There are always those confrontation that we remember as well as ace we want to bury, and this particular one has remained in my thinker, even though I have tried to bury it ever fall out. The experience has become to a greater extent and more intense and as I remember the events that led up to this moment. Maybe I wish it would somehow happen again or that I could relive the experience of that fateful metre in my life, but then I wish to forget it ever happened.

I had just turned fifteen and in my first year of high gear school, I was impressionable and naïve, and I had become somewhat of a juvenile delinquent, skipping classes to hang out with my friends at the game room by shoal. I was a rather shy young man and even though I had had several girl friend over the age, I was still a virgin. Yea, I had experimented and I had plenitude of chance, but never went all the way.

Anyway, I was spending a lot of clip at the game way during the day with champion, instead of going to class, and had started to become good admirer with a man that worked there, that I soon discovered was the owner of the secret plan way. His gens was Gospel According to John, he was probably 10 long time older than I was, had dark skin and dark hair, and he was very friendly.

Everyone at the shoal liked hanging out up at the game room during the day and sometime, even into the night, and weekends. There were pinball game machines that lined the rampart, foosball machine in the middle, as well as selling records and cassettes.

At first, I really did not strike notice of John too much, but I think he must have been watching me and noticing how much time I was spending at the game room and at some point he must get decided to see if he could encourage me to accept a relationship with him.

At the time, I had no idea whoremonger was gay but it would soon become quite evident, but at first I thought he was just being well-disposed because our interaction were all very innocent. Conversations were nothing Sir Thomas More than the passing, `` Hello '' as I entered the game way or me asking for change to take on some of the secret plan. However, it soon progressed to where he would turn over me free games on the pinball machine when I was hanging out there and there were even a match times when the attender working at the plot room started giving me pot and pills.

My friendship with John grew and soon he was asking me to go out for breakfast and luncheon with him, which at first off I was reluctant to do, but eventually John convinced me it would be okey. I actually enjoy skipping classes to hang out at the game room, even though my grades were hurting, and I did liked the attending I was getting.

Going out for breakfast or lunch, became more and more frequent and our conversations were inexperienced person, at least on the surface, but I am quite sure enough he was always looking for an opening, a way to feel out the site, and at the same time, trying to build me up, create a friendly relationship that would hopefully get me to sleep with him.

There was one particular day that stands out and when I think about what happened, it was a become point in our friendly relationship. We were out for breakfast on day, and our childlike conversation turned to a conversation about female child and sex. King John asked if I had ever been with a girl and at the fourth dimension, I had been with several girlfriends, however I had not gone all the way, but I was n't going to state him that, so I simply told him, `` Yea. ``

We talked about what colouration hair we liked, boobs, asses, etc., and we even laughed a niggling, but Gospel According to John then asked me when was the death time I had sex. After a suddenly pause, I inadvertently let it slip that I had actually never had sex before.

He was shocked a little and asked, `` Why not, '' and continued by saying, `` Maybe you like guys. ``

I paused but quickly snapped saying, `` No, I like girls, not guys. ``

After a slender pause he said, `` Then why have n't you done it yet ? ``

I told him that I just had n't had the chance.

The conversation again paused for a small bit and then he asked, `` Do you ever think guys are attractive ? ``

I didn't know why he was asking me this and as I looked at him I said, `` No."

whoremonger was smiling and said, `` So, when you 're watching a movie and there 's a guy in the movie, you never say to yourself, Hey, he 's good looking. ``

I thought about it for a second but again said, `` No, I never think that. ``

John chuckled and quickly tried to chill out me down by agreeing that he knew I only like girls, which sort of put me at repose as our conversation returned to a more innocent one. However, it was about to require another turn as the conversation paused again. I could sense John was looking at me and as he asked if everything was ok, I looked up and nodded my head.

privy quickly said that he really enjoyed my company and told me it was really skillful to have person like me to talk with. Agreeing, I nodded my head, which gave toilet a little clip to gain his thought process, looking for a way to channelise the conversation in a direction that would not only calm my intellection, but provide him a way to find out if he could get me to go with him to his apartment.

He subtly told me he was sorry if I was embarrassed, and as I nodded my mind and told him it was ok, John smiled and said, `` right, '' and proceeded by again saying that he understood that I only like daughter, and as I nodded my head again, the conversation paused. St. John then casually mentioned that he was bisexual, and looking up at him wondering what he meant, the conversation paused again ; I had never heard that term before and sense I was naive about what he was telling me, he asked if I know what that was.

