I Had My Way With My Girl –Leah-01
Bdsmnearly of the narration takes place in a room in a sign called 'The Pigeonhole', which the narrator, `` Deepak ``, converts into a sort of erotic torture chamber equipped with beds to which women can be strapped and held helpless and which is soundproofed to constitute their screams unheard. early equipment includes cords and block, flagellation implements and a mechanical `` president of Treachery '' to which helpless female are lured to be restrained in.
from the Dairy of Mr. Deepak Kumar..
I will not take up the time of my readers by detailing the circumstance under which Leah, roused in me the desire for vengeance which resulted in the way I adopted and which I am about to touch. Suffice it then to say that Leah cruelly and unjustifiably jilted me ! In my resentment of spirit, I swore that if I ever had an opportunity of getting clutches of her, I would score her sonsie person compensate me for my disappointment and that I would snatch from her by force the bridegroom 's privileges that I so ardently coveted. But I had to dissemble ! Leah and I had many mutual friends to whom this break was unknown.
We were therefore constantly meeting each former, and if I gave her the slightest clue of my aim towards her, it would be calamitous to the very doubtful fortune of achiever that I had ! And so successfully did I conceal my real feelings under a cloak of generous acceptance of her action that she had not the faintest melodic theme ( as she afterwards admitted to me ) that I was playing a part.
But, as the saw says, everything comes to the man who can hold off. For some considerable time, it seemed as if it would be Stephen Samuel Wise on my part to vacate my desire for vengeance, as the circumstances of our daily lives were such as did not promise the remotest opportunity of my getting possession of Leah under atmospheric condition of either lieu or time suitable for the achievement of my intention. Nevertheless, I controlled my patience and hoped for the skillful, enduring as well as I could the torture of unsated desire and increasing lust.
It then happened that I had juncture to change my residence, and in my lookup for refreshing accommodation near my college in UK, I came across a small-scale suite of a sitting-room and two sleeping room which would by themselves have suited me excellently ; but with them, the landlord desired to let what he termed a box or lumber-room. I demurred to this addition, but as he remained firm, I asked to see the elbow room. It was most peculiar both as regards access and appearing. The former was by a short passageway from the landing, furnished with remarkably well-fitting doors at each end. The way was nearly square, of a thoroughly size and lofty, but the walls were unplowed, save up by the one entrance, spark and air being derived from a skylight, or rather lantern, which occupied the greater part of the roof and was supported by four strong and stout wooden pillars.
Further, the bulwark were thickly padded, while iron annulus were let into them at regular length all round in two rows, one finale to the trading floor and the former about a superlative of eight feet ; from the ceiling beams dangled rope pulleys in twain between the pillars, while the two recesses on the entrance slope, caused by the protrusion of the passage into the way, looked as if they had at one fourth dimension been separated from the rest of the room by BAR, almost as if they were cells. So strange indeed was the appearance of the completely room that I asked its chronicle, and was informed that the house had been built as a individual maniac institution at the fourth dimension when the now unstylish square in which it stood was one of the centres of fashion, and that this was the old 'mad-room'in which violent affected role were confined, the thunderbolt, doughnut and pulley-block being used to restrain them when very violent, while the padding and the stunt man doors made the way absolutely soundproof and prevented the ravings of the inmates from annoying the neighbour. The landlord added that the soundproof character was no fiction as the room had frequently been tested by incredulous visitors.
Like lightning the cerebration flashed through my brainpower. Was not this way the very topographic point for the consummation of my system of revenge ? If I succeeded in luring Leah into it, she would be completely at my mercifulness, for her screams for help would not be heard and would only increase my pleasure, while the bolts, ring, pulley, etc., supplemented with a piffling suitable article of furniture, would enable me to secure her in any way I wished and to harbor her fixed while I amused myself with her. Delighted with the mind, I agreed to include the room in my suite.
Quietly, but with deep precaution and planning, I got certain furniture made which, while in outwards appearance most free, as well as about comfy, was in truth good of hide mechanisms planned for the particular discomfiture of any woman or girl that I might care to control in strong-arm control. I had the floor covered with dense Persian carpets and carpeting, and the two alcove converted into nominal photographic research lab, but in a way that made them suitable for lavatories and dressing-rooms. When completed, the 'Pigeonhole'( as I christened it ) was in coming into court a distinctly pretty and comfortable room, while in realness it was nil more or less than a cloaked torture sleeping room !
And now came the difficult part of my scheme.
How to entrap Leah ? Unfortunately she was not residing in John Griffith Chaney but a short way out. She lived with a married sister, and never seemed to come to town except in her sister 's company. My difficulty was therefore how to get Leah by herself for a sufficiently farsighted time to achieve my intent, and sorely I cudgelled my brains over this trouble !
