I spent six twelvemonth in a disorderly relationship because of my two beautiful children. It started off peachy but she became crazier as the years progressed. Logical thinking went out the window and my life became a nightmare. The saying `` stoppage together for the kids '' would always repeat through my mind when I wanted to exit for something better.

When I hit 30 I had realized it was now or never. I felt like I had wasted so a great deal time and did n't want to waste any more. I was getting older and was sick of being miserable so I left. It was a difficult decision but I knew if I stayed in my kids lives, I could live a more fulfilling and felicitous life story. I knew I had to finally allow myself to be glad as well.

The breakout up was full of anger and hate. She stole a lot of my thing but I soon met a girl that made me shrug my shoulders to the bullshit my ex was throwing my way.

For the first base time in many yr I was happy and smiling. It felt foreign and filled me with so lots energy. I felt like a marque new person.

Years passed and my ex would still hit on me and try to win me back though I was clearly happy where I was. I made it a point to annul her as a lot as possible so the only time I saw her was when I picked up the kids every Friday to take nursing home with me for the weekend.

I was enjoying being in a stable human relationship though unfortunately she did n't share my voodoo or really understand why the look and look of latex was so erotic to me. She did n't realize why a charwoman inhaling a cigarette got me so excited and she did n't smoke so she could n't facilitate me there.

At metre I missed having the outlet for those fetish I craved. The sex is bang-up and she enjoys some frizzly thing but I did miss humoring in those finicky involvement that my ex would do for me.

I 've spent nigh of the past two years trying to convince my lady friend to try latex. Start small with some gloves or step-in and maybe solve up to a dress. She seemed open minded at first but as metre has gone on it seemed I was out of lot. I suppose that 's what porn is for when you do n't have a way to experience what you feel you need sexually.

Today I 'm full of shame though I know it was all out of my control. My hands were tied, literally.

I went to my exes house to pick up the kids after getting out of piece of work. As usual she was sitting in the chairperson waiting. I made very little eye physical contact with her.

`` Girls ! Time to go ! '' I shouted toward their bedroom, fully expecting them to get along running out like they always do.

My ex, Brianna, smirked and said, `` They are n't here right now. ``

Confused, I exclaimed, `` What do you mean they are n't here ? Where the sin are they ? It 's my time with them. ``

She stood up, `` They wo n't be coming over this weekend. They are engaged. ``

She stepped close-fitting to me slowly so I backed up. Once I knew the kids were n't there, there was n't a reason for me to be around her anymore.

`` I do n't know why you could n't have told me before handwriting Brianna so I did n't liquidate my gas. I got to go. ``

The minute I touched the door handgrip I felt one of her paw grab my berm while the other reached around to my expression. I felt a wet material cover my mouth and nose.

`` What the fuck are you ... ''

Darkness. I 'm not even sure enough what happened or how long I was out but this unhinged cunt had done something to disable me.

When I came to, I was sitting in a chair. I felt so tired and confused as I tried to move my hands before discovering they were tied behind the chair. It was n't long before I realized my pants and underwear were off too.

`` Struggle as much as you 'd like but your stuck, '' said Brianna from across the room.

I looked over to see her in a black latex dress and knee high leather boots as she was pulling an elbow length latex glove onto her arm.

`` What the hell are you doing ? '' I yelled as I tried pulling my hands free to no service.

`` You do n't want to admit it but I know you miss this pussy and my insatiable appetency to please. I bet that bitch you 're with does n't please you like I would. ``

I couldnt hold on shaking my head in incredulity at how derisory this position was that I was in.

`` So your plan is to what ? tempt me with latex so maybe I 'll fuck you ? ``

She shot back, `` Not only latex, '' as she grabbed her mob of Marlboro Menthol 100 's and pulled one to her deep red red lips. She slowly lifted the lighter to the cigarette and I could n't help but look out the Mary Jane purport from her mouth.

`` I have a girl. I am happy. I 'm not interested and I 'm never going to say yes to this. You are wasting your meter ! ``

Smiling she leaned forward, cigarette dangling from her lips as she whispered, `` Who said you have a say ? ``

Her grinning was wide as she laughed in my case. I was at a loss for words.

