While there 's probably something dirty for everyone here, this is n't a porno news report so much trying to keep track of what I 've been up to so far. Like watching a show as I 'm doing now, it 's actually potential to forget how and who you went through to get here. It 's a love-life timeline of me I guess, kind of a cliffnotes matter without bulletpoints. It does n't symbolise everyone I 've ever been with because some one-nighters are forgettable, and not every clip I 've had sex because like nigh of us not every fourth dimension was story worthy and it 's pretty buy at when you 're in a relationship. It 's more about the important one where I discovered something new or interesting. I thought about putting it under the `` diary '' category but I think that would be misconstrued as `` dearest diary, insert porno. ``

My number one boyfriend was a guy named cross, coincidentally my current hubby 's name. He was controlling and opprobrious in the spicy way, so I accepted it. He did n't like me having guy friends, did n't want me going out without him, easy to pass water off, like what girls warn their girlfriends about, but I was a sexually nescient virgin in the `` slashie fangirl '' sock-in-your-mouth, crying-as-I-tie-you-down-with-more-duct-tape kind of way at the time. Because I guess I was the nut he always wanted he was now justified in not asking if I wanted to try something and just went for it. Alot of bozo have experience trying to talk girlfriend into trying things like anal retentive or even giving head word for the boring perfumed little girl, and it 's usually a atruggle but he did n't worry about it. We were n't attached and needy either but he was pretty territorial reserve. We never said we loved each other or anything and he even shared me with 2 of his nicer friends once, one of whom would later become a bf so he was n't terribly in honey with me. This sharing 'll turn a recurring root word. So Mark was my friend 's boyfriend before mine, she met him at a party we went to and I got to have a go at it him through her, and after they broke up he came to me. She tried to warn me like I said but I did n't take heed or deal, she had become kind of timid since they broke up and it was form of an embarassed suggestion at best. There was a good ground for it. He was never bad to me, or you could say he was but I loved it, like I said, but that was n't the sheath for her. Although it turned out alright for me, I did n't know at the clip ( and she did n't tell me which is kind of a dick relocation ), He was the same way with her. But she was n't like me. Her inaugural metre was in front end of his friends crying as she was raped and humiliated, a small company or bbq with his Quaker or something where everyone was drunk. Remember the controlling part, she had no booster there because he did n't need them around. If there were more vocalization saying `` hey what the ass ? ! ? stop ! '' it might not have happened, but they did n't hear that. I assume to them it was like a rape-porno, something everybody lookout but does n't admit to their Quaker. In that environment though they were all thinking the same thing ; Everyone 's cool with it and I 'm not doing it so I 'm ok with it. He did n't leave a physical sucker where I could see it, otherwise the timing of that and the separation would have been suspicious to me and I would n't induce become his succeeding girl. From what she told me though during that issue he was rocky in the way I knew him, he choked and slapped her around during which is where the humiliation came in. She only told me after he and I broke up, which while I understand it being grueling to talk about was kind of messed up because it might receive happened to me. collapse the condition she has n't been with a guy since as far as I know. I have n't talked to her in a couple long time but for a few years after that she was strictly girls, including my showtime. More about that later.

