instalment 3 :

'' Mmmmm '' i silently screamed into my pillow as i came for the second clock time since i laid down to sleep

My wet mitt falling to my side trembling, it 's been so long since I 've been capable to come i feel like i just unbarred something rich inside of me

I ca n't stop thinking about last night,

the way zac fucked that woman, the way he came all over her, and the fact that it was so wrong for me to get turned on by my own Brother just makes it even hotter for some reason.

I closed my eyes to sleep, exhausted from coming i drifted to sleep, for about a second, before the ikon of my trunk coverd with his cum woke me up and i reached my now dry and sticky hand to my slit again.

In the break of the day i cried. I felt disgusting for being attracted to my brother

I felt like I 'm the pale person in the world, and while i was crying i started to get turned on again and it just made me cry more ! I 'm just a mess ...

I guess i did n't try the room access opened but i did feel a bridge player on my back,

It was n't scary, it felt warmly and kind, i knew that hired hand

My mom 's soft phonation asked me how I 'm feeling. At that present moment i broke down, i covered my eubstance with the blanket, worried she might see the big mark i left on the sheet or she might sense my juices dry on my bridge player

I cried like a baby and she held me like a mother.

And for the outset time in our kinship, we talked about sex.

I told her that i never came with anyone i slept with without taking care if it myself, and lately even when i do it it 's strong to culminate, i told her how i felt this major release yesterday and she looked a minuscule glad about that.

It felt weird talking to her about this, but i felt so respectable sharing i wanted her to love more.

'' Do you think being back domicile has something to do with it ? '' She asked while my head was on her thigh

'' Mom ... i think there 's something awry with me, i feel disgusted with myself ``

She started stroking my hair

'' Why do you feel that way ? ``

She sounded worried but tried to obscure it

'' Yesterday i had a intimate aspiration ... about zac '' i told her the true statement ... well, a variation of the truth.

'' Oh beloved that 's normal, you 're probably just connecting being a picayune lonely sexually and being a little lonely at home base, you guys have changed so much in Holocene epoch years, you used to be friend ... ''

'' I ca n't discontinue thinking about it though ! I 'm a deviant ''. I almost did n't recognized my voice, i sound awful when i cry, like I 'm 3 and have a frigidness

Mom grabbed my straits and turnd it to expect straight at her

'' Listen to me, you are normal, you are wonderful. being sexual is wonderful, it 's fun. When i was your age i had thoughts like that too ''

What is she talking about ? Mom does n't have a brothe-oh my god did my mom rest with her sister ? ?

'' Mom, what do you mean ? ``

She looked less confident all of a sudden

It took her a few minutes to start talking but she eventually did.

'' when i was a short vernal than you, i had a complicated family relationship with mortal in my family, it had a lot to do with power dynamics and dominance, and it was even abusive at times i think. so please be deliberate, do n't let your thoughts carry you to start something unhealthy, okay honey ? I just, i do n't desire to scare you from sex but i do n't need you to get hurt ''

I was stunned, to think that soul would hurt my gentel warm and sweet mother, to guess that angie had been a little bitch since she was little and that she did that to my mom. Now i was furious

'' Mom are you okay ? ``

My mom smiled and kissed my cheek, moving my hair aside and kissing the side of my head gently, i blushed a little and looked at her, she was so beautiful.

'' I promise i wo n't do anything mom, i just had a weird dyad of days ... ''

I felt silly and dumb but at the same time i wanted to restrain talking because i was worrird she might get up if i do n't.

But she stayed, and she touched my face with her finger's breadth, i could feel her breasts touching the back of my head

And Suddenly i realized i have been slowly touching myself under the blanket for a patch now.

WHAT IS wrong WITH MY BRAIN ? !

it all felt so prissy and unagitated i did n't require to stop.

She combed my haircloth with her fingers gently and i moved my fingerbreadth on my once again sloshed pussycat, she moved her bridge player on my back slowly and then back to my haircloth, it felt good and loving.

then it happened, for a part s her bridge player got tangled in my hair and it pulled on the book binding of my head just a little bit, just a trivial bit too much.

I lost control for half a indorsement and before i could blockade it i was coming. I was coming with my mom in the room.

I looked up at her in terror. i was biting on my stern lip trying severely to verify my facial locution and falling miserably. It was all over, i felt the wave washing over me as i was staring at her eyes worried, but she did n't seem to notice, she was warm and kind. She nodded her top dog ever so slightly and said without sound `` it 's hunky-dory ''.

That 's when i let go

'' Ahhhhhhhhmmmmmmmmmmahh '' i tried to block up but it was too good and too late

It was a long orgasam and it kept attacking me in waves after. i was shaking and ashamed, now i looked away and avoided her gaze.

I got up to sit on the bed following to her and I 'm for certain i was as red as a novel tomato.

My mom put her hand on my shoulder and turned my facial expression to her

She gave me a kiss on the cheek and smiled at me

'' I hope our public lecture helped, we should do this more often honey, i missed you so much ''

I breathed in relief and smiled back awkwardly `` yeah..that was..nice ''

I was so relieved she did n't say anything but there was something else, maybe a piddling ... disappointment ? Did i want her to acknowledge me coming with her ?

Maybe my facial expression gave me away because before she left she got closer to my still red expression and with her hand on my boldness she kissed my lips, not just a scant peck, but a longer snog with our mouths slightly give. I was stunned and frozen. Her warm lip felt amazing on mine and i closed my eyes as i got lost in the moment. She closed her lip without strait and our kiss was over.

She got up and told me she needs to go lay down dinner, before she left she turned around and told me she loved me

'' I love you too mom, thank you ''

'' Anytime beloved ''

She smiled and walked away

Anytime ? Well maybe my brain trouble is genetic..