I simply told him, `` No, I did n't, '' and as I looked at him, he smiled, seeming relishing in the opportunity to explain what it was.

He started by saying that he was attracted to young lady like I was and then continued by telling me that sometimes he found guys attractive too. I was a little upset, but King John continued be explaining that he like having sex with fille but that sometimes if he found a guy attractive, and they hit it off that he also enjoyed sleeping with guys too.

I was shocked, but he continued the conversation by asking what I thought about it. I did not know what to say or what to do, so I told him that I was n't certainly. I was confused as our conversation paused for a bit and I asked myself, `` Why was he telling me this, '' but it would soon become very apparent. With that said, John must have known the topic made me uncomfortable, because John now tried to change the subject by saying, `` I 'm gladiolus I was able to distinguish you that, '' and hesitantly I acknowledged him. He continued by saying, `` You 've been a full Friend, it really nice to give ear out with you. '' It was kind of nice to hear but John then said, `` I got ta tell you, I 'm attracted to you. ``

Oh my god, what was he saying ?

He then said, `` I do n't want you to feel uncomfortable, but I 've even thought about asking you to come over to my flat, but I was n't sure how you 'd withdraw it. ``

A sudden spirit of uneasiness came over me about the conversation and after another intermission, I think he realized he might have gone to far and to fast. I did not know what to do ; this man was my alone way back to schooltime and he just told me he was attracted to me.

He quickly told me not to occupy, that he was not going to do anything unless I felt the same way, but that he wanted me to know how he felt. I was speechless and did n't bed what to say, and I think he knew the field of study was making me aflutter, but he finished by asking me what I thought. I simply said, `` I do n't roll in the hay. ``

He soon realized that he might bear just lost the opportunity to have sex with me and said, `` Come on, let 's go, '' suggesting it was fourth dimension to leave.

As we left the restaurant and headed back to the game room, he pressed the issue a little More by saying, `` I hope you 'll think about it, '' and told me that I had been such a good friend that he would afford me anything I wanted. I again did n't know what to say, but he continued by mentioning he would get me a girlfriend, give me money, anything I wanted. He was n't going to let it alone, but I again said, `` I do n't know. ``

I felt uncomfortable with the thought of being unaccompanied with him at his apartment, and the rest of the way back to the game room, I was quiet. When we finally pulled into the parking lot, he again asked me to delight cerebrate about it and to let him make love what I would like. I nodded my headspring and told him that I would think about it, how could I not, He had just told me he wanted me to come over to his apartment to have sex with him, and it was n't sit well with me, but I did suppose about it.

A few days later, I did venture back to the game room to attend out with friends and when he saw me, he approached me and asked if I had thought about his crack. I told him that I had thought about it but I was n't sure about it.

He said, `` ejaculate on, let 's go get something to eat. ``

I felt pressured to go and in the car on our way to the restaurant, he asked what it was that I would really wish to suffer. I told him null and he was now in a bad way to get an answer and again asked, `` Come on, there has to be something you would really wish to have. ``

At the restaurant, we did not really talk about lots, but I felt that he wanted to continue to recover out what it would engage to get me in bed, because he continued to pressure me. Eventually, I told him that I would really like to have a car. He smiled and at that moment, I knew I had just given him the opening he was looking for. Pausing, he asked what kind of car I would wish to have. I told him I was n't sure, but he needed to get an answer so he kept probing to know what kind. He asked if I liked Camaros, Firebirds, Mustangs, etc. and I told him I really was n't sure what I wanted, and I think I knew I could n't commit, but he did n't desire to lose this chance to hopefully coerce me to have sex with him.

We left the restaurant and as we were driving back to the game room, he said to let him know what kind of car I wanted and he told me he would try to get it for me, whatever kind It was. For some reason I felt okay with this conversation, because naively I thought he had just said he 'd get a car for me, and all I had to do is tell him what form of car I want and he would get it for me, no strings attached. However, I was only thinking about having a car, not thinking that I was also giving him the opportunity to have sex with me, and probably not just once, but many times.

