I forgot to put incest as one of the themes, so re-posting ! My bad !

So um piffling monition, this constituent of my uh tale ? I pretend tale is right word, um is a little darker. Sorry but it's true, not too dark just, I was going through many emotions the day after.

I awoke the morn after feeling like I had slept for days. At first the nighttime before with my mother felt like a dream, that was until I vastly became cognisant of my nakedness. I grinded my teeth as I do when I am trying to hide how nervous I am, so I guess I was trying to hide it from myself ? After though my initial awe of what happened passed, I realized I heard the cascade on, quickly I rolled onto my backrest, impression with my hand the edges of the bed.

My mother had already slipped out of the bed. I sat up, blanket falling down and my boob just out and exposed. I remember looking down at them and blushing, scratching the position of my fount, but the embarrassment quickly became deluge as I looked around for my shirt. It wasn't in the room so I just fell back into the bed, curling up this time and making for sure I was wrapped from feet to neck. I pretty much just laid there silently looking at my manus, caressing my fingerbreadth with my thumb, lol like as if I was trying to make sure I was material or something…

The noise of the running play urine had long stopped, I had to get down to wonder what was taking my mom so long, but didn't honestly put too a lot thought into it, just paused every now and then to listen. Oh right ! You should live she has her own can connected to her sleeping room, so ya lol. So ya I just sorta laid there until the strait of the bathroom door opening made me jump. I got up with a smiling on my face…but sadly it was quickly gone and I was holding back crying once again as I saw my mom fixing her sleeve for body of work. .

You know, now that I am a bit older, I'd like to think a tad wiser : P hehe. I realize now that one of the major things that change as you grow up, is you are truly taught the lesson that life story simply goes on. It isn't that the Night before wasn't as significant to her as it was to me, simply that I was younger and had yet learn that fact, I was a kid and something Major had happened to me, so in the typical child response, I had expected the entire human beings to cease and palpate as if it had changed also. So ya unaware of that spirit lesson, I was insanely hurt by the fact that she was going to work so easily.

trauma and pissed, I looked at her with the most nark face I could arrive at. center squinted hard and backtalk closed harshly. Once my mom noticed my glower at her, she huffed and her hired hand hit the position of her second joint. ( that was her, what's up ? What's wrong movement that I had became very use to ). And you should know I hated that, she knew I hated that, it's like kinda rude in my eyes ? Just say the words. Well I like breathed out through my nose pissed that she did that, but instead of her usual response of going"Oh what is it ?"Instead this fourth dimension she gently asked."Kim, baby, what's faulty ?"I sharply looked back at her, and simply said nothing !

My mom, I guess trying to be patient, sat at the edge of the bed, and said the very LITERALLY the perfect thing I thought she should of said."beloved, do you want me to stay home ? We can spill about, well, anything you want."Heh…she said the words, she even looked like she truly meant it, so even till today, I ask myself, why didn't I just accept her whirl ? Why did I have to be a bitch. *sigh* So ya instead of saying, yes please ! I need you to abide ! No instead of I just got out of bed, keeping the blanket tightly held to my breast, responding to her without even looking at her."No I'm mulct, go to work."Was all I had to say. Oh piddling suspicious side note haha was actually grueling shuffling with my feet over the blanket ( im not improbable LOL ! )

I guess trying to be a in effect mom, she cut me off at the door*sigh* It's like, you know when you are just so angry, but you want to like…you desire to just stop being mad you want to just say"hey I'm sorry."But you don't….well that was this guinea pig. She cut me off asking me, pleading with me to delight speak to her. But being the obstinate brat that I was AND YES I ADMIT IT I WAS…key word is was…anyways ! I just told her in a very low but stern look"Please just let me go to my way, I want to be left alone, okay ? !"
My mom simply put her head down, I remember this action very well cuz, well…cuz I just wanted to grab her and…yes kiss her. But as you may secernate, this day was just becoming a pattern of things I wish I did differently cuz well, I just nodded for her to afford the room access, and left as she did.

Now in my elbow room, I dropped the blanket, crying quietly to myself, but my hand shook it's self into a clenched fist as I grabbed my hair, I hated myself in that instant, but I wasn't indisputable what I hated myself for, the sex, or giving her the frigidness berm after. I know sex is never what we want it to be our low gear times, but my problem wasn't this, it was the opposite shit it. I was furious that, she was perfect she wasn't this monster I partly wanted her to be, she was gentle and loving the entire time, and it was amazing, daring I say perfect for me ? But It was with my female parent and I was upset, disturbed how much I had enjoyed myself.

Well feeling really weird just being naked, I had decided to rule some clothes. I walked to my closet, but stopped as I heard the front door open and close…I memory just, I dunno, snickering ? in dashing hopes that she actually left, and just shrugging it off, telling myself…fuck her.

So ya, feeling too many emotions to deal with, I decided to …well take a shower to relax/erm…clean up ya…So ya..there I was in the shower, deal against the wall, middle closed and me just trying to relax, trying to just consecrate on the hot water running down my body, I had it so hot my skin was turning pink lol. Sadly, the illusion of a nice hot shower, did not work this clock time as I, well began once again playing back the events of final stage night, though this clock time was dissimilar, my mom drifted not to what she had done to me, but to her body, how ….how perplex she looked, and I found myself starting to become very wrench on.

I remember my hand, drifting down my chest and cupping my left knocker. I massaged myself gently, blushing, pretending it was my mom's manus on me. For a minute of arc I think I just stood there massaging my breast, rubbing my venter with my other handwriting, avoiding actually touching my puss. Then, heh it's Wyrd where our judgment go sometimes…or well mine at least, I thought of my father…I thought of my Brother and I began to think of what they would think…then of how my Quaker would judge me, what they would say of me if they knew and I just 100 % immediately stopped…no farseeing did I even have the energy to agitate the grayback in my stomach or even cry, so instead I simply sat down in the shower, slouching myself up against the turning point, just sitting there for not indisputable how long, but felt like 15 min+.

