what would you do if eveyrthing you thought you knew about your spirit turned out to be a lie if the masses you love the world you love shatterd like a mirror in front of you what would you do watch it burn up contend it or let it use up you just be carefull who you become on the way even if it takes getting your ass kicked or worse loosing some one you love or doing anything for them and loosing your ego on the way but either way thoughs are the import that define us that shape us it doesnt matter if it takes 6 moment or 6 seconds because in the end we have to be with the decisions we make but im gettting ahead of myself my gens is jake squeeze im 19 and i live in new york with my 12 twelvemonth old kid sis amy its just us now ever since our parents died in a car clangor 2 years ago soon after i realised i had to get a job so i did at a resturant wait tabular array serving at the bar anything to get money i supposition but today was just another boring ass day in college trying not to fall asleep.
'' hey jake wake up man '' i herd kyle almost shout at me and if your wondering kyle is a friend of mine ive known him ever since my parents died `` halo jake wake up man its time to go '' i slowly opend my eyes realising the form way was vacuous apart from me and kyle i looked to my left beholding kyle sitting on the desk next to me `` waky waky bro you must of slept through the hole form whats a subject havent you had a good deal sopor lately you look exausted '' kyle said putting his hand on my shoulder `` well atleast i dont tone as bad as you '' i replied with a smirk `` haha yeah you wish bro anyway are you comming to my party tonight you have to man theres gon na be hot girls there and i mean hot like youve never seen and you look like you need to untie up seems like you havent slept in a year '' kyle said standing up
`` it feels like it and i bank i have to make tonight so im kind of tighed up at the moment `` i replied realising how lately it must of been so i quickly reached in my air hole and pulled out my phone seeing thats i had only 15 minutes to get to ferment before i was late twice in a row `` dam expression i have to go '' i said standing up and grabing my backpack before swinging it over my left shoulder and darting for the door but just as i reached it mrs clements walked in `` mr Nathan Hale i need a intelligence with you right now '' she said sitting at her desk `` mrs clements cant this wait im running late for employment '' i said turning around `` this will only take a present moment take a posterior mr Edward Everett Hale mr grim could you please allow for while i have a chat with jake please '' she asked kyle nodded and then headed for the door `` hey ill throw you a margin call later ok '' kyle wisperd as he walked out i walked over to the front man of her desk and took a tooshie hoping this would be over soon `` mr George Ellery Hale its been brought to my attension that your studdys have been taking a bit for the worst your hardly ever here and when you do show up you sit at the spinal column of the class either talking with your friends or falling asleep on your desk so what do you take in to say for your self '' she said with a pissed off tone `` look i have to go to operate every dark just to piddle ends forgather and on top of that i have to take care of my kid baby because she has no one els just me and even after working all Night i still manage to drag myself out of bed and come here for 8am just like anyone els so i think i deserve a fiddling slack dont you '' just as i said that she stood up and her nerve turned red with ire `` ITS NOT good enough mr Edward Everett Hale you upright straighten out up or your going to give out this class and this hole term and thats a place where you dont want to be leaving here with zilch to show for it '' i looked up and just gave her a smug smile
