What is sex ? Basically, I mean, people do try a lot of variations by using different positions, using different holes for delight and toy. But to put it simply, sex is the to-and-fro motion of the shaft in a vagina causing exhilaration, pleasure and finally cum. It's heavenly at first, but when you do the Lapp matter again and again with the same person. It starts to get tire. I was never a fan of toys to be used as a substitute for pleasure. I want to do something that is challenging, so that I get the pleasance and satisfaction I got when I had sex for the offset clip. Oh ! The first-class honours degree time, I'll never forget the feel of having sex the start time.

It happened 5 month ago during summer vacations. My younger chum who is still in schooltime had his vacation. My parents had planned a stumble for a week in the settlement, a remote place with not a great deal memory access to technology. Though I never liked that lieu, my parents were fond of it as they were born there. Thankfully I will not be capable to visit this time because of my college. I am doing engineering ; my vacation simply don't coincide with my brother's. I was very worked up to delay habitation, alone for a hebdomad. I'll call my friends over ; well have of late night parties, music, etc. While my parents were packing and getting ready to depart, I was lost in my thoughts, planning the party. I was really elevated with those thoughts, until the door-bell ruined it all. At the doorway was Raj with a bag pack.

"Aa gaye beta ( You came ? ). You are doing a big favour on us."Said my female parent, as she approached the door from behind.

"Mom, what is all this about ? Why is he here ?"I said. I feared as I knew what my mom is going to say and was praying for her not to say the Lapplander. But it didn't work.

"Raj has come to stay here till the time we are back."She said.

"But mom, I am 21, a grown up now. I don't need baby-sitting."I stressed this point raising my voice. Just to clear things, Raj is my cousin who lives nearby. He is 11 yrs honest-to-goodness than me and has been baby-sitting me since I was 5.

"Oh come on, Reeti. No matter how old you get, you will still be my minuscule girl."My male parent interrupted.

"But…I am…I don't…"

"No buts. Raj will be staying here and that's final."my mom said in house voice.

My parents where gone and I was home with Raj. He was outside watching TV while I lay in bed moping over my plans getting crumbled. Raj was an attractive guy. I had a bit of a crush on him while growing up. But over the year he got obsessed on silly childish affair like superhero funnies, animated movies and some former hooey. His ‘ nerdy'glasses and these by-line gave him a bit of hideous personality. No wonder he was still single even after crossing 30. I had this fixed judgment about him, but it all changed in just a week.

Later that night Raj called me for dinner. He had prepared Butter Gallus gallus and Roti among other delicacies. I could tell with just the great olfactory property what was cooked without looking. Well, Raj is a chef by profession and is really dear at it, at least that's what I've heard. I will taste his nutrient for the first of all prison term. With the first pungency, I realized how adept he was at cooking."Tasty food for thought bro."was the entirely words from my rima oris and then I focused on eating all up especially the butter chicken. This stunner usually has a mild taste sensation but Raj had done some variation to it since he knew I liked spicy food. After we were done I went to the washroom.

Remembering the gustation of the awesome food I ate, I was a bit attracted to Raj. It also seemed a bit Wyrd that he didn't say a discussion while having dinner. Looking in the mirror made me realise the intellect for his unearthly behavior. Eating that spicy food made me sweaty, also while drinking water I spilled a little on my T-shirt to farther add on to that, it was Nox meter so I didn't wear any bra. The slim down white textile of the jersey, which was almost cobwebby after getting wet, was clinging to my boobs.

"Shit ! How didn't I realize this former, I was too often focused on eating."I said this out loud while hitting the palm hard on the mirror."No curiosity Raj didn't talk or eat sufficiently. His tending was elsewhere. Well, the food was delicious, he deserve the peek."I said convincing myself to get over the uncomfortable feeling.

This wasn't it, the next few face-off got weirder. I have small but my own room where I can have my seclusion. Since I have a habit of pleasuring myself to sleep, I wear loose clothes shirt-pant. adjacent morning, Raj came in my room to arouse me up. He had in his hands, a tray with tea and breakfast, while he walked in.

"Wake up ! Sleepy head. Don't you have to go to college ?"He asked.

"College is at 11 p.m. I'll be going recently today."I told him in a indulgent sleepy voice.