I guess just simply the heat energy had became too much, or just sitting on the knockout rain shower floor for so long my bum was going numb : P So I had decided to finally get out, I poured somebody washing on my handwriting and just gave myself a quick cleanup, you know, shampoo ect ect hehe.

So ya this is sorta when I lost it…lol. When I exited the shower, I didn't even grab a towel, I just felt kinda like a zombie, drained…mentally exhausted. Then…I don't know…I looked at the mirror which now was ace foggy, I leaned over jumping from the iciness I felt as my cutis touched the edge of the cesspool. I wiped away as much as I could ( im short ! ) and ya I mean I just stepped back and looked at myself.

I was just, I was confused. I looked at myself thinking, what, I mean what could she possible see me in me that was so keen ? I examined myself from head to waist. I thought, my heart are rather pretty…maybe she liked them ? Then I looked at my breast, I…I never really looked at them like this before I always thought they where kinda courteous, I developed early, but…never really saw them as physical object of desire before. I looked at them, remembering like, like how very much my mom just seemed to…erm enjoy them. I…just, I became quickly embarrassed tbh, and even felt a little stupid, trying to think of what my own mother found best about me…haha*sigh*

Well…needless to say plethora quickly turned into disgrace *Sigh* and pity quickly became ire. I was angry…angry at myself but wanting to put all the blame on her…I foolishly did and I just became filled with cult, so much craze it was like I woke up, my dead body just got all this DOE and choler and I just I didn't know where to grade it like I needed to physically put it somewhere and I just looked at myself and I just was thinking how, like god how could I set aside this happen, how could she do this to me, how just how. It just all built up too fast till finally I just grabbed the hand scoop pump, fully prepared to discombobulate at the mirror.

So…there I was looking at myself, my hand up in throwing motion, but I just I guess I stopped cuz I haha thought of how mad my mom would be, how it would be money to repair it, and well it sounds dumb but I liked the mirror so that factored into it too. But…but then I erm…I thought again how much my mom use to get overturned when my brother broke stuff when he got angry and how annoyed she gets even when we break overindulge on accident and I …I just SCREAMED I MEAN I JUST SCREAMED and threw it with all my might at the mirror breaking the soap bottleful thingy ( it was a nice like field glass thingy my expansive ma bought me ) And it just broke and the mirror had 2 giant cracks with a the likes of Brobdingnagian gash where I threw it.

I stood there, looking at my handy work, and just I was just still so mad that I just grabbed my haircloth as tight as I could and pulled it back, still screaming, falling to my knees and once again, crying but this time just full blown weeping, shivering and all…It got so bad that I started to hic up and almost threw up. I even found myself over the toilet, but I didn't.

So, ya… that happened lol. But after I calmed down finally, I got up and got dressed ( slipped over a longsighted black HBK t-shirt, and a pair of pink pantie ) To hell with matching ! I didn't tutelage ... My head was killing me and I was super freakin hungry…but didn't feel exactly like cooking…lol. So I called my favorite pizza pie place ! Deep serve blimp Mick with extra cheese..mmmmm : P Well while I was waiting…I was just like sorta bored and trying not to think of last night, so I decided to rent a motion-picture show on demand ( Fe man in case any of you care. ) Oh ya, not, that it's important but I am a pretty big D/C fan ! Im a hardcore comedian girl…so let's all hope man of steel rocks ! Cuz I am tired of marvel wtfpwnig the comic book moving-picture show humans ! I mean…ya batman is aplomb but really heathland book of account's joker made that trilogy special, the first one was ok, third one trade good, only the dark knight was a captain piece.

Anyways…lol sorry now that that is out of my system…I will continue hehe…oh ya young justice ruler ! Ok ok I'm done : P So there I was watching smoothing iron man, till finally I heard the door knocking. I quickly jumped up thinking THANK GOD ! Lol…but to my dismay…lol dismay looking at me being all fondness, anyways to my dismay ! It wasn't the pizza guy…

It's like of all the people in the world I really didn't want to see ( other than my mom, or maybe I did require to see her who knows, surely not me ) My dad…was at the door UGH. Ya…needless to say I was just taken back, I immediately was like…DAD ? ! I think if I recall correctly, my voice even crackled lol. Ya, so like I just..haha I stood there blocking him from entering trough finally he knocked me back to reality. He was like"Uh…Move ?"lol ya…that's my dad for ya : P As he walked in he took a nimble smell around. Becoming oddly nervous as if somehow he had physic abilities and knew what had happened here last night, I questioned him as to why he was here.

Well he saw my trouser on the floor, I watched him just stare at them. I just…my heart and soul began to backwash like a thousand times faster than it should, I just all I could do from panicking was I just stabbed my internal hand with my nails telling myself SHUT UP in my caput saying it's not like it's not normal to just throw my pants laying around he has no musical theme your being an retard ! Then, it was like as if god was just messing with me, to work matter worsened my dad picked up my jeans, squeezing them feeling them. I was like"What are you doing ?"Then..my body just lol, just let out a big sigh of substitute as he went in my air pocket and grabbed out my earpiece, his expression giving me that…tisk tisk feeling hehe. He saw how like…panicy I was or how just calm I had become all of a sudden not sure, but he is not one to let something go. Soooo my dad being who he is quickly began to grill me asking me."What's amiss ? Scared I was gon na find something else in your gasp, and also keep open your damn phone charged Kimberly ! ( he calls me full name when he is lecturing. )

Apparently he was worry all day because last he heard I was going by Ruben's…and he had tried to name me to check up, but I guess I just let my phone die out and then he had been unable to reach my mom. ( I found out long time later that she actually felt too awkward to speak to him that day.