`` is that all '' i replied but before she could answer i grabed my packsack off the level and sprinted out of the door into the residence way i ran as fast as i could but i was so exausted from working all dark and lets just say college wasnt exactly a place that could get my mind off of everything it just seemed to get uncollectible every week but all i could intend of was that i couldent be late again i had to be on clip because marcus would kill me i must of been lost in thought because before i new it i was falling matt on my back in a daze wondering what the hell just happend `` hey sentry where your going what are you blind or something '' i herd a spokesperson screeching at me i tried to front up but i couldednt see at first i was so tierd my eyes were blurry `` what are you deff as well '' i herd the schoolgirlish voice say again i mannaged to finally get my eye sight back i looked up and noticed a womanly build standing above me with blonde haire but my eyes were so blured i couldent see her that well `` umm halo what am i talking to myself or something '' she screached at me `` sorry i didnt realise where i was going '' i said standing up `` what are you some kind of perv or something just stay away from me ok '' she continued to screach at me `` anyone ever recount you how charming you '' i replied sarcasticly but she must of be off residual from the twilight because she fell against one of the lockers but i jumped forward and grabed her before she could do any life-threatening impairment but she pushed me away `` did i say i needed your help perv no just quell away from me is that clear enough for you '' she stated turning around and walking away `` courteous to fill you to '' i mutterd under my breath but i was quickly snaped off my gearing off intellection when my phone started to ring i quckly answered it not looking at the act `` jake its marcus where are you we expected you here 5 arcminute ago hurry up or your working the late shift on the bar '' i quickly put my phone down and ran down the corridor to the primary entrence i ran as tight as i could across the main road almost getting knocked down by a car and if that wasnt bad enough it started raining getting me drenched i ran down every short cut i could i finally arrived at the resturant so i decided to go through the back hoping no one would notice me sneaking in so belatedly i opend the door to the employe footlocker room soaking wet trying to trip up my breathing time i looked around not noticing anyone i slid my haversack off getting my body of work apparel out but just as i did i looked up seeing marcus leaning against the entrance to the kitchen `` umm is it raining by any chance chum '' he said with a slight chortle `` just a few rain shower around goose egg to bad '' i jokingly replied trying desperatly to becharm my breath `` are you feeling ok jake you dont look so good crony ''
all i could do was laugh as i collapsed on the work workbench behind me `` yeah never effective just have to enamour my breath '' marcus walked over to me and sat down on the bench near the employes lockers `` jake honestly are you ok if you need some prison term off all you have to do is ask you look like you could use a break '' marcus had a concerned look on his typeface what ide never seen before `` you know your not the kickoff individual to ask me that '' i said smirking at him `` but i cant i need the money have to preserve up payments on the firm or they will throw me and amy out on the street i wish i could learn a gap but i chamfer '' i sat up on the work terrace putting my work wearing apparel on `` if your for sure buddy just dont forge your self to death '' marcus said laughing before getting up and walking to the room access `` oh and jake i was wondering we have a new little girl starting claire do you believe you could demo her the rophy its her first day and i opinion who better than you '' i paused confused for a second marcus always tells me about new employes oh well it wasnt like i could say no `` uh yeah sure thing '' replied still incertain `` great you have 2 moment to get ready and then ill see you in the kicthen '' marcus said before turning around and walking into the resturant i quickly got changed puting my bag and my cap into my locker and mop up it i laughed to myself i mean could this day get any worse but i guessing i had to deal with it but as i started to leave the locker elbow room my earphone started to ring again i quickly pulled my speech sound from my air pocket seeing it was amy i answered it as fast as i could `` hey jake are you going to be home tonight you promised me you would be where are you '' i felt unfit than id ever felt before i totaly forgot that i promised amy i would be home today `` dam sorry sis i have work i spaced it completely i '' but before i could say another word the business line started to break up and eventally died out so i put my speech sound in my pockect already as pissed off as i could be with how the day is turning out.
