*Author's Note- This is based of the KoRn strain"papa,"and this is just how I would reckon the result of the Song dynasty to go by, if you don't know the history of the birdsong, look it up. I hope I've done the strain judge, with a twisting of my own at the end, even though for those of you who have listened to the song, the melt down of Jon ( the Isaac Merrit Singer ) at the end of the caterpillar track kind of inspired the last entry. Enjoy. : ) *


Entry One- April 20th 20**

Had a honorable day with mom and dad today, we went out with some of their Friend and their kids to the beach. I didn't play much with them though, I'm kinda shy and don't get along with virtually tike. They sorta make fun of me well-nigh of the time anyway.

Something worry though, a new neighbor that moved in concluding hebdomad joined us, mom said it would be"hostpitabel"or something like that, she said her name was Liz. She seemed sort of nice, she was pretty to, she kept nigh of the boys around her including me, she must get a son of her own ‘ cus she knew the kind of things we like, talking about games and stuff.

She had us talking about miss at some point saying"Some can be strange, but sometimes mature is a better route to go."I don't really know what she meant but when she said it she gave me a particular smell, I don't know why though. I don't like drawing attention to myself, but I really did bask talking to her, and when the others went to bet on the beach, I stayed with her and talked.

No one has listened to me talk that long since I don't know when, I think we can be honest friends.

Entry Two- April 27th 20**

I forgot to take hold of my key before heading to schooltime and got locked out of the firm for awhile. Mom and dad were still at work so I checked with the neighbor, only Liz was home though. She let me in and I told her what happened, she said I could use her phone to ring my parents. When I did they said I should ask Liz if I could stay with her until they came home base in an hr. She said it was ok.

We talked about school and things. She showed me around her household, but she wouldn't let me go in a certain room, she said it was her"exceptional seat,"I'm not sure what she was talking about, but she said"every grown up has one."

I'll have to make sure and ask mom and dad about theirs…

entryway Three- May 5th 20**

I don't have many Friend, really none to be honorable, but Liz said she would be my friend.

I'm so happy, I've never had a friend as honorable as her. She lets me stay over when I get home from school, mom and dad said it was ok, I think they're just happy that I finally have a friend.

Liz hugged me really tight, I almost couldn't breathe, when I came and visited her today, she says she missed me. I didn't get to see her all weekend. I know I was blushing really hard, I could palpate every part of her when she gave me that hug and it made me kinda embarrassed, but then she let go and gave me some cookies and we talked about what she did before she moved.

She was a doctor in CA, it made me wonder why she moved all the way to the other side of the US, she said she needed some rest away from the city, and she has house here. She says she has a son about my age, but she doesn't get to see him often cus he lives with his dad. She got a sad look on her face, but then she looked at me and smiled and said"but its ok, as long as you keep me fellowship Davey."And she stroked my cheek and I felt the blush pop back up. Only mom has ever done that to me and it felt weird, but, at the Same time I did care it.

I like Liz.

Entry Four- May 25th 20**

I can't think what happened today. Mom and dad took me to the hospital because I blacked out and Liz's. They didn't find anything wrong but they are keeping me overnight.

I was at Liz's like pattern, she greeted me with her hug which I've gotten used to, and she took me into the kitchen to present me some chocolate chip cooky. I noticed the cookies tasted a bit differently then usual, but I didn't say anything because I didn't want to hurt her impression, so I kept eating them.

Everything was exquisitely, but after I ate a twosome of cooky I started to feel a bit sleepyheaded, and I started to sway in my chairperson and trip up in what I was saying to her. Then, I think it was just a"halloosination"but Liz smiled really Weird at me and put her manus on the upper contribution of my thigh at touched me…there, before everything went blank.

I didn't separate mom or dad, I don't want to get her trouble for something I imagined.

I can still feel that touch though…

incoming Five- June 3rd 20**

Everything has been normal with Liz, I haven't blacked out again, and she hasn't made any movement towards me. But I can still feel that pinch, and my privates still feel weird, really sensitive.

I saw this passably young lady the early day and it stood straight up, I've never had it find and I got scared. I told mom and dad, and they said it was ok and natural and didn't do anything after.

Late that night, I stayed up and it got hard again and I wondered what it would sense like to touch it. When I did it felt really honorable, and I continued, then I felt REALLY in effect, and then my phallus exploded with this Andrew Dickson White sticky poppycock, I don't know what it was, but I cleaned it up.

I didn't separate mom or dad.

Entry 6- June 11th 20**

Liz has gotten a bit unusual, she kissed me on the cheek today, and laid her manus on my second joint when we were watching a motion-picture show, I didn't relocation it though, it felt kinda in effect and made my member hard again. I hid it with a pillow so she couldn't see.

I hope she didn't, I don't want to infract her. I wonder if she does that too when she gets excited, I've never seen her or mom do it though. I'll have to ask.

Entry 7- July 4th 20**

Why did she do that ? Why ? I don't understand ? dada, why didn't you believe me ? She hurt me and you don't guardianship.

Liz, I thought you were my friend, and you hurt me.

I feel so alone, no one will believe me. She says she was going to hump me, and she touched me, lead me to her"special place"a red way with a big bed, she made me undress, then tied me to the bed and played with me.

She got naked…she made me experience good, best than my hand.

NO ! nO ! WhY ? ! I didn't want it ! Why ! She made me pappa ! Pleeease…believe me !

Tied down…

That's a honorable boy…

No one heard my screams…

I feel…dirty…

WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY…

entering 8- Aug 20**

She keeps doing it, she keeps hurting me, wHy…whyyyy, why won't you belive me ma, why ? roll in the hay you ! No, Fuck ! I don't want it…

I don't want to offend anymore…why does it have to hurt…

entranceway 9- Oct 20**

TheY woNT beliEve me, whY ? What haev I donE to deseeerveee thisss ?

Daddy…it hurts…it hurrtsss…it huuuuuurtssss…

Entry 10- Its covered in rakehell, found in Liz's base. Dated Nov 6th 20**

wHY ? Wyh du u Hve to dOo thsi ? to mE ? I aM ur SON ? WhY do U noT belIEVE me ? I haD tooo period itt, sHe kept wound ME and YOU DIDN'T CARE ! screw YOU !

It's OVER NOW isn't it dada ? I'M coVereD in her stock now, in a prostitute'S rake !

I feel dirty, assist me…

mother please forgive me, I just had to get out all my pain in the neck and distress. Now that I am done remember, I will always love you. I'm your son…





Can I be your pop ?

**Thanks for recital, this is one of my favorite Song by KoRn, and I felt the urge to drop a line a fic about it. This is my first fic as well, and I think I will get writing more. I hope you've enjoyed, rate and pass on feedback. **