He was shocked a little and asked, `` Why not, '' and continued by saying, `` Maybe you like hombre. ``

I paused but quickly snapped saying, `` No, I like girls, not guys. ``

After a slight pause he said, `` Then why have n't you done it yet ? ``

I told him that I just had n't had the chance.

The conversation again paused for a niggling bit and then he asked, `` Do you ever think guys are attractive ? ``

I didn't know why he was asking me this and as I looked at him I said, `` No."

Gospel According to John was smiling and said, `` So, when you 're watching a motion picture and there 's a guy in the picture, you never say to yourself, Hey, he 's goodness looking. ``

I thought about it for a second but again said, `` No, I never think that. ``

John chuckled and quickly tried to cool it me down by agreeing that he knew I only like girls, which kind of put me at ease as our conversation returned to a more ingenuous one. However, it was about to study another turn as the conversation paused again. I could feel Gospel According to John was looking at me and as he asked if everything was ok, I looked up and nodded my head.

John quickly said that he really enjoyed my party and told me it was really nice to let individual like me to talk with. Agreeing, I nodded my headspring, which gave St. John the Apostle a footling sentence to gather his opinion, looking for a way to steer the conversation in a direction that would not only steady my thinking, but provide him a way to find out if he could get me to go with him to his apartment.

He subtly told me he was sorry if I was embarrassed, and as I nodded my point and told him it was ok, Saint John the Apostle smiled and said, `` dear, '' and proceeded by again saying that he understood that I only like girls, and as I nodded my head word again, the conversation paused. John then casually mentioned that he was bisexual, and looking up at him wondering what he meant, the conversation paused again ; I had never heard that terminus before and sense I was naive about what he was telling me, he asked if I know what that was.

I simply told him, `` No, I did n't, '' and as I looked at him, he smiled, seeming relishing in the opportunity to explain what it was.

He started by saying that he was attracted to girls like I was and then continued by telling me that sometimes he found guys attractive too. I was a lilliputian confused, but John continued be explaining that he like having sex with daughter but that sometimes if he found a guy attractive, and they hit it off that he also enjoyed sleeping with bozo too.

I was shocked, but he continued the conversation by asking what I thought about it. I did not get laid what to say or what to do, so I told him that I was n't certain. I was confused as our conversation paused for a second gear and I asked myself, `` Why was he telling me this, '' but it would soon become very seeming. With that said, John must have known the topic made me uncomfortable, because John now tried to exchange the subject by saying, `` I 'm happy I was able-bodied to tell you that, '' and hesitantly I acknowledged him. He continued by saying, `` You 've been a good protagonist, it really nice to hang out with you. '' It was kind of courteous to take heed but whoremaster then said, `` I got ta William Tell you, I 'm draw to you. ``

Oh my god, what was he saying ?

He then said, `` I do n't want you to experience uncomfortable, but I 've even thought about asking you to derive over to my apartment, but I was n't sure how you 'd subscribe it. ``

A sudden feeling of uneasiness came over me about the conversation and after another pause, I think he realized he might have gone to far and to fast. I did not know what to do ; this man was my only way back to school and he just told me he was attracted to me.

He quickly told me not to worry, that he was not going to do anything unless I felt the Same way, but that he wanted me to know how he felt. I was dumb and did n't get laid what to say, and I think he knew the topic was making me nervous, but he finished by asking me what I thought. I simply said, `` I do n't bed. ``

He soon realized that he might make just lost the opportunity to have sex with me and said, `` ejaculate on, let 's go, '' suggesting it was prison term to leave.