I told him no to his doubt, but he was suspicious so he had begun to flip through my pants scoop, which quite frankly pissed me off and I was already moody that day. So well haha honestly I just raged. I was like DAD catch WTH. He just…typically laughed off my chemical reaction telling me to cool it down, which just made it so a lot worse so I walked up to him and snatched my knickers, telling him not affect my matter. He then went. HEY ! You know in that way fathers do implying showing them respect, but I just rolled my eye and said, dad Ruben dumped me, I am not in the mode.

You should acknowledge my dad has never been wonderful with the play situations so his reaction haha was like"Ah fuck you okay ?"lol. So ya I just was like"I'm fine."But honestly I just wanted him to leave, aught against him I just wanted to be left alone ya know ? And also well like Ruben literally meant nothing to me haha being dumped really was soooo modest to me now. Well anyways, he wasn't seeming to get the depiction that I wanted to be left alone as he sat down on the couch. But quickly after he sat down, the pizza guy finally knocked.

My dad asked who that was. I told him I had ordered pizza pie, he haha said"Oh nice, from genoz ?"I was like…yes…how we like it. I gave a deliquium smile as he got up to go pay for it, but honestly I just was thinking…o god he isn't gon na go lol. So ya…my dad paid, placed the pizza on the table, opening it and taking a big sniff as if he had never smelled it before haha. I was like…"Dad I ordered that for myself !"And he looked at me and said"A magnanimous pizza for yourself ? Also I paid !"I was like…well it's not like I asked you too I was going to…You just sorta got to the door first, besides ! I was gon na eat it over the course of action of 2 or 3 days ! My dad though just went"Bah I'll get ya another one if you want it so bad in 3 days."I …ugh panicking I just…honestly I just figured I'd play the truth poster ( half truth ).

I simply just, half whispered to my dad, telling him that I love him and thanks for checking on me, but I really just need to be alone right now. I was hoping for a simple okay, maybe he takes a piece or two of pizza with him lol, but nope, nothing is ever that simple. He just grabbed a piece and sat down, pointing across from him, asking me to take a fundament. I think I just like sighed and like made that motor auditory sensation with my lip haha.

So I did as he asked and sat down, but I just crossed my weapons system as I sat down, giving him a pretty undeservingly low temperature"What ?"He just well went on to tell me he was worried about me, he was worried about how I have been acting lately. He told me that he gets everyone has to go through a bumpy bandage where they need to act out, but he specifically told me he was very unpleased in how I had been treating my mother…haha you could only suppose how just, tight my head got as I tried not to burst out in anger, and at same time had to begin fighting back the tears that was forming. It was like he just couldn't of said anything worse as he had told me how he talked to my mom. And how she told him I just needed time I I JUST I JUST WANTED HIM TO SHUT UP. He was praising her like she was the secure freakin mother ever. He was telling me how she told him to be patient that it's a phase it will pass. He was telling me how a lot my mother loves me and how she would do anything for me….heh all I could think was he should know what she has fucking done TO me.

Anyways, I guess he misread my teardrop, but then again, what sane don would see his daughter in weeping and go, oh hey you must be stressed over the sex with your female parent LOL ! So ya, misreading em, my dad just was all like, I am not saying this material to make you palpate bad, I just want you to bang your mother loves you, I love you blah fustian bombast. It's like thanks but…you just don't know.

Well needless to say lol tbh, my reaction as ummm less then plus as I just told him to please block off, that he has no idea what I am going through. My words where kind, but my tone was totally, hey piss off lol. Well you know how kids and parents are, we never think they understand, but they usually do, though in this case I truly don't think he did. Though it did not stop him from giving me the old"Kim, listen I have been befuddle stuff in my life."He even gave me the you think your ma and I breaking up was wanton on me speech - -. Honestly though the queer thing happen, I was watching my dad lecture to me, being you know…a father…a parent and I just, well I melted as dumb as that may sound, I just melted and completely instantly relaxed.

I just ha, I almost laughed but I just smiled and said thanks dad. He haha my dad is a pretty funny guy : P So my dad was just like"No prob…so we practiced ? Did I fix ya ?"I just glared at him and was like um I wasn't broke and you were doing great till then you jerk. So lol anyways after that it was pretty normal we talked about how big of a jerk Ruben is ( I lied a little ) And we both knew it was me who was the beef but it was really relaxing bashing the guy who dumped me with my dad haha. Oh also I am a ugly sister : P BUT HE IS A BAD Dad cuz we both had a good laugh at my chum who apparently had got mugged ? I think mugged, what is it called when you fall asleep in the and someone takes your backpack lol.
So ya the rest of the day more or less was slow, we restarted the movie, I got a mini lecture of how I only ate 1 piece of pizza and how wasteful it was to edict a magnanimous haha, you know just normal stuff..and god was it what I needed just some normal time with a parent. I think about half way through the final fight scene of branding iron man I just fell asleep, nuzzle up against my dad, smiling and just not even thinking about her or the night before.

So, I guess despite having a well nighttime of good sleep, I think I was just emotionally drained. I slept for a few hours apparently and my dad had seem to fallen asleep as well holding me hehe. Everything was just, a finis to hone as it could experience been considering. But then…she came abode. I was woken up by the door closing, and my mom going"Robert ? ? ?"My mom ha just seemed so thrown that my dad was over. I remember her cracking her neck ( which she sometimes does when she is caught off guard ).
My dad quickly jumped up, which kinda made me sad, I even….grabbed onto him trying to keep him for just a consequence longer, I loved the feeling of his chest, his smell, NOT IN A SEXUAL WAY AT ALL I never have ever had feelings for my father, just…I was that Father of the Church flavour, like I was safe with him and I just didn't want to him to go. Sadly though, my petty effort to harbour onto him failed as he just laughed me off and got up, resting my paw back onto the couch.

There was a quick conversation between the two, my mom asking why he was there and my dad asking why she wasn't picking up her sound. I am not sure if my mom lied or just materialise to suffer a good intellect, but the reason she gave was, she was in a meeting with a node and had her phone muted. I remember my dad like, blowing out like his lips got big as he blew out and that's simply his typical"im tired im out guys."William Tell. He even stretched, yawning, looking at me. It took everything in me to not cry, it literally took my staring effort to just, not cry.