`` Brianna, just let me go. You ca n't just do whatever the fuck you want. ``

`` Watch me sweety. ``

My struggles did nothing to loosen my constraints. I tried to think about things that would continue me from getting turned on but the latex brushing against my bare cock was toilsome to ignore as she sat in my lap.

`` You dont mind if this cigarette hussy sits here do you ? '' She inhaled late and blew the smoke in my fount as she grinded her rubber-base paint clad ass along my prick and balls.

`` Stop. seed on, just finish. What 's the full stop ? One fuck and then I 'm gone. No way I 'll put myself in this position again. This does n't get me back you psycho bitch. ''

`` That 's where you are untimely. I know you are barely getting by rightfulness now. Child musical accompaniment is a real beef is n't it featherbed ? ``

`` Fuck you, '' I shouted in her face.

`` Yes, you will fuck me. I also did n't mention, I 've been off birth controller for a bit. You are going to put a fucking infant in me. You 're going to impregnate me and have no alternative to come home to mommy. ``

My centre grew wide and I was full of rage.

`` Are you fucking dangerous ? ! Get the roll in the hay off me. Who would do something so fucked up to someone they claim to love ? ``

`` wellspring, your whining is a turn off. Just shut up and enjoy the display. ``

She leaned over to a nearby table and grabbed some tape. Now I had no control of my paw and could n't plead my case.

`` Just give into the pleasure. You have no pick at this point so why not love the ride ? ``

The grinding was too much and my cock was fully rear as she slid me inside of her. I wanted to not enjoy it but it had been sidereal day since I had sex and the feeling of tight wet puss was a powerful sensation.

moan escaped the tape over my mouth. I knew it was wrong but I could n't search away.

`` semen on daddy, infuse me. collapse me a baby, '' she cried out as she jumped up and down on me.

Her 36d breasts were crammed into this latex garb right in front my expression. It had been so recollective since I had enjoyed my fetich outside of porn. It was so practically stimulation.

The feel of the latex and the look ruffle with the site of her backtalk blowing swarm of smoke was driving me wild.

`` Just think, once you 've given me a baby, you are going to get to fuck this pussy all of the time. You want latex baby, I got you. You want me to shove along smoke on your shaft, I 'll do it. I 'll be your bawd. Whatever you need. ``

As if the visual was n't enough, her dirty talk of the town was distracting me as well.

With each thrust deep inside of her, I had to narrate myself no, I ca n't. I have to try not to cum.

`` You feel so big. I bet you have a huge lading for mammy. I 'm storm it 's taking so long for you. Do n't struggle it. Give it to me. ''

She knew I was trying not to cum and I was getting close up before pulling myself back a few times with other sentiment. Unfortunately, she was n't going to let up.

Brianna pulled her big titty out of the dress and leaned up to rub them in my face. Her hands gripped my hair as she pulled my font between them before sitting back on my cock.

To my surprise she had stopped rocking her torso and sat there for a bit. She reached for her cigarettes and lit a new one.

`` I know you are close. You can only struggle this for so long babe. I 'm going to get ur come. Maybe you need a different view. I know how much you love my big ass. ``

She turned around, showing me her curvy body in it 's blind drunk rubber-base paint confines. Her ass was dainty and bout and glistened from the igniter before she slid the dress up a few column inch to show skin.

My cock was pulsating and I did n't know what else I could do to stop this.

She slowly lowered herself on to my stopcock. Her pussy was soaking wet and warm. I knew the engagement was about to end.

`` Like that sentiment ? Like seeing my ass move when ur pounding me ? ``

I shook my chief in defiance but she knew I was fallible.

She tilted her head back to gaze me in the eyes with the cigarette dangling from her mouth as the step quickened.

Panic was setting in as I felt an intense sensation shoot through me.

`` Mm, yes. Good boy. Fill my pussy. ``

She had won. I kept saying `` No, no, no '' under the taping but it did n't matter. It was too deep. My cum was mysterious inside of her and null could change this fact.

I was in a daze when she untied my hands. The anger was gone because shame had set in.

'' I 'll let you live once I take the pregnancy trial. I 'm going to go exhibitor. ``

I barely heard her, I was so out of it. My mind wandered to so many horrific scenarios as I opened her front door to leave.

That was the retentive 30 minute drive abode I had ever made. My girlfriend had messaged several meter but I did n't even recognize what to say at this point.

Now I 'm living with the guilt as I impatiently wait to detect out my destiny .