My First beloved


Part 1


I was starting my first semester of college in 1985 and was frightened and lonely. All my friends had gone to other schools or started working and they all were chasing young lady like nutcase. I was n't. I had tried desperately to have a girl in highschool but I knew I was living a lie. I just was n't attracted to daughter they way my friends were. I thought some fille were pretty, but once I look beyond the face I just was n't interested. I was too scared to draw close any guys and went to a very small rural district. I did not think any other guy wire were like me.


I knew I was gay when my friends and I decided to camp out one weekend. I was changing into a washup causa and my booster entered the tent and started to change also. He was my most attractive booster and I tried desperately not to look but being in that tent naked with him for a few seconds drive me crazy. I did n't do or say anything. But I thought about that moment a lot.


Spanish was my first family and I sat in the back row. I petite young man sat beside me and I glance over. He had drab black hair and slightly pale skin. He still wore braces on his teeth and when he caught my eye he smiled and said `` hi. ``


I said hello and teacher started attendance. He answered to salvia Conner. I had never met a boy named Sage before. His articulation was higher pitched than mine and it sounded lovely. The class went well and when I was walking out I heard a representative behind me.


'' What did you think ? '' It was Sage and he moved up beside me and we walked together. I told him my gens was jimmy and this was my first gear class.


'' Do you live on campus ? '' He asked and kept grinning at me. I was starting to think he was flirting with me but that could not be honest. I lived at home and commuted to school. I got to the end of the walk and was hoping he would stay with me, but he had a class and release the other way. The future class was in two days and I counted down the meter to see him again. We chatted a footling before class and when the professor told us to burst in partners we joined up. He sat across from me and we practice pronunciation. I stared into his eyes and was getting a big crush on him. He was so cute. He had died a very small patch of his fuzz a very dark purple so it was barely noticeable. I notice it. I notice everything about him. How he rolled he eyes after making a mistake and how he held his mitt in front of his lip like he was embarrassed of his dyad.


when socio-economic class was over he asked for a ride to his dorm room. I could n't conceive my luck. He climbed into my car and i drove him the few blocks to the campus houses.


'' Thanks, Jimbo '' he said and tapped my knee with my hand, then got out of the car. It was the weekend and the thought process of not seeing him for three day made me sick. He stopped, came back to the car and leaned in


'' Hey you want to hangout this Saturday night ? ``


I could n't believe it. `` surely that 'd be cool '' I said not trying to voice overly anxious.


'' cream me up at 7:00 tart '' he said and winked at me.


'' Okay I 'll be here. '' He walked up the sidewalk and then turn to await at me. We waved and smile and I think he winked again. I was I love.


When I drove up to the dorm he was waiting exterior for me. He had a black jacket on and contraband dungaree. He got into the car and I felt dress down. I could smell his cologne and he had styled his whisker with some moose. He looked a bit sissified but that turned me on. It made me mean we were thinking the Lapplander thing. We first went to a movie and I felt majestic having this beautiful boy by my face. We set in the dark and our arm touched a few prison term. God I wish he adopt my hand. When the moving picture was over we are at a food courtroom in theater of operations. We talked a little about the movie and out Spanish class. His animal foot suddenly tapped mine under the table and I blushed.


'' Let 's get out of here. ``


We got to the car and sat in the dark. I did n't know what to say.


'' You okay ? '' He asked and looked at me.


'' Yea I 'm fine. I. ``. I stopped and salvia moved a small closer. `` I not sure what this is ? ``


sage knew what I was talking about. He looked at me and told me it was whatever I wanted it to be.


'' I 've never done, ''. He stopped me with a kiss. It happened so degraded I was in shock. He backed away and my heart and soul raced. He look gorgeous sitting there and I still tasted him on my lips. I think we wore a trivial lip gloss.


'' Was that okay ? '' He asked.


I nodded. So that what this was. I drove back to the residence hall and we car a second.


'' I want to kiss you again, but someone might see. '' I understood and nodded. He placed his hand on my leg and chafe me a little. I grew excited.


'' I 'll see you Monday ``. I smiled and said goodbye.