He asked if I felt better, if I was alright now. Heh it's Wyrd. I remember feeling like, trapped like plz don't leave me alone with her ! But there was nothing keeping me there ? There was nothing stopping me but myself from leaving, from not being alone with her, simply me, weird huh ? Too smell trapped but only to be trapped by yourself lol.

My mom walked my dad out the door, I think they talked for a moment or two, not sure what about but I didn't smell like waiting for my mom to come in and say or do something, so I simply got up off the lounge and glided half dazed to my room, locking the threshold and just falling on my bed, and rolling up into the center. I laid there, just waiting for her, finally I heard her walking down the hall, stopping in strawman of my door. There wasn't even a secondment of quiet, the instant she reached my room access she immediately knocked, turning the handle, unsuccessfully trying to enter my elbow room.

I didn't say a employment I just sat up and looked at the door, my heart began to feel as if it was sinking down into my venter. I was expecting her to say open the doorway, or something, ask how I was ? Ask to sing, I don't know, all I know is she did none of those. Instead she merely asked if I needed anything. I told her I just wanted to be left alone right now. And with a simple alright, I heard her walk away.

So I pretty much laid there for just awhile, not sure how longsighted wasn't even for sure what metre it was I am guessing pass 6, considering my mom gets home around 5:30-6 usually. Anyways I got up, bored ? But unwilling to depart my room, so I went to my shelves and finally gave in haha. My ally Amy had been trying to get me to ascertain Buffy the Vampire Slayer for like EVER, so I figured what the Inferno I grabbed the season 1 and figured I will finally give it a shot, she did buy me all 7 time of year after all lol…sorta square b-day gift when you wanted so many other matter, but oh well lol.

Okay I got to say, did not click with me at all the lone reason I even got through 4 instalment was because I had aught ELSE TO DO…you know alone…cuz see, I didn't just not want to leave my way, I really did want to be left alone at that bit. So I just so you all know, it wasn't for like another year+ Did I finally watch all of Buffy haha. So it was like 11 and I was annoyingly extensive awake, it was a Saturday night too so all my friends that didn't hate me lol where asking me to go out with them. And a few times I will take on I almost just called one or two and told em to come meet up with me but I just never got to it cuz, well…well I had started to wonder what my mom was doing heh.

I hadn't heard from her and I wonder if she had gone to sleep. But as I wondered if she was sleeping my judgement started to conceive of many other things. What was she thinking all day ? Was she really just sanction with everything ? I thought to myself it makes sense I mean she had wanted this longer then I right ? And well I still wasn't certainly if I wanted it even after it had happened. As I walked back and forth in my elbow room, I started to have an urge to go talk of the town to her, to just speak to her but had no idea about what. And foolishly I walked back and forth in my room thinking how to speak to her, do I go hey mom, how was your day ? Or do I just gah I don't even know I actually thought that I just it was nerve-wracking wanting, needing to do something and having no idea why, or even exactly what you wanted.

Finally I gave up and told my friends I was going to sleep for the Nox I wasn't tactile sensation good which was a lie cuz I was just I had slept a lot that day so I was simply just too awaken, despite really wanting nothing more than to just close my eyes and nap. Eventually, it wasn't even the motivation that had me to see my mom tbh lol it was simply boredom, I was bored out of my thinker and zip seemed to be able to keep open my interest, so I finally left my way, and slowly very slowly, taking each footfall to progress to sure I was cook for…w/e…and well …heh It was that pass to my elbow room that, my eubstance had begun to tingle.

I was taking my time and getting knots in my stomach, wondering now that if I came to her way at dark, would she get the wrong estimation ? Would she think I wanted a repetition of conclusion nighttime ? And then as I was outside her door, It was as if that walk from elbow room to room was plenty to just go back and forth 100000000 clip on what I wanted, and now that I was in front of her room access, I was no finisher to knowing. All I knew was my consistency was tingling, my breast were…feeling ticklish ? Haha like little fingers were crawling all over them and my stomach was all in knots. I ten asked myself in my mind, had I come here for something ? Am I that messed up in the mind that I was bored so I went to my mom to…um what ? Entertain me ? *sigh*

I had decided that I was already there and I was going to at least just, talk to her, but honestly I was so flighty that my shoulders were shaking and I literally no prank was so nervous also that I debated on if I should just walk in or knock for like 3 minutes. I went with the slight but flying knock on the doorway ( you know the loud ones you make that are little but dissipated and when you want to fire up mortal up or get them out of the privy like ASAP ) : P.

About like half a second went by without a response lol, so I gave it another quick knock. Then I heard my mom going"Hold on ! 1 Second !"My hands clutched open and closed when I heard her voice, I was nervous, but I think, I don't know maybe it's just how I feel today, but I think I might have been a picayune charge up. Anyways ! The room access opened and my mom was wearing only a robe, that she had tightly closed. She was clearly departed as she was rubbing her eyes, yawning a little. I remember looking at her and smiling a trivial, she was…so cute. I stood lol oddly quiet, not certainly why but I just wanted her to recognize me or something, I just didn't want to ask to come in, I just didn't. After she gathered herself a petty, she looked at me and with a smile asked me what's up haha…I just, awkwardly responded, telling her I couldn't sopor, gulping intemperate and scratching my head, annoyingly cognizant of what I was doing and screaming at myself to block being like such a freakin idiot lol.

Well, as I raged at myself in my brain, my mom finally gave me the greeting I wanted lol. She just asked, so gently and welcoming, almost like she sounded jr. if that makes good sense."Kim, want to come in ?"I just nodded a little and said sure enough. So I came in…and haha god I was so halt back then, I sorta just stood in the room looking around as if I never been in it ... haha…Ya…lol. My mom made me start so much when she put her hands gently but VERY unexpectedly on my berm, massaging them for probably half a sec, cuz when I jumped I must of startled her because she quickly let go and apologized.

