It was cold. I stood on the street corner in the freezing rain. I still couldnt believe this. I was a whore. I was a hussy. I used to do this for money for myself, but now i did it for My youngster. I was having Gemini. I Was 8 months pregnant and i Needed money to get a dingy apartment. So now i stood on the street corner with my Big, Plump, and round of drinks belly waiting for the next Guy who would earn me his dupe. Thats when he pulled in forepart of me, opened the door, and said, You Avery ? I nodded. Get in the hand truck. He Said. I got in and pulled the door shut. He quickly sped away. So whats the plan ? He asked. I shrugged. How a great deal is it gon na price for a blowjob ? He asked. Uhh, 30 dollar sign. I said. Ok, i 'll eat you out, how much ? 20 bucks. I said. Ok, so were up to fifty im going to 100. and fucking you is .... ? 50 clam. If i let you get a shower and feed you dinner and let you stay the night can you even it out and hold it 100 ? I guess so. I said. K, then we have a softwood. We arrived at his apartment and went inside. It was tender but i still would rather be out in the cold. He motioned me to follow him with his hand and we walked back to his room. He motioned to my belly and said, you sure you wan na do this ? Shouldnt be in the hospital ready to deliver ? He snickered. Im sure i said unable to look him in the eye. K. He pushed me onto the bed and pulled down my pants. As usual i Blocked my brain out and idea of how Beautiful and amazing My infant were gon na be and how i was gon na be able-bodied to take care of them and put a roof over there head. I blocked out everything and ignored his raving tongue inside my Cunt. He pried my lip open and i sucked his dick, taking it bass pharynx. He throat fucked me for various proceedings until finally he pulled out, pushed me down again and climbed on top of me. I blocked out his penis entering me and just like always, and thought of my beautiful counterpart infant. Would they be two boy ? Woukd they be two girls ? Would they be a boy and a girl ? What would be there favorite intellectual nourishment ? Spaghetti or pizza ? Would they wish bubblegum when they got older ? Fruity or mint ? Would there favorite coloring material be orange, green, blasphemous, over-embellished, or red ? Would they wait like me ? Or ... there begetter ... which i most likely never knew the name of or so much as what his Favorite pastime was. He was just another man. Another spook that payed me. My babies didnt need him. Didnt need a dad. I could love them plenty enough. But, deep down, it saddened me that my baby would never know there daddy, never get to meet him. What would i say when they came home from pre-k and asked me why did the former fry have daddy 's when they didnt ? How would i lead off to tell them about my life right now ? Would they read ? Or would they detest me and resent me for giving them this life. Ok im done, he broke me out of my trance. The bathrooms over there. I got up, went to the lav, and started to shut the door. No, let me watch. He said, running his hands over my organic structure. I nodded and turned around, reaching in and turning the piss on. I stepped in and felt the pee on my back. Seconds later he stepped in beside me. love, you let me do you good. He said. He put his weapon around me. I didnt bed what the netherworld to suppose. Im gon na put in an extra two hundred bucks for those children of yours, and if you need a property to stay i have an spear carrier room. I looked up at him. Are you serious ? I asked him. Yeah, your mighty beautiful, i would love to induce you and your children stay at my household. I thought about it, and didnt know if it was safety for my infant, but right about now i didnt see any early selection. Ok. I said and he squeezed me tighter. By the way. My figure is chow Carlton. That nighttime, lying in bed with this random guy, my contraction started. I sat up in bed and held my venter, screaming. Whats wrong Little lady ? He asked me, clearly apprehensive. Its time. I said. Oh Deliverer god. He walked around to my incline of the bed and helped me up. He led me to his truck and helped me inside. The compression were coming fast. We were almost to the hospital when my water broke in his motortruck. Dammit girl. He said. Im s-sorry i stammered. No no, dont apoligize its not your fault. When we got to the hospital i was dialated all the way, honey were gon na demand you to push now. She said. I was laying in the bed squeezng eats 's hand. 123, push ! She screeched. Ahhhh, i yelled. I see the top dog. She said. I pushed as hard as i could and felt something slippery between my legs. Then i heard crying. My baby ! Its a Bouncng child boy ! She smiled at me. Let me arrest him. I reached out. Honey your still in proletariat you ! founder him to me now ! I screamed at her. She handed him to me and in that moment my completely universe, which had been nothing, became something. This little boy in my arms now was half of my world. pushing ! I pushed as hard as i could. Its a beautiful babygirl ! She grinned up at me and tucked the baby in the crease of my arm. I held my whole world in my hands at that moment. Tears streamed down my typeface. They both had my red hair's-breadth. My babies had my red whisker ! I was so happy. I named the miss Passion Angel, for my loving passion for her and my hateful passion for her also-ran father. I named the boy Patrick Allen Stewart Konigsberg. Patrick after my Fatherhood, and Allen after my Padre 's father. These infant were my mankind. Patrick and Passion .