I Had My Way With My Girl –Leah-01
BdsmMost of the level takes place in a room in a house called 'The Pigeonhole', which the narrator, `` Deepak ``, converts into a sort of erotic twisting sleeping room equipped with beds to which cleaning lady can be strapped and held helpless and which is soundproofed to crap their shrieking unheard. Other equipment includes cord and block, flagellation implements and a mechanical `` chair of perfidy '' to which helpless female are lured to be restrained in.
from the Dairy of Mr. Deepak Kumar..
I will not take up the time of my readers by detailing the condition under which Leah, roused in me the desire for retribution which resulted in the way I adopted and which I am about to come to. Suffice it then to say that Leah cruelly and unjustifiably jilted me ! In my tartness of spirit, I swore that if I ever had an opportunity of getting clasp of her, I would make water her toothsome person recompense me for my disappointment and that I would snatch from her by force-out the bridegroom 's perquisite that I so ardently coveted. But I had to affect ! Leah and I had many reciprocal friends to whom this falling out was unknown.
We were therefore constantly meeting each other, and if I gave her the slim hint of my design towards her, it would be fatal to the very doubtful probability of succeeder that I had ! And so successfully did I conceal my real feelings under a cloak of generous acceptance of her action at law that she had not the faint-hearted estimation ( as she afterwards admitted to me ) that I was playing a part.
But, as the proverb says, everything comes to the man who can waitress. For some considerable prison term, it seemed as if it would be wise on my component to desert my desire for vengeance, as the circumstances of our daily lives were such as did not promise the outback chance of my getting possession of Leah under stipulation of either place or time suitable for the skill of my design. Nevertheless, I controlled my longanimity and hoped for the best, enduring as well as I could the overrefinement of unsatiated desire and increasing lust.
It then happened that I had social function to change my mansion, and in my search for fresh adjustment near my college in UK, I came across a modest entourage of a sitting-room and two bedroom which would by themselves have suited me excellently ; but with them, the landlord desired to let what he termed a box or lumber-room. I demurred to this gain, but as he remained firm, I asked to see the room. It was most peculiar both as regards approach and appearance. The former was by a short enactment from the landing place, furnished with remarkably well-fitting doorway at each end. The room was nearly hearty, of a ripe size of it and lofty, but the bulwark were unbroken, carry through by the one entrance, light and air being derived from a fanlight, or rather lantern, which occupied the greater section of the roof and was supported by four strong and sturdy wooden pillars.
Further, the walls were thickly padded, while iron ringing were let into them at regular length all round in two rows, one close to the base and the other about a height of eight feet ; from the roof beams dangled rope pulley block in twosome between the pillar, while the two recesses on the entrance side, caused by the projection of the passage into the room, looked as if they had at one fourth dimension been separated from the respite of the way by bars, almost as if they were cells. So strange indeed was the appearance of the unharmed room that I asked its history, and was informed that the mansion had been built as a private swashbuckler mental hospital at the prison term when the now unfashionable square in which it stood was one of the nerve center of fashion, and that this was the old 'mad-room'in which vehement patients were confined, the deadbolt, rings and pulley being used to restrain them when very violent, while the padding and the doubling door made the room absolutely soundproof and prevented the ravings of the yard bird from annoying the neighbour. The landlord added that the soundproof quality was no fable as the room had frequently been tested by incredulous visitors.
Like lightning the thinking flashed through my brain. Was not this way the very place for the consummation of my scheme of revenge ? If I succeeded in luring Leah into it, she would be completely at my mercy, for her screams for help would not be heard and would only increase my pleasure, while the dash, ring, pulleys, etc., supplemented with a little suitable furniture, would enable me to secure her in any way I wished and to nurse her fixed while I amused myself with her. Delighted with the estimation, I agreed to include the room in my suite.
Quietly, but with thick precaution and planning, I got sure furniture made which, while in outward appearance virtually innocent, as well as nearly well-to-do, was in truth to the full of obliterate mechanisms planned for the special discomfiture of any woman or little girl that I might wish well to hold in physical control condition. I had the trading floor covered with thick Farsi carpets and rugs, and the two bay converted into nominative photographic lab, but in a way that made them suited for lavatories and dressing-rooms. When completed, the 'Pigeonhole'( as I christened it ) was in appearing a distinctly somewhat and well-heeled elbow room, while in reality it was zero more or less than a disguised torture bedroom !
And now came the difficult persona of my scheme.
How to entrap Leah ? Unfortunately she was not residing in London but a lilliputian way out. She lived with a splice sister, and never seemed to come to town except in her sister 's party. My difficulty was therefore how to get Leah by herself for a sufficiently long time to execute my designs, and sorely I cudgelled my brains over this job !
