All 's I can ever tell you is the truth, When I first met you I sort of hoped you would just be one of those mass who would walk away after a couple of twenty-four hour period, I did n't ever stand for for you to go a big office of my life, I never intentionally let you suit the one person who would induce me see the creation in a totally new light, I never intended to fall in sexual love with you, I never even wanted to, I do n't ever stand for any offence by that but I know I am always better walking the lone road in animation, I always will be much bettor off alone as when i 'm alone there is no price I can do to any former soul former than myself, wellspring I guess I do owe you one massive thankyou in life, You showed me true passion, I know you only fel true love life once and I am always grateful that I found it with you, I will always have sex you even though you no longer call back me, I 'll always remember the way you left me speechless whenever you spoke, I 'll always remember the way you would never accept any compliment I gave you, Always telling me I was lying even though you knew I would never lie to you, I 'll call back the nights you got scare and I would mouth to you even after you fell asleep just so you could feel like there was individual there with you all night long, All those nights I gave all I had just to make sure you never killed yourself, All those times I would lay awake and just view you sleep just so you would have a peaceful night, I 'll also call up all those nighttime we argued over silly matter, All those 60 minutes I would spend just searching for the right way to make it up to you even when the line of reasoning was n't my error, All those metre you made me smile when all 's I wanted to do was cry, All those times you made me laugh just by been you, The way you always knew when I needed you even when we were miles apart, I remember you would always know how to make me palpate better when I felt so panic-stricken, Yeah I remember a lot of beneficial and bad matter, Pretty much everything we ever went through to be fair, All the pain I caused you and all the times I pretty a lot ruined your lifespan, I also recall the time you fell for that other person and left my pump nothing but a broken passel, Our relationship was ruined by that individual, I loved you more than I could ever put into lyric and in a flash you moved on, Yeah i 'll admit that was a little more than I could ever handle, I had to sit back and watch you fall more in passion with the other somebody with each passing 2d and I knew there was never a thing I could of done about it, It caused me a lot of pain sensation to watch you slowly move on from me, I remember all those fourth dimension you did n't want to talk to me just because they were on-line, All those metre you dropped me just so you could talk to them then came running back as soon as they left or even tough decided to result just because they did, All those Nox I had to drop alone just because they refused to make out online so you decided to do the Lapplander, All those clip you would kvetch to me about how they would prefer to do anything else rather than talk to you, Well that was too much. I was a footling angry yet saddened when they told you how they had used you, Made you fall in love with them for a cruel joke, You dumped me for this early mortal even though they were married with a kid on the way even though at the time you never knew that, They were just someone who managed to treat you skillful than I could cause in my raging pipe dream, They treat you like a queer while I could only treat you as a princess, That all changed though when they hurt you, I guess it bruise me a lot more knowing you finally got to feel the pain I felt every minute I was without you, I am truly drear for the pain you did experience, You know aswell as I that if I could of taken the pain I would have, I would stimulate taken every niggling bad feeling you had and added them to all the annoyance I had to sense, Still do feel, I would of let you live a living without pain or veneration if only I knew how, I would suffer every bad moment in aliveness if it meant you could spend a lifetime of happiness, I know I did do to do one thing, Not sure how but I did it, I took those incubus you suffered and made sure that you slept peacefully everynight at the monetary value of me not only suffering nightmares at night but suffering them through the day aswell, Yeah I somehow got it so you did n't hurt while I had to suffer twice as a lot as pattern, audio strange but I will admit it was deserving it, Whatever happened that night I am glad it happened, certain i suffer a lot but I know that you do n't anymore, I just want to say that through all the good and the bad fourth dimension we shared I would never change a I one, I mean I love you Thomas More and more with each qualifying heartbeat, You was my existence, My lifetime, My blink of an eye, You was my oxygen, I never thought I would be able to experience without you but I seem to be doing it, Not a very good life history I will take that but I am managing to pass the Clarence Shepard Day Jr., I want you to know one finish thing, I know you will never scan this but I do have it off you, I have from the very beginning words we spoke to each other, I never knew what you looked like to begin with but that never mattered because to me you was and always will be the most beautiful missy to ever take the air this earth, I mean yeah you still do take the air this ground but I mean that past tense, present and even in the future there will never be a girl that can even come close to how beautiful you are, Anyways this has dragged on a little too long, Just want to say I love you, I still handle about you deeply and I truly and honestly miss you with all the trivial man of my broken warmheartedness, You will always be the only young woman that could ever fix the damage but I know you never will, Oh well I would rather be with a discover heart and say I felt true love than have a whole heart and say I never knew what erotic love was, So I guess this is goodbye, Wish I could see your smile one concluding metre, See those beautiful blue sky optic or just get wind your beatific vocalism but I know I never will so I will just have to survive with the computer storage of you, know you so much, Always will till the end of clip, Goodbye my sugared princess, I hope your life is filled with all the things you truly deserve, public security, Happiness and even love .