Kenny came second. He was one of mug 's nicer friends that I was shared with like I was talking about. After the last brakeup he was all over my phone being `` a in effect friend. '' Basically he knew I was available, what kind of matter I was into and had to beat person else to me. He was alot less comfortable with just doing what he wanted to me with no apology. But that was the only type of guy I was used to, I so was the one pushing him to try new thing. Nothing boring like anal retentive and blowjob because he knew from experience I was into those and I consider them parts of veritable sex. But I wanted to be slapped and choked, tied up and belted like I was used to. He was my outset attentive bf, the kind of normal squeamish guy who gives girls what they want. We said our `` love you '' s, went out office and everything normal couples do together. There were things I could n't get him to do. One of them was pegging, the early was n't group sex, after all that would be hypocritical since we 'd already done that together. I actually convinced him to let me take from a group of his protagonist for a gangbang. We 'd hang out with them one at a time, someone hanging out with his Friend and the friend 's gf basically, casually loosen them up with innuendo while playing games or what have you while I was laying on the blatant flirting. When I had private instant with them most would coquet more directly with me, thinking I wanted something on the slope and Kenny was totally forgetful. Even guys who claim to be good and would never domiciliate up with a friend 's miss will do it if they think they can get away with it. Anyway I would severalize them that he was coolheaded with sharing and they did n't stimulate to await until we were alone to lay on the biz. When we were all in the Same way again the conversation could extend more fluidly. I had 6 military recruit lined up pretty fast, a little Thomas More than a week I think, sadly only 5 showed up. I 'm only going to namedrop the `` authoritative notches '' but Curtis deserves a special mention and made up for the absense. After breaking up with Kenny I did n't see him again, but occasionally I still think about him because ... His dick was amazing. Almost coke-can thick, foreskinned that did n't come all the way around his head, light Amytal veins all the way down the sides, and I could n't even get my fingertips to disturb together at the base. And that was flaccid, it hung along his second joint almost halfway to his knees at like 9+ inch when hard like a pornstar. Except for the fact that aside from size pornstars have workaday prick, but this one was perfect and inviting, practically yummy. Naturally during the gangbang and probably because I 'd been making constant quantity jokes about its size, he maintained a monopoly on my asshole the absolute majority of the time. The imperativeness on the back of my vaginal wall left me hovering around orgasm constantly, the hombre who took bit in my kitty made me cum every meter. I had a hypothesis that a girl 's body can take 6 guys at once. The logistics are hard, not enough room to fit that many people in around a female child at once and they did in fact mostly take turns 2 or 3 at once. But with a coffee table the summit is about right to throw it make. Curtis underneath me while on my backrest, someone standing at the foot of the coffee tabular array to eff my puss, one at the school principal with his hawkshaw in my mouth, one straddling over me and the table titfucking me, and 2 on either side for me to fluff while they waited for a better parking situation. Only 1 in that hold up case though when individual did n't show. Kenny and I were together for awhile after that too. But he personally never shared me with them again. Not that it caused any trouble or anything, but as far as I know none of them had ever seen each others'pecker and I probably did n't take a shit him too glad with my buy at musings about Curtis 's but he was a good mutation and it, but anyway of course we eventually broke up.

After that was H. I 'll telephone her H and she was the one I was talking about in home run 's story. We 'd been bff 's since we were trivial but we 've drifted apart the finale few years. It probably had something to do with being friends and then being together for awhile. I can reasonably maintain relationships with X and stay booster, but the burden is on other people to be able to do the same. It 's a uncommon thing outside of swingers, green-eyed monster comes too easily to some masses. I 've never been in a monogamous relationship even now. Anyway, She was the low gear little girl I 've ever been with, and there have been 3 1/2, which will be explained. As soon as my `` one '' windowpane was exposed she made her move the Saame way I tried to convert Guy to offer for my gangbang. We 'd always been flirty the way friends are, but after him I noticed she started acting differently. She 'd stare too long or she would want to cuddle all the clock time, no sense of personal place. I did n't mind, she was always like that but it was different than usual. So after the insinuation and flirting to ease me into it like I 've done, we had that conversation where she said she wanted me, and asked me to aid her get off. The way she sold me on it was that it would n't mean anything and would be prosperous, she would wear thin a dame and no panty for clothed unawkward memory access, laying with her branch hanging over the bed, and I could wear a strapon over my clothes. Then just came rocking together like whenever girls are dancing or giving a mock lap-dance. Basically entirely unoffensive if I was n't into it, not asking much. It did n't turn out that way. I got excited as she was and I did start off wearing it over my pants, but all of her clothes and my shirt had come off by the time we were done. And I was on top of her with my tongue in her mouth. Que sera ... We were living together for almost a year, a few months of which were after we broke up. I do n't know why, we were still poise with each other and I could stimulate had a relationship with a girl, we were pulling it off, I was just more into guy cable and she was n't at all. So we broke up but lived together and I started seeing Nick.