I lol was like, sorry ! Back to her sorry ? Haha I know odd but w/e…So like was maybe 2-5 seconds of just awkward quiet before my mom just sat on the bed and placed her hands on her laps, gave me a very well what felt like a very sincere motherly grinning and asked me what's up. I sorta just walked around the bed looking at it, thinking how odd it was that that is where it happened, while I just wondered how it must of looked from this point of purview. I had heard her, but I had yet to answer so my mom just again asked me What's up but this clock time adding a"Are you okay sweetie ?"

My gaze quickly shifted from the bed back to her, I just I didn't know what to say so I nodded my mind no…I nodded my no in response to"What do you want"only proceeds is…she didn't ask that haha. So I guess there was a piddling mess up in communications, it's like I knew what she said I just was having issues forming language, and she just looked at me very care and asked me what was wrongly. I finally stopped, and with a hard draft that made my pinna popped a trivial, I said I was fine. My mom asked if I was sure, and I went back to nodding as a response.

Feeling weak in the knees, I sat on the edge of the bed opposite of my mom, but for some reason I felt really really like fluttered and I stood back up, apologizing and asking if it was alright for me to sit down. My mom just haha she laughed at me = ( Not like a crazy mean HAHAHA IDIOT FAIL laugh just a picayune chuckle, giggle ? She laughed and I just sighed feeling dolt, I guess causing her to put her hired man over her lip in a very VERY bad try in trying to block up herself from laughing.

O.K. so this is probably where you are gon na think im a add child/brat but I was thinking of the day I had…the mirror..I broke and how mad I had been earlier, now I didn't feel angry at all in that moment but I stupidly wanted to…So I tried to muster up some anger and I snapped at her laughing and shouted"It's not funny ! God what is wrong with you !"…My mom immediately then stopped laughing, and she just sighed her head word tilted and her eyes wary. She just took a inscrutable intimation and said"sister please, let's not fight, let's just mouth okay ? How was your day ?"She asked…

I dunno, maybe I was spent, I had let out all my anger, but when she asked I tried to act upset, I tried to lour my brows and be pissed, but honestly I just the Word that came out came out filled with tears as I told her about the mirror I broke…I think I told you sooner how my mom is about breaking stuff its really one of her buttons, like it hits a nerve. So I sorta cried expecting her to rage but she …haha clearly wanted to cuz she started getting worked up, her nose flared open air. But haha she let out a long whistle coke ? Not sure what to squall it lol. I apologized, I said that I would pay for it ( not surely how lol ). She just looked at me though and just said its fine. But after I guess it was really annoying her cuz she got up and I was like"Wait it's really bad I haven't cleaned it yet"( no estimation what I would of done tom ake it bet better ) I was just talking out of terror. But she got up and just walked out, I quickly followed to my lavatory where she entered first, I stood at the door as she was in the midriff of the room, hands on her hips as she looked at the mirror and the shattered crank manus heart thingy all over the sink.

"I'm sorry"I said again. She, illuminate as day trying very hard to keep back herself, asked why. I…I told her I didn't know. And I started to cry again and this time bad I just slouched my side against the doorway and slid down the room access and asked"Mom I am so fucked up what do I do ?"I reckon thinking about it, it's probably messed up to ask the mortal who is sorta the problem, but I just wanted my mum. *sigh*My mom I remember hand shook hysterically at the mirror, telling me not to even concern about that, that its goose egg, she quickly was on the level with me, her hands again on my berm, rubbing them, trying to relax me as she said"Kimmy listen to me, there is nothing wrong with you, I just, I am stupid okay ? I put too much on you baby, this is me not you, alright ?"

I heard her words, and I could tell she think of it, but I just sway my head no, cuz despite how sincere she was, I knew the the true. I response licking my teeth and biting my tongue, shaking my head in dissension till finally the words just came pouring out."I made you mom, it's me, I…I made you, I made you"And then I just became a broken record repeating those Word of God, until my own disgrace became too bully and I covered my face with my hands, and just weep into them hardcore.

My mom now was rubbing the side's of my shoulder joint furiously, telling me to delight stop, to please hear to her. I heard her but I just wanted to just explode in that moment, I just wanted to curl up in a lump and became small, I felt torn and I just kept on crying, heaving now extremely bad into my hired hand. I just kept on boulder clay my mom said something that just shocked me out of it. She said"Kimberly ! Listen to me I wanted last night to happen, I played as if you were forcing me so you felt in ascendance, but the trueness is."Then she paused and her hands went on mine, pulling my manpower away from my face. I was shaking still from crying so heavy, but I looked directly into her now tearful face, tears running down each incline. She then said it again"Listen to me"She asked if I was and I weakly nodded up and down."Listen to me, I wanted to be with you I was selfish, I was wrong, you want to be mad baby, be mad at me I am a monster. When I heard you broke up with Ruben, fair to god I was just hoping in my fucked up mind, that you'd run into my arms."

I searched her heart to see if she meant it, or was just saying what I needed to listen, but as I saw her eyes squint in….in ignominy ? I saw she meant it, she had got what she wanted. She continued though."I am so sorry, I truly just want you happy more than anything, but Kim I am in love with you."And that was it…I have heard her tell me over month now that she had fallen in erotic love with the someone I have grown into, but it's dissimilar, mass can say the Christian Bible a 100 dissimilar ways, but zero is like hearing someone say they are IN LOVE WITH YOU, just 4 Christian Bible unsubdivided as that, yet far more, revealing than any other words. I mean it, for anyone who disagrees well fine, but if she had said Kim I am in love life with my daughter, or kim I am in love with who you have become or anything else, I wouldn't of done what I did future. I placed my hands on the side of her case and kissed her. I was caught up in the kiss, her lips on mine again, still at this point it felt so faulty but so good. I now miss that flavor as I have grown use to my mother's mouth on mine.