I hated Sunday. I was so miserable I could n't support it. I had to see sage. I drove to the dorm and asked the residence hall tender for his room phone number. sage answered the threshold and smiled. He was all. alone. His dormitory roommate had a girl and was n't around a great deal. I sat on the bed beside him and he locked the door. I reached out to confine his hand but he kissed me first. This time I kissed back. I could n't believe how much I liked it. We kept kissing with shortly easygoing tinge and then he finally kept his mouth against mine and opened his lips. His tongue touched mine and I push it back a little. Gallic snuggling was new to me so I was doing my Best. I opened my back talk further and let his whole tongue in my mouth. I could foot his braces on my tongue and that made me giggle. He then grabbed my headland and he started to make out like teenagers after the prom. Our forefront moved, our backtalk touched and our tongues wrestled. I could n't believe the heat. My hard-on embarrassed me but Sage look at my egotistical drawers and smile. He rubbed my leg then our back talk parted.


'' Let 's get out of here ''. We left the hall and went to my car. I asked him where he wanted to go and he said somewhere private.


'' period by a contraption memory first so I can get something. '' I obeyed and he ran into the store quickly and came out with a camp of gum. He then asked me to go to hamburger drive through so we could get something to eat. We got cheeseburgers and nose candy and ate while I drove. I headed out of town toward the commonwealth park close to the lake I lived by. Sage finished his Warren Earl Burger and actually rested his head in my lap. I could believe it. I looked down and his beautiful face stared up at me.


When we got to the park I parked on the most seclude area and pushed the sit back a bit. He continued to lay there then finally spoke.


'' Let 's get in the back seat ''


We did and sat close to each other. The smell of greasy food was strong and it mixed with Sages eau de cologne. He looked at me and kiss me softly. We were parked under some boastfully cottonwood trees and it felt very private.


He kissed me again, this prison term on the cervix. I ran my fingers through his coarse black haircloth as he continued to kiss my neck My erection was unbearable. He stopped and looked at me.


'' Do you need to go further, or wait boulder clay another day ? '' I did n't answer but reached out and unbuttoned his shirt. He did the same with me. I could n't believe we were undressing each other. We placed our shirts on the front man fundament and continued to kiss. Out bare chests touching each former drove me crazy. Sage scooted down and lay down on his back. I was on top of him and continued to kiss him. He reached down and unbuttoned his pant. I looked into his eyes with love. I pulled on his trouser and stared at his blue briefs. I could n't breath. He reached down and pushed his legal brief down. His member was erect and i could n't bring my eyes off of it. I did n't know if he was big or mediocre, I had n't seen any other beside my own. I lowered my head and put it in my mouth. It was salty and exciting. sage moaned as I started to suckle and fellate it. He place his handwriting on my head and I continued. It was amazing. He pushed my school principal up and told me to take my pant down. I sat up and pushed my pants down. Sage lowered his headway and took me in his sass. I could n't trust. This was what spirit was about. Sharing joy with someone you loved. He continued for a few instant then stopped. He sat up and took my chin in my handwriting. Neither one of us had ejaculated so I did n't know why he stopped. He pushed his jeans all the way off and sat there completely naked. He put his paw on my cheek and whisper.


'' Do you want to go all the way ? '' I kissed his cheek and answered. I want to do everything you want. I pushed my pant off and salvia lay on his backrest. He reached down into his bloomers pocket and produced the second thing he had purchased. A little feeding bottle of lube. He unscrewed the top and tuned the Lube on my erection. Then he rubbed his bottom.


'' Do we take rubber ? '' I asked. He looked at me with a serious glare. He asked if I had ever been with anyone else. Of course I had not.


'' Jimmy we have to be totally honest about this. '' I told him about the two girls I had kissed in high schoolhouse but that was all. He had only been with a girl but had never had sex with her. He lay there bare and his hard-on had softened. I stared at his defenseless trunk and soft member surrounded by a mound of hair. It was so unbelievable, but I really did n't live what to do. Jimmy grabbed his dress and pushed them under his hindquarters. He spread his legs and raised them. I got on top of him and tried to guide my erection into him. He rolled back further but we could plug in.