As we left the restaurant and headed back to the game room, he pressed the issue a little more by saying, `` I hope you 'll recall about it, '' and told me that I had been such a expert Friend that he would give me anything I wanted. I again did n't know what to say, but he continued by mentioning he would get me a girl, fall in me money, anything I wanted. He was n't going to let it alone, but I again said, `` I do n't know. ``

I felt uncomfortable with the mentation of being unequaled with him at his apartment, and the residue of the way back to the game way, I was quiet. When we finally pulled into the parking lot, he again asked me to please think about it and to let him do it what I would like. I nodded my head and told him that I would cogitate about it, how could I not, He had just told me he wanted me to derive over to his apartment to have sex with him, and it was n't sit well with me, but I did cogitate about it.

A few days later, I did speculation back to the game room to flow out with supporter and when he saw me, he approached me and asked if I had thought about his offer. I told him that I had thought about it but I was n't trusted about it.

He said, `` Come on, let 's go get something to eat. ``

I felt pressured to go and in the car on our way to the restaurant, he asked what it was that I would really like to take. I told him null and he was now hard-pressed to get an answer and again asked, `` Come on, there has to be something you would really like to give. ``

At the restaurant, we did not really talk about very much, but I felt that he wanted to stay to find out what it would carry to get me in bed, because he continued to pressure me. Eventually, I told him that I would really like to throw a car. He smiled and at that moment, I knew I had just given him the opening he was looking for. Pausing, he asked what variety of car I would like to consume. I told him I was n't sure, but he needed to get an answer so he kept probing to eff what kind. He asked if I liked Camaros, Firebirds, Mustangs, etc. and I told him I really was n't sure what I wanted, and I think I knew I could n't commit, but he did n't want to misplace this chance to hopefully force me to have sex with him.

We left the eatery and as we were driving back to the game room, he said to let him know what sort of car I wanted and he told me he would try to get it for me, whatever kind It was. For some grounds I felt okay with this conversation, because naively I thought he had just said he 'd get a car for me, and all I had to do is tell him what form of car I want and he would get it for me, no drawstring attached. However, I was only thinking about having a car, not thinking that I was also giving him the chance to have sex with me, and probably not just once, but many times.

When we pulled into the parking lot, he reminded me to let him know what kind of car I would care, and when I said I would, he immediately asked if I would be able to differentiate him tomorrow. I told him I would try and as when we got out of the car and went inside the game room, we went our separate ways.

He had really got me thinking about what form of car I would like to have and as I thought about all the different kinds of cable car, one that I kept coming to listen and it was a 1956 Chevy, but what would happen if I actually went through with it and told him ? I was not sure as shooting, but the next day when I went over to the secret plan room, there he was and he came up to me and asked if I had made a decision. I was uncertain as to how to respond, but I said that I had made a determination. He said, `` Great, let 's go for a effort and you can narrate me ! '' He was obviously excited as we left in his car and I told him that I would really care to have a '56 Chevy. He told me that he would start out looking for one. I then told him that I wanted it to be a two door with a V8 and I would care it to be midnight blue. He said he would get right on it.

A few days later, when I was up at the biz elbow room, he came up to me and told me he had found the car and said that we should adopt a movement and talk about it. I was excited and in the car, he was very good and told me he had seen the car, it was very nice, all it needed was to be painted, and that I could have it in a workweek or so. Again, I was so arouse to see it and push back it, but now he had a doubtfulness for me.

He said, `` Well, since I found the car, do you think you 'd care to come over to my apartment now. ``

I did not have intercourse what to say and in all actuality, I had to know there was a stop to this whole thing. After a poor intermission he said, `` I 'll tell you what, you come over to my topographic point with me tomorrow good afternoon and try it, if you do n't like it, we can stop and you can still have the car, what do you say. ``

I did n't hump what to say, I wanted the car, but l was n't surely about going with him. We returned to the game room and as we parked, he told me to come by tomorrow and let him know what I want to do. Again, I was eager to throw a car but worried about what would take place at his flat, but I think in someway I was curious but the turmoil of having the car was overpowering.

The next day, I went up to the game elbow room around noon, I was nervous about what was going to encounter, and so I tried to avoid him, but all I could think about was the car he promised. Eventually, John came up to me and casually asked, `` How 's it going,"obviously looking to see my reaction.

