First BJ in Decades

One 's situation in life history can and will shift with clock time. I find myself at one of those turning gunpoint. Now, what to make of it ?

After a long time in a distressing relationship, including heaps of paid counselling and some pretty drastic ups and John L. H. Down, I finally decided that it was n't going to get better. I told the GF that I was moving out. Well, we had some junction plus and family issues, so getting that all squared away and actually preparing to move took some meter. Fortunately, we are being basically polite about it all. The close two calendar month of my biography, almost of my discretionary clock time has been spent sorting out all my shit, getting rid of what I wo n't use, and packing. Moving day is coming and we 're both happy to see it happen.

One English benefit that I 'm going to pursue is broadening my horizons, regarding friendships and specifically sex. I had a few male-male experiences when I was much young, and lately I 've been getting matter to in that approach again. I still have intercourse sex with char, but I have decided it 's clip to try MM sex again. I 'm not sure how to go on, but I 'll certainly be keeping my oculus open.

I 'm ok being by myself. I do n't get lonely, as I 've been spending time with champion and family unit, but that old sexual urge is coming back. You ca n't really say that I 'm curious, since I 've had fun with males before. Thomas More like wondering if I still like it.

My history is getting with a few guys for jerkoffs, handjobs and cock sucking. We had quite a little of fun, getting nude and playing with ourselves and each early. I remember how it felt to look down and see a man on my hard prick, and how it felt to take a hard pecker in my own mouth. I 've got a pretty big mouth and I could get a 6 '' prick all the way in, without gagging. My near suck crony was about 5.5 '' long, moderate heaviness and cut, and he had a very attractive, sexy cock. I loved licking and kissing his bollock, then working my way up his shaft until I opened up and took him into my back talk. Just thinking of it now gives me an erection. He had trouble getting practically of my 7+ '' cock in his rima oris, but he did a delicately job on me nonetheless. We would suck each other, but he did n't like taking it in our mouths, so we would finish off with a helping hand job.

I also got with a guy who was my size. Maybe a picayune shorter, maybe a short thicker. But he had a very sexy peter and decent hanging balls. ( I love playing with balls, and having mine played with. ) Now I understood how the other guy had to bring at taking in a big cock, but once I learned to relax, it was amazing fun. I especially remember how it looked up close before I went down on him, that big cut dick read/write head ... hot. We took turns on each other and tried dissimilar place, and I loved them all. When it was time to finish him off, I got between his genu and bobbed on and off, adding a lot of tongue action, until I would experience him throb and let free a cargo of creamy jism in my mouth. I did n't deal for the taste, but the act was a substantial turn on.

*** 1 month Later ***

Well, I 'm in my own place now. It 's nice not having to endure the mumbling and tense up discourse. And it 's placidity - unless I have some Book of Genesis or Twisted baby on ( lol ). I 've been enjoying just closing the shades and taking out my peter, whenever I want. When it 's warm, I get totally au naturel and stroke myself. The first sentence I jerked myself here, I just let it fly all over the storey. It was worth the trouble to clean it up.

I have started joining in some local anesthetic bodily process, to expand my circle of friends. I 'm not necessarily looking for a lay or BJ from kinsfolk, but the companionship is prissy. I wo n't traverse I 'm keeping my middle open for opportunities.

I have a small bit of admirer that have been that for some long time. None of them were candidates for FWB. A couple of them mentioned getting hit on and having to outdistance themselves, as they were n't interested. Another was the case that was quite protective of his masculinity. Another was outright disgusted by the mind of M-M sex. No hazard there.

I invited Tim, the masculine fellow, over for some dinner and Old World chat. I grilled a brace of steaks and we sipped on a bit of whiskey. I was enjoying the evening out on the patio, it was perfect and the microbe had n't come out yet. He was telling me about his wife 's recent visit to her kids, and I was telling him that I was surprised how well I got on with living alone. He kind of surprised me with a remark : `` When I was home alone, I wished I had a protagonist there. And it gave me a opportunity to think about being alone, and kinda about intimacy. You know, I can see citizenry of the Same sex developing a intimate relationship. ``

I thought for a second, then said, `` Has it happened to you ? ``

'' I do n't consider so, but the approximation certainly does n't revolt me. ``

'' Me neither, '' I replied. `` Actually, I fooled around with son, and recall it being a lot of fun. Then daughter came along. ''

Now he said something I did n't expect. `` I 've had similar experiences, and I 'm beginning to imagine I might go there again. one-half curiosity, half fervour. ``

The testis was in my court now. I thought for a few mo, looked him in the eye, and said `` So take I. In fact, I 've gotten to the point where I think I 'm prepare to explore. ``

Tim said, `` Maybe we should explore that together. '' I smiled, and said, `` I 'd have intercourse to. '' Then he said, `` You 'll cause to teach me, there are things I have n't done before. '' My reply was, `` We 'll go dull. Remember, it 's been a hanker clip for me too. I might not like it as much. ``

Without anything said, we picked up our scale and put them by the sump. I made a gesture toward the living room, and as he passed I put my hand on his shoulder. I left it there as we walked to the couch. Tim turned to me and said, `` Can I have a hug ? ``

I reached around and brought him to me. We stood there for a bit, embracing, then I started to proceed one arm slowly up and down, and slowly slid the other down towards his pelvic arch. He hugged tighter, and now I could sense a lump in his pants. It was happening to me, too. It felt so courteous to be touching another person !