'' Hold on '' he said and kissed me again. He tossed the wearing apparel down and rolled over. His bottom was inviting me. I got on top and push button. Sage moaned a niggling but slowly accepted it. My tip penetrated the SEAL then I felt fully connected. I could n't believe I was one with sage. I started to run slowly and he moaned a little more. I knew it would n't hold long and i was right. I ejaculated fully inside him. I felt like my inside had left my trunk and entered his. We breathed deeply together and I lay on top of him. I kissed his ear and he turned and kissed me. I whispered in his ear that I loved him and and he replied the Saame. I sucked on his ear and could n't conceive the pleasure we had together. We sat up naked beside each other and kissed. Our penis were both limp and our dead body moist but I could n't read my eyes off him. We got dressed but exchange underwear. He wanted to keep mine for good luck. We kissed some more than decided it was clock time to get back. He laid his head on my lap again and actually finger departed. I woke him two blocks from the dorm and gave him a kiss. I flicked my tongue on his and told him I loved him again. I was in making love for the first sentence.


The future day after class we drove to the stuffy Warren E. Burger Joint and ate a lunch. salvia told me he had to get out of the dorms because other we 're starting to tantalize him for being queen. He wanted us to move into an apartment together but we could n't afford that. Sage lived too far away to permute but I told him I had a theme. Maybe he could live at my house and pay a small rip defrayment. I spoke with my mom that evening.


'' Why is he leaving the hall ? '' He asked.


'' He does n't like it there. He 's variety of shy and he does n't fit in. He 's my acquaintance, I want to help him for awhile. '' Mom was reluctant at first base but I told her he would leave if it did n't bring out. We moved Sage the side by side day and I told Sage to act as uncoiled as potential. I was a recollective way from telling mom the the true.


He wore a t shirt and jeans and was cultivated and kind to my parents and vernal sister Sarah who was 12. My dad did n't say much to Sage and I was worried he may stimulate suspected something, but I may own been paranoid. We were tired from moving but played horse with my sis before dinner. We lived in a ranch country base on the sharpness of a small lake. We were only moment from where Sage and I fell in love. Sarah kept looking at Sage when we played and he teased her when she missed a shot. I was almost fully content. My new boyfriend was befriending my sister. I only wish we could be truthful about everything. We we finished sage grabbed Sarah 's berm as we went inside and she giggled. During dinner my parents were unruffled but Sarah did all the talking. She asked him about his life and girlfriends. Sage was truthful as possible without giving away the obvious. She kept looking at salvia and I realized my sis Sarah had the same penchant in male child and that made me laugh.


Sage took a shower after dinner party and was standing in his room In a towel. Iwalked in and shut out the doorway behind me. I could contract my eyes off his wet soundbox. His hair was wet also and looked puzzle. I was worried that having him around might be tougher than I imagined. Sage removed the towel and started to dry his hair. I was watching his hindquarters and he turned and he was slightly hard. The doorway opened and Sarah entered abruptly. Her eyes widened as she stared at Sage 's member.


'' Sarah ! '' I yelled and she screamed"I 'm sad"three times as she ran out.


'' I 'll go public lecture to her ''. I told Sage and I followed Sarah down the lobby


She was standing alone and started crying. She was so chagrined. `` Sarah lay off crying you did n't do anything wrong. ''


I told her to always knock before entering my way or salvia because she needed to respect our privacy.


Sage had the room two doors down from mine and it locked from the outside. That would be W. C. Handy. He could pass on the elbow room, lock it and err into my room and no one could check. That maiden night that 's exactly what he did. Thirty minutes after every went to bed I heard sage shut his door and whorl it. My door then opened slowly and he walked into the iniquity. He was wearing only a t shirt and briefs. He carefully shut the door and locked it. He put his room key in my dresser. I was lying in bed naked. I pulled off the sheet but he motioned for me to get out of the bed. I did so and he took off his shirt and briefs. We both sat naked on the carpet in my elbow room in the darkness. I could trust how aphrodisiacal it was. We did n't speak. I had my back to the bed and he had his back resting against my desk. We were both laborious and just stared at each other. His foot was resting on top of mine. That 's the simply thing that touch. He reach up and started to stroke his hard-on. I did what he did. He then licked his handwriting and strtoked it more. I imitated his every motion. We sat there in the wickedness masturbating in sync. The moonlight shone in and created titillating shadows of our pleasance. I was about to follow and indorse off just in meter. sage then laid down on the storey on his slope. I Maneuvered myself over to him so we could take each other in our oral fissure. We sucked gently as tranquillity little sounds of pleasure emanated from our mouths.
salvia then moved onto his back and I got on my arms and wooden leg and we continues you suck each former. Then Sage surprised me. His let go of my penis and moved up past times my testicles. He licked them on the way to his target and started licking my anus. I could n't believe it. I had never heard of doing that. I moaned loudly and Sage paused. He waited while me then started again. I was trying to process up the face to hark back the favor. I did start to lick his testicles and he seemed to like that. I just could n't get past the taboo of going further. He stopped and stood up. We still did n't address. He gripped my pillows and tossed them on the floor. He layed down and placed his bottom on the pillows. This helped arch his ass up. I reached under the bed and pulled out a nursing bottle of Lube. I rubbed some in my hired hand then on on penis. Sage arched further up and I rubbed some on his bottom. The intimacy was incredible. I got between his legs and put my hands under both peg. I pushed the tip of my erection into him. He moaned and my tip moved past the rim. We were engaged. I started to actuate carefully and he moaned. I developed a rhythm and we seemed synced. It lasted a little while then I ejaculated inside him. I lowered myself and Sage put the pillows under our mind. We feel asleep on the flooring without faces looking at each other.


