I am thrilled and excited about the show. Yesterday I 've sent message through Facebook to all my admirer : `` Come and view me tomorrow at six : contact to the site ''. It was site with the web cams where hoi polloi could watch over girl and tip them if they like it. I switched off my phone so cipher could contact me and ask about the display. I know that there is a quite big discussion among my friends about that, I am just normal girl who normally would never do something like that so everyone is singular if this was just a fault or a joke.

thought that all friends will see me not only naked but doing some kinky stuff is driving me demented, I just ca n't stop thinking about it and thousand of unlike thoughts is going through my head. My formula sensible part is screaming to not do this but my twisted position is whispering to my ear : `` go for it, I know you crave this ''. And I listen to the rustle. At terminal the appearance day has come. I was teasing myself all week without a relief so I would be as hornlike as potential. I know that I will need to be extremely aroused to do what I 've planned. I 'm very nervous and actually I am really closely to quit the idea about show.
The hours are passing by and I 'm still not sure, now when prison term of show is so near everything becomes really and serious and I have a lot of doubts and I still have a hazard to fall by the wayside. I look in the mirror, I see rule girl with beautiful face and skinny perfect body and I 'm feeling warm up butterfly coming through my belly and spreading across my unharmed body `` I am a pervert '' I 'm thinking `` I am going to show everyone who I am, a little sluty pervert, I want to testify that to everyone I want to revile myself I want to sink into starve and perversions. This is what I crave and this is the clock time when it all starts. My all champion will know my really nature now. No more concealment and pretence. '' I know that I have to do it.
I clean myself and article of clothing total darkness opaque stockings and red 6 column inch heel, my well shaved purulent shines with succus and my tit poking hard. I ca n't wait any tenacious and with a pounding sum I login into the web cam internet site. There is already 500 multitude waiting for me, probably the tidings has spread across the facebook and everyone want to see me naked ! I can guess that among those citizenry are my champion as I recognize some of their nicknames. `` Wow its really happening ! ''. They see me naked wearing just grim stockings and red sluty heels and the commentary have start to flow - `` Wow Lily is that really you ? ``, `` You are wild ! ``, `` You look like slovenly woman '' and some of them are quite offensive produced probably by female part of the audience - `` I knew you are slut bitch '', `` No respectfulness at all '', `` Fucking kick ''. But while I am reading all those comments I 'm getting more and Sir Thomas More wet. `` hi, Thanks for coming to see my appearance I hope you 'll savor it. Its going to be bondage appearance so I hope you like that kind of clobber. I 've another surprise for you - its going to be interactive show ''.
I grab alligator clip with discriminating alloy teeth and attached telegram to it. `` You see that telegram ? It is attached to the electric transformer so each fourth dimension you tip me the electrical shock comes through the cartridge holder. Cool huh ? ''. I open first clipping and attach to my nipple - the sting pain spread across my consistency. I did n't wait till bother fade but I attach 2d clip to my other mamilla - another bite and another wave of bother. Now I realize that this is really happening and the pain is rattling and I love it. I smile and start working with more clip - five on each tit then six on each side of me and ten directly on my slim beautiful belly. By the time I finish I can sense pulsating botheration from each of the cartridge holder and there is still my pussy to go ! My hands start to stir and I drop few clips cause I could n't hold them. I take thick breather and start working with my slit. I have really nice looking pussycat, with meaty human body covered with succus and beautifully poking clit. As kickoff I grab stunned labia and start attaching clipping to it. It is n't so bad but I know that fun is just going to depart. When I finished there is four clips on each side. Next inner ones, these are a piffling bit more painful - slowly and carefully I attach four on each side. After that I spread my pussy as wide I can, I grab one of the time and slowly tug inside my puss, after few seconds I found out where my g point usually is and advertize the cartridge holder directly into that spot. When I released the clip and sharp teeth bite pulp inside my slit I scream as pain inside me is so unassailable that my unhurt physical structure start to throw off. After a hour I calm down a bit. I take the last snip, bigger than others with bigger sheeny teeth so shrill that can easily diffuse the peel. I know that prank are over and this is going to wound as the pits. I rubbed my button cashbox become big and arduous. With my shaking handwriting I open the last big clip and move toward clit. My affectionateness is pounding like during the slipstream, a mixture of feelings - pain, fervor, pleasure are mixing together and dance in my belly. I take a big breathing space and slowly begin to unloosen the time. I can sense first mite of penetrating dentition against my peel and then slowly pressure level, harder and harder the annoyance is growing as tooth are slowly closing around my clit. Now I can palpate the teeth sinking deeply into my figure as finally I release the time fully. The pain in the ass is insane and I am breathing heavily trying to gain control over my shaking body. I opened my oculus and grinning, there are absolute storm of comments, they ca n't believe what they are seeing, they ca n't believe that girl like me is so twisted.
I get to my knee joint, all the clip are wired and attached to the transformer but the lap is still off. I need to do few more than affair before head start. I get a long piece of rope with noose on the end. I put my caput through the eyelet and tighten. There is 5kg weight attached to the mo end of the rope lying on the story so when I will try to sit down the weight goes up and tighten the running noose even more. I get the massive three column inch extensive dildo and topographic point underneath me pointing to my ass, I 'm going to use it later as a indorse component part of my show. As a lubricate I 've planned to use hot chili con carne sauce ! I got a small bottle with spear carrier hot chili sauce. It is still sealed and closed, I show it to the camera so everyone can see it. I put the bottle beside the dildo.