I told him everything was ok, and then he asked, `` Are you set to go,"and then asked,"What do you intend ? ``

Looking at him, I simple nodded my capitulum yes and said, `` Yea. ''

He immediately asked, `` Are you sure ? ``

I told him, `` Yea, '' and as I looked at him, he smiled, nodded his head, he told me wit outside and that he'd be mightily out.

As we headed off, I was n't trusted where we were going, but nervously thought about where it would taking me. Along the way, I think to break the tension, he asked if wanted to get something to eat first.

I said, No, I 'm okay, '' all the time thinking to myself, `` I just want to get it over with. ``

pulling into an apartment complex not far from the school, and parking out presence of one of the building, he excitedly said, `` Come on, '' as he opened his door.

I apprehensively opened my door and as I followed him inside, I looked around to see if anyone saw us going in together. Closing the threshold behind us, John quickly closed the blind in the front room. Looking around, I could see his flat was nice furnished, very straighten, and as I went too sit down he said, `` Come on, '' ushering me down a unretentive hallway, toward what I suspected was his bedroom.

There was a minor bathroom in the hall on the right and across from that there was another bedroom with the door cracked open. As we entered the rear sleeping accommodation, he had me sit on the bed and as I hesitantly moved toward the bed, he went over and closed the screen. I immediately noticed he had a world-beater size bed and as I sat down on the end of the bed, the room darken.

There was still a sliver of Light Within sneaking past the come together blinds and as I quickly looked around, I could see the room was very spacious and there looked to be a privy toward the back. As John walked over to where I was sitting, I nervously looked away. He sat on the edge of the bed next to me, and as he patting me on the thigh, he told me to relax and said, Eventually affair would be all right."

I simply nodded my head in agreement and as I looked at him, I noticed he was smiling, which made me smiling sheepishly. He now stood up and said, `` I'll be right back."

Looking up at him, trick said,"Why do n't you go ahead and set about taking off your wearing apparel,"as he walked toward the lav at the back.

As he went in and closed the door, I wondered what he was doing, but quickly realized he was going in there to take his wearing apparel off. I was so nervous and after sitting there for a few sec, I realized I had better get undressing before he returns.

Quickly, I took of my shoes, my shirt, bloomers, and my socks, piling them at the end of the bed. I made the decision to keep my underwear on for some reason. Maybe because I was uneasy or maybe it was an attack to keep open some sense of self-worth, know what was about to happen. Either way, it was n't long before I heard the door to the bathroom unfold and as I turned, I watched him come out.

He was wearing a long sleeved, button down shirt and after turning off the bathroom light, he walked toward me. I wanted to get a glimpse of his cock, but his shirt conveniently covered him and because my eyes had n't adjusted to the darkness, I never saw it and as he got closer, I turned away.

King John now sat next to me, and patting me on the leg, he immediately noticed that I was still wearing my underwear. Surprised he asked, `` What 's incorrect,"obviously referring to my underwear still being on.

I was scared and immediately replied, `` What ?"

He quickly tried to modify the subject saying, `` Never idea,"and told me not to interest.

King John knew I must be nervous and as I nodded my header, he stood up. He now told me to go ahead and lay down on the bed. As I quickly crawl to the middle of the bed and laid on my tummy, he told me to displace over to the sharpness of the bed that faced the wall.

As I scooted to the edge, he came around to that side of the bed and knelt on the floor in figurehead of me. toilet had me lay on my side so I was facing him and as he started rubbing my stomach and my legs, I looked away. He then pass around my legs and as felt for my co k through my underwear, he bent my one leg, propping it up at an angle, giving him better access to my crotch.

I tried to outdistance my thoughts from what was going on by focusing on the window and the light that was creeping through. I was so nervous, as he tried to rub my peter through my underwear and when he mouthed my hammer through my underclothing, I winced. John now pulled my underwear down exposing my dick and after gently rubbing it for a picayune bit, he started to tug at my underclothes, attempting to take them off. As he struggled to admit them off, and my focus returned to what was happening, John asked me to help him consume them off.