When I awoke it was already light out and Sage was still beside me. I pushed him awake and we both stood up nude. We dressed quickly and I cracked the door. No one was awake and Sage slipped back into his room. I went into the bath and cleaned up. When I came out Sarah was standing outside looking at me in my underwear. They were Sages legal brief. fancier than mine. She laughed and I went back to bed.


This became our formula subroutine. He would go in my room and we would lock in erotic sex. I could not trust my fortune. The 3rd Nox Sage got on his hand and genu and I took him behind. I liked that. It was more comfortable for me. Sometimes we came more than once, but I never pulled out.


The fourth nighttime I finally got the nerve to bat his anus. He whispered to me that he was cleanse and I gently touched his rim with my glossa. I enjoyed the intimacy of the act and Sage moaned.


The succeeding good morning my mother cornered me when we were alone.


'' jimmy. I know what 's going on. ``


'' What do you mean. ``


'' Mothers sleep Light, honey. It 's in our DNA. I hear the tranquillity doors closing. The soft randomness, the whispers. '' She had a tear in her eye. `` I always suspected it. But I should let known better than to let him in the theater. I do n't want you to get sick. I do your laundry. Do n't you think I do n't see and smell out it ''


I was so abashed. I did n't know what to say. `` It 's only the two of us mom. We wo n't get grisly. ''


'' Do you want us to leave. '' I made sure I said us.


She shook her head. `` Do n't let your father find out."


That night Sage entered my room and I wanted to try something different. We kissed each early with our sass wide open and tongues dancing on other. I lowered myself to his lap and suck him until he came. I swallow nigh of the semen but still had the sense of taste of him in my mouth. I raised up to osculate him, but he resisted. I stared at him in the moonlight and leaned in a again and whispered
'' Just a taste beloved '' and he let me snog him gently at first, then deeper.


I probed his mouth with his flavour in my lingua and he seemed to bask it. He laid down and started to raise his ass but I pushed him aside. I laid down in his rule position and I offered my ass to him. He reached down and gently spread the lovesome tingly lube on me and I realized i was in for something special. He brought his penis to my ass I moaned much too loudly. He crossed the sphincter muscle and I knew we were engaged tightly. and he made love to me gently. I was surprised how practically I liked it. When he ejacualted I could experience the warm ejaculate leak from my anus as Sage held me from behind. I did n't want to leave my room so we slept together in my bed. I woke him up with a osculation and we started to buss deeply again. We moved to the storey and he got on his hands and ramification and I took him behind. He moaned deeply and I filled him with my juice. We opened the room access and Sarah stood there and giggled at us. I could still smack the semen and enquire what she thought. I reached out and tousled her hair and Sage leaned down and kissed her cheek.


'' It 's a secret honey ''. And Sarah blushed. I trusted my sister. We had a deep James Bond and she would never stag me.


The next morning before leaving for schooltime Sarah sat on the couch and sage and I sat close because my parents had left. She watched us in fascination.


She blushed then asked"What 's it like ? ``


'' What do you intend,"Sage asked


'' To be in lovemaking, what 's it kind. I bet it 's wonderful ''. We smiled and I grabbed Sages handwriting.


'' It is honey and thanks for not telling ``


"I want to decrease in love some day. '' she said.


"You will honey."I replied and tint her cheek.


sage leaned over and kiss me and she blushed again. I was totally felicitous and also worried. How long can this character of felicity last ?