Sadly the feeling did not continue as anger, actually did form again in me, I broke the kiss remembering, playing back what she had just told me. I was wild at the thought and I asked straight out, almost yelling it"Are you just using me now ? Hoping I just cave in you what you want again cuz you assure me you loved me ?"My mom put her hands on my knee and shook her head no and told me."I never used you Kim and I never will I swear to god I won't, but I won't lie to you about anything like this. I love you and I don't think I ever will stop being in love with you. Okay ? But that said. I am your mother and I will protect you from anything even myself, and if you want this to end it will end. I just won't lie to you and pretend that I am not aspirant that you may return my love."

I sat there, taking in every word but honestly just blushed, my mom was telling me she was in sexual love with me over and over and she was telling me she wanted me. I liked the parts where she said she was still my female parent, but I just…I could really only think about the parts where she said she loved me, the function of returning her love. So I just sat there thinking, my mom patiently staying silent just rubbing my knees gently, not rushing me at all, it was dainty.

Heh to be honest I knew my solvent to the question she hadn't technically asked, the second base she was done speaking, I knew I was going to kiss her and I knew I wanted to be with her again, but I stood there, scared, trying to find a way to be strong and resist, but I was rickety lol and thank god for it. Finally I looked at her and…in my cute sorta kiddy voice I asked her if maybe we can um….go back to her room. My mom let out a little chortle and winked at me saying of course.

So ya…lol we went to her elbow room and as we entered I lol figured better use this a small to my advantage and was like"So you aren't mad about the mirror right ?"She…haha okay honestly I swear I am not an imbecile but her reaction still so catch me off guard. She just went"Na you will make up for it."And she winked at me and….undid her robe, letting it just fall open………I I just felt so dolt I was like"Mom..that isn't funny don't say that."My mom just curled her backtalk and nodded, walking to me and putting her blazon on my shoulders, her hands resting well drop dead my head as she just said"Ok, im sorry"ina very none serious feel, and she even immediately after leaned in and kissed me. This kiss I think, was our first kiss where I actually was moaning quite a bit, I wasn't so aflutter this time but still was plenty, but I was enjoying myself much more, really kissing her back with everything I had….I even for first metre was bold a little and put both my workforce on her waist ...

She was the one to break the kiss as she took a step back, slipping her robe off and letting it precipitate to the story. I just stood there looking at her, almost biting my lip but it was as if I lost restraint of my body and my lip wouldn't movement correctly haha. She then said"How about we give old Ted Shawn a break."( OK for you multitude who don't know HBK=Shawn Michaels the dude on my T-shirt ). So ya my mom came to me and I think she was gon na help me conduct my shirt off but I just nodded my head and said"ok"and quickly slipped it off…I think she was gon na assist me cuz she went"oh"and let out a little giggle like..okay then that works kind of jape.

My mom then smiled and just reached over and gave my nipple a quick taking into custody *sigh* haha. I twitched and she just lifted her question forward for a sec saying"how about you get fully comfortable."I ..only took a 2nd to get what she meant as I grabbed my step-in to bring em down, but she told me wait. Then she told me to"Take them off slow babe, please."So…remembering the nighttime before I, leaned forward and stuck my bum out, and began to slip them slowly but honestly I felt WAY TO EMBARASSED I just haha strip teasing my mom I so was not up for that yet, so I just went"Na I'm good"And just yanked back up straightaway and pulled em down fast, stepping out of them and just kicking em off to the story.

My mom rolled her centre and told me I was no fun lol ! But what she did next made me feel so stupid she, leaned down and grabbed my pantie, she held em stretched out for me to see…She then brought it to her face and just inhaled them. Then after…o god haha I actually don't even want to type this component part, she lowered them, keeping both of her eyes sharply on mine as she bit down on the edge of my panties, pulling them with her teeth and letting them snap out of her mouth. I just..lol I felt so just GAH I just sat down for a sec before rolling to the center of the bed….taking the same blot as I did the dark before. She laughed at me, making me feel stupidly and for some ground I covered my breast, whining and asking her"WHAT ? !"My mom just started laughing actually kinda operose and it was upsetting me. But I felt so dull that I didn't even rage I was just like"Mom please stop."

She could totally distinguish how I said it that she really was hurting my feelings but she seemed to give birth a hard metre stopping she just said"Baby I'm sorry you just are too endearing, you just."Then she started laughing again…but I was like MOM ! And she was like"I am so sorry just ( while laughing ) I am just, you are just so cute my baby girl, only you would just get into view like that."I…ugh I felt like my face was on fire I quickly jumped up and was like"I'm sorry I just…please stop laughing ! I just thought you wanted to…do um what…what we did…sorry."And my mom just was comparable awww baby you are TOO CUTE. And she crawled on the bed, finally thankfully stopped laughing more or less, she came up to me and gave me a nimble kiss. Raising her brows though she than went, sorta of asking but not really."So you liked what I did last nighttime huh ?"

I just I had never felt more retarded in my aliveness, I was just like"No I just, thought you wanted to do that…stuff again."I swear the second the quarrel left my mouthpiece I was like REALLY KIM ? REALLY ? ! She just snapped her fingers and pointed at me going"riiight"Honestly I was just pass embarrassed so I was just like"Can we please just act on."My mom just smile, biting her lips and letting the her lip pop out as she said"Sure we can."She then…told me to go back lay down, get comfy she said…then teased me and said"rent your position !"I was like MOM ! She was like"Okay okay, I'm done."So ya…I…as she put it…took the location and laid back at the heart and soul of the bed. So..I laid there now feeling kinda dumb after that hale ordeal…lol.

