All 's I can ever tell you is the truth, When I first met you I sort of hoped you would just be one of those people who would take the air away after a couple of days, I did n't ever intend for you to become a big part of my lifespan, I never intentionally let you become the one someone who would make me see the world in a hale new light, I never intended to fall in love with you, I never even wanted to, I do n't ever mean any discourtesy by that but I know I am always better walking the lone road in liveliness, I always will be much better off alone as when i 'm alone there is no damage I can do to any other soul other than myself, Well I guess I do owe you one massive thankyou in life, You showed me true love, I know you only fel genuine lovemaking once and I am always grateful that I found it with you, I will always love you even though you no longer remember me, I 'll always remember the way you left me speechless whenever you spoke, I 'll always remember the way you would never take over any compliment I gave you, Always telling me I was lying even though you knew I would never lie to you, I 'll remember the nighttime you got pall and I would talk to you even after you fell asleep just so you could find like there was someone there with you all dark long, All those nighttime I gave all I had just to get to sure you never killed yourself, All those times I would lay wake up and just watch you sleep just so you would have a peaceful night, I 'll also remember all those night we argued over silly things, All those hours I would spend just searching for the right way to take it up to you even when the line was n't my defect, All those times you made me smile when all 's I wanted to do was cry, All those sentence you made me laugh just by been you, The way you always knew when I needed you even when we were land mile apart, I remember you would always do it how to make me find better when I felt so terrorise, Yeah I remember a lot of good and bad things, Pretty much everything we ever went through to be fair, All the pain in the ass I caused you and all the clip I pretty much ruined your life, I also remember the sentence you fell for that other person and left my heart zippo but a break up fix, Our relationship was ruined by that person, I loved you to a greater extent than I could ever put into dustup and in a heartbeat you moved on, Yeah i 'll admit that was a little more than than I could ever manage, I had to sit back and take in you hang more in lovemaking with the other person with each passing second and I knew there was never a thing I could of done about it, It caused me a lot of bother to look on you slowly move on from me, I remember all those times you did n't desire to talk to me just because they were online, All those times you dropped me just so you could verbalise to them then came running back as soon as they left or even unfit decided to go away just because they did, All those Night I had to pass alone just because they refused to make out online so you decided to do the like, All those meter you would quetch to me about how they would opt to do anything else rather than tattle to you, Well that was too very much. I was a little angry yet saddened when they told you how they had used you, Made you fall in love with them for a cruel joke, You dumped me for this other mortal even though they were married with a kid on the way even though at the prison term you never knew that, They were just someone who managed to do by you better than I could throw in my angry dreams, They treat you like a fag while I could only treat you as a princess, That all changed though when they hurt you, I guess it pain me a lot more knowing you finally got to sense the pain sensation I felt every second I was without you, I am truly sorry for the pain you did feel, You know aswell as I that if I could of taken the pain in the ass I would have, I would have taken every footling bad belief you had and added them to all the pain I had to feel, Still do feel, I would of let you live a life without pain in the ass or fear if only I knew how, I would suffer every bad instant in spirit if it meant you could spend a lifespan of felicity, I know I did manage to do one thing, Not sure how but I did it, I took those nightmare you suffered and made sure that you slept peacefully everynight at the cost of me not only suffering nightmares at night but suffering them through the day aswell, Yeah I somehow got it so you did n't meet while I had to suffer twice as a great deal as normal, Sounds strange but I will admit it was worth it, Whatever happened that night I am beaming it happened, indisputable i suffer a lot but I know that you do n't anymore, I just want to say that through all the in force and the bad times we shared I would never convert a single one, I mean I love you more and more with each loss heartbeat, You was my creation, My life story, My wink, You was my atomic number 8, I never thought I would be able to live without you but I seem to be doing it, Not a very adept living I will admit that but I am managing to kick the bucket the days, I want you to sleep with one finish affair, I know you will never learn this but I do love you, I have from the very first dustup we spoke to each former, I never knew what you looked like to commence with but that never mattered because to me you was and always will be the most beautiful girl to ever take the air this Earth, I mean yeah you still do walk this worldly concern but I mean that past tense, present and even in the future there will never be a miss that can even issue forth close to how beautiful you are, Anyways this has dragged on a footling too long, Just want to say I love you, I still care about you deeply and I truly and honestly miss you with all the little pieces of my broken nerve, You will always be the solitary girl that could ever fix the hurt but I know you never will, Oh well I would rather experience with a broken philia and say I felt honest love than have a whole philia and say I never knew what love was, So I guess this is goodbye, care I could see your smile one survive time, See those beautiful aristocratical eyes or just hear your angelic voice but I know I never will so I will just have to hold out with the storage of you, roll in the hay you so much, Always will till the end of time, goodbye my sweet princess, I hope your lifetime is filled with all the things you truly deserve, Peace, happiness and even love .