kickoff let me start by saying that my chronicle will be a niggling long, due to the fact that I would wish to add all the inside information !

I will start off by saying I have always considered myself a straight guy. I have no payoff attracting the opposite sex and I had no idea I was doing the same with the same sex as well. I get told Im handsome all the time. I have a swimmers body build. Im very well equipped and get told I have a overnice behind alot : ). I never even expected I would ever do anything sexual with another male until ... ... ... ... ... ..

I was in my later teens and had a few protagonist that I would always attend out with. The acquaintance I hung out the most with was lav and microphone. We would always be at each others theatre or roaming around together. One thing I noticed was that John would start coming around alot more than mike. Seemed weird but I didnt think nothing of it until I found something out which I will tell you about at the end of this one. Me and John started hanging out alot more together, just me and him. We would always go to a dark repair spot in our back yard. Couldnt see anything there especially at night.

One night as we were hanging out, we began to flirt fight. He would thrill me and I would do the same back. This went on for about two calendar week, hanging out, play fighting, wrestling and tickling each other. I didnt think anything of it, everytime we hung out we were talking about daughter so nothing ever crossed my nous until one evening. As we were doing the usual, hanging out, talking about girls we began to writhe again, but this time whoremonger did something else ! He reached over and grabbed my ass. I variety of froze and thought that was unearthly but quickly let it go and did the Lapplander back to him. This also continued everynight we would hang up out, play scrap and grabbing each others asses ! This to went on for awhile. Never once did I think He was into me or that I was being tested to see how far he could get or something in that nature.

The next nighttime we hung out, privy started to try to grab my ass again. I would agitate his hand away, as if playing hard to get, then he reached and grabbed my crotch area. Again I froze ! Wasnt sure as shooting what to do here, So I went ahead and reached and grabbed his crotch area. We both began to fondle each former, all along I thought we were play fighting until John reached for me and pulled me towards him. He reached for my hips and walked up close to me and began to grind me crotch to crotch ! ! I remember thinking to myself, We shouldnt be doing this, were not suppose to be doing this ... ..what if somebody sees us ... ... ..but the notion was good so I didnt pull away ! And when he noticed i began to get hard, he took it as the OK to bear on ! and he did. The next two times we hung out I did the Same, I played hard to get but it ended with him grinding on me crotch to crotch again.On the 4th clip of grinding, We were both super hard and he noticed I was breathing deeply. I guess it turned him on because he started grinding on me even harder. We ended that night making serious eye contact and him saying bye. As he walked away he flashed me by pulling down his shorts and showing me his ass. I remember thinking to myself, He has a nice ass ! Then I got the this is wrong feeling. We are friends and both guy rope. This shouldnt be happening.

It was on a school night that John Lackland came to chaffer late. My mom let me know he was at the door and when I got there he asked if I could come outside. I asked my mom and she said ok. We walked back to our usual hang out pip and this time john slowly began to play competitiveness with me. Kind of in a more seductive case of way. I went along with it again. As we both began to get turned on, he again pulled me towards him, then walked me toward the wall. He walked up on me and began to grind on me dainty and slow, using the wall to make sure i couldnt go anywhere. We were both tops hard and very turned on. He made an elbow grease to make eye tangency and when I finally did, we both began to breath gruelling. John then stopped and reached down to my boxers and pulled them down a little and pulled my severely putz out into the loose. I was exposed. He then did the Saame and again he pinned me against the wall, this time grinding on me cock to cock, no wearable in between. The feeling of our shaft smashing against each other, Hard, Warm and Wet was beyond anything I thought it would ever finger like. He then asked me to go to his house with him for a little while. I said ok. As we walked up the street to his house, I wasnt sure what was gon na materialize. When we got to his house, we were both let down because he had visitor. His younger cousins were there and they all wanted to act as. We decided to play hide and seek with them. I noticed everywhere I went to hide out, John would follow. So I decided to hide in a W.C. all the way in the back of the house where nobody ever really looked. 2 proceedings later, I heard John asking if he could hide in there as well as he opened the room access. I said trusted. It was very dark and you couldnt see anything. I could just hear and find that bathroom was behind me. Again, he began to test the state of affairs. He began to feel on my ass and grasp for my crotch expanse. I reached back and gently squeezed his crotch surface area as well. This gave him the greenish light. I felt him reaching for my hard peter again and pulling it out. I expected him to pin me against the wall in the closet again, but couldnt really see what he was up to. Then I felt something wet and warm around my cock ... .I wasnt sure what was happening, but it felt very dependable and didnt want it to stop ! ! I got a little nervous because I let out a fall moan from the feeling ! Was hoping nobody heard me ... ... Then I reached down to see what he was doing ... ..and all i felt was a direct full-of-the-moon of hair ! John Lackland had taken my stopcock into his mouth and was slowly moving his head back and forth ! ! ! I remember thinking how does he bonk how to do this ! : ) after a few second, he stood up and whispered `` Its your turn ''. I immediately got nervous ... ..Wasnt for certain if i could even do that. He gently pushed me down to my knee. I remember getting nervous but thought to myself I had to riposte the favor ! ! I took both my paw and began stroking his hammer. I made sure as shooting to add saliva to his pecker to make it experience like I was sucking his dick but I couldnt do it. I decided to atleast perceptiveness it so i licked the head of his shaft with my lingua. That was all I could do. His breathing let me know that my manus were doing a good decent job so I continued. We then heard a noise and we both tried to cool off down and act like aught was happening. We left the closet and played a little More with his cousin-german then I headed home. As I walked family I remember thinking how hot that was, but still thinking it was wrong but felt so good.