When we pulled into the parking lot, he reminded me to let him sleep together what kind of car I would wish, and when I said I would, he immediately asked if I would be able to tell him tomorrow. I told him I would try and as when we got out of the car and went inside the game way, we went our tell ways.

He had really got me thinking about what variety of car I would wish to accept and as I thought about all the different kinds of railway car, one that I kept coming to bear in mind and it was a 1956 Chevy, but what would happen if I actually went through with it and told him ? I was not sure, but the following day when I went over to the game elbow room, there he was and he came up to me and asked if I had made a decision. I was shy as to how to answer, but I said that I had made a decision. He said, `` Great, let 's go for a drive and you can tell me ! '' He was obviously excited as we left in his car and I told him that I would really care to have a '56 Chevy. He told me that he would start looking for one. I then told him that I wanted it to be a two room access with a V8 and I would wish it to be midnight amobarbital sodium. He said he would get mightily on it.

A few days later, when I was up at the plot room, he came up to me and told me he had found the car and said that we should take a drive and talk about it. I was excited and in the car, he was very good and told me he had seen the car, it was very nice, all it needed was to be painted, and that I could have it in a week or so. Again, I was so excited to see it and drive it, but now he had a question for me.

He said, `` Well, since I found the car, do you reckon you 'd like to come over to my apartment now. ``

I did not know what to say and in all actuality, I had to know there was a snap to this whole thing. After a little pause he said, `` I 'll tell you what, you come over to my seat with me tomorrow good afternoon and try it, if you do n't like it, we can contain and you can still have the car, what do you say. ``

I did n't know what to say, I wanted the car, but l was n't certain about going with him. We returned to the game room and as we parked, he told me to come by tomorrow and let him acknowledge what I want to do. Again, I was eager to deliver a car but worried about what would find at his flat, but I think in someway I was funny but the excitement of having the car was overpowering.

The next day, I went up to the plot elbow room around noon, I was nervous about what was going to happen, and so I tried to avoid him, but all I could recall about was the car he promised. Eventually, John came up to me and casually asked, `` How 's it going,"obviously looking to see my reaction.

I told him everything was OK, and then he asked, `` Are you make to go,"and then asked,"What do you think ? ``

Looking at him, I simple nodded my head yes and said, `` Yea. ''

He immediately asked, `` Are you sure ? ``

I told him, `` Yea, '' and as I looked at him, he smiled, nodded his header, he told me wit outside and that he'd be rightfield out.

As we headed off, I was n't for sure where we were going, but nervously thought about where it would taking me. Along the way, I think to conk out the tension, he asked if wanted to get something to eat first.

I said, No, I 'm okay, '' all the prison term thinking to myself, `` I just want to get it over with. ``

Pulling into an flat complex not far from the school, and parking out front of one of the edifice, he excitedly said, `` come on, '' as he opened his door.

I apprehensively opened my room access and as I followed him inside, I looked around to see if anyone saw us going in together. Closing the door behind us, John quickly closed the blinds in the social movement way. Looking around, I could see his apartment was nice furnished, very tidy, and as I went too sit down he said, `` ejaculate on, '' ushering me down a short hall, toward what I suspected was his bedroom.

There was a small bathroom in the hall on the right and across from that there was another bedroom with the doorway cracked receptive. As we entered the back bedroom, he had me sit on the bed and as I hesitantly moved toward the bed, he went over and closed the blind. I immediately noticed he had a Martin Luther King Jr. size bed and as I sat down on the end of the bed, the room darken.

There was still a sliver of ignite sneaking past the closed blind and as I quickly looked around, I could see the elbow room was very spacious and there looked to be a bathroom toward the rear. As John walked over to where I was sitting, I nervously looked away. He sat on the border of the bed next to me, and as he patting me on the thigh, he told me to unbend and said, Eventually matter would be all right."

I simply nodded my head in understanding and as I looked at him, I noticed he was smiling, which made me smile sheepishly. He now stood up and said, `` I'll be right back."

Looking up at him, John said,"Why do n't you go ahead and initiate taking off your wearing apparel,"as he walked toward the privy at the back.

As he went in and closed the room access, I wondered what he was doing, but quickly realized he was going in there to take his wearing apparel off. I was so spooky and after sitting there for a few seconds, I realized I had better get strip before he returns.