My mom…looked at me up and down, making me blush *sigh* She then stroked her chin and said"I changed my intellect, rollover…"I was like …um…no ? lol. Then she…uhhh lol she placed her hand on my tummy and rubbed it over my tum playfully telling me to come on and not be shy. . I just..I TOLD her amercement and I got up just to stop her from doing the hand matter on my venter, she use to do that to me when I was little trying to get me to end throwing a fit but …ya it was kinda creeping me out now tbh. So I got up and…I rolled over to my tummy, feeling really off setting, I mean I of course laid my facial expression flat and turned it, to look at her but it just…I felt very just like I said off.

Anyways, so there I was, on my tum and my mom just, lol did something VERY unexpected, she put her hands on each of my side of meat and pushed down semi severe on my backrest. I remember grunting but moaning I was like holy turd that feels fucking awful ! She was alike"See, just listen to your mother ! Relax okay ?"And I just placed my face forward and nodded ( assuming she saw me ) Cuz she went up my backbone and pushed again. I, even till today I love having her energy on my back it feels heavy, I have tried to cause others do it and I dunno maybe cuz I have only ever had guys do it early than her and it's usually they hurt, but it felt really secure that nighttime having her do it. So haha she did that for about 5 min and she punched my vertebral column also, rubbed it really respectable, all total probably like 10 min hehe. And then she stopped.

After helping me relax hehe, my mom gave me a quick kiss on my back, asking me if I felt a little better…I …I just honestly felt so much more slack but she gives such great massages that I said, trying to be adorable but half serious"5 more than minutes and I'll be great ! Please and ty !"She hates when I say plz and ty : P But I guess she really wanted me to just finger relaxed, cuz she said all right sweetie and kissed my backrest again and chafe my back some more, my neck and she finished by rubbing my mind, I WAS IN HEAVEN, honestly I never had anyone give me a massage before, and I had…been stressed lately and I guess she just knew what I needed heh…

Anyways we chatted also during it was actually …nice I am so well-chosen she did that cuz it did completely slow down me, and it just, I needed that not just the massage but the conversation, we talked about my ally Lisa, work, and my dad's crazy fixation with Genoz pizza pie. So…I hypothesis after my mom was done, she got close to my ear and said, well asked …um"So set to really unbend now babe ?"…God after the massage and clobber I dunno I just loved when she called me babe now : P

I just, I knew what she meant so I was a little hesitant, also I sorta just wanted her to keep rubbing me : P but I just nodded yes. And I began to ramble over. But my mom stopped me going"No no Kimmy, just unwind stoppage down."I just…I was same erm okay, kinda just assuming she was gon na rub me some more haha ! Maybe my leg ? I dunno all I know was I loved being spoiled like this !
Little pause for a minute, my mom totally must of wanted me for awhile cuz I remember thinking how the snake pit is this cleaning lady single, she is only 18 yr Old then I ( yep that's right 36 ) She highly above average, she is no model but she looks 28 ish, and I just I don't get how the hell person else didn't snatch her up lol, I guess SHE IS PICKY.

Okay back to the serious parts : P sorry. So like I was laying there expecting some more rearward rubbing but instead she said…very um cute yet seductively."Do me a party favour child girl, please face-lift your beautiful ass for me."Haha I …god I remember my chemical reaction I just was 100 % like"WHAT ? ! NO ?"I even tried lfiting my head but she playfully pushed my head back down and went"semen on, discontinue playing the shy card hun, just ask yourself this, O.K. ?"I just…whispered okay in response."Just ask yourself if you want mommy to make water you cum really laborious, if so then do I say !"I …lol I was like…ma…don't like lecture like that. She then asked if I really didn't like when she does. I just shrugged and told her maybe I just need time to get use to it, I am just so use to hearing her talk a certain way it's crazy to hear her public lecture like this now…to me.

So my mom…being the smartass she is, grabbed my face and started massaging them going"Ok then."Her voice…changed like she was telling me to do my prep and she simply said"Kimberly Blank dummy ( no offense don't want to get my center and last name ) repeal your ass right now Lester Willis Young lady."I…haha I am not sure enough if that is exactly what I had in mind im 99.9 % sure it wasn't but I sorta liked it so I obeyed, besides she was already…um spreading my cheeks and stuff so that also kinda helped in the sense that it would have been stupid to indicate off to her what she was already …playing with ?

So I did as she said, lifting my coffin nail in the air, my knees sliding up the bed into the mantle. My mom placed her hands on my waistline, assist me in raising my butt in presentation for her…*sigh* So ya…there I was, my arms up and crossed, forehead resting on them with my knees up on the bed, my fag up in the air, breast only when teat touching barely the bed. She wasted no time…I just I didn't even get a moment to be embarrassed of the airs I was in as she just got behind me and plunge right in…

It caught me so off guard that I jumped a trivial yelp"wait wait hold on !"But she did not even slow down, she gliding her hands up and down my impertinence while she licked my pussy in up and down in circles…I, felt so much Sir Thomas More gamey being in this position…I felt…degraded, and…more on presentation I suppose. Which may not wee-wee signified but it is what it is. I moaned and shivered and a part of me truly displeased the positioning I was in but anytime I would try to dissent, all that would escape my lips was the word mom between the moans I could not aid but release.

After about if I had to guess 5 instant, I had my first climax of the night, but as my consistence tightened and my mind just exploded, my mom did not slow at all, instead she rewarded my orgasm with a finger inside me…It was…too much never had I had something truly inside me other then myself, and now my mother, it was my mother that was inside. I felt her finger wiggle around inside me and I felt violated, not …erm not bad just I felt like, like I was truly being touched, like a portion of me that wasn't supposed to be touched by her was just hers to do with as she pleased. It was brainsick how much my body my intact eubstance just focused on this 1 little finger's breadth in me that seemed to ensure my entire body with every motion it did.

My mom now removing her lip from my ass, she now adjusted herself to the slope of me…keeping her middle digit inside me, the ease of her script squeezing my butt. With her early manus she glidded over my back, calling me a skillful girl and how beautiful I was, but it was when she said"God I love you Kim."that just sent me over the boundary, I came again, and this time I could feel my body reduce its grip on her fingerbreadth as if it didn't want to let it go I felt so……so..just silly to feature something in me moving around so much I somehow wanted to hide my inside from it, but at the same time…I wanted more…so much more.

