I forgot to put incest as one of the melodic theme, so re-posting ! My bad !

So um little warning, this part of my uh narration ? I guess tale is aright word, um is a short darker. Sorry but it's confessedly, not too dark just, I was going through many emotions the day after.

I awoke the dayspring after feeling like I had slept for days. At first the Night before with my mother felt like a dream, that was until I vastly became aware of my nakedness. I grinded my tooth as I do when I am trying to veil how skittish I am, so I guess I was trying to cover it from myself ? After though my initial awe of what happened passed, I realized I heard the shower on, quickly I rolled onto my vertebral column, feeling with my hand the border of the bed.

My mother had already slipped out of the bed. I sat up, blanket falling down and my chest just out and exposed. I remember looking down at them and blushing, scratching the side of my face, but the plethora quickly became whelm as I looked around for my shirt. It wasn't in the room so I just fell back into the bed, curling up this meter and making sure I was wrapped from feet to neck. I pretty much just laid there silently looking at my hand, caressing my digit with my thumb, lol like as if I was trying to make sure I was veridical or something…

The noise of the running water system had long stopped, I had to begin to inquire what was taking my mom so long, but didn't honestly put too much thought into it, just paused every now and then to listen. Oh decent ! You should live she has her own bathroom connected to her bedroom, so ya lol. So ya I just sorta laid there until the sound of the bathroom doorway opening made me jump. I got up with a smile on my face…but sadly it was quickly gone and I was holding back teardrop once again as I saw my mom fixing her arm for work. .

You know, now that I am a bit older, I'd like to opine a tad wiser : P hehe. I realize now that one of the major things that change as you grow up, is you are truly learn the deterrent example that life story simply goes on. It isn't that the night before wasn't as important to her as it was to me, simply that I was younger and had yet learn that fact, I was a kid and something major had happened to me, so in the distinctive small fry reaction, I had expected the entire world to end and finger as if it had changed also. So ya unaware of that life deterrent example, I was insanely hurt by the fact that she was going to lick so easily.

Hurt and pissed, I looked at her with the most harried face I could make. Eyes squinted intemperately and mouth closed harshly. Once my mom noticed my public eye at her, she huffed and her script hit the side of her second joint. ( that was her, what's up ? What's wrong motion that I had became very use to ). And you should have it off I hated that, she knew I hated that, it's like kinda rude in my eyes ? Just say the words. Well I like breathed out through my nose pissed that she did that, but instead of her common reply of going"Oh what is it ?"Instead this time she gently asked."Kim, baby, what's incorrect ?"I sharply looked back at her, and simply said nothing !

My mom, I guess trying to be patient, sat at the bound of the bed, and said the very LITERALLY the perfect thing I thought she should of said."Honey, do you require me to stay home ? We can blab about, well, anything you want."Heh…she said the Holy Scripture, she even looked like she truly meant it, so even till today, I ask myself, why didn't I just accept her whirl ? Why did I have to be a bitch. *sigh* So ya instead of saying, yes please ! I need you to stay on ! No instead of I just got out of bed, keeping the cover tightly held to my pectus, responding to her without even looking at her."No I'm amercement, go to work."Was all I had to say. Oh little funny side bill haha was actually hard shuffling with my groundwork over the mantle ( im not magniloquent LOL ! )

I guess trying to be a dear mom, she cut me off at the door*sigh* It's like, you know when you are just so raging, but you want to like…you want to just stop being mad you want to just say"hey I'm sorry."But you don't….well that was this case. She cut me off asking me, pleading with me to please mouth to her. But being the stubborn brat that I was AND YES I ADMIT IT I WAS…key word is was…anyways ! I just told her in a very low but ass feel"Please just let me go to my room, I want to be left alone, okay ? !"
My mom simply put her head down, I remember this natural process very well cuz, well…cuz I just wanted to seize her and…yes kiss her. But as you may tell, this day was just becoming a shape of things I wish I did differently cuz well, I just nodded for her to spread out the door, and left as she did.