Quickly, I took of my place, my shirt, pant, and my socks, piling them at the end of the bed. I made the decisiveness to keep my underclothing on for some reason. Maybe because I was nervous or maybe it was an attempt to save some sense of gravitas, know what was about to materialize. Either way, it was n't long before I heard the door to the can open and as I turned, I watched him come out.

He was wearing a farsighted sleeved, button down shirt and after turning off the bathroom light, he walked toward me. I wanted to get a glance of his cock, but his shirt conveniently covered him and because my heart had n't adjusted to the iniquity, I never saw it and as he got closer, I turned away.

John now sat next to me, and patting me on the leg, he immediately noticed that I was still wearing my underclothes. Surprised he asked, `` What 's wrong,"obviously referring to my underwear still being on.

I was scared and immediately replied, `` What ?"

He quickly tried to change the subject saying, `` Never mind,"and told me not to worry.

John knew I must be aflutter and as I nodded my foreland, he stood up. He now told me to go ahead and lay down on the bed. As I quickly crawl to the eye of the bed and laid on my stomach, he told me to move over to the border of the bed that faced the wall.

As I scooted to the edge, he came around to that side of the bed and knelt on the trading floor in strawman of me. John had me lay on my side so I was facing him and as he started rubbing my abdomen and my stage, I looked away. He then disperse my leg and as felt for my co k through my underwear, he bent my one leg, propping it up at an angle, giving him best memory access to my crotch.

I tried to outstrip my thought process from what was going on by focusing on the window and the light that was creeping through. I was so nervous, as he tried to rub my cock through my underclothing and when he mouthed my stopcock through my underclothes, I winced. John now pulled my underclothes down exposing my hammer and after gently rubbing it for a little bit, he started to tug at my underwear, attempting to involve them off. As he struggled to have them off, and my focus returned to what was happening, John asked me to help him take them off.

Without thinking, I sat up, took them off, and after casting them off the end of the bed, I quickly laid back down on the bed.

After repositioning me he said, `` That 's better,"as he went back to fondling my pecker, and feel my balls.

I could tell he was becoming More and more aroused, but I was n't getting heavy for him, because I was distancing my cerebration. privy now took my cock in his oral fissure as he continued to rub it, desperately trying to get me tough, wanting me to cum. He quickly became bilk and eventually stopped and asked, `` Does it palpate ok. ''

This again brought me back to what was actually happening and as he asked me again if it felt good, asked,"Can you help a little ?"

I realized he was n't going to quit until he had gotten me off. He needed me to cum to picture I was into it and after nodding my straits in agreement, he started to suck my cock again. I tried to boil down on him sucking my cock, and as I thought about wanting to cum in his mouth, it started to feel serious and my cock started to get hard. as he continued to suck and stroke my cock.

As he fondled my balls, I really tried to get into it and as my cock started to get voiceless, I knew I was going to cum in his sassing. I still was n't very hard yet, and so I tried to hold back until I was all the way hard, but my pecker started to go soft again. I tried to concentrate, knowing I needed to cum whether I was hard or not.

I was close now, and as I started to strike my pelvic arch, fucking his mouth, I let it go. St. John the Apostle needed me to cum, to subconsciously betoken in a Weird way that I wanted to hold sex with him, but when I started to cum prematurely, I think it surprised him as cum stab in his mouth. It felt so good to cum, but as he stopped milking my cock, it immediately started to go limp. He continued to try to wet-nurse it for a piffling bit, but then disappointedly he stopped and said, '' Is that it ? ``

I leaned up on my elbow and looking down at him I said, `` What ? ``

He quickly replied, `` It 's okay, '' and then asked if it felt good.

I think he was worried, but after a simple nod of my headland, he got up off the level and told me to incite to the middle of the bed. Nervously, I quickly shifted over to the middle of the bed as John walked to the end of the bed. As I lay there on my stomach, he immediately told me to get on all IV, like a dog. I knew what was going to occur and as I did what he asked, I could find him climbing on the bed behind me. I was scared and as he moved up closer to me, he spread my branch and briefly felt on my ass.

Saint John the Apostle asked me move up toward the head of the bed, and as I did, he inched closer, and again circularize my pegleg with his knees. He then reached above me, and as he pressed against my ass, he pulled a pillow out from under the covers. Placing it in front of me, Saint John the Apostle told me to put my head down. As I put my point down, I could feel my ass cheeks spread slightly. I felt so vulnerable in this side, especially with him behind me and as he gently started to rub my back and feel on my ass nerve, he deliberately spread my, wanting to see my tight little hole.

