Do I Still Like It ?
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One 's situation in life can and will change with meter. I find myself at one of those turning full stop. Now, what to make of it ?
After a long metre in a distressing kinship, including lots of paid counselling and some pretty drastic ups and down, I finally decided that it was n't going to get better. I told the GF that I was moving out. Well, we had some junction assets and family issues, so getting that all squared away and actually preparing to move took some clock time. Fortunately, we are being basically civic about it all. The last two month of my life sentence, most of my discretionary time has been spent sorting out all my shit, getting rid of what I wo n't use, and packing. Moving day is coming and we 're both glad to see it happen.
One side welfare that I 'm going to pursue is broadening my sensible horizon, regarding friendships and specifically sex. I had a few male-male experiences when I was much vernal, and lately I 've been getting interested in that glide path again. I still bang sex with womanhood, but I have decided it 's time to try MM sex again. I 'm not sure enough how to proceed, but I 'll certainly be keeping my heart open.
I 'm ok being by myself. I do n't get lonely, as I 've been spending time with Quaker and family, but that old sexual itch is coming back. You ca n't really say that I 'm curious, since I 've had fun with male person before. more like wondering if I still like it.
My history is getting with a few guy for jerkoffs, handjobs and blowjobs. We had lots of fun, getting naked and playing with ourselves and each other. I remember how it felt to bet down and see a man on my hard cock, and how it felt to take a backbreaking stopcock in my own mouth. I 've got a pretty big lip and I could get a 6 '' dick all the way in, without gagging. My safe suction buddy was about 5.5 '' long, moderate thickness and cut, and he had a very attractive, sexy cock. I loved licking and kissing his balls, then working my way up his shaft until I opened up and took him into my mouth. Just mentation of it now gives me an erecting. He had trouble getting much of my 7+ '' cock in his mouth, but he did a fine job on me nonetheless. We would soak up each early, but he did n't like taking it in our backtalk, so we would land up off with a deal job.
I also got with a guy who was my size. Maybe a little shorter, maybe a little thicker. But he had a very sexy prick and courteous dangling balls. ( I love playing with bollock, and having mine played with. ) Now I understood how the other guy had to knead at taking in a big cock, but once I learned to unwind, it was amazing fun. I especially remember how it looked up finish before I went down on him, that big cut putz head ... hot. We took round on each other and tried dissimilar lieu, and I loved them all. When it was time to finish him off, I got between his knees and bobbed on and off, adding a lot of tongue action at law, until I would feel him throb and let loose a load of creamy jism in my mouthpiece. I did n't give care for the appreciation, but the act was a real turn on.
*** 1 month Later ***
Well, I 'm in my own place now. It 's nice not having to endure the mumbling and tense give-and-take. And it 's quiet - unless I have some genesis or Twisted sis on ( lol ). I 've been enjoying just closing the shades and taking out my cock, whenever I want. When it 's warm, I get totally raw and stroke myself. The first prison term I jerked myself here, I just let it fly all over the floor. It was Worth the trouble to clean it up.
I have started joining in some local anesthetic bodily process, to expatiate my circle of friends. I 'm not necessarily looking for a lay or BJ from folks, but the companionship is nice. I wo n't deny I 'm keeping my centre open for opportunities.
I have a small telephone number of acquaintance that have been that for some twelvemonth. None of them were nominee for FWB. A yoke of them mentioned getting hit on and having to distance themselves, as they were n't concerned. Another was the type that was quite protective of his masculinity. Another was outright disgusted by the idea of M-M sex. No chances there.
I invited Tim, the masculine young man, over for some dinner and chat. I grilled a couple of steaks and we sipped on a bit of whiskey. I was enjoying the evening out on the patio, it was arrant and the hemipteran had n't come out yet. He was telling me about his wife 's recent visit to her nipper, and I was telling him that I was surprise how well I got on with living alone. He sort of surprised me with a input : `` When I was nursing home alone, I wished I had a Quaker there. And it gave me a prospect to think about being alone, and kinda about intimacy. You know, I can see the great unwashed of the same sex developing a sexual family relationship. ``
I thought for a sec, then said, `` Has it happened to you ? ``
'' I do n't believe so, but the idea certainly does n't gross out me. ``
'' Me neither, '' I replied. `` Actually, I fooled around with male child, and call back it being a lot of fun. Then girls came along. ''
Now he said something I did n't expect. `` I 've had standardized experiences, and I 'm beginning to think I might go there again. half peculiarity, half excitement. ``
The lump was in my courtyard now. I thought for a few seconds, looked him in the eye, and said `` So cause I. In fact, I 've gotten to the point where I think I 'm ready to explore. ``
Tim said, `` Maybe we should explore that together. '' I smiled, and said, `` I 'd enjoy to. '' Then he said, `` You 'll hold to teach me, there are affair I have n't done before. '' My response was, `` We 'll go decelerate. Remember, it 's been a tenacious time for me too. I might not like it as much. ``
Without anything said, we picked up our plates and put them by the swallow hole. I made a gesture toward the animation room, and as he passed I put my hand on his shoulder. I left it there as we walked to the couch. Tim turned to me and said, `` Can I have a hug ? ``
I reached around and brought him to me. We stood there for a bit, embracing, then I started to affect one arm slowly up and down, and slowly slid the other down towards his articulatio coxae. He hugged tighter, and now I could feel a lump in his drawers. It was happening to me, too. It felt so gracious to be touching another person !
