Was It Rape ?


So I failed my exam. AGAIN. I saw the resultant role inclination and even though I sort of knew I had failed, the verification of it was really abominable. My best booster, rosiness, was out of town for work so she tried the effective she could to keep my spirits up via text, but I cried myself to catch some Z's anyway. Her married man, wienerwurst, who was still in town, texted me too and let me know that if I needed to just hang or overwhelm my sadness or whatever, he was there for me.

My history with Frank…we hadn't seen each other much for about four calendar month before this all happened. That's when rosebush caught him cheating on her. They took a duet of month apart and then she moved back in with him and I had avoided him. We had been protagonist before that ; we'd hung out when Rose was out of town, like buds. I don't trust many masses easily, so it meant a lot when he cheated on her. I felt like he betrayed our friendship too. So this was going to be the for the first time time since"the incident"that we were seeing each other on our own without Rose as a buffer.

We went out sort of early for a Friday. We went bowling and had burgers at the bowling alley. It was a pretty visualise place for a bowling alley, with a club and a bar attached, and it was expensive. I felt bad asking to play another game, so we left and sat outside for a bit. He was staring at his earpiece the whole metre so I thought,"yeah he's not comfortable around me anymore either"and I felt bad, but I was still pissed at him on some degree so I said I should just go house. He said no and we walked to a nearby bar.

We drank a lot. I was trying to tread myself with non-alcoholic drinks in between the other swallow, but then he ordered me a dead reckoning, and then I ordered really expensive whiskey and we started having very explicit give-and-take about his sex life sentence with Rose. Before the incident, they were not having sex, like at all. Rose had been very, very overthrow about that. For months. Now, they were swinger. I still think that makes no mother wit, that she never was a swinger or had had a ternary before but after her husband cheats on her, she starts having III and swapping partners like it's nothing…I digress. So there was a guy, Roger, that had been…guesting, I guess you'd call it. frankfurter told me he'd gone down on Roger and asked me if I thought that made him gay. I was inebriate, so I can't remember what I told him. Probably something like it doesn't thing what I think.

I know I told him about some guy, maybe the guy I was with at the time, I don't know, but I felt like I had to not be boring and square-toed and turn out I had a sex life too. He told me that it made him hard to hear about that write up. He showed me a delineation he had on his sound of Rose getting fucked by Roger. I know I tried a few clip to get the conversation off sex, but I was so drunk I can't really call up what I said.
At some point in time he or we decided it was time to leave. I went outside to bum a sens from the people on the patio. Frank settled the banknote and followed me outside. He took the coffin nail away from me and took a drag then tried to snog me on the back talk. I pulled away and pushed him, laughing and telling him he was being a drunken half-wit. It never occurred to me at all that he could be seriously trying to kiss me.
well then he said he was trying to let me breathe in the weed from him. So I did that a couple of clock time with him still thinking that was ok because although our moths were touching, it wasn't a buss. Then he started kissing me and I…I don't know I was unquiet and kind of stimulate and very toast. I let him snog me a bit and then I kissed him back a bit and I kept thinking the whole fourth dimension that it was just stupid, drunken, innocent fun. destitute !

We had to walk a few block to get to a post where we could capture a cab. I was feeling drunk and happy and having fun kissing here and there. I remember he said something to me like"you're so cool because you know this doesn't entail anything."I just laughed and pushed him away and told him he was stupid about half the times he went in for a kiss, but when I did let him osculate me, I did buss him back. I don't know how many sentence we kissed before we got to the cab stand.

We got a cab and I got in and slumped over. I must accept been pretty drunk because my brain started going in and out, like being half asleep where you're kind of aware of things going on, but not really capable to speak or participate in anything. I felt my doll get pushed up over my butt and Frank's mitt on my ass. I might have swatted his hands away or I may have just thought that I wanted to. I remember listening to him giving counseling to the driver and thinking he was a lot more sober than me. I remember thinking that I was in deep shit since I couldn't movement away from his place for several hours at least. I'm fairly sure I felt or said"I'm screwed."I was right.