"Alright then, I'll proceed this here. You can own it when you get up."He said this with a smile and placed the tray on my study table. He had a giggly face while he said all this and gave me a look before leaving. Another shocker, my shirt buttons were undone giving a sneak of my breasts. My right nipple was clearly seeable and he saw it. His expressions were the proof of it.

"God ! Girl, you need to be careful when early people are around, especially Raj."I said it to myself.

It was too early, but I woke up anyway. Raj was watching his usual preparation shows while I went for a bathing tub. I was bathing under the shower when I heard a auditory sensation of something falling. Ignoring it I continued with my bath. Later while getting out I saw that the bathroom door was slightly capable, but I remember clearly that I closed it after coming inside."Raj saw me completely naked."affair were going really fast."Maybe I am over thought process it. I don't think he would do that."I said to myself.

There was still fourth dimension to spare before going to college. So I went and sat with Raj to learn TV. Same old preparation display was going on and his eyes were set on it. He didn't even notice me while I sat down or maybe he just pretended to not notice. After a dyad of minutes of silence,

Raj said,

"Reeti, I have known you for a very long time now. I have seen you grow up since the clip you were a lilliputian girl. Now you are a fair sex. You must be aware of sure urges that develop while growing former. Based on what I have observed till now, you have not learned to relieve those urges properly. Just to pee-pee it authorize if you don't understand what I am talking about, I am talking about sex. This act is considered to be wrong or base in the club. But one needs to have sex at the compensate age for a healthy brain development. My interrogative sentence to you is, do you want to have sex ? If you decline its mulct, I won't speak of it ever again. It's up to you now. Think about it and separate me in the evening."

This was unexpected. When he started talking, he muted the TV and looked at me. His crank were off and had a grave look on his grimace. I never saw his center like that, they were hypnotic. Without a word I stood up and left for college early.

"I was holding up for a very long time from having sex. Maybe I was just searching for the decent person. Raj, is my cousin. He is the only guy I have spent to the highest degree of my childhood with. Considering his age, he was not like a champion to me. He is not a brother either, at least I don't think that way. There has always been a different connection between us. The connecter where because of his experience he was my instructor and I was the pupil who learned new affair from him. Maybe, sex is just another lesson I need to learn from him. That's why he is the ideal partner to mislay my virginity."These thoughts constantly hovered in my mind while I sat in the lecture pretending to listen. I didn't say anything about this to my acquaintance. Actually I didn't talk at all. Having sex for the first base fourth dimension was a big step, a big conclusion to be taken. I was scared of the consequence still excited and couldn't wait for it to happen. I left college a lecture early.

At home, I opened the doorway with my key. There was no one in the hall. I looked for Raj in the kitchen, then my room. I turned to be stunned as Raj was standing behind me naked just a towel around his waistline. Probably he just came out of tub. I had a commodity smell at him with the look of being impact. Not that there was something to be scared about, it was just that unexpected things were happening since the day before. He didn't have ripped muscular consistence but sufficiently fit, just the way I like it. I think having ‘ 6-pack abs and everything'is just over-rated and unnecessary. One ground for me thinking that way was that I myself am a bit out of pattern. That is very all the way as I have always been a ‘ foodaholic ’.

Looking at my expressions he tried to get me square off with a smiled."I didn't expect you to follow so soon."He said.

"Yes. I skipped a speech to make out home early."I replied.

He continued to smile at me. He kept quite but I understood the signs. I knew what he was expecting from me, I just wasn't sure I want to say it. But then I took a deep breath, repeated the shibboleth in mind, ‘ it's now or never'and then said.

"I'm in."His smile widened."So, do you want me to undress ?"I asked.

"No, I'll do that for you. Just refresh up and go get comfortable on your bed."He replied.

I gave an awkward smile and went to the washroom. Ten minutes later I was resting in my bed thinking about what's going to materialize. I was wearing the pinko boxershorts and a matching shirt, which I purchased secretly for me to wear when no one was around. I had seen a few grownup film but doing it practically is different."Will he form me do that kinky stuff and nonsense done it porn ?"was the intellection that bothered me the most. I had a genial debate in my creative thinker whether to check to it or wane. If no, then how am I supposed to finish him ? My thought process were interrupted when Raj walked in. He was wearing a blue gown, something he brought specially for this occasion I guess.