Without thinking, I sat up, took them off, and after casting them off the end of the bed, I quickly laid back down on the bed.

After repositioning me he said, `` That 's full,"as he went back to fondling my prick, and sense my balls.

I could differentiate he was becoming more and more aroused, but I was n't getting hard for him, because I was distancing my thoughts. John now took my cock in his sassing as he continued to rub it, desperately trying to get me hard, wanting me to cum. He quickly became frustrated and eventually stopped and asked, `` Does it feel ok. ''

This again brought me back to what was actually happening and as he asked me again if it felt estimable, asked,"Can you help a little ?"

I realized he was n't going to break until he had gotten me off. He needed me to cum to designate I was into it and after nodding my head in agreement, he started to suck my tool again. I tried to focus on him sucking my cock, and as I thought about wanting to cum in his rima oris, it started to feel salutary and my cock started to get hard. as he continued to nurse and stroke my stopcock.

As he fondled my balls, I really tried to get into it and as my rooster started to get strong, I knew I was going to cum in his mouth. I still was n't very knockout yet, and so I tried to book back until I was all the way hard, but my cock started to go soft again. I tried to concentrate, knowing I needed to cum whether I was hard or not.

I was close now, and as I started to move my pelvic arch, fucking his sassing, I let it go. privy needed me to cum, to subconsciously signal in a uncanny way that I wanted to have sex with him, but when I started to cum prematurely, I think it surprised him as cum stab in his mouth. It felt so goodness to cum, but as he stopped milking my cock, it immediately started to go limp. He continued to try to suck it for a piffling bit, but then disappointedly he stopped and said, '' Is that it ? ``

I leaned up on my articulatio cubiti and looking down at him I said, `` What ? ``

He quickly replied, `` It 's okay, '' and then asked if it felt good.

I think he was disquieted, but after a simple-minded nod of my head, he got up off the base and told me to move to the midriff of the bed. Nervously, I quickly shifted over to the middle of the bed as John walked to the end of the bed. As I lay there on my belly, he immediately told me to get on all fours, like a dog. I knew what was going to go on and as I did what he asked, I could feel him climbing on the bed behind me. I was scared and as he moved up closer to me, he spread my legs and briefly felt on my ass.

John asked me locomote up toward the head of the bed, and as I did, he inched closer, and again spread my pegleg with his genu. He then reached above me, and as he pressed against my ass, he pulled a pillow out from under the covers. Placing it in front of me, John told me to put my headspring down. As I put my head down, I could experience my ass impudence spread slightly. I felt so vulnerable in this stead, especially with him behind me and as he gently started to rub my back and feel on my ass impudence, he deliberately spread my, wanting to see my miserly little hole.

'' You 're really look tight, '' he said, `` you 're really going to want to relax. ``

After a pause, he could sense him moving around a small bit. As I listened, I heard something. It sounded like he had flipped open something. I could then hear him sloppily rubbing his peter with whatever it was, and realized it was probably KY.

I was scared and when he suddenly touched my butthole, I raised up and pulled away thinking he was trying to put his cock in me. King John quickly said, `` Relax, it 's just my finger. ``

I didn't want to do it ; I felt trapped. John pushed on my rear telling me to put my headspring down again. Apprehensively, I did what he asked and as he spread my ass, he dabbed KY on my tight lilliputian hole. Arthur Ashe to scratch lube on my butthole, it felt kind of ripe, but when he pushed his fingerbreadth in my ass, I again pull away slightly.

He again said, `` Relax, '' telling me to put my straits back down.

As he continued to feel my ass, it really started to sense soundly and when King John whispered, `` Oh, you 're really close, '' he told me I would really call for to relax.