i walked into the kitchen slowy opening the door looking around to see if anyone was in there but to my surpise it was almost as if it was abandand i walked over to the cesspool turning the tap on looking at how many looker i would take to do by myself `` yo jake my boy have you seen the new chick were working with '' i turned around seeing joe lean on the about face riposte joe was a cool guy he was the kickoff person i worked with when i started at the resturant he seemed a bit broad of himself but he was a prissy enough guy `` what the new female child claire yeah marcus said something about that but i havent seen her yet '' joe just gave me an unsettling smile `` bank dude your in for a treat a big goody '' i just turned around and started loading the sinkhole with home
'' jake i want you to meet claire this is who i was talking about '' i almost droped a plate when i saw her she had the look that could blow away a hole army with one spirit she had dour fateful shoulder length haire dark brown hazzel oculus and a figure of an hour glass sexy wasnt the discussion `` um jake '' marcus said snapping me out of my trans `` oh uh hey '' i said stuttering tryint to put my words together witch only made her giggle at me `` well claire this is jake hes going to testify you around and show you where everything you need is joe come with me buddy i need your aid at the tables and jake you and claire are on bag till half 8 '' marcus and joe walked out leaving the room totaly silent i turned around and kept loading the sump not sure what to say then claire walked passed and threw a dish fabric at me `` so do you want to wash or dry '' she said with a giggle `` ill laundry you dry '' replied laughing still a niggling unsure what to say `` so are you new around here then '' i asked rubbing my burning eyes
'' moved a hebdomad ago with my dad from Buckeye State and well here i am '' she said giggling
'' but is it always this quiet down around here '' i turned around and walked over to the sterio on the shelf turning it on and walking back towards the swallow hole just as an old ac/dc call started to take on on the sterio better i replied grabbing a home and cleaning it off
'' i love ac/dc so guess im going to make to say yes '' claire said playfully nudging my arm
'' well some time you just have to sleep together the classic '' i said nudging her back witch only mad her giggle more at me but there was something about her not just how amazing she looks it was like i couldent hitch looking at her eyes but i had to keep snapping myself back to reality before she noticed anything was up `` uh so what college have you applied to around here '' i said handing a plate to her `` ive got into one Rebecca West brooke do you know it ''
'' haha know it thats the accurate college i go to ''
'' to be true im a bit nervouse about going i dont really know anyone around here '' she said in a disquieted voice `` you know me so dont be so concern '' i replied and she gave me a the cutest smile i think ive ever seen we carried on talking and time flew by untill it was almost 8.30 just as we were almost done she walked over stacking the photographic plate and bowls away while the sterio blaired out loude i must not of been paying as often attension as i view because the next consequence i had a sharp cutting infliction across the parm of my hand i forced my manus out of the body of water like a unconditioned reflex `` arghh dam '' claire ran over to see what was haywire and all i could see was my parm split give must of been from one of the tongue still in the sump `` oh my god come here '' i herd claire say i turned around and she wraped my hired man in a wet ravisher cloth to turn back the bleeding she looked like she was in such a panic `` stay here im going to go get marcus she stated running out the threshold but why did she care so much i mean its not like she knew me that well but before i could conceive more into it marcus came running in with a first aid kit in his hand and claire following behind `` let me see your paw buddy he said opening the low aid box on the face he took off the dish cloth off and chucked it in the methamphetamine `` ouch buddy i think you might need some stitches ''
'' ill be fine dont worry it will heal up soon enough ''
'' well if your insisting atleast let me dress it and clean it up just to be on the safe slope '' marcus started dressing my script i had to grit my teeth trying not to grunt with the pain of it `` jake listen i want you to strike the day off tomorrow and rest up you cant carry on like this return Fri off and fall back comfortably saterday i dont care what you do just take it easy brother spend some fourth dimension with amy '' he said with that like have-to doe with look on his face i knew i couldent argue with him after all hes done for me `` well amy has been on my back about working late i suppose i could take one day off ''
'' that a boy now both of you can get off early ok and claire good first day honey '' marcus said looking over at claire who was sitting on the counter with the same upset look `` boss i could use a handwriting in here '' joe said poking his school principal back around the door `` ill see you both saterday ok and jake rest ok buddy '' i nodded my head then he walked out `` are you feeling any better '' claire said walking over to me slowly `` ill servive '' i said smilling at her