'' You 're really look tight, '' he said, `` you 're really going to demand to relax. ``

After a pause, he could palpate him moving around a picayune bit. As I listened, I heard something. It sounded like he had flipped exposed something. I could then hear him sloppily rubbing his cock with whatever it was, and realized it was probably KY.

I was scared and when he suddenly touched my butthole, I raised up and pulled away thinking he was trying to put his turncock in me. John quickly said, `` Relax, it 's just my finger's breadth. ``

I didn't want to do it ; I felt trapped. John pushed on my vertebral column telling me to put my psyche down again. Apprehensively, I did what he asked and as he spread my ass, he dabbed KY on my fast footling hole. Ashe to rubbed lubricant on my butthole, it felt kind of good, but when he pushed his finger in my ass, I again attract away slightly.

He again said, `` Relax, '' telling me to put my capitulum back down.

As he continued to finger my ass, it really started to finger good and when John Lackland whispered, `` Oh, you 're really tight, '' he told me I would really need to relax.

John eventually quit fingering and as he rubbed and spread my ass, he asked if I was doing okay. After nodding my head, he moved closer and told me it might hurt a lilliputian. I again nodded but never could hold imagined just how bad it would hurt.

I could sense him beseech the head of his hard cock against my tight footling pickle and as he slowly started to crusade his cock in me, he told me to unbend. It felt ok at showtime, but all of a sudden as his stopcock went in me, the pain was excruciating. Raising up and quickly pulling away, his pecker slipped out of me.

He immediately said, `` What 's haywire ? ``

tour slightly, I told it detriment. He didn't say anything right away, but then as he repositioned himself behind me he said, `` Ok, you need to really try to loosen,"and then said,"The hurting will eventually stop."

I didn't know what to do, but the car was in the binding of my creative thinker. John now asked me to narrate him when it stopped hurting, of track so he could try again. It only hurt for a little patch, but I continued to severalize him it hurt whenever he asked if I was okay. I was trying to put him off as long as potential, but after he asked a duet times if I was ready to try again, he finally had waited long enough. As he moved up to me again he said, `` Ok, let 's try again."

I was scared and as he felt on my ass he said,"This clock time, really try to loosen up, especially when I am in you. ``

Nodding my psyche, he told me to put my headland down on the pillow again. As I did, he again fingered my ass with KY, and then immediately tried to push his pecker in my ass. Again, it hurt and I tried to have him learn it out, but he refused. It hurt so a lot and when I tried to pull away, he held me by my hips keeping his cock in me. It was unspeakable, I could n't do it, I quickly pulled away again, which pissed him off.

In a thwarted voice he said, `` Come on, what 's wrong now. ``

I again told him that it hurt, and in a seeing red he said,"You have got to try to relax."

I hoped he might hold up trying but when he again said,"Let me have it away when it stops hurting,"I realized he was n't going to stop trying until he got to make love me.

The pain had subsided, and moving closer, he told me again to slacken. I had to relax so he could fuck me but as he again pushed his tool in me, it started to hurt the min he was in me. I rose up again, but this clock time he held me by my coxa, not letting me draw out away.

He said, `` stop over ! ``

I reached back, trying to drive him away saying,"It hurt."

John said, `` If you would just relax, the pain will go away. ``

He continued to bind me by my hips and after little bit, he asked,"Are you okay. It still hurt but I knew he wasn't going to stop and so I nodded. John slowly started moving his hard cock in and out of me, progressively pushing into me a little more each time. It still really hurting and when I again asked him to stop, he did.

I tried to wiggle free but he again held me tight and told me to stop moving. I again tried to distance my thought as he started moving his rooster in and out of me and after a suddenly clip, he asked if I was ok. He wasn't going to stop ; I had to let him roll in the hay, I needed to let him complete. Again, I nodded my drumhead and as he started fucking me again, I continued to reach back pushing on him. John pushed my hand way now and as his eubstance slapped against my ass, he feverishly fucked my soggy gob.

It continued to bruise and as St. John forceful moving me back and Forth River, desperately trying to cum in me, my cock started to get hard. John had become thwarted, and as he suddenly stopped, he tried to explain that I need to help too. I didn't know what he meant but he told me I needed to move back and Forth with him.

