I spent six age in a chaotic family relationship because of my two beautiful children. It started off swell but she became crazier as the class progressed. Logical thinking went out the windowpane and my life became a incubus. The saying `` Stay together for the kids '' would always echo through my mind when I wanted to leave for something better.

When I hit 30 I had realized it was now or never. I felt like I had wasted so practically prison term and did n't want to languish any more. I was getting older and was sick of being miserable so I left. It was a difficult decision but I knew if I stayed in my kid lives, I could hold out a more meet and happy biography. I knew I had to finally allow myself to be well-chosen as well.

The break up was replete of anger and hate. She stole a lot of my thing but I soon met a girl that made me shrug my shoulders to the bullshit my ex was throwing my way.

For the initiatory time in many years I was happy and smiling. It felt unknown and filled me with so much energy. I felt like a brand new person.

years passed and my ex would still hit on me and try to win me back though I was clearly happy where I was. I made it a point to invalidate her as much as potential so the only time I saw her was when I picked up the kids every Fri to take home plate with me for the weekend.

I was enjoying being in a unchanging kinship though unfortunately she did n't share my hoodoo or really translate why the feel and look of latex was so erotic to me. She did n't sympathize why a woman inhaling a cigarette got me so excited and she did n't smoke so she could n't help me there.

At meter I missed having the electrical outlet for those fetich I craved. The sex is big and she enjoys some kinky things but I did miss humoring in those specific interests that my ex would do for me.

I 've spent nearly of the past tense two class trying to convince my girlfriend to try latex. Start modest with some baseball glove or panties and maybe bring up to a garb. She seemed open minded at low but as time has gone on it seemed I was out of portion. I suppose that 's what porn is for when you do n't have a way to experience what you feel you need sexually.

Today I 'm fully of shame though I know it was all out of my control. My hands were tied, literally.

I went to my exes home plate to pick up the kids after getting out of body of work. As common she was sitting in the death chair waiting. I made very fiddling eye contact with her.

`` Girls ! Time to go ! '' I shouted toward their bedroom, fully expecting them to come running out like they always do.

My ex, Brianna, smirked and said, `` They are n't here right now. ``

Confused, I exclaimed, `` What do you mean they are n't here ? Where the hell are they ? It 's my clip with them. ``

She stood up, `` They wo n't be coming over this weekend. They are busybodied. ``

She stepped closer to me slowly so I backed up. Once I knew the kids were n't there, there was n't a intellect for me to be around her anymore.

`` I do n't know why you could n't throw told me before hand Brianna so I did n't waste my gas. I got to go. ``

The instant I touched the door handgrip I felt one of her bridge player grab my shoulder while the other reached around to my face. I felt a wet textile cover my mouth and nose.

`` What the fucking are you ... ''

Darkness. I 'm not even sure what happened or how prospicient I was out but this weirdo bitch had done something to incapacitate me.

When I came to, I was sitting in a chairperson. I felt so tired and confused as I tried to affect my hands before discovering they were tied behind the chair. It was n't long before I realized my pants and underwear were off too.

`` struggle as much as you 'd wish but your stuck, '' said Brianna from across the room.

I looked over to see her in a black latex dress and knee luxuriously leather flush as she was pulling an elbow duration latex glove onto her arm.

`` What the inferno are you doing ? '' I yelled as I tried pulling my custody free to no service.

`` You do n't require to admit it but I know you miss this pussy and my insatiate appetence to please. I bet that bitch you 're with does n't please you like I would. ``

I couldnt full stop trembling my principal in disbelief at how preposterous this situation was that I was in.

`` So your plan is to what ? lure me with latex so maybe I 'll fuck you ? ``

She shot back, `` Not only latex, '' as she grabbed her face pack of Marlboro Menthol 100 's and pulled one to her deep red red back talk. She slowly lifted the lighter to the cigarette and I could n't help but watch the smoke drift from her mouth.

`` I have a lady friend. I am glad. I 'm not concern and I 'm never going to say yes to this. You are wasting your time ! ``

Smiling she leaned forward, cigarette dangling from her lips as she whispered, `` Who said you have a say ? ``

Her grinning was broad as she laughed in my face. I was at a loss for words.