The sisters frequently visited town at insurgent intervals as dictated by the contingence of social responsibility or shopping. True to my policy of having well-disposed sexual intercourse I had welcomed them to my room for rest and refreshment and had encouraged them to use my quarters ; and partly because of the propinquity of the rooms to Regent Street, partly because of the very dainty repast I invariably placed before them, but mainly because of the soothing restfulness induced by the inviolable quiet of the pigeonhole after the roar and turmoil of the streets, it soon became their regular drill to observe me with their company for lunch or tea whenever they came to township and had no special battle. I need hardly add that secretly I hoped these visits might bestow me an opportunity of executing my revenge, but for some months I seemed doomed to disappointment.
I used to suffer the tortures of Tantalus when I saw Leah unsuspectingly braving me in the very room I had prepared for her violation, within genuine reach of me and of conceal machinery that would come out her at my disposal, did I set it working, were it not for her babe 's presence ! In fact, so keenly did I feel the position that I began to project the capture of both sisters together, to admit Lana in the punishment designed for Leah, and the idea in itself was not unpleasing, as Lana was a fine specimen of female material body and line of a prominent and more stately type than Leah ( who was 'petite'), and one could do much worse than have her at one 's disposal for an hour or two to finger and fuck ! So seriously did I flirt with this project, that I got an armchair made in such a way that the releasing of a hugger-mugger catch would set free mechanism that would be actuated by the exercising weight of the occupant and would make the arms to fold inwards and firmly imprison the sitter. Furnished with luxurious upholstery and the taking into custody fixed, it made the most inviting of professorship, and from its first appearing, Leah took possession of it, in happy ignorance that it was intended to hold her firmly imprisoned while I tackled and secured Lana !
Before, however, I resorted to this desperate measure, my patience was rewarded ! And this is how it happened.
One evening, the familiar greenback came to say the Sister were coming to township on the following day and would come for lunch. A little before the appointed time of day Leah, to my surprise, appeared alone ! She said that, after the note had been posted, Lana became ill and had been very poorly all Nox and so could not hail to town, though better. The shopping involvement was one of considerable grandness to Leah, and therefore she had come up alone ; she had called to excuse matters to me, but would not stop to tiffin, she would get a cup of tea and a bun somewhere.
Against this forsaking of me, I vigorously protested, but I doubt if I would own induced her to stay had not a wise shower of rain come on. This made her hesitate about going out into it with the wearing apparel she was wearing, as it would be ruined, and finally she consented to have lunch and leave immediately afterwards.
While she was away in the spare sleeping accommodation used by the sisters on their visits, I was in a veritable turmoil of excitement ! Leah in my rooms by herself ! It seemed too good to be true ! But I remembered I yet had to get her into the Pigeonhole ; she was absolutely safe from my aim everywhere but there ! But it was imperative that she should be in no way alarmed, and so, with a substantial effort, I controlled my panting fervor, and by the metre Leah rejoined me in the dining-room I was my usual self.
Lunch was quickly served. At offset, Leah seemed a fiddling spooky and constrained, but by tactful conversation, I soon set her at ease and she then chatted away naturally and merrily. I had craftily placed her with her back to the window so that she should not note signs that a bad tempest was brewing : and soon, with satisfaction, I saw that the weather was getting big and worse ! But it might at any bit Begin to authorize away, and so the Oklahoman I could get her into my cubbyhole, the better for me - and the worse for her ! So, by every means in my power, I hurried on the procedure of lunch.
Leah was leisurely finishing her coffee when a rattle of rain against the window panes, followed by an inauspicious growl of nose drops, made her start from her chairwoman and go to the casement. 'Oh ! fair look at the rain !'she exclaimed in dismay, 'how very unfortunate !'
I joined her at the window : 'By Jupiter, it is bad !'I replied, then added, 'and it looks like lasting. I hope that you have no of import engagement for the afternoon that will keep on you much in the open ?'As I spoke, there came a vivid flash of lightning closely followed by a peal of hell dust, which sent Leah staggering backwards with a scared face.
'Oh !'she exclaimed, evidently frightened ; then, after a break ,'I am a horrid little Coward about thunderstorm : they just terrorise me !'
'Wo n't you then carry sanctuary in the cubbyhole ?'I asked with a Host 's look of concern .'I do n't call up you will see the lightning there and you certainly wo n't pick up the thunder, as the elbow room is soundproof. Shall we go there ?'and I opened the room access invitingly.
Leah hesitated. Was her protector angel trying to fall in her a precursory trace of what her portion would be if she accepted my seemingly barren suggestion ? But at that moment came another flash bulb of lightning, blinding in its intensity, and almost simultaneously a roar of thunder. This settled the question in my favour ! 'Yes, yes !'she exclaimed, then ran out. I closely following her, my heart beating exultingly ! Quickly she passed through the double doors into the Pigeonhole, the maw I had so carefully set for her ! Noiselessly I bolted the outer threshold, then closed the inner one. Leah was now mine ! mine ! ! At finally I had entrapped her ! Now my retribution was about to be consummated ! Now her chaste Virgo the Virgin self was to be submitted to my lust and compelled to satisfy my erotic desires ! She was utterly at my mercy, and promptly I proceeded to crop my cruel will on her !
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