Nick was interesting. He was a skinny blonde fem looking guy who had some confutable fetishes and a thing for older cleaning woman. He had in fact dated a 32 year old sub PE teacher at his HS before we got together and would n't you eff it- she became my gf later. In keeping with my polygamous nature and his guy libido, he introduced me to her one night at his flat. We talked about how they met, PE shorts, yoga ( which we met for right away ) and they had previously talked about how she was tidal bore to try sex with another girl. Naturally the reason he facilitated was he was hoping to be in on it, which never happened. Aside from a shared BJ at a bbq later. ANyway this Para River 's his so I 'll say he was like my diametrical. We had dissimilar fetishes but we were both freaks. Some things even I wo n't do like diaper/shit stuff, when I want to do that it 'll be when I 'm changing an actual child, thank you. One thing we could both agree on was pegging. I had strapon experience and he had anal retentive experience so we went together like hot click and doughnuts. I was n't expecting him to fatigue lingerie but it was unexpectedly welcome too. The constituent I was n't cracking about was topping. Not like it made me uncomfortable, I 'm just not the take-charge eccentric and was used to being on the invite end. But I like to make my men felicitous so I tied his wrists to his headboard, buttfucked, belittled, and spanked him while he was dressed like a slutty girl. We were n't together for long, maybe 6 months when I found out I was significant ! I planned to work out what to do together with him and I was totally subject to an miscarriage, we were n't that serious and it was still early in every sense. But he threw a fit and essentially threatened me, I wo n't say what he said but I figured it was over. My roomy was supportive but my other burgeoning yoga ally did n't want the drama at the time. I had n't decided what to do with the maternity but it was decided for me when I went for a `` lady checkup '' and was told I could n't give a babe yet. I had some uterine scarring that would n't allow it to get food and air it needed to develop. It was n't a big hit to me or anything because it was so early and actually fixable whenever I finally found the money for it, which I did n't have got at the clock time ( I 'm now viable ). So after a snaking I went place with a sore cooch, which sounds like the darker half of a porn joke but it 's not funny at all, especially the pain and cramping.

So the PE sub. I 'll call her R, guy like shoutouts for bro-fives but fille and fair sex probably wo n't. While I was with notch I actually started hanging out with her and we did Yoga at her house. I do n't remember the locating but that 's not why I was doing it. I looked great in those gasp and they were fun to rub against individual wearing them, which we did. Our start experience was erotic but not sexual, doing stretchability together and she showed me how to reach my toes with her lap straddling my ass for `` direction ''. If we were n't wearing panties it could have been embarassing wearing those pants wet as we were ... I was still living with H while I was with Nick, which caused friction because of our account together, then when I left him she found out I had been getting close to a woman that was n't her and how R reacted with my pregnant tidings, it pissed off H even more. She and R actually almost had some drama when R came to talk about the unanimous pregnancy affair with me. After we 'd been seeing each other for awhile and my roomie got another gf the position got a little crowd, so I moved in with R and her son Dillan. Trouble. Not right away, and the `` mom 's gf '' sounds like a story from Naughty America but they would n't legally be able to upload this kind of thing. She was pretty inexperienced for an Old woman, Me being her first young woman and we had alike taradiddle. Her husband was controlling, would trace her when she went out with friends, ect. The only soundly thing she got from him was his son. She married him before she could legally drink so she missed out on the young messing around aspect of figuring poppycock out and was trying to work up for it with younger guy. After separating with him she burned through a half dozen barely legals and one 16 year old Nick before me, but she was n't worry in a kinship and after having sex with them would leave them soon after, all besides ding. Anyway I loved her alot and we were together a couple years before I messed that up. She was accomodating for a woman, she let me have a bf on the face, a single dad of 2 kids who