I was still confused, but as he grabbed my hips again he said, `` Like this,"and as he slowly started pushing and pulling me back and Forth, and back and Forth River John said, `` That 's it, keep going. ``

Realizing what he wanted, I tried to get into it, and as I did, the pain went away. It started to sense proficient with him going in and out of me and it obviously felt adept for him too because he said,"Not to fast."

Stopping for a moment, John now reached around me and as he felt my grueling cock he remarking, `` Yea, that 's it. ''

I think it aroused him do it it had made me hard because he immediately quit playing with my cock and as he concentrated on fucking me, I could hear his cock going in and out of me, as his body continued to slap against my ass. I wanted him to cum ; I wanted it to be over but as his strokes became quicker and more deliberate, it was arduous to hold open up.

All of a sudden, he pulled me close, thrusting his turncock deep in me. It hurt, but as I tried to stay fresh moving, John told me to stop moving. Right then, I felt his cock faintly jerking inside and realized he had cum in me. He was out of breathing space and as he again moved his cock in and out of me, I tried to deplumate away. He again held me close, and out of intimation said, No, do n't act ! ``

John now hunched over me and as he pushed me monotonic on my stomach, he again moving his cock in and out of me briefly.,

He was finished and as he lay on top of me he asked if I was okay. When I did n't answer rectify away, he lifted off me, letting his shaft slip-up out. John now sat on the edge of the bed, and as he gently reached back to rub my ass he said, `` That really felt good."

I again didn't response and as he got off the bed, he told me I should probably go into the bathroom and clean myself out.

Quickly, as I slid off the bed, he told me to use the can in the hall, and not looking around, I headed out of the bedroom. As I left, he made sure to recount me to come back when I was finished.

passing into the lavatory and closing the room access, I was relieved it was over but as I stood there I thought about his remark,"Cleaning myself out,"what did he mean ?

As I stood there wondering, I tried to pee. It was then that I started to sense I needed to poo, and felt something was leaking out of my ass. Sitting on the gutter now, I wiped my ass. As I looked at the lavatory paper, I soon realized what he meant. My inaugural thought was,"Oh, its KY,"but then realized it was probably his cum too. I started to panic and as I tried to push out whatever was inside me, KY and cum seemed to flow out of me. After wiping, I stood up and as I looked in the bathroom, I could see that some white stuff was floating and some had sunk to the bottom. It was obviously a mix of KY and cum, and as I stood there, I was so scared thought process to myself, `` What had I let him to do. ``

I knew he was waiting for me and so after trying one More sentence to push Thomas More out, I wiped my ass, gathered my calmness, and headed back. As I went in the bedroom, I did n't see him but as I went in, he approached me, gently guided me toward the bed. As we sat down, Saint John asked if I was okay and as I nodded my mind, he started rubbing my back and then quietly said,"Why don't you get on the bed again."

Immediately I was confused and thought"Why, did he want me to get on the bed ?"

As he stood up, I felt powerless and as he pushed me to get on the bed, I realized he wanted to do it again. Cautiously, I turned and as I got on the bed, John told me to stay on all fours and had me put my head down amplification. lavatory then climbed on the bed behind me and as he spread my ramification, he again rubbed my back and ass.

"Oh my god,"I thought,"he's going to get laid me again,"but how could he ?

John moved closer, and spreading my ass impertinence, he again dabbed KY on my butthole. As he fingered my ass again, he told me to relax. All I could believe about was, '' How could he be laborious enough, he had just cum a few minutes ago ?"

I did n't need to do it again and I told myself I would try to clench my ass, not letting him put his shaft in me again. As John pushed my spine down and distribute my ass, he immediately pressed his hard cock against my maw. I desperately tried to constrain my ass, but it was no use, his pecker easily slipped into me."What was I going to do ?"I told myself.

He held me by my hips and as he continued to labor against me, his cock easily slipped bass into me."Oh my god,"I thought,"he's going to have it off me again."

As he started moving his cock in and out of me, I decided I wouldn't help. Trying not to act, it actually felt good but I again told myself,"I was n't going to help."

Immediately however, St. John the Apostle noticed I was n't helping and stopping he asked,"What's incorrectly ?"

I was spooky to say anything but quickly said,"I thought we were only going to do it once."

