Once the kidskin were back, what happened that day became a memory, at first.

For a hebdomad or two, there were no more words spoken and only an odd wave from Gina.

I kept getting flashbacks.

These flashbacks weren't about Gina and her fountainhead maintained toned body or her platinum blonde curl, they were instead about Jordan.

All-day I felt guilt.

Whether it be at my part-time job at the pot likker store or at place, my view kept being interrupted with visions of his hammer sliding into my mouth.

Up until that day I would never sustain fathomed I would willingly do anything so daring.

I had never thought of sucking rooster before nor did I want too.

Now when I closed my center I'd see replays of his dick sliding inside my mouth.

I had to judder my head at times to try regain focus.

In my dreaming, I would live over that day, beginning with Gina's grinning but quickly switching to Jordan's sliding cock into my mouth.

Every particular of me sucking pecker was replayed vividly in my imagination.

The agitation was overwhelming me with guilt.

I'd wake up thinking I had a saw throat from him slamming his cock in to it.

It was so substantial that when I spat phlegm out, I thought it was his cum.

I was so taken out of my game that I took a workweek off work.

The fact that both political party haven't uttered a word to me since was nerve-racking.

I felt depressed, guilt and humiliation, plus X all at differing sentence of the day.

It even put me off wanking.

Until on the third week after the event, I thought to myself"shag it."

I jacked off with range of me sucking cock re-playing in my head.

That's when the frustration ended and I started feeling a little more relaxed.

It was much later that night that the look-alike started returning.

The succeeding day I started to edge-wank by stopping just before I'd cum.

It helped control the effigy in my head.

For hr this went on to effigy of Gina's smile and nipple and then the dick swallowing.

I was starting to think about visiting the Doctors, but didn't know what to say.

"Hey Doctor can you help oneself me, I sucked prick now all I see is shaft,"Yeah I'm sure that will go down well.

I even got to the stage where I'd lay on my backbone, wriggle my legs over a couch and let them flop past my shoulders.

From there I'd try in vain to suck up my own cock.

I couldn't but instead I jerked my cock inches away from my sass, so I'd cum on my face and tongue.

All these look-alike would break off once I had cum.

I just lay there almost puffed and almost dozing off for minutes.

The raft on my typeface and foetor wasn't the same as when it was Hashemite Kingdom of Jordan shooting all over me.

Maybe it was because I didn't have my cock planted inside Gina at the Lapplander time.

Who knows ?

Eventually, I'd clean myself up and try relax.

As I cleaned myself up I felt confusion, disgust, and guilt again.

"What's going on, FUCK ?"I growled at myself and head-butted the room access frame.

I knocked myself out.

*

Hours later after I had some sleep.

I started questioning myself again.

"Am I fag or something but I like girls ?"

I still fantasized about Gina and having my cock buried ball inscrutable in her snatch, but what about this early turd ?

"screw, screwing, I'm not a fag I like pussy,"I tried telling myself.

"Fuck this,"I ranted to myself and decided to leave the house.

I went for a drive.

*

This frill ended once I got back.

Gina came over for a visit.

She noticed I was staying at rest home a lot.

Then she told me that Jordan and her were going through some dramas.

They may divorce or separate, the shaver are they only reason they still together.

"That night when I/we all got together, I can't get the images out of my nous,"I opened up.

"Was I that good ?"She said with a cheeky grin.

"No/yes, it's not you but Jordan who is stuck in my mind,"I ashamedly said.

"Hmm, interesting,"She went all quiet.

"Seems like I'm making all the guys in my life peter chasers,"She said, with a nervous smirk.

"Remember the first meter we met, remember the first meter we spoke,"I began.

"It felt like age, think our feelings, and remember the pyrotechnic of that night,"I kept talking.

"fountainhead there was an ending to the pyrotechnic and that was Jordan River finishing in me,"I finished.

"Oh-kay,"she said, puzzled.

"I keep seeing Jordan sliding his cock in my oral cavity and splattering my face,"I hysterically said.

"It wo n't go away, that's what I am confused about,"I said, almost breaking down.

She gave me a hug, a long hug.

"There, there it'll go away once you make your choice,"She patted my back.

"pick ?"I almost broke her embrace.

"Yes honey, whether you're vanilla extract, bi or a gay faggot like Hashemite Kingdom of Jordan,"she softly said.

"Look Jordan craves the kids, but every now and then he goes cock hunting at bars,"She said.

"He didn't really know until he went back for seconds what he wanted,"She finished.

She gave me a cute little smiling and then a wink.

In a blink of an eye, she was down on her knees and ripped my cock of my shorts.

Dam she has no off button.

She tugged at my cock gently and squeezed my foreskin.

Then she clutched her handwriting down the base of my ray and cupped and tickled my balls.

Gina had her ovolo around the nucleotide of my beam and was tickling or treating my balls like she was about to pluck two dice.

I let out a suspiration when she circled around and around the incision of my cock.

She then put my rooster in her mouth deeper and deeper, while still juggling my balls.

Gina released my globe once she started sucking deep and hungrily.

She tickled my cock with her tongue and lovingly licking the tip.

There was drool all over my dick now as she kissed it and sucked it back into her mouth.

I had my hands cupping her juicy asscheeks as she sped up her sucking.

She had her brim firmly clamped tightly around my hammer driving me insane with lust.

I knew I couldn't hold on a great deal longer and I think she knew too.

If my sullen external respiration and groans weren't a sign of the zodiac then her optic being shut and her steady rhythm did.

"OOHH !"I moaned, as my putz starts feeling fatter.

She slowed a little as my stage started to stiffen.

"GGUURRDD !"That was it, my balls started to abandon in her mouth.

What I pumped out was weeks of frustration.

I don't think she expected so often but as the niggling cock warrior, she was she held my cum in her mouth until I wasn't pumping anymore.

Then she gulped it down with a single swallow.

She licked her back talk and kissed me.

I could smell and taste my cum.

"feel better ?"Gina asked.

"I feel amazing and yes,"I said.

"Flattery will get you more,"She said and kissed me again.

This clock time passionately.

I felt reluctant to osculate her after swallowing my cum but I went with the flow.

"Hmmm tangy,"I said.

After we cleaned up we kissed some more and then she left before the kid got home from school.

*