I actually block about from time to time, he 's the guilty reason I 'm getting this stuff down ! She did n't mind sharing either, having me base every night while I carved out whatever spear carrier fourth dimension I could with him, and I taught her the affair my previous bfs taught me. Like I said she was pretty inexperienced in the gumption that she 'd been in the drive through plenty enough times but always ordered the same matter. I made her try anal, bondage, spanking, ect. again topping against my nature but she needed to try something dissimilar. The relationship with her son was easy too. Being a teenager he was into play, girlfriend, and being a smartass like me so we got along big, and when she was n't nursing home we would hang out together. But we got too well-to-do. We would coquet but it was always a gag, I made sure not to give him the wrong estimation pretty much only because of how a great deal trouble I could have got found myself in, so I kept distancing myself when it started heating up. But he was the alone testosterone in the mansion and I 'm needy, but it 's not like I made the first base or any move and did n't have a bf already so my ass was covered, like how you feel obligated to say `` no '' when you do n't really want to. There was also no `` regular thing '' just the first time I did n't say no corresponding I was supposed to, and the second time special occasion which got me thrown out. That first prison term, I sat on the couch across from him and put my legs in his lap like I 'd done a one hundred fourth dimension before, and he started tickling my feet. Not a big deal, so I struggled a little and he stopped for a mo before stroking my legs. He was getting sheer and tracing in high spirits and I did n't say anything, when he got to the hem of my shorts leg I put my ankle behind his neck and pulled his head towards me, I could n't assist it then. When he started kissing my second joint I lost it and let him do what he wanted. That was apparently to pick out my pussy with his tongue, or maybe shine my clit with it. Whatever, I played with his pilus and breathed hard while letting him do both. After that he got more confident and dangerous, things like grabbing my butt while his mom was right there looking the other way, tempting portion. The second and last fourth dimension I was taking him out driving for his 16th birthday but he told me what he really wanted and I agreed, it was a half truth I told his mom. We were going out practice driving but he really wanted what he got a brace years before, yeah if you 're doing the maths you know I 'm a bad someone. I was driving to a `` safe spot '' somewhere we could practice driving without the risk of getting pulled over or hitting anyone, with the added benefit of not getting caught giving him his nowadays. It was just after dark and we were just out of the driveway when he had his prick out, playing with it in one hand and massaging the rear of my cervix with the other. R had told me she was n't planning on going anywhere and she 'd see us when we got back, but about 15 hour later I saw her again. My defect for not making it very far and picking a bad place to stop, the route towards main street went right by where I parked. He was pushy and eagre so I had to rend into a dollar storehouse 's turd lot down the street with no lights nearby, I 'm surprised she could even see the car in the darkness from the road, but she pulled in behind us and almost caught me trying to reach his clump with my tongue and I already had a mouthful of his shaft. She did n't see anything much the car parked in the lot, but since we were parked in the dark so soon after leaving there was nothing else we could have been doing. But she did probably see us panic like worm along with him riding high in the seat pulling his pants up when the lights hit us, I thougt she was a cop. I knew it was all my geological fault but I was still acrimonious, I got thrown out that night and went to delay with my mom. That was late in the month a brace Nov ago, I had a crew of bags in her closet, Christmas Day presents that I still do n't eff what happened to. That 's just a weird petty detail that I would save coming back to that made me cry a farseeing clip after it was over. Now we 're actually on casual talking terms on a mutual schmooze site we visit and we send each other picture show and memes we find on-line occasionally. She says she realizes it 's hypocritical to hate me for doing what she 's done but we 'll never be close again because of the betrayal of it. I effectively cheated on her with her underage son. How Jerry springer.