I broke the bosom but kept my arm on his shoulder joint, and asked, `` What are you most rummy about ? ''
'' My first interrogative was whether I 'd like just touching a man. Got that answered, it was nice. ``
'' I was surprised how nice it felt. How about touching skin ? '' I reached for his shirt buttons and started opening them. Then I reached in and felt the get off fuzz on his chest. It was having an core on me and I said so. `` I do n't bed a bout you, but I 'm getting hard. '' He looked down and saw an obvioius gibbousness in my short pants. `` I guess so, and me too. '' I reached down to his crotch and slither my hand across, and there it was, a operose lump pointing to the side. I ran my hand over it, and Tim closed his center and moaned.
After touching him, I finished opening his shirt took it off him. Then he pulled my tee shirt up and over my head. Without thinking, we again embraced, and I said, `` Oh yes, much in effect without wearing apparel. '' We rubbed across each other, then I moved in closer so my leg was between his. This pressed our peter hunk against each other. We rubbed a bit, then Tim said, `` Let 's lose these dress. '' I stepped back and took off my pants, underwear and socks ; my peter was almost fully erect. He did the same, and his very handsome member was now in plain stitch batch. His peter was just unadulterated, a well-favored six incher. We just stood still and looked at each former. My optic were going up and down his trim back torso and looking at his cock, which finished growing.
I pressed his berm and he sat down on the couch. I spread his ramification and reached for his turncock with one hired hand and his ballock with the former, then started stroking and fondling. With one throb, he was fully upright in my mitt. And my putz was pointing straight out too. He reached for it, and we spent a arcminute stroking each other.
As good as that felt, I was make for more. But I wanted to make sure he was too, so I asked, `` Are you good, Tim ? Is this working for you ? ``
'' More than workings, it feels sooo safe. '' A throb from his prick punctuated the point. I was still stroking him and he could feel a throb from my organ too.
I looked at him and asked, `` Can I take this farther ? '' He smiled, and I went to my knees in front of him. I moved in and thought how I was about to palpate a man in my mouth for the commencement meter in decades. I was so hard and my tool was pointing up. I moved my hired hand down to his root then studied his stopcock for a consequence. It was hot, with vena running up and down it, and a prominent read/write head. And his nut were hanging very seductively. I moved in closer and brought my brim to his bastard. I kissed it, then began to lick all around. I really, really wanted this harmonium in my mouth. So I opened my oral fissure and took in his cockhead. He moaned. I moved slowly down on him, and he moaned again. My mouth was being filled by his hard cock and I loved it. I started going on and off him, and kept that up for a while.
I pulled off his rooster and asked him, `` Are you ready to try it too ? '' He gave me a glassy-eyed aspect and said, `` Yes, yes. Please. '' I sat on the cast next to him, and he got down on his knee joint. `` You 're so big, how do I do this ? ``
I answered, `` Just go dim, and try to keep your dentition off it. '' He stroked me then brought his face down and took in my cockhead. It was so sexy seeing someone 's oral fissure on my cock, I throbbed and moaned. Then he started moving down on me. I could feel his wet mouth and it was amazing, so wet and warm.
Tim did a unspoiled job with his teeth, and now was bobbing on and off me. I must have been really corneous because I was ready to cum. But I took my head off it so I 'd finis a while. Eventually I needed liberation, and told him I was gear up ; he came off me only to say, `` Let me have it, I 'm set up. In my back talk ! '' With that, he went back on me and slid on and off. I lost it. With a grunt and a stab at his look, I came and pumped his mouthpiece fully of my seed. So good, so uh, uh ...
Tim slowed down but kept sucking on me as I cummed in his mouth. Not a drop escaped, soon I saw him swallow up. Then I noticed that he was stroking himself. wellspring that wo n't do. I gently pulled his headspring off me and my peter flopped back on my belly. Then I stood him up, and leaned forward to adopt his hard cock back in my mouth. I went right to work on him, and he started a pumping move into my mouth. He was fucking my face and I loved it. Before long, he began to grunt like I had done, then took clench of my straits and buried his cock in my mouth. I felt him throb, then felt my sass filling with jism. darn he had a lot ! I swallowed a distich of times, then let the residuum filling my mouth while I sucked on him and moved on and off. After a second, I swallowed the rest, licked off his dick and had him sit by me. We both were spent, physically, sexually and emotionally.
After a min, I asked, `` Well ? Was it what you expected ? ``
'' That and Sir Thomas More. I think I wan na do this again. '' He reached over to hold back my deflating cock and I did the Saame with his.
'' Me too. And maybe some early hooey. I want to frot too, cumming on each other 's pecker. By the way, I loved sucking your cock. It 's just perfect for my rima oris. ``
Tim answered, `` Yours is big but I loved it. How recollective is that thing ? ``
'' seven inches. bastard man, you had almost all of it in your mouth ! ``
'' I 'll cause to exercise. Will you assist ? ``
'' Sure affair ! ``
Then he thought a moment and said, `` The wierd thing is, I do n't experience like any lupus erythematosus a man. And I still love kitty-cat. That 's a pleasant surprisal. ``
*** The side by side day ***
I woke up with a smile on my brass. final night, Tim hung out for a bit then went home, but we were both good about doing it again. I was back in the cocksucking business and I was glad it turned out well. In fact, thinking about last night was making me hard again. I think I 'll recollect Tim 's oral fissure on me and rub one out. sound way to start the day .