news report of myself torture.

musical note : this was my first chronicle about my journey into being a pain slattern. I posted it on my electronic mail write up with my ex married man. I have now moved it over to my new E mail history. That is why it looks familiar to many of you.

-My name is Debbie and I 'm a 49-year-old blank divorcee. I am 5 pes 7, 148 lbs. I have green eyes, shoulder distance brown hair. My measurements for those who want to recognize is 38C -29- 38. I used to trim my pubic hair but now I shave completely clean.

I 've had a few male person friends in the by but they were just like my ex-husband and could not empathise my gender. You see I 'm a masochist. Yes, I love inflicting nuisance on myself or have others inflicted for me. I 've always been like this since a young girl. When I would state most men that I like to be spanked, whipped on both my breasts and my slit they would mean I 'm ballock and run for the Hill. My hubby tried but could n't bring himself to beat me like I wanted. I like my chest hurt and my cunt to hurt.

So that brings me to one of my fancy that I indeed carried out on myself. I had read on some S & M sites about to torture and cunt torture and was amazed at all the different mutant that you could torture a few male tit or snatch. I was really surprised that I came along a situation that showed a woman sitting naked on an ant mound. She let those ant crawl all over her cunt as she squirmed from the tiny pungency that they were given her. I just about came looking at that unforesightful video and wished that it was me on at anthill.

I came up with what I thought was an clever way to really self torture my button and trench in my cunt. To hold me the ultimate infliction. I gathered a 1-1/2vacuum tube and cut it about 8 column inch long. I got tape in taped 2 small galosh ties with bait on the end to both face of the two close to the and that was cut. I then set up a weight lifting Bench and raised the barbell holder to its highest place setting. I fastened ankle cuffs on each side to except my legs and ensure them. Then I got too large wide leather belts from the redemption U. S. Army store that will go one around my pelvis field just above my cunt the early around above my pap and below my axilla so I will be secured to the bench and could not get up. future I secured a ring in the level with a range of mountains that would go to handcuff that I would lock on my articulatio radiocarpea like could n't stop what I was about to do to myself. I had taken the key for the lock that would unlock my handlock in on a heavy shoelace I froze the key in one of those lolly freeze containers ( the I who used to make up ice daddy ) this would be hung so I could reach it with my hand and the only way to free up the key as I torture myself would be to melt the pop to get to the key.

What I had done all set up I went in search of my tormentors and found in my backyard a ant hill of red ants. I scooped around 50 to 60 of these red pismire into a container with a stocking lid on it so they would still get air. I also had a brace of old stockings that I cut a patch out of them and configured it so it would go over the vacancy tube then wrapped various road of plastic electrical tape as to form a cap that would go on the end of the tube and allow air to get in to the tube but keep the pismire from crawling out of the tube.

The last step was to get out my commercial decade unit this unit has five contact leads on it so I could put a positive and negative on each nipple and I put one on my button. This unit would be set on an AC timer that would amount on a mates minutes after I started my distortion. The unit was set at 8 on the power dial.

With everything gathered, everything set up I chose 11 o'clock on Saturday at the time to proceed to torture myself. Everything was in station in my rec room. The ants were collected everything was ago at 11 o'clock I strip down bare got the thermionic vacuum tube quick to put in deep into my twat I had to string with the key hanging close to where my hands would be. The ten-spot unit was at the make already set up with timer on. I stuck the chit on both mamilla in one icon to away from my nipples. I stuck one on an gator clip on my button with a pad 2 inches above my clit. I proceeded to operate my mortise joint in the ankle restraints with my renal pelvis pitched up I readied to handcuffs so I can snap them on quickly. The net thing for me to do was to insert the tube deep into my snatch. It took a bit to get it deep and up against the opening of my uterus because I would not use any lube that way the wall of my pussy would grab the to and hold it in me better. Then I attached the rubber straps to the rail of the weight bench to keep that tube deep in me. With my heart pounding and with anticipation I did the concluding act and that was to lease the lid off the container of red ants and poor them down the pipe I quickly put the nylon On the end of the tube then it quickly snapped to manacle on. By the time I laid down and was putting handlock those pismire were already biting at my womb. God did it hurt I was strapped down and it took all my effort to put the handcuffs on and then I grabbed the ice pop with the key and held it for I wanted to unlock myself and get those pestiferous red emmet out of me. Just as I was trying not to shout out the tenner building block clicked on sending pulses of electricity to both my nipples and my swollen clit. I was incensed with pain shaking uncontrollably by what I was doing to myself. Has the annoyance from those ants biting me and the electricity burning me I was actually coming uncontrollably from the pleasure and pain I was receiving. My puss was grabbing the tube tightly as I was Cumming and Cumming.

It was 45 min. later and after five coming from the pain the key to my handlock finally became available. I quickly unlocked my hand and shut the tens unit off. My legs by now were cramping so I locked them and then pulled the tube out of my slit closed up with the ant still deep in my cunt. And yes they were still biting more than ever because they were running out of air. I had such a combustion pain right below my belly button from the burning itching uterus. That would be with me for days after the ants died. Of line eight hours later I did douche all those little tyrants out of me.

Will I do it again you ask ? Yes maybe with yellow jacket bees, or crickets, or maggots. Something that will eat and apply me hurt at the Lapplander clock time. I 'd have it off to find out from anyone of you out there that love to do what I do to my organic structure .