While I was with her I had been working on a ranch. I 'd worked my way up to director over a bunch of immigrants with varying levels of English, but we had a fun relationship. I rode around in a golf cart all day yelling mock Spanish along with the few words I knew and I would hear affair back like `` puta '' with a smile and Wave, I think Puta means honey ! No we were all reasonably cool and loved giving each other dirt. Literally, I was the managing director so I decided who deloused buck sales booth, Javier ! Anyway after breaking up with R I quit the job out of economic crisis, sat around at my mom 's all day playing games and moping, a lady friend of mine made it easier taking me out places like party. She 's younger, in fact she was Dillan 's on/off lady friend around his age and I knew her through the family. I started going to High shoal parties with citizenry 5 or 6 years unseasoned than me, not that I was the only one like I thought I 'd be. One tall bald black guy was chatting with me and pretty soon I was sitting on his lap, and we were talking about what coke does to you and he was trying to talk me into it. He expected it to get me in the mood and get him position, but while I was already in his lap I was n't sure I was in the modality. `` H2 '' I 'll call my friend, she was putting him on about how very much I actually wanted it and he should direct me in the unoccupied bedroom and give me some more. She did n't know it at the time but I 'd been with black Guy before ( not a stranger though, between-noteworthyness dating ), because she was n't talking about the coke, which she also totally approves of. That candy he did give me got my philia going and I liked the rush, but he followed her lead and said we could only make more if we were alone like she suggested, so I indulged him. I knew where it was going and just figured `` bonk it. '' When we were alone he rubbed some behind the head of his pecker with his thumb and I licked it off, and I discovered I did n't care it on my tongue much. Not like I have n't trained my gag innate reflex for the verbalize rationality of deepthroating but if I had n't it would consume killed that too because my throat felt blunt. Side note- smutty dicks are n't any bigger than anyone el'. Now in porno everyone 's shaft 's big so of course every pitch blackness guy you see 's going to experience a big dick, but the myth 's in place because of the musings of lone blank womanhood wondering about the `` out '' of BBC who have never had it. Like most agressive Guy, especially party guy wire I 've noticed there was n't alot of kissing and playing around, it was `` turn me around, lift dress, panties off, force down and drunk doggystyle. '' After about only 10 minutes someone knocked on the doorway looking for him, from the ebonic dialect I knew it was the other black guy I 'd seen there hitting on little girl and failing so I think if he struck out the unhurt `` knock and walkway in '' matter was plan B. It was the outdo I 'd felt in awhile, so I did n't even say anything or calculate back when he told him he could follow in. It went on for like another 15 instant until both had cum at either end of me and the original guy before he left helped me draw my step-in back on with an unexpected nowadays. A ziplock baggie tucked by my butt. That gave me an approximation how I could get back on the horse.

I browsed Craigslist personals for one of `` those '' entry. If you 've been desperate and horny you know about them, they say `` sensual massage '' or `` amatuer naked photoshoot '' or something similar. I only had to message one guy back, but did my condom homework first and bagged a collegiate amatuer lensman. That 's actually stretching it, he had a tv camera and was in college but it was community college and a cameraphone that I 'm surely he did n't even get laid how to change the settings on. He took plenty of pics and a mate videos of me posing naked with airscrew like his member and we had a fun time. I got $ 300 for it which was probably near of a payroll check since he works at at a pizza place rhyming with Riddle Cheesers which I say so I do n't get sued or something. From then on I went by referral, he would suggest me to his Quaker and they would get something similar, but being `` broke burger flippers '' as I like to call them I got frequent-but-unstrenuous work. I became an escort ! But since I was playing it rubber and meeting by referral the networking syndicate was limited to guys my age who did n't have alot of money, so I gave alot of head since that was cheap and fast. The `` savings over time '' logic does n't forge with blink of an eye gratification, getting off is getting off whether it 's $ 300 or $ 50 so natually everyone wanted the $ 50 option. Yeah I learned later how little I was charging, I 'm not vain but I get told I 'm hot and hit on sight, so I think I 'm fairly sexy. But apparently I could have been charging one thousand if I 'd chosen guest a little good, I 've talked to other girls that charge that much and they 're like 300lb chainsmoking