logic programing :
About once a calendar month, sometimes twice a month I have a aspiration. I wake up in a cold sweat from the pipe dream and I have no approximation why I keep having the dream.

The pipe dream :
For some reason which I can not remember we had been fighting about something. Gary asked me to put on a pair of blue jean and a blouse. He tells me that it's such a beautiful evening were going to go for a ride in the car with the top Down and just let thing cool off. It's about 79 degrees as we drive out into the body politic I can lay my psyche back and wait up at the stars. It's a beautiful quartz glass decipherable night.

Gary slows down and turns into a gravel and dirt driveway. There is an old farm theater with a large barn. There are no lights on in the house but the barn doorway are open and there are lights on inside the barn. Gary effort right into the barn and stops the car. I look at him and ask,"what are we doing here ?"

Gary response,"were going to create a video."

"Of what ?"I ask.

"Of you and some new friends I found."

"What are you talki…"My car door is opened and a hired hand grabs my arm. I turned around and there was a marvellous black-market man standing there.

"You must be Barbara."

He gently pulled me out of the car and told me to stand up straight.

The black man said,"Hey Gary how ya doing, did you bring your camera, ya set for tonight, you really wan na do this ?"

Gary replied,"Hey Cal, yeah, we're gon na do this, hold her there for a minute of arc, the photographic camera is in the trunk."

The black man, replied,"we gon na do this just like we talked about ?"

Gary said,"sure thing, just like the one you guys did a month ago that I videoed for you."

At this point I was totally blur."Gary, what's going on ! ? ! ? You're scaring me."

Gary got the TV photographic camera out of the proboscis. I could see the slight red light that blinks when the photographic camera is running ; so, Gary was making a video and I was totally confused.

At that same present moment another taller black man walked out from a room in the barn. He is carrying something about 18"long, had a handgrip, was hook shaped, and had a chrome a orchis form of like a trailer halt at the former end. He walked up to me with a big smile on his face and said,"hullo Barbara, I'm Pete. We're going to do some stuff with you tonight and we'll let you know what it's going to be every gradation of the way. world-class thing we're going to strip you nude. Next this anal Lucille Ball is going to be inserted into your ass. This will keep you from trying to get away from us. I'll have my hired man at the other end and if required will steer you where I want to you go."

Both of the melanise men started removing all my dress. Within a minute I was completely nude and I felt Pete insert the ball into my rectum. It hurt, and I let out a little scream. Pete said,"now Barbara, if your going to squall and produce a fuss we're going to put a chunk gag in your mouth so just hold back your mouth shut - you understand ?"

"Yes, but what are you going to do ?"

Pete, answered my question my by saying,"to be decently to the point, we understand you don't forethought much for sex with dark bozo, we're going to give some fun with you then we're going to construct you support a bit and there is nothing you can do about it.

So you have something to think about for the next few hour before we start, here it is by the numbers.

1 ) The hook shot and ball is going to stay in your ass until we
get you into a particular room.

2 ) We're going to take you into what we call the walloping room.
You'll be placed on a wooden table. Your ramification will be strapped
into berth. Each leg portion of the board can be individually moved
to the left field and right hand and up and down so we'll be able-bodied to position
your branch exactly as we want. My two black friends and me are
going to have our time fucking you and fill your twat with sperm,
then Gary may want to work you pussy plum - that's up to him, we
don't really like about that.

3 ) Cal is our carver. He's going to stick in a Fish hook thru each of
your pap then tie the other end of the fishhooks to rod which
can be moved up or down to pull or stretch your nipples up
mellow and high-pitched. Once he has them where he wants them,
he's going to use his straight razor and cut a semi-circle
starting from the side of each white meat down to and around the
fundament and up to the other side of meat. The cut won't be deeply but
you will depart to bleed.

4 ) Then Cal is going to jack off into your oral fissure and as you'll see
he shoots a very large amount of nut.

5 ) After Cal fills you mouth with his nut, he's going to use his
Razor again a put a nice small slit in the English of your throat
by the jugular vein. That will cause you to originate bleeding out
slowly. You be semiconscious but maybe after two or three
minutes then affair will just fade out.

6 ) When the three of us are finished fucking you we're going to
plaza meat hooks down by your articulatio talocruralis thru the tendons so
that we can run up you off the board. You'll be hanging upside
down at which point one of us, probably Cal, will use an
electric automobile knife to cut off your head. After the stemma stops
running out of your neck.

At this gunpoint I wake up in a cold sweat and try to get this all out of my intellect. But I start to inquire if one day it might just happen .