As she continued to just finger me…her finger rubbing me inside, with her free hired hand she was now gently flicking at my mammilla, she continued to do this, asking me how it felt, asking me if I loved it. I never gave her an answer…I just moaned and yelped as I came for the third time, and with my one-third orgasm she seemed to almost jump by how it felt back behind her, diving her face back in, and making…very very trashy slurping noises which just….made me feel so GAH it was like she was literally pushing how much my nous could take as I nearly caused my lips to run I bit them so hard.

Finally and I mean finally after 3 John R. Major coming and many footling unity that followed after, she stopped, but only for brief of consequence as she placed her manus on my waist, and roughly and forcefully turned me over. My arm even hurt as it was stuck for a second gear before I popped it out from half underneath me. I looked at her and she just had this grinning, this grin like she….she was having the time of her spirit, I just…what could I do but smile back. My ramification I kept wide as I was so eat up, gasping for air. But she was not done with me yet. No…she now crawled over me, keeping herself hovering above me with her hands on the English of me, I shivered though as I looked at her breast, and felt her thighs touch my own.

My eyes were one-half shut as she kissed me, but they shot afford with surprise as I ..I tasted…I tasted me on her lips…and it was…different. My mom broke the buss raising herself, smiling and telling me again that she loves me. I just…I think I cried a trivial, but my middle also looked down as I saw and felt her bridge player find its way to my pussy again…inserting it's self back in, her quarter round rubbing my clit as her heart finger twirled and thrust its way around and in me. My headland jerked back as I had a wavelet of little orgasms shoot through my body…my mom leaned down ( sorta telling imo considering she was holding herself up with 1 arm pretty much did a 1 arm push up, well I mean she was half laying on me but not the point in time ! ) And she lowered herself taking my breast into her mouth…and that right there was my first o god moment, where I just came screaming the parole oh god.

As I came my mom bit on my mammilla and pushed on my button, and her finger picked up much speed, and she just kept on and kept on forcing my body to rise. She took her mouth off my knocker as my body rised, she just wouldn't halt her finger's breadth jabbing its ego in and out of me so fast and I just it was too much I was so raw all I was doing now was going"mom mom mom mom"I wanted to say mom enough plz but only mom kept coming out as I just had the most powerful by far sexual climax ever and she just wouldn't I even started to crowd for her to get off me, but that only seemed to relieve oneself her try to go faster though impossible I think. I started to wiggle now, the genius becoming unendurable I pleaded now"Mom plz stop mom !"but instead of stopping she latched back to my breast, sucking and making popping sounds as I wiggled out of her rima oris uncontrollably. Finally and god do I have in mind finally she slowed down, I am guessing her hand got tired….lol. She didn't bump off her digit though…simply stopped leaving her fingerbreadth resting in me and letting her eubstance just relax on top of me.

My breathing was so firm it was actually hurting a small haha. My bridge player where now on my mother's back, just feeling her rear and holding her in..I think gratefulness ? I think it's normal to just be thankful when individual makes you feel like that. My mom's breast were smashed against me one-half on mine half below them, my mom looking up at me, swearing haha I guess she really gave it her all, and I just looked down at her and around the elbow room thinking what the infernal region just happened that, beyond words.

After just laying there for many minutes, my extremely raw consistency jumped entirely as my mom finally removed her finger, pushing up and getting off me. I…I was hot and sticky it wasn't like the nighttime before where I got a great sexual climax this was…more and my consistency had felt like it just had been through a huge ordeal ( I guess it was ). I was hot…really hot…like I felt like just spent and on fire. My mom sat up, and looked at me, giving me another wink and about to say something but I said"No mom outstanding job."And she just laughed like a warm laugh and then made a very lovely face, her brows up as she said"Well thanks."I just…I…then asked if I may ask for 1 more thing. And..her reaction brought tears to my centre."Anything Kim, I'm yours."I…I asked her if maybe…if she didn't mind and hold back in psyche I was still breathing quite hard so it took 10 seconds supernumerary to get the parole out, but I was like mom…maybe even If you wake up first, you can last out in bed money box I wake up please.

My mom looked at me, tears now formed in her eyes and she said"Kim I am deplorable about this morning…"She seemed like she was gon na go on but I just stir my head and said plz don't, just lets think about tonight, just promise me when I wake up you will be there. She tilted her fountainhead down and said"I promise, I will never leave you."She then got up and went and got a blanket again, I watched her for just a moment but then I just laid back with the with child grin on my face, thinking how foolish I had been today for not be okay with this, for being so angry. My mom came back to bed with the blanket, and two pillows, she helped my head up and placed 1 under me, and tossing the blanket over me. She then proceeded to slip under the cover and putting her arm around my stomach, kissing my face and saying she loved me, and finally before I closed for my oculus for the Nox, I said it back."I love you…Lesley."Although she gave me this really traumatize face cuz I used her epithet and we both just laughed a little well more her I more just weakly giggled, I was exhausted : P. Anyways she held me and I asked for TV on and fell asleep to something and my mom holding me hehe.

So ya that's the um taradiddle of the day after, I truly hope you enjoyed and I would love feedback, this was a great deal punishing to recall seeing as I had to try to remember a day specifically but I tried my hardest to do well.

Oh ya P.S. Since I had started sharing my mom and I relationship, I have been met with expected but I feel stupefied anger and affront towards us. You know what to all you haters out there, I simply have this to say. I am not the impudent or the Isaac Mayer Wise person out there, but I have learned this in my life fourth dimension. Love is rickety and fragile. Love conquers nil. love is something that must be protected, and more importantly fought for. That's what I did throughout my life that's what we did, we fought for love and happiness, can you say the same ?