grandmas, guys will TRULY fuck anything. Mine were dainty cat though, about 6 of them in their mathematical group and I got invited to political party with them, called to hang out and represent game, we were Friend with benefits and $ being exchanged. One node I met at a company was a landscaper at a wine maker and he referred me to `` Mk2. '' I say that as a jest because he 's my secong Mark and the one who 's my hubby now. Owning a winery on top of acreage like he does I figured he was fertile but I did n't know how a good deal, that was n't where his capital came from, it was just where he lays his head, I wo n't say how a great deal he makes but It 's a couple digits above the eminent plausable guess. At one point I was spending 2 daytime a workweek with him and getting two-baser whole-package note value of $ 400 a day. What we did those nights was the most fun too, he became my favorite in a hastiness being alot like Mk1 with a meaner bar. When I slept there I actually started worn-out my nights tied up on the story of his water closet in between playing servant, being belted while hanging from the punching bag eyebolt in the basement ceiling, led around on a leash and swatted with a theme like a dog and more than. He eventually got covetous and wanted me all to himself, giving me a Miata and a $ 5000 a month allowance to come hold out with him and be his alone, which I recently learned someone else is effectively paying present. I would make done it for disengage for the prospect to live with him and have that kind of fun every day. We got married in July last-place year, I loved the ceremony and thought he did, it was a voyeuristic group sex thing but since then he has n't touched me like that, only wanting the occasional wakeup blowjob and housekeeping. I 'm more like the unsporting live-in housemaid nowadays, but I 've gotten something else from him as a consolation present- a boyfriend who is again a protagonist of his. I stay with him whenever fall guy 's out of Ithiel Town, which is about 10-12 daytime a month, and when I 'm over there my girlfriend usually comes to fall out with us and that 's when I get my gaming sentence in. He 's the one who 's taken up giving Mark that $ 5000 a month I get as an adjustment. As far as I know that was n't always the case, but I wonder if I 'm still in the escort biz and my married man 's now my fancy man ... I have in fact entertained one of his hymeneals node who was traveling to CA on business, he did n't address a word of English and had an entourage, and I did n't do it he was coming until I got an out-of-timezone text edition from my husband telling me to ask him and I was to impart him the VIP treatment. I 've learned to fake since I moved in here, there were actually staff on another theater on the property for that kind of affair before he met me but it 's discharge now. I wonder if I 'm basically getting their $ to do their jobs now since I clean this giant piazza and do all the cooking and washables and stuff.

Before I forget, earlier I said I 'd been with 3 1/2 women which I said I 'd explain. I met a tgirl at a political party and have been spending metre with her lately. She 's so feminine and beautiful that she was getting hit on there as much or to a greater extent than any other lady friend, and the Guy have no melodic theme. Neither did I until the subject came up and she whispered it to me nervously. She actually does n't feel comfortable in the open with people knowing who she really is and wants to last out discreet for now. But at some point we got into talking about our experiences and things we still wanted to try and I mentioned girls with dicks, I do n't bed if she somehow managed to steer the conversation that way but we got a mates joking cheerfulness fron wino cat when we went to pay heed out by ourselves in the service department to `` blab '' more privately. It 's a prepare situation, but she 's not like the common guys or girls I like. It 's fitting I guess since she 's basically neither sexuality, but definitely feminine. She 's entitle and likes slow sex with alot of holding each former and kissing and gentle rocking. My married man being as ... imperfect tense as he is, girls are allowed and he knows I like to hang out and mess around with H2 but I do n't know how he 'd finger about `` T '' if he knew she had a cock. She 's not on the favourable reception leaning, I 've told him about her but not the being trans office.

So that 's where I am right now, I do n't know about my standing in my marriage ceremony and while I love him and it was fun at the jump right now I 'm more like the naughty maid like I said. He gives me so practically freedom though which is totally comeback to what I was expecting ( I graduated from the closet to a cage in the basement gym when I stopped seeing him as an escort and became scoop, now none of that ) and I ca n't see myself with anyone else, so it 's not in danger just totally opposite to what I was expecting. I 'll probably update this eventually as more worry material happens so I hope it was interesting .