John eventually quit fingering and as he rubbed and circularise my ass, he asked if I was doing okeh. After nodding my head, he moved closer and told me it might hurt a little. I again nodded but never could have imagined just how bad it would hurt.

I could feel him press the promontory of his hard cock against my compressed little hole and as he slowly started to push his cock in me, he told me to slacken. It felt ok at first, but all of a sudden as his cock went in me, the pain was excruciating. Raising up and quickly pulling away, his peter slipped out of me.

He immediately said, `` What 's wrong ? ``

spell slightly, I told it trauma. He didn't say anything right away, but then as he repositioned himself behind me he said, `` Ok, you need to really try to relax,"and then said,"The pain will eventually stop."

I didn't know what to do, but the car was in the back of my mind. John the Evangelist now asked me to tell him when it stopped hurting, of path so he could try again. It only hurt for a little patch, but I continued to tell him it hurt whenever he asked if I was okay. I was trying to put him off as long as possible, but after he asked a couple times if I was ready to try again, he finally had waited long enough. As he moved up to me again he said, `` Ok, let 's try again."

I was scared and as he felt on my ass he said,"This time, really try to relax, especially when I am in you. ``

Nodding my head, he told me to put my headland down on the pillow again. As I did, he again fingered my ass with KY, and then immediately tried to push his shaft in my ass. Again, it hurt and I tried to birth him guide it out, but he refused. It hurt so lots and when I tried to perpetrate away, he held me by my articulatio coxae keeping his dick in me. It was painful, I could n't do it, I quickly pulled away again, which pissed him off.

In a torment voice he said, `` Come on, what 's unseasonable now. ``

I again told him that it hurt, and in a huff he said,"You have got to try to relax."

I hoped he might give up trying but when he again said,"Let me screw when it stops hurting,"I realized he was n't going to break trying until he got to fuck me.

The pain had subsided, and moving closer, he told me again to relax. I had to relax so he could make out me but as he again pushed his cock in me, it started to hurt the minute he was in me. I rose up again, but this time he held me by my hips, not letting me pull away.

He said, `` Stop ! ``

I reached back, trying to push him away saying,"It hurt."

John said, `` If you would just unstrain, the hurting will go away. ``

He continued to hold me by my hip and after little bit, he asked,"Are you okay. It still hurt but I knew he wasn't going to stop and so I nodded. trick slowly started moving his heavy cock in and out of me, progressively pushing into me a little more each time. It still really hurting and when I again asked him to block off, he did.

I tried to wiggle relinquish but he again held me fast and told me to stop moving. I again tried to distance my thinking as he started moving his cock in and out of me and after a short time, he asked if I was ok. He wasn't going to stop ; I had to let him fuck, I needed to let him end up. Again, I nodded my head and as he started fucking me again, I continued to get to back pushing on him. John pushed my hand way now and as his organic structure slapped against my ass, he feverishly fucked my boggy yap.

It continued to hurt and as John the Divine forceful moving me back and forth, desperately trying to cum in me, my stopcock started to get hard. John had become bedevil, and as he suddenly stopped, he tried to explain that I need to help too. I didn't know what he meant but he told me I needed to run back and Forth River with him.

I was still confused, but as he grabbed my hips again he said, `` Like this,"and as he slowly started pushing and pulling me back and forth, and back and Forth privy said, `` That 's it, keep going. ``

Realizing what he wanted, I tried to get into it, and as I did, the botheration went away. It started to feel estimable with him going in and out of me and it obviously felt honorable for him too because he said,"Not to fast."

fillet for a moment, John now reached around me and as he felt my hard prick he remarking, `` Yea, that 's it. ''

I think it aroused him experience it had made me voiceless because he immediately quit playing with my cock and as he concentrated on fucking me, I could pick up his peter going in and out of me, as his body continued to slap against my ass. I wanted him to cum ; I wanted it to be over but as his accident became spry and more deliberate, it was hard to keep up.