I broke the embrace but kept my weaponry on his shoulders, and asked, `` What are you most curious about ? ''

'' My first doubtfulness was whether I 'd like just touching a man. Got that answered, it was nice. ``

'' I was surprised how nice it felt. How about touching skin ? '' I reached for his shirt buttons and started opening them. Then I reached in and felt the sparkle hair's-breadth on his dresser. It was having an effect on me and I said so. `` I do n't get it on a bout you, but I 'm getting hard. '' He looked down and saw an obvioius protuberance in my shorts. `` I guess so, and me too. '' I reached down to his crotch and slid my hand across, and there it was, a hard stumblebum pointing to the side. I ran my hand over it, and Tim closed his eyes and moaned.

After touching him, I finished opening his shirt took it off him. Then he pulled my tee shirt up and over my head. Without thinking, we again embraced, and I said, `` Oh yes, a lot ameliorate without clothes. '' We rubbed across each other, then I moved in finisher so my leg was between his. This pressed our cock lumps against each other. We rubbed a bit, then Tim said, `` Let 's lose these apparel. '' I stepped back and took off my pants, underwear and air-sleeve ; my cock was almost fully erect. He did the same, and his very handsome member was now in plain sight. His dick was just hone, a handsome six incher. We just stood still and looked at each other. My center were going up and down his trim torso and looking at his cock, which finished growing.

I pressed his shoulders and he sat down on the couch. I spread his leg and reached for his prick with one hand and his balls with the other, then started stroking and fondling. With one throb, he was fully erect in my hired hand. And my cock was pointing straight out too. He reached for it, and we spent a minute of arc stroking each other.

As good as that felt, I was ready for more. But I wanted to make certain he was too, so I asked, `` Are you in effect, Tim ? Is this working for you ? ``

'' Thomas More than working, it feels sooo good. '' A throbbing from his cock punctuated the level. I was still stroking him and he could palpate a throbbing from my pipe organ too.

I looked at him and asked, `` Can I take this farther ? '' He smiled, and I went to my human knee in forepart of him. I moved in and thought how I was about to finger a man in my backtalk for the first meter in decennium. I was so hard and my dick was pointing up. I moved my bridge player down to his root then studied his prick for a moment. It was hot, with mineral vein running up and down it, and a salient fountainhead. And his balls were hanging very seductively. I moved in closer and brought my sass to his dickhead. I kissed it, then began to lap all around. I really, really wanted this Hammond organ in my mouth. So I opened my mouth and took in his cockhead. He moaned. I moved slowly down on him, and he moaned again. My mouth was being filled by his strong hammer and I loved it. I started going on and off him, and kept that up for a while.

I pulled off his hammer and asked him, `` Are you set up to try it too ? '' He gave me a glassy-eyed look and said, `` Yes, yes. Please. '' I sat on the couch next to him, and he got down on his stifle. `` You 're so big, how do I do this ? ``

I answered, `` Just go slow, and try to keep your teeth off it. '' He stroked me then brought his nerve down and took in my cockhead. It was so sexy seeing someone 's mouth on my shaft, I throbbed and moaned. Then he started moving down on me. I could finger his wet mouth and it was amazing, so wet and warm.

Tim did a good job with his tooth, and now was bobbing on and off me. I must have been really horny because I was cook to cum. But I took my judgement off it so I 'd in conclusion a while. Eventually I needed release, and told him I was ready ; he came off me only to say, `` Let me have it, I 'm ready. In my backtalk ! '' With that, he went back on me and slew on and off. I lost it. With a grunt and a shot at his side, I came and pumped his utter entire of my semen. So good, so uh, uh ...

Tim slowed down but kept sucking on me as I cummed in his mouth. Not a drop escaped, soon I saw him swallow. Then I noticed that he was stroking himself. Well that wo n't do. I gently pulled his headland off me and my stopcock flopped back on my belly. Then I stood him up, and leaned forward to take on his hard prick back in my mouth. I went right to work on him, and he started a pumping movement into my backtalk. He was fucking my face and I loved it. Before long, he began to grunt like I had done, then took hold of my foreland and buried his cock in my backtalk. I felt him throb, then felt my oral fissure filling with jism. Damn he had a lot ! I swallowed a couple of times, then let the ease fill my sass while I sucked on him and moved on and off. After a minute, I swallowed the remainder, licked off his dick and had him sit by me. We both were spent, physically, sexually and emotionally.

After a bit, I asked, `` Well ? Was it what you expected ? ``

'' That and more than. I think I wan na do this again. '' He reached over to check my deflating cock and I did the Same with his.

'' Me too. And maybe some other poppycock. I want to frot too, cumming on each early 's tool. By the way, I loved sucking your cock. It 's just perfect for my mouth. ``

Tim answered, `` Yours is big but I loved it. How farseeing is that thing ? ``

'' 7 inches. tinker's damn man, you had almost all of it in your mouth ! ``

'' I 'll have to practice session. Will you help ? ``

'' indisputable thing ! ``

Then he thought a moment and said, `` The wierd thing is, I do n't find like any lupus erythematosus a man. And I still love pussy. That 's a pleasant surprise. ``

*** The next day ***

I woke up with a smile on my face. Last night, Tim hung out for a bit then went home, but we were both serious about doing it again. I was back in the cocksucking business and I was glad it turned out well. In fact, thinking about last night was making me severe again. I think I 'll remember Tim 's rima oris on me and rub one out. effective way to set off the day .