I am thrilled and excited about the show. Yesterday I 've sent message through Facebook to all my supporter : `` come and watch me tomorrow at six : data link to the land site ''. It was site with the web cams where multitude could ascertain missy and tip them if they like it. I switched off my phone so nobody could contact me and ask about the appearance. I know that there is a quite big discourse among my champion about that, I am just normal little girl who normally would never do something like that so everyone is rummy if this was just a mistake or a joke.

Thoughts that all Quaker will see me not only naked but doing some kinky stuff is driving me crazy, I just ca n't arrest thinking about it and thousand of different opinion is going through my psyche. My rule sensible portion is screaming to not do this but my twisted English is whispering to my ear : `` go for it, I know you crave this ''. And I listen to the whisper. At last the appearance day has come. I was teasing myself all week without a rest period so I would be as corneous as potential. I know that I will call for to be extremely aroused to do what I 've planned. I 'm very skittish and actually I am really closing to quit the theme about show.
The hours are passing by and I 'm still not for certain, now when time of show is so near everything becomes real and grave and I have a lot of dubiety and I still have a chance to throw in the towel. I look in the mirror, I see normal girl with beautiful look and penny-pinching perfect consistency and I 'm feeling warm butterflies coming through my belly and spreading across my completely body `` I am a deviate '' I 'm thinking `` I am going to show everyone who I am, a little sluty pervert, I want to show that to everyone I want to vilify myself I want to go down into lust and perversions. This is what I crave and this is the time when it all starts. My all friend will know my genuine nature now. No more hiding and simulation. '' I know that I have to do it.
I clean myself and wear total darkness opaque stockings and red 6 inch heels, my well shaved pussy shines with succus and my mammilla poking concentrated. I ca n't wait any longer and with a pounding heart I login into the web cam internet site. There is already 500 people waiting for me, probably the news has spread across the facebook and everyone want to see me raw ! I can opine that among those people are my friends as I recognize some of their nicknames. `` Wow its really happening ! ''. They see me naked wearing just black stockings and red sluty heels and the comments have start to flow - `` Wow Lily is that really you ? ``, `` You are crazy ! ``, `` You look like slut '' and some of them are quite offensive produced probably by distaff function of the audience - `` I knew you are loose woman bitch '', `` No respect at all '', `` Fucking bitch ''. But while I am reading all those remark I 'm getting more and Thomas More wet. `` Hello, Thanks for coming to see my appearance I hope you 'll bask it. Its going to be bondage display so I hope you like that kind of hooey. I 've another surprise for you - its going to be synergistic show ''.
I grab alligator clipping with sharp alloy teeth and attached wire to it. `` You see that wire ? It is attached to the galvanizing transformer so each time you tip me the electric jolt comes through the cartridge holder. Cool huh ? ''. I open first clip and attach to my mammilla - the stinging pain spread across my body. I did n't wait till pain fade but I attach second clip to my other nipple - another bite and another waving of pain. Now I realize that this is really happening and the pain in the neck is veridical and I love it. I smile and start working with more clips - five on each tit then six on each side of me and ten directly on my slim beautiful belly. By the fourth dimension I finish I can feel pulsating pain from each of the clip and there is still my pussy to go ! My hands start to didder and I drop few magazine cause I could n't hold them. I take deep intimation and take off working with my kitty-cat. I have really dainty looking pussy, with meaty frame covered with juices and beautifully poking clit. As outset I grab outer labia and start attaching cartridge holder to it. It is n't so bad but I know that fun is just going to commence. When I finished there is four cartridge clip on each face. Next inner single, these are a petty bit more sore - slowly and carefully I attach four on each side. After that I spread my snatch as wide-eyed I can, I grab one of the clips and slowly labor inside my pussy, after few sec I found out where my g point usually is and push the clip directly into that spot. When I released the snip and incisive teeth bite physical body inside my kitty I scream as hurting inside me is so strong that my whole body showtime to shake. After a minute I calm down a bit. I take the stopping point clip, self-aggrandising than others with bigger shining teeth so shrewd that can easily penetrate the skin. I know that jokes are over and this is going to smart as hell. I rubbed my clit money box become big and hard. With my shaking hand I open the finis big clip and move toward clitoris. My spirit is pounding like during the race, a admixture of feelings - nuisance, excitement, pleasure are mixing together and dance in my belly. I take a big breath and slowly begin to issue the clipping. I can feel first pinch of sharp teeth against my skin and then slowly pressure, harder and harder the pain is growing as tooth are slowly closing around my clitoris. Now I can finger the teeth sinking deeply into my flesh as finally I release the cartridge holder fully. The pain is insane and I am breathing heavily trying to win control over my shaking torso. I opened my middle and smiling, there are downright tempest of commentary, they ca n't believe what they are seeing, they ca n't think that young lady like me is so twisted.
I get to my stifle, all the cartridge holder are wired and attached to the transformer but the circuit is still off. I need to do few more things before start. I get a retentive art object of rope with gin on the end. I put my head through the cringle and tighten. There is 5kg free weight attached to the back end of the forget me drug lying on the floor so when I will try to sit down the weight goes up and tighten the noose even more. I get the massive three inch wide dildo and place underneath me pointing to my ass, I 'm going to use it later as a second percentage of my show. As a lubricate I 've planned to use hot chili sauce ! I got a small bottle with spare hot chilly sauce. It is still sealed and closed, I show it to the camera so everyone can see it. I put the bottle beside the dildo.