All of a sudden, he pulled me close, thrusting his peter trench in me. It hurt, but as I tried to keep moving, John told me to stop moving. Right then, I felt his cock faintly jerking inside and realized he had cum in me. He was out of breathing time and as he again moved his cock in and out of me, I tried to pull away. He again held me close, and out of breath said, No, do n't move ! ``

toilet now hunched over me and as he pushed me plane on my venter, he again moving his prick in and out of me briefly.,

He was finished and as he lay on top of me he asked if I was okay. When I did n't answer rightfield away, he lifted off me, letting his putz shift out. lavatory now sat on the edge of the bed, and as he gently reached back to rub my ass he said, `` That really felt good."

I again didn't reply and as he got off the bed, he told me I should probably go into the privy and unobjectionable myself out.

Quickly, as I slid off the bed, he told me to use the bathroom in the Granville Stanley Hall, and not looking around, I headed out of the chamber. As I left, he made indisputable to tell me to do back when I was finished.

Going into the can and closing the room access, I was relieved it was over but as I stood there I thought about his comment,"cleansing myself out,"what did he imply ?

As I stood there wondering, I tried to pee. It was then that I started to finger I needed to poo, and felt something was leaking out of my ass. Sitting on the toilet now, I wiped my ass. As I looked at the toilet composition, I soon realized what he meant. My first thought was,"Oh, its KY,"but then realized it was probably his cum too. I started to panic and as I tried to push out whatever was inside me, KY and cum seemed to flow out of me. After wiping, I stood up and as I looked in the sewer, I could see that some white hooey was floating and some had sunk to the bottom. It was obviously a mix of KY and cum, and as I stood there, I was so frighten away thought to myself, `` What had I let him to do. ``

I knew he was waiting for me and so after trying one more time to push more out, I wiped my ass, gathered my composure, and headed back. As I went in the sleeping accommodation, I did n't see him but as I went in, he approached me, gently guided me toward the bed. As we sat down, St. John the Apostle asked if I was okay and as I nodded my head, he started rubbing my back and then quietly said,"Why don't you get on the bed again."

Immediately I was confused and thought"Why, did he need me to get on the bed ?"

As he stood up, I felt powerless and as he pushed me to get on the bed, I realized he wanted to do it again. Cautiously, I turned and as I got on the bed, John Lackland told me to appease on all quaternary and had me put my chief down gain. John then climbed on the bed behind me and as he spread my legs, he again rubbed my rachis and ass.

"Oh my god,"I thought,"he's going to fuck me again,"but how could he ?

lav moved closer, and spreading my ass cheek, he again dabbed KY on my butthole. As he fingered my ass again, he told me to relax. All I could recollect about was, '' How could he be grueling enough, he had just cum a few minutes ago ?"

I did n't want to do it again and I told myself I would try to clinch my ass, not letting him put his cock in me again. As John pushed my back down and spread my ass, he immediately pressed his hard cock against my fix. I desperately tried to tighten my ass, but it was no use, his putz easily slipped into me."What was I going to do ?"I told myself.

He held me by my pelvic girdle and as he continued to push against me, his cock easily slipped deeper into me."Oh my god,"I thought,"he's going to get laid me again."

As he started moving his turncock in and out of me, I decided I wouldn't service. Trying not to move, it actually felt good but I again told myself,"I was n't going to help."

Immediately however, John noticed I was n't helping and stopping he asked,"What's awry ?"

I was nervous to say anything but quickly said,"I thought we were only going to do it once."

He didn't say anything right away and instead reached around taking cargo hold of my pecker. As he fondled it he said, `` seed on, I thought you liked it."

I didn't say anything it after a few seconds lavatory said,"Let's do it one to a greater extent meter. ''

Again, I did n't reply, but he immediately grabbed my hips and started forcibly moving me back and Forth, determine to cum again. As he continued, it actually started to feel salutary, but I also thought to myself, `` He had told me we would only do it once, '' so I continued to not help.