He took it off and underneath he was wearing just the short. His center were fixed on mine while he got on the bed, getting closer and closer every second. Meanwhile I was just sitting with legs stretched on the bed. I thought he would direct me through the process by giving footfall by step instructions. But he didn't, not one word he spoke since he entered the room and till all was over. His activity were more than sufficient to guide me through the process.

On the bed he crawled close to me like a dotty hunter, keeping his eyes fixed on me and I was frozen, still like the quarry that has no way out. He was steady and sure-footed but I wasn't. I was ineffective to appear directly at him ; I rolled my eyes left-right up-down, tried to focus anywhere but his side. Then he got really close so that I couldn't look elsewhere and my sight got blurry. There was no other option but to keep out my optic. I didn't understand what was happening but I could feel his breathing time on my face. My heart was beating faster and time felt like it slowed down. I was literally in darkness until I had the sensation of touch modality on my lips. My first candy kiss. I know that a kiss is not a big thing.

But even today in Bharat not all get to have their first kiss at a very young age. The world-class one was just a slight touch after which he took a break and followed with much to a greater extent intense and foresightful osculate pulling me finis. A kiss, the way I would name it is like eating a Mangifera indica. Sweet and juicy and gives you satisfaction no topic how many times you eat it. He then gently unfastened my shirt and took off my bra, so suave that I didn't flavour anything. But then again I was lost in the magical kiss.

Then with his left hand grabbed on to my good boob. Touching softly, getting the feel of it, using his thumb he played with my nipple, getting them unvoiced. He kept on kissing my cervix while getting modest until he put his back talk on my left nipple, sucking on it. Raj had bit rough man-hands but the way he handled my breast, I understood that he appreciated my breasts which were of size of it with child than average girl my age. I was just sitting there enjoying the consequence. I didn't know this feeling was so awing and we have not even started the sex constituent yet. He then turned to the side and slipped his hand in my short circuit fingering my pussy.

He was pleasuring my all body. My kitty-cat was getting Sir Thomas More wet every minute with excitation. Then he suddenly stopped. I looked at him to see that he stood up and dropped his shorts. Seeing a very dick for the first base prison term was a sight to commend. I have seen in video but seeing it in reality is a different tone. His penis was of mean size not as big as I have seen in the porn movies, but that didn't matter. He had shaved the chthonian realm as if he was already prepared for sex knowing I would hold to it.

He then pulled me to sleeping stance to the edge of the bed. Lifting my peg he widened them. He inserted his dick in my pussy slowly, knowing it was my kickoff time. It was a dissimilar feeling to get something inside the eubstance from the opening down there. I felt the warmth of his dick inside me.

He looked at me to see if I was comfortable with taking his affair inside. Then he started stroking it, moving to-and-fro. The slow built-up and finally getting started with the act of sex was exciting. He started speeding up. A sudden spate in pleasure made me set out moaning. After a couplet of minutes he slowed down and stopped. Maybe he wanted to do in different billet, ‘ doggy mode'is what men like, I heard. But he stopped me while I was turning, hinting me that it's better to present each other while having sex the for the first time time.

"But then why did you halt ?"I whispered. He then applied something ; I didn't know what it was, back then. Raj sensed that I was feeling a bit of itch, tenuous pain so he stopped to apply lubricant.

It's my first time and I was so much aroused at that moment that I knew I wasn't going to last recollective. He then put his dick back in and started thrusting, faster and deeper this sentence. I always thought moaning or screaming was unnecessary during sex. But at that instant I couldn't break off myself. I grabbed on to the bed sheet while he fucked me really hard. My moaning kept on getting louder and louder until the full stop of flood tide I screamed at the top of my representative. Thankfully no one was there in the next room and the medicine being played on the TV outside, covered the rest. Raj was not done yet ; still he took his dick out and stroked it with deal till he cum on my belly.

For that here and now I was really satisfied. Sex made me block any other return that were bothering me those days. I was satisfied speechless and was resting naked on the bed. Finally Raj came close, kissed me and said,"Thank you."

That time I was an amateur and what I learned later that Raj wasn't much of an expert either. We have got a lot dependable since then with every experience. Still, the first meter I had sex was the best I ever had in life.

That incident taught me one more thing. Virginity is like a lock on the threshold of a room. The room is full of treasure and all will be lost once you open it. This is a misconception people have. Actually, the room is wide of knowledge. Unless you open it, you won't be able to get wind some really authoritative thing in life history .