It is time to start the display. I switch on the electrical transformer connected to the clips and manacle my manus behind my back. The release key should fall for about one hour. I announce that everything is set up and they can bulge out tipping to see if it works. I can finger some faint electric electrical shock on the clipping. I explain that than bigger the tip the bigger electric shock will be. I 'm keep on smiling and encouraging my audience `` Come on guys - hit me intemperate I know you want to ''. Each time I hear tipping sound I get excited and galvanic shock go through my trunk. The steer are more often with each second as I can see that more and to a greater extent people are coming. Probably the news that some perv lady friend is doing kinky display have spread across net quickly.
After 15 bit my body is covered in blockheaded stratum of stew, clips hot from electric flow are like wasp stinging my belly, tits and twat. The painful sensation is massive and I think that I must be really twisted doing this to myself. But at the like time I 'm feeling great delight and my pussy is so wet that I can actually smack my juices that are dripping on the level. There are present moment when I do n't have a pause from electric shocks. I can barely fascinate a breathe, pain sensation and pleasure are mixing together in this masochistic dance of electric car shock coming through most delicate part of my body with the sharp teeth of clips ripping through my skin.

The 30 second went by and it is meter for indorsement character of the show - the dildo covered in hot sauce ! I 'm not sure if I can do it, I 'm already on the boundary of my endurance but deeply inside I know that I crave More pain. I asked the viewers, five thousand now ! to stop tipping as it is time for future part of the show. I ask them if they all can tip me at the Saami prison term exactly 5 minutes after I 'll start the clock.
I 'm afraid, my hands start to throw off but at the Saame time I 'm extremely aroused and my slit is dripping with juice like crazy. I slowly open the bottle and I feel hot sauce on my fingers. With my heart insanely pounding I carefully spread the sauce all over dildo. I throw away empty bottle and try to smile but I 'm too nervous and excited. I push start button on the clock and the clock starting signal tick, in exactly five minutes all spectator agreed to hit the gratuity at the same clock time. Now it is the clock time and its no turn back. I know that it will hurt like Hell and I 'm already really tired and exhausted not mentioning that the painful sensation coming from clip is intolerable now. I take a deep breath and slowly begin to drop on greased hot sauce dildo. It is coming into me without a problem and at first it is quite pleasurable. While I 'm lowering myself down the weighs on the other end of the roofy go up causing noose on my neck opening to be more tight. Finally the whole dildo is deeply buried inside my ass.
There is small lock attached to the backside of dildo, I lock my cuffs to it. I heard quite click of the whorl, there is no turning back now, I have to suffer for 30 minutes until release will unlock all the locks and I will be free.
After few seconds after inserting dildo into my ass I can feel warm sensation spreading across my insides but few s later warmness become hotness and pepperiness become fiery burning. With squiffy noose around my neck I 'm fighting for each breathing spell now, the pain is insane, it is burning like hell and I feel like my guts are on fire. I clench my teeth and clenched fist but the pain is becoming more and More stronger. fret instantly cover my whole body, my ass fluid are desperately trying to wash the burning liquid state from my ass but instead of feeling any relief my insides are becoming More sore and abominable. I look and the clock and it shows 4 minutes and 20 seconds, only 40 indorsement till spectator will start up tipping and I 'm already collapsing from pain. I want to block off this madness and protestation but I ca n't say anything, I cant focal point or do something, I 'm paralyzed and bound by pain. And then it starts - five K multitude start tipping at once, it hit me with all fell force that I never imagined subsist - the galvanizing jolt are coming through my dead body with such intensity that clips outset to becoming very hot and burning my skin ! I can see flash and fume going from the clips, my body is on the edge, my mother wit are overloaded and pain so intense that become unbendable, my brain just ca n't hold it any more and then, it happened. The whiten light from back of my pass like pulsating orb is becoming bigger and bountiful and then the slap-up orgasm of my life discriminating my consistence, it is so acute that I ca n't breathe, I ca n't feel, my eyes roll out and my physical structure twinkling in a orgasmic convulsion. When I got back, there is no electric shocks, I think the watchers are not sure what is going on so they stopped tipping. I 'm completely exhausted and the infliction hit me with all mighty. I 'm sore, clip biting my flesh and my gumption still burning like hell but now after I came everything is more real, without stimulation I feel mad and it is difficult to cope with all of that. With tears in my eyes I ask watchers if they could stop tipping. But they not listening. When they saw that I 'm alright they start again and the electric cushion start biting my body. It is like a nightmare now, I 'm very uncomfortable and there is still 15 minutes until key release. The noose around my neck is very tight and I have difficulty to breathe. I wish that display would be over now but I have to suffer a picayune bit more. The electrical shock is still coming through but my body become sort of numb. I feel sleepy and featherbrained, I trying to pore but it is really backbreaking to do it.
Finally the departure key trigger and I 'm able to free myself. With massive reliever I remove burning like hot rod dildo from my ass and all the clips. I take of the gin and breathe freely. I quickly log off from the internet site and switch off the photographic camera, I feel shame and ignominy of what I 've done. But the scathe is done now and there is no way of fixing it. Everyone knows now my dark enigma, everyone knows that I 'm addicted pain slut. I went to lavish and I could n't resist. The recent events are still fresh in my memory and I brought myself to orgasm several times. Finally I went back to my room and switch my laptop on. I forget that I recorded everything. The rest of the Nox I spend watching my telecasting and masturbating franticly. The morning time has come, my cunt is swollen and sore but I keep masturbating I just ca n't lay off doing it.
As a final point I 've decided to do it something really stupid. I opened my electronic mail box and make new email to everyone in my contacts including my confrere and household members. I attached the video from my show and write subject matter where I describe that I 'm slut and I need orgasms more then air. I offer that I will voluntary satisfy most extreme and perverse fantasy. I hesitate for a second and mouse click send button. I make my aspiration come through and with that thought I fell asleep .