The sis frequently visited townspeople at irregular interval as dictated by the contingencies of social tariff or shopping. True to my policy of having favorable copulation I had welcomed them to my rooms for sleep and refreshment and had encouraged them to use my quarters ; and partly because of the propinquity of the way to regent Street, partly because of the very dainty meals I invariably placed before them, but mainly because of the soothing restfulness induced by the absolute serenity of the Pigeonhole after the roar and hullabaloo of the streets, it soon became their habitue practice to honour me with their troupe for lunch or tea whenever they came to townsfolk and had no especial troth. I need hardly add that secretly I hoped these visits might impart me an opportunity of executing my retaliation, but for some months I seemed doomed to disappointment.
I used to suffer the tortures of Tantalus when I saw Leah unsuspectingly braving me in the very room I had prepared for her usurpation, within literal reach of me and of hidden machinery that would place her at my disposal, did I set it working, were it not for her sis 's mien ! In fact, so keenly did I feel the stance that I began to plan the capture of both sister together, to include Lana in the punishment designed for Leah, and the thought in itself was not unpleasing, as Lana was a fine specimen of female figure and blood of a bigger and more stately case than Leah ( who was 'petite'), and one could do much forged than bear her at one 's disposal for an 60 minutes or two to feel and know ! So seriously did I toy with this undertaking, that I got an armchair made in such a way that the releasing of a secret catch would set free mechanics that would be actuated by the weight of the resident and would cause the arms to fold inwards and firmly imprison the babysitter. Furnished with voluptuary upholstery and the catch fixed, it made the most inviting of chairs, and from its first appearance, Leah took possession of it, in happy ignorance that it was intended to sustain her firmly imprisoned while I tackled and secured Lana !
Before, however, I resorted to this desperate measure, my patience was rewarded ! And this is how it happened.
One evening, the familiar note came to say the Sister were coming to town on the next day and would arrive for dejeuner. A little before the appointed hour Leah, to my surprise, appeared alone ! She said that, after the note had been posted, Lana became ill and had been very poorly all night and so could not occur to township, though better. The shopping engagement was one of considerable grandness to Leah, and therefore she had come up alone ; she had called to explain matters to me, but would not stop to lunch, she would get a cup of tea and a bun somewhere.
Against this defection of me, I vigorously protested, but I doubt if I would have induced her to bide had not a smart rain shower of rain come on. This made her hesitate about going out into it with the dress she was wearing, as it would be ruined, and finally she consented to have lunch and leave immediately afterwards.
While she was away in the spare part bedroom used by the baby on their visits, I was in a veritable turmoil of excitement ! Leah in my elbow room by herself ! It seemed too good to be true ! But I remembered I yet had to get her into the cubbyhole ; she was absolutely safety from my designing everywhere but there ! But it was imperative that she should be in no way alarmed, and so, with a stiff drive, I controlled my panting excitement, and by the metre Leah rejoined me in the dining room I was my usual self.
lunch was quickly served. At first, Leah seemed a trivial queasy and strained, but by tactful conversation, I soon set her at ease and she then chatted away naturally and merrily. I had craftily placed her with her back to the window so that she should not note foretoken that a bad storm was brewing : and soon, with satisfaction, I saw that the weather was getting worse and big ! But it might at any moment begin to assoil away, and so the Sooner I could get her into my cubbyhole, the better for me - and the worse for her ! So, by every agency in my business leader, I hurried on the procedure of lunch.
Leah was leisurely finishing her coffee when a rattle of rain against the window pane of glass, followed by an ill growl of smack, made her start from her chair and go to the casement. 'Oh ! equitable look at the rainfall !'she exclaimed in dismay, 'how very inauspicious !'
I joined her at the window : 'By Jove, it is bad !'I replied, then added, 'and it looks like lasting. I hope that you have no significant employment for the afternoon that will keep you much in the open ?'As I spoke, there came a vivid instant of lightning closely followed by a peal of thunder, which sent Leah staggering backwards with a affright face.
'Oh !'she exclaimed, evidently frightened ; then, after a break ,'I am a hideous little coward about thunderstorms : they just terrify me !'
'Wo n't you then learn resort in the cubbyhole ?'I asked with a host 's look of concern .'I do n't think you will see the lightning there and you certainly wo n't hear the skag, as the room is soundproof. Shall we go there ?'and I opened the door invitingly.
Leah hesitated. Was her guardian angel trying to leave her a precursory confidential information of what her fate would be if she accepted my seemingly innocent suggestion ? But at that minute came another flare of lightning, blinding in its intensity, and almost simultaneously a roar of thunder. This settled the inquiry in my favour ! 'Yes, yes !'she exclaimed, then ran out. I closely following her, my heart beating exultingly ! Quickly she passed through the threefold doors into the Pigeonhole, the trap I had so carefully set for her ! Noiselessly I bolted the outer door, then closed the privileged one. Leah was now mine ! mine ! ! At lowest I had entrapped her ! Now my vengeance was about to be consummated ! Now her chaste Virgo the Virgin self was to be submitted to my luxuria and compelled to satisfy my erotic desires ! She was utterly at my mercy, and promptly I proceeded to work my cruel will on her !
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