He didn't say anything justly away and instead reached around taking hold of my cock. As he fondled it he said, `` ejaculate on, I thought you liked it."

I didn't say anything it after a few second John said,"Let's do it one more than clip. ''

Again, I did n't reply, but he immediately grabbed my hip joint and started forcibly moving me back and forth, determine to cum again. As he continued, it actually started to sense good, but I also thought to myself, `` He had told me we would only do it once, '' so I continued to not help.

John was now breathing hard as he frantically fuck me, thrusting his peter in and out of me, desperately trying to cum. He soon became very upset that I wasn't helping and eventually realized it was n't working. Out of breath he suddenly stopped, and hastily took his cock out of me. As he got off the bed he angrily said, `` Go use the bathroom and then get dressed,"as he quickly went into the toilet and closed the door.

I too hurried into the hall bathroom, and as I sat on the toilet, I again tried to push out whatever was still in me. After cleanse my ass, I hurried back into the sleeping accommodation to get dressed.

As I sat there getting dressed on the edge of the bed, he came out of the lav, and sat by me as I continued to get dressed. He did n't say anything at first, but then as he put his hand on my rachis he said,"That was really nice."

I was powerless, he was my ride back to the game way and I did not have it away what to say. I didn't say anything, asI finished getting dressed, and as I looked up he said,"Come on, let's go."

We both stood up and as we headed down the hall past the bathroom and the spare bedroom, I noticed the doorway was now closed on the spare bedroom."How could it be closed,"I thought as we continued out of his apartment.

As we got in his car, he suggested that he take me home. I agreed that it was a good estimation, because I really did n't want to talk to anyone after what just happened. We did n't really say anything as he drove me home. I felt ashamed and all I could think about was wanting to get home and right now it felt like it was taking forever. Finally, he pulled into my neighborhood and as he up forepart of my mansion, I quickly got out of the car and hurried inside.

Luckily no one was home and going straight to the lav, I again tried to tug out whatever was still inside me. I managed to push a little more KY and cum out, but not very much and after wiping, I quickly took off all my clothes and got in the shower. I continued to occupy about what had happened, scared that he might have given me a disease. Yea, he gave me a blowjob, making me cum in his sassing, but more importantly he did n't use a rubber when he fucked me.

A few Clarence Day later, I returned to the game room to ask about the car he had promised but when I asked him about it, he smiled and said let 's go for a drive, we can talk about it. I was uncomfortable but as we we got in his car and drove off he explained that the mountain was that I'd sleep with him.

I was confused, but as he continued he said that because I did not want to stay that's why the heap was off. I was in shock but after a pause he said,"I'll tell you what, why don't you come over to my place again, apply it another try and I'll give you the car, but only if we do it again, okay. ''

I didn't know what to say ; I wanted the car, but did not want to have sex with him again, it was the fact of the issue. He had promised to give me the car if I did it and now he was reneging. I felt he used me and I should feature realized he was never going to give way me a car. We eventually went back to the game room and as I got out of the car John said, `` I still have the car, let me sleep together if you want to go again. ``

I tried to stay away from the secret plan way for a retentive time but when I finally did reelect, can was very friendly, like nothing had happened. I had the flavor he still wanted to retain the relationship, and maybe in a way I did too, but I was so conflicted, and I worried if he might proposition me.

It was almost summer break now and he must have thought that he would never receive the chance to be with me again. However, one day he approached me and mentioned that he had moved into an apartment closer to where I lived. It intrigued me because I knew where this composite was and when he said,"You should come by sometime."

I didn't know what to say but nodding I simply said,"Okay,"which made him smile.

I was nervous to go over there, but curious too, thinking he might have the car parked over there, and so one day I did venturing over there. I still wanted the car ; I felt he owed it to me, and maybe deep down I wanted to let sex with him again.

As I knocked on the room access, I became spooky as I waited for him to answer the door. As he opened the doorway, he smiled, and asked me to come in. Entering his flat, an inquietude spirit came over me ; I could n't stay on, because I felt he would try to take advantage of me again, and I just could n't do it.

The car never did materialize and I never again had sex with him. I did try to get through him much later, but the game room had closed and this former platter computer memory he had was gone too, so I never did find him. I have thought about hooking up with someone off the net, wanting to try it again, but these mean solar day, it could have deadly aftermath .