During the week we hung out with our champion. John would earn eye inter-group communication with me and smile. I noticed mike would look at me as well, but didnt think nothing of it. The next day, a Monday i believe, Mike showed up at my planetary house. Hadnt hung out with him much but he stopped by to say hello and that was it. The following Night can came over again, form of late this fourth dimension. It was a school Nox and I had just got out of the cascade ... .Mom let me recognise he was there so I threw on a sinew shirt and some bumming boy shorts on and went outside. My mom said it was a school night so i couldnt quell out to long. Me and John chatted as we walked to out backyard and he asked if we could go to our benighted spotlight. I smiled and immediately began getting turned on as I said yes. As soon as we got there, he gently pinned me against the bulwark and began to grind me ... .he grinded me until we were both prissy and heavy ! ! Once he knew I was hard, he reached down and pulled out my cock and then his and began to comminute me cock against putz again. We were both very hard and wet again. This time we were both very turned on ... both breathing hard ... .I started to do something i never thought another male could gain me or would ready me do ... I started to moan ! ! ! As I started to moan, He started to grunt as he grinded ... ... ..then he slowly moved his way down and placed my prick into his mouth again ! ! ! This metre I reached down and helped guide his oral sex back and Forth River against my rooster ! He then stood up and narrate me it was my turn again ... ..again I could not suck his cock, but I did the same as before. Stroked him courteous and slow and he was enjoying it. We both felt so turned on and this nighttime felt different. Like we were both all in. We knew something else was gon na go on this dark ! ! After stroking him for a few, He then reached down and pulled me up. We made estimable eye middleman and then he turned me around. Him facing my back. He then pulled my shorts down to my ankle joint and pushed me slowly, getting me into the bent position ! I remember feeling extremely nervous, Should I let this happen was my thinking ? Is it gon na bruise ? We shouldnt be doing this ... ... .But We were both so turned on by this point, I dont think either one of us cared ... ... .. All we knew is that he wanted to be intimate me and I wanted him to fuck me ! ! as I stood there dented and queasy, he began to pull in down his shorts ... ... ... I remember looking at his hard dick startle out of his boxershorts and thinking ... .Thats gon na be in me tonight ! ! ! and as he put one hand on my hip and began to aim his rooster with his other hand ... ... We heard a interference as if soul was walking towards us ... ... We both frantically pulled our trunks up and straightened ourselves up and walked out of our area like nothing was going on. We didnt see anyone ... ... ..and that was the last clip me and John hung out ... ... !

We moved away shortly after that. I later found out that microphone and whoremonger had been fooling around and that they both wanted to get with me, but that Saint John the Apostle had told mike to stay away from me in that way. Me and John were snug so i heard he had told microphone he would try first and go from there. It all made signified after that. Either way, Im now 30 and married ... ... ..living a very straight lifespan ... ... but I still always had the interrogative sentence What if ? ? how would it of felt ? Am I still curious about it ? ... ... ... ... ..would I do it if I had the chance again ? ? ? ? all these questions stood with me all these years ... .... Until ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... .. To be Continued on piece 2