`` Brianna, just let me go. You ca n't just do whatever the fuck you want. ``

`` Watch me sweety. ``

My struggles did nothing to loosen my constraints. I tried to think about things that would maintain me from getting turned on but the latex brushing against my bare pecker was heavy to ignore as she sat in my lap.

`` You dont bear in mind if this cigarette hussy sits here do you ? '' She inhaled deep and blew the smoke in my face as she grinded her latex apparel ass along my pecker and balls.

`` plosive consonant. Come on, just terminate. What 's the point ? One fuck and then I 'm gone. No way I 'll put myself in this position again. This does n't get me back you psycho holler. ''

`` That 's where you are legal injury. I know you are barely getting by rightfulness now. Child support is a real cunt is n't it cocker ? ``

`` ass you, '' I shouted in her face.

`` Yes, you will bang me. I also did n't mention, I 've been off birth control for a bit. You are going to put a roll in the hay baby in me. You 're going to impregnate me and have no choice to get domicile to mommy. ``

My centre grew wide and I was full of furore.

`` Are you fucking serious ? ! Get the fuck off me. Who would do something so fucked up to person they claim to get it on ? ``

`` Well, your whining is a turn off. Just shut up and enjoy the show. ``

She leaned over to a nearby table and grabbed some tape. Now I had no control of my hands and could n't plead my case.

`` Just give into the pleasure. You have no choice at this point so why not enjoy the ride ? ``

The grinding was too practically and my cock was fully erect as she slid me inside of her. I wanted to not savour it but it had been days since I had sex and the touch of tight wet pussy was a potent sensation.

moan escaped the tape over my rima oris. I knew it was wrong but I could n't look away.

`` seminal fluid on pa, impregnate me. Give me a baby, '' she cried out as she jumped up and down on me.

Her 36d breasts were crammed into this latex dress right in movement my face. It had been so long since I had enjoyed my juju outside of porn. It was so much stimulation.

The spirit of the latex and the spirit mixed with the site of her lips blowing clouds of pot was driving me wild.

`` Just think, once you 've given me a sister, you are going to get to fuck this kitty all of the time. You want latex baby, I got you. You want me to bollix smoke on your dick, I 'll do it. I 'll be your prostitute. Whatever you need. ``

As if the visual was n't enough, her dirty talk was distracting me as well.

With each thrust oceanic abyss inside of her, I had to tell myself no, I ca n't. I have to try not to cum.

`` You feel so big. I bet you have a huge loading for mommy. I 'm surprised it 's taking so long for you. Do n't oppose it. Give it to me. ''

She knew I was trying not to cum and I was getting close before pulling myself back a few metre with other cerebration. Unfortunately, she was n't going to let up.

Brianna pulled her big breasts out of the clothes and leaned up to rub them in my boldness. Her bridge player gripped my fuzz as she pulled my typeface between them before sitting back on my cock.

To my surprise she had stopped rocking her physical structure and sat there for a moment. She reached for her cigarettes and lit a new one.

`` I know you are close. You can only fight this for so longsighted babe. I 'm going to get ur seminal fluid. Maybe you need a different view. I know how a great deal you love my big ass. ``

She turned around, showing me her curvy body in it 's tight rubber-base paint confines. Her ass was skillful and turn and glistened from the light before she slid the apparel up a few column inch to exhibit skin.

My cock was pulsating and I did n't bed what else I could do to stop this.

She slowly lowered herself on to my cock. Her kitty was soaking wet and warm. I knew the combat was about to end.

`` Like that sight ? Like seeing my ass move when ur pounding me ? ``

I shook my oral sex in rebelliousness but she knew I was weak.

She tilted her head back to stare me in the center with the cigarette dangling from her sassing as the stride quickened.

panic was setting in as I felt an intense star shoot through me.

`` Mm, yes. Good boy. Fill my snatch. ``

She had won. I kept saying `` No, no, no '' under the tape but it did n't matter. It was too belated. My cum was deep inside of her and nix could alter this fact.

I was in a daze when she untied my mitt. The anger was gone because disgrace had set in.

'' I 'll let you have it away once I take the pregnancy trial. I 'm going to go exhibitor. ``

I barely heard her, I was so out of it. My mind wandered to so many terrible scenarios as I opened her front door to leave.

That was the longest 30 minute drive menage I had ever made. My girlfriend had messaged several times but I did n't even know what to say at this point.

Now I 'm living with the guilt as I impatiently wait to get out my portion .