John was now breathing hard as he frantically fuck me, thrusting his cock in and out of me, desperately trying to cum. He soon became very upset that I wasn't helping and eventually realized it was n't working. Out of breath he suddenly stopped, and hastily took his peter out of me. As he got off the bed he angrily said, `` Go use the lav and then get dressed,"as he quickly went into the lavatory and closed the room access.

I too hurried into the manse bath, and as I sat on the toilet, I again tried to push out whatever was still in me. After cleaned my ass, I hurried back into the bedroom to get dressed.

As I sat there getting dressed on the edge of the bed, he came out of the bathroom, and sat by me as I continued to get dressed. He did n't say anything at first, but then as he put his script on my spine he said,"That was really nice."

I was powerless, he was my drive back to the plot room and I did not get it on what to say. I didn't say anything, asI finished getting dressed, and as I looked up he said,"ejaculate on, let's go."

We both stood up and as we headed down the hall past the bathroom and the spare bedroom, I noticed the doorway was now closed on the spare bedroom."How could it be closed,"I thought as we continued out of his apartment.

As we got in his car, he suggested that he learn me home. I agreed that it was a good thought, because I really did n't require to verbalise to anyone after what just happened. We did n't really say anything as he drove me household. I felt ashamed and all I could think about was wanting to get home and right now it felt like it was taking forever. Finally, he pulled into my neighborhood and as he up front man of my sign, I quickly got out of the car and hurried inside.

Luckily no one was rest home and going straight to the john, I again tried to advertise out whatever was still inside me. I managed to push a little more KY and cum out, but not very lots and after wiping, I quickly took off all my wearing apparel and got in the shower. I continued to worry about what had happened, scared that he might have given me a disease. Yea, he gave me a blowjob, making me cum in his mouth, but more importantly he did n't use a condom when he fucked me.

A few days later, I returned to the game way to ask about the car he had promised but when I asked him about it, he smiled and said let 's go for a private road, we can peach about it. I was uncomfortable but as we we got in his car and drove off he explained that the good deal was that I'd eternal rest with him.

I was confused, but as he continued he said that because I did not want to stay put that's why the deal was off. I was in shock but after a pause he said,"I'll tell you what, why don't you come over to my position again, give way it another try and I'll give you the car, but only if we do it again, okay. ''

I didn't know what to say ; I wanted the car, but did not want to have sex with him again, it was the fact of the thing. He had promised to contribute me the car if I did it and now he was reneging. I felt he used me and I should have realized he was never going to give me a car. We eventually went back to the game room and as I got out of the car John said, `` I still have the car, let me know if you want to go again. ``

I tried to stay away from the game room for a longsighted sentence but when I finally did fall, toilet was very friendly, like nothing had happened. I had the look he still wanted to cover the human relationship, and maybe in a way I did too, but I was so infringe, and I worried if he might proposition me.

It was almost summer fracture now and he must have thought that he would never cause the chance to be with me again. However, one day he approached me and mentioned that he had moved into an apartment closer to where I lived. It intrigued me because I knew where this complex was and when he said,"You should get by sometime."

I didn't know what to say but nodding I simply said,"okey,"which made him smile.

I was skittish to go over there, but curious too, thinking he might have got the car parked over there, and so one day I did venturing over there. I still wanted the car ; I felt he owed it to me, and maybe deep down I wanted to have sex with him again.

As I knocked on the door, I became queasy as I waited for him to answer the threshold. As he opened the door, he smiled, and asked me to descend in. Entering his apartment, an uncomfortableness feeling came over me ; I could n't stay, because I felt he would try to deal advantage of me again, and I just could n't do it.

The car never did materialize and I never again had sex with him. I did try to contact him much later, but the game room had closed and this early record fund he had was gone too, so I never did find him. I have thought about hooking up with individual off the net, wanting to try it again, but these days, it could feature deadly moment .