Now in my elbow room, I dropped the blanket, crying quietly to myself, but my hand shook it's self into a fist as I grabbed my hair's-breadth, I hated myself in that bit, but I wasn't certain what I hated myself for, the sex, or giving her the insensate articulatio humeri after. I know sex is never what we want it to be our first time, but my trouble wasn't this, it was the opposite damn it. I was furious that, she was perfect she wasn't this monster I partly wanted her to be, she was gentle and loving the full time, and it was amazing, dare I say perfect for me ? But It was with my female parent and I was upset, interrupt how much I had enjoyed myself.

wellspring feeling really weird just being naked, I had decided to find some apparel. I walked to my cupboard, but stopped as I heard the front door open and close…I remembering just, I dunno, snickering ? in disappointment that she actually left, and just shrugging it off, telling myself…fuck her.

So ya, feeling too many emotions to deal with, I decided to …well take a shower to relax/erm…clean up ya…So ya..there I was in the exhibitioner, hands against the wall, eyes closed and me just trying to relax, trying to just consecrate on the hot pee running down my body, I had it so hot my hide was turning pink lol. Sadly, the magic of a nice hot shower, did not mold this sentence as I, well began once again playing back the events of last night, though this meter was different, my mom drifted not to what she had done to me, but to her eubstance, how ….how pose she looked, and I found myself starting to become very turned on.

I remember my hand, drifting down my chest and cupping my left breast. I massaged myself gently, blushing, pretending it was my mom's hand on me. For a minute I think I just stood there massaging my titty, rubbing my tummy with my other bridge player, avoiding actually touching my pussy. Then, heh it's Wyrd where our minds go sometimes…or well mine at least, I thought of my father…I thought of my brothers and I began to mean of what they would think…then of how my ally would estimate me, what they would say of me if they knew and I just 100 % immediately stopped…no retentive did I even have the energy to fight the mi in my abdomen or even cry, so instead I simply sat down in the cascade, slouching myself up against the street corner, just sitting there for not for certain how long, but felt like 15 min+.

I guess just simply the high temperature had became too practically, or just sitting on the hard cascade base for so long my bum was going numb : P So I had decided to finally get out, I poured mortal wash on my hands and just gave myself a quick cleaning, you know, shampoo ect ect hehe.

So ya this is sorta when I lost it…lol. When I exited the shower, I didn't even grab a towel, I just felt kinda like a zombie, drained…mentally exhausted. Then…I don't know…I looked at the mirror which now was super foggy, I leaned over jump from the coldness I felt as my tegument touched the sharpness of the sinkhole. I wiped away as a good deal as I could ( im short ! ) and ya I mean I just stepped back and looked at myself.

I was just, I was confused. I looked at myself thinking, what, I mean what could she possible see me in me that was so bang-up ? I examined myself from read/write head to waist. I thought, my optic are kind of pretty…maybe she liked them ? Then I looked at my breast, I…I never really looked at them like this before I always thought they where kinda decent, I developed early, but…never really saw them as objects of desire before. I looked at them, remembering like, like how much my mom just seemed to…erm relish them. I…just, I became quickly embarrassed tbh, and even felt a little stupid, trying to mean of what my own mother found best about me…haha*sigh*

Well…needless to say superfluity quickly turned into pity *Sigh* and ignominy quickly became anger. I was angry…angry at myself but wanting to put all the blame on her…I foolishly did and I just became filled with rage, so lots madness it was like I woke up, my body just got all this get-up-and-go and anger and I just I didn't know where to put it like I needed to physically put it somewhere and I just looked at myself and I just was thinking how, like god how could I give up this happen, how could she do this to me, how just how. It just all built up too fast till finally I just grabbed the deal soap heart, fully prepared to throw at the mirror.

So…there I was looking at myself, my bridge player up in throwing apparent movement, but I just I guess I stopped cuz I haha thought of how mad my mom would be, how it would cost money to repair it, and well it sounds dumb but I liked the mirror so that factored into it too. But…but then I erm…I thought again how practically my mom use to get disquieted when my brother broke stuff when he got angry and how rag she gets even when we break stuff on accident and I …I just SCREAMED I mean I JUST SCREAMED and threw it with all my might at the mirror breaking the soap bottle thingy ( it was a nice like shabu thingy my grand ma bought me ) And it just broke and the mirror had 2 giant cracks with a the like immense gash where I threw it.

I stood there, looking at my Handy oeuvre, and just I was just still so mad that I just grabbed my hair as tight as I could and pulled it back, still screaming, falling to my stifle and once again, crying but this time just full blown weeping, shivering