'' skillful i wouldent want to take in to pain you '' claire said as we both walked out the door and turned left to the locker elbow room together i opened my locker grabbing my backpack and putting my jacket crown on then feeling a punch in my arm i turned my head seeing claire with the same smile on her font `` do you hit everyone you just met '' i said trying not to smirk `` only the 1 i really like '' she replied shooting me a nictation and walking out the loss door holding the room access surface for me `` so you comming or staying the nighttime '' she said with a cheecky chortle i walked out closing the door behind me we walked down from the back of the car parking lot to the English of the street `` hey jake do you mind waiting with me until my dad plectron me up '' even though i felt like i couldent bandstand anymore it wasnt like i could say no and leave her waiting on the street alone `` uh yeah sure '' i replied looking up and for some ground the sky was lit up with stars shiny than usual claire must of noticed me looking up because she seemed to get her own optic lost in the stars `` there beautiful arnt they i never dreamed that in the city they could be so hopeful ''
'' there not normaly this bright '' i noticed that claire was shivering so i took my jacket crown off and handed it to her `` here postulate this your freezing ''
'' no i couldent take that off you will get sick you keep it you need it more than me ''
i wasnt asking take '' i took a step towards her and wrapped it over her shoulders `` thanks jake '' she said teeth almost chattering trying to smile `` so what family do you have in here in the city ''
'' uhh no one its just me and my sister no parents anymore just us thats why im working here to make sure she has some one she can trust on its not perfect but id do anything to try and yield her a normal life sentence '' for some reason claire paused like she was stuck in stone `` oh im sorry i shouldent of asked '' but before we could have a bun in the oven on a car pulled up on the other side of the street `` thats my ride thanks for waiting with me here take your jacket crown ''
'' no celebrate it you can break it back to me at college tomorrow '' she didnt say anything just smiled kissed me on the cheeck and ran over to her dada car and in a insistent drove off so here i was freezing and walking habitation with no ride and no crown and to make things worse with every step i took i felt like i couldent take another i looked up at the stars as i walked down the street but the dark wasnt like any former there were hardly any cars on the road no hoi polloi from what i could see no signboard of biography at all but the matter that was really out of spot was the principal untill something caught my eye it was like a red blaze `` what the snake pit '' was all i could mutter under my intimation as i crossed the route but my heart were fixed on the red blaze it seemed to get exonerated and closemouthed but as i looked down the street lightness started to flicker on and off untill it was almost cant over black i tried to use the light on my earpiece but when i looked it was completly all in whats going it just kept going over and over in my mind maybe it was a power cut but if it was how would that explain my phone it was fully charged half an hr ago i looked back up at the red blaze maybe it was connected some how but i just shrugged it off trying to convince my self it was my tierd mind trying to play a joke on me my hand felt like it was burning up but i just couldent stop following the red blazing with my oculus even though every part of my organic structure screamed for slumber i could see it getting closer untill i lost it in the park i just had to see what it was i crossed the street to the park i put my rucksack on and jumped over the logic gate bairly landing on my feet i walked on the foot path untill i saw something ahead of me i walked faster and when i stoped i saw a metore rock-and-roll in the center of the foot bath the background was destroyed beneath the rock and around it the rock seemed to almost glow red hot i knew i had to go but i just couldent i walked close-fitting to it leaning down trying to wrap up my read/write head around what exactly the this thing is but i didnt have time to think in a eye blink i was being shot threw the pilus flying backwards with rock and roll and concrete in my face the rock'n'roll exploded all i could feel was my hollow physical structure burning up i landing 10 animal foot away my mind was in over drive what the ass was going on i looked down and i almost freaked i saw nigrify tar over me as hot as oil burning into me i shouted the hole Mungo Park down trying to get it off me when i looked down again it was gone but the burning still filled my eubstance with painfulness i managed to crawl to my feet and run as fast as i could back to the gate i held the top of it trying to pull myself up i managed to make it over but bairly i started to take the air home and the streets were still dead silent but the annoyance in my stomach was almost to a good deal i lent back against a lit street light resting my head and body against it but when i did it started to flitter from bright to dark then zilch i was to gross out out to stay around i ran sprinting down every path way i could till i finally got to my look doorway i searched my blue jean trying to line up my paint after a minute of looking i was able to open the door but my head the infliction took over i could feel myself blacking out and the terminal affair i could remember was my body hitting the flooring and passing out .