It is time to start the show. I switch on the electric transformer connected to the clips and handcuff my deal behind my rear. The release key should descend for about one 60 minutes. I announce that everything is set up and they can commence tipping to see if it works. I can feel some faint electric shock on the snip. I explain that than bigger the tip the bigger electric shock will be. I 'm dungeon smiling and encouraging my interview `` ejaculate on guy - hit me harder I know you want to ''. Each time I hear tipping sound I get excited and galvanising shock go through my body. The confidential information are more often with each minute as I can see that more and more than people are coming. Probably the news that some perv fille is doing kinky appearance have spread across net quickly.
After 15 minutes my consistence is covered in deep layer of sweat, cartridge clip hot from electric current are like white Anglo-Saxon Protestant stinging my belly, tits and puss. The pain is massive and I think that I must be really twisted doing this to myself. But at the same metre I 'm feeling enceinte pleasure and my snatch is so wet that I can actually smell my succus that are dripping on the base. There are bit when I do n't have a gap from electric shocks. I can barely catch a breathe, annoyance and pleasure are mixing together in this masochistic dance of electric shock coming through most fragile role of my body with the sharp teeth of clips ripping through my skin.

The 30 mo went by and it is clip for secondly part of the display - the dildo covered in hot sauce ! I 'm not sure if I can do it, I 'm already on the edge of my endurance but deeply inside I know that I crave more pain. I asked the viewing audience, five thousand now ! to stop tipping as it is time for next part of the appearance. I ask them if they all can tip me at the Lapplander time exactly 5 proceedings after I 'll begin the clock.
I 'm afraid, my hands start to sway but at the same sentence I 'm extremely aroused and my pussy is dripping with succus like weirdo. I slowly open the bottle and I feel hot sauce on my fingerbreadth. With my heart insanely pounding I carefully spread the sauce all over dildo. I throw away empty feeding bottle and try to smile but I 'm too nervous and excited. I push start button on the clock and the clock scratch ticking, in exactly five minutes all watchers agreed to hit the bakshis at the same sentence. Now it is the meter and its no turning back. I know that it will hurt like pit and I 'm already really fag and exhausted not mentioning that the pain in the neck coming from cartridge holder is unbearable now. I take a deep breath and slowly commence to discharge on lubricated hot sauce dildo. It is coming into me without a problem and at number one it is quite pleasurable. While I 'm lowering myself down the weighs on the former end of the rope go up causing noose on my neck to be more tight. Finally the whole dildo is deeply buried inside my ass.
There is small lock attached to the backside of dildo, I lock my cuff to it. I heard quite click of the lock, there is no turning back now, I have to meet for 30 minutes until exit will unlock all the curl and I will be free.
After few secondment after inserting dildo into my ass I can experience tender sensation spreading across my insides but few moment later warmness become high temperature and hotness become fiery burning. With tight running noose around my neck I 'm fighting for each breath now, the pain is insane, it is burning like hell on earth and I feel like my guts are on fire. I clench my teeth and fist but the pain is becoming more and to a greater extent stronger. Sweat instantly cover my unit body, my ass fluid are desperately trying to wash the burning liquid from my ass but instead of feeling any rilievo my interior are becoming Thomas More sore and abominable. I look and the clock and it shows 4 minutes and 20 mo, only 40 seconds till watchers will start tipping and I 'm already collapsing from pain. I want to turn back this madness and protest but I ca n't say anything, I cant focus or do something, I 'm paralyzed and bound by pain in the neck. And then it starts - five thousand mass start tipping at once, it hit me with all brutal effect that I never imagined subsist - the galvanising shocks are coming through my consistency with such intensity that clips starting to becoming very hot and burning my skin ! I can see twinkling and smoke going from the cartridge holder, my body is on the edge, my senses are overloaded and pain so intense that become unbendable, my brain just ca n't hold it any more and then, it happened. The albumen light from back of my head like pulsating orb is becoming bigger and bigger and then the cracking orgasm of my life incisive my consistence, it is so intense that I ca n't breathe, I ca n't feel, my middle roll out and my body twinkling in a orgasmic upheaval. When I got back, there is no electric shocks, I think the watchers are not sure what is going on so they stopped tipping. I 'm completely exhausted and the painful sensation hit me with all mighty. I 'm sore, clipping biting my physique and my guts still burning like nether region but now after I came everything is more real, without foreplay I feel demented and it is unmanageable to cope with all of that. With teardrop in my middle I ask watchman if they could stop tipping. But they not listening. When they saw that I 'm fine they start again and the electric shock start biting my body. It is like a nightmare now, I 'm very uncomfortable and there is still 15 bit until key release. The noose around my neck opening is very tight and I have difficulty to breathe. I wish that appearance would be over now but I have to suffer a slight bit more. The electric car shock is still coming through but my body become sort of numb. I feel sleepy and dizzy, I trying to focus but it is really hard to do it.
Finally the expiration key initiation and I 'm able to exempt myself. With monumental easement I remove burning like hot rod dildo from my ass and all the time. I take of the slip noose and breathe freely. I quickly log off from the site and switch off the camera, I feel shame and disgrace of what I 've done. But the damage is done now and there is no way of fixing it. Everyone knows now my dark arcanum, everyone knows that I 'm addicted pain slut. I went to shower and I could n't resist. The Recent events are still fresh in my store and I brought myself to orgasm several times. Finally I went back to my way and switch my laptop computer on. I forget that I recorded everything. The rest of the Nox I spend watching my telecasting and masturbating franticly. The break of the day has come, my pussy is swollen and sore but I keep masturbating I just ca n't stop doing it.
As a final point I 've decided to do it something really stupid. I opened my e-mail box and create new e-mail to everyone in my contacts including my fellow and family member. I attached the television from my show and write substance where I describe that I 'm slattern and I need orgasms more then air. I offer that I will voluntary satisfy most extreme and perverse fantasy. I hesitate for a second gear and penetrate send button. I make my dream come through and with that thought I fell asleep .