He groped me under my skirt the unscathed cab ride nursing home ; unless the number one wood started asking for more way, then my skirt got flipped back down to overlay me up. I was aware of it, but I couldn't move. I didn't say plosive in the cab because I was afraid the driver would call the pig or something. As I have said several times, I was very, very inebriated. I probably should suffer said something ; maybe it would possess scared him. Toward the end of the cab ride, he succeeded in getting his fingers in between my labia from behind. I know I was wet, I'm always stupidly ruttish when I'm inebriate, even if I don't want sex, I get wet. I'm sure he took that as a sign I wanted it. I probably was turned on on some level, but I still didn't think…I just didn't think anything would really happen. Not four months after he cheated on blush wine, not with her best protagonist, who told him off and called him every name in the Bible and then didn't speak to him in any meaningful way for four months.

I can't remember getting in the planetary house or how I got through the life room, past the kitchen to the breakfast nook, but I remember standing at the breakfast bar and looking across the house at him getting naked and then I really got alarmed. I remember yelling at him to get his clothes back on, to stop it to intercept being stupid. He got some of his clothes back on but not all of them. He ran over to me and hugged me and said it was ok, that we didn't have to do anything, but he had wanted me for a long time, and that he was sorry. He kept asking me if I was ok and I said yes, but that we can't do anything, I can't betray my C. H. Best Friend, he can't do this to her again, blah fustian blah etc. He kept saying that he knew, and then I was crying, or variety of watchword, it's pretty fuzzy.

He hugged me and buried his headway in my neck. He started to nuzzle and nibble the place that turns me on so a lot and I am sure I moaned, I know I was turned on somewhat. His hands were all over me, under my shirt, my shirt was off, under my bra, then my bra was off and he was playing with my nipples and we were kissing. My breath was stuck, or else I was panting, or he was panting and I couldn't breathe, I was horny and panicked and angry and shocked. I pulled away and put my bra back on and he started to kiss me again and begged me to let him watch me get myself off. I said no and got my shirt back on and was begging him to stop touching me, to finish kissing me. I kept saying over and over"we can't do this, you can't do this to her again, you didn't see her, you don't know what it did to her."He kept agreeing with me, but somehow my shirt and bra came off again and I was losing the battle with my legs to proceed standing.

Finally I started bargaining with him. I told him to keep his wearing apparel on and that he could watch out me get myself off but that was it. He said ok and took my skirt off. I had taken the panties off earlier in the evening ( very sneakily I thought, too ), because they were riding up in a really uncomfortable way when I had been bowling. The wench was below my knee, so I didn't even think it was that big a deal."No panties, you're such a good trollop,"he said when he looked down. Being called epithet for some reason just really turns me on. He reached down and slip a finger right into me and my human knee gave way. He"helped"me upstairs to their bedroom so he could view me get off. Yeah right.

I was on the bed and my oral sex and the room and the creation was spinning. He was on the bed and he was naked. I remember telling him he had to last out dressed but his side was in my fork and he was going down on me like it was his job before I could protest much more. rose wine had told me several times how proficient he was at eating snatch and I just rolled my eyes and didn't believe her. Well, he was pretty good. He knew just where my g-spot was and how to rub it, fast and hard while sucking my button. I came pretty quickly and I didn't realize it till later but that was the first clip I ever squirted.

"You taste amazing, snog me and taste yourself."He kissed me and I kissed him back, still horny because I'm never satisfied after one climax. I tasted like pineapple juice. I've never tasted that sound since that Nox, although I never taste bad, but never that confection and fruity again. He went back down on me some more, his tongue plunging into my puss over and over again money box I came on his tongue and he kept telling me how amazing I tasted. I kept saying no here and there but I didn't pushing him away anymore ; I wanted to cum again. He was the right way, I was a slut. Naked in my Best friend's married bed, legs wide open with her hubby's face in my pussy eating it for all he was worth and I was moaning and grinding my pelvic arch into my mouth. I came on his finger a few more times and I was honestly set to sleep but he wasn't done with me yet.

He pulled Rose's vibrator out of her nightstand draftsman and started fucking me with it. He plunged it deep inside me and then started moving it in and out fast and unvoiced. I came, screaming and squirting again. The altogether time he's telling me how much he wants me, hot fucking hot I am, that he's wanted to be intimate me since the commencement time he met me four age ago. It's not possible to not be affected by those things while you're drunk and cumming over and over and doing something very prevent. Even though I kept saying we shouldn't, I had stopped saying"no"and I kept cumming.

Finally, he put my lead leg over his shoulder joint and lined his hard putz up to my cunt. With no condom.
"You want me to fuck you ?"he asked. I wanted to hold open cumming, but I shook my head.
"We shouldn't do this, we can't do this."I said as he slid is rock severe rooster all the way into me. It felt good.
He kept my leg pressed between our bodies as he pumped in and out of me, relentlessly, for probably a half time of day. He kept reaching down to pilfer my tit and closet his bridge player around my throat, which I hated but couldn't speak to tell him. He kept calling me a good slut, and telling me I had a proficient cunt, that I was such a thoroughly fuck, that my titmouse were amazing, that I was so lie with hot. I kept saying he was just drunk and he was going to repent it in the morning, that I would, that when we were sober we were going to hate ourselves, but that didn't wee-wee his prick soft, he just kept pumping and pumping. I made him quit because I had to pee and threatened to pee on the bed.

While I was sitting on the lavatory peeing, he followed me in and grabbed the back of my headland and shoved it down on his dick. I pulled off him and started blowing him so he wouldn't choke me. I took him till he hit the spine of my throat, licking and getting him wet all over, tasting how sweet my pussy was on his rooster. I reached down and gently played with his balls while I swirled my tongue around the heading and then started bobbing my head up and down on his cock while massaging his balls…I view if I could get him to cum that he'd stay fucking me and light asleep and we could put this behind us, pretend it never happened.
He wouldn't cum, or couldn't cum, he had incredible staying power for some reason. He pulled me off the bathroom and let me wash my work force before pulling me back into the bedroom and pushing me on the bed.

He fucked me till I was dry, till I was raw and still he didn't cum, He made me stick a finger up his ass while he poured lube all over my pussy and kept fucking me. I felt like it had been going on for time of day and minute, but I have no estimate how foresighted it actually lasted. I don't even think I was awake for all of it. I just commemorate the notion of my legs going dead, of my snatch being sore and his travail dripping in insensate fall onto my face and chest.

Finally, he was quick. He pulled out and came everywhere. It hit the headboard, my hairsbreadth, my font, my knocker, my stomach, and then he spread open my slit and came all over it. I was so trite, and still so drunk that I didn't even make a motion, not to clean up or anything. He went and got a towel or something and wiped me off a bit and then told me I better quell in his bed with him instead of going down the hall to the client room. I didn't argue. I just closed my eyes.

Next affair I knew it was daylight, but that cold, slim daylight of too soon morning. He was stroking my haircloth, then he was kissing the back of my neck, then he was pulling the covers down…I pretended to be asleep, but he kept fondling and kissing and groping. He rolled me on my back and stuck his fingerbreadth right in my dry snatch. I opened my eyes and cried out in pain.

He told me he'd probably never have this chance again so he intended to enjoy me as much as possible. He pulled out the bottle of lubricator and squirted it all over me and him. He asked me if I'd ever seen a cock ring and I said I hadn't. He showed me this take in, stretchable, silicone circle, and then he but it over hid cock and over and around his balls and putz. He told me it makes it fully grown and keeps him intemperate for thirster. I told him I was sore and that conclusion Nox was enough and he was sober so he didn't have any excuse. He said something like"you're a hot slut, you're naked in my bed, and I'm going to hump you."

He got on top of me and started pumping away. I was too timeworn, sore and had the origin of a holdover to press or to savour it or to do anything but just try to hang up onto the contents of my tum. He got frustrated I wasn't responding and started fucking me knockout, making it hurt more. Finally, hoping to get it over with sooner rather than later, I started fucking him back and making moaning noises that I hoped were convincing. It worked because he pulled out and came all over me again. I got up out of the bed and almost fell to the floor, my legs were so wonky. I hobbled to the bathroom and rinsed off in the shower, then looking at the dirty bed tabloid and Frank sitting there looking totally engrossed in his iPad, I turned and shuffled down the Charles Martin Hall to the guestroom and fell asleep.

A few hours later, I woke up, found all my dress all over the menage and drove weenie back to his car. I didn't say anything for a long time until he finally broke the silence."That was a lot of fun, I hope you're not offended, but you're a neat lay."I smiled a tight-lipped smile and held back the urge to cry. We got close to the parking lot where he'd left his car and he tried talking again."The only thing I regret is that I didn't get to fuck you more."I felt a wave of malady and sadness and disgust and disgrace. He got out of my car and took off toward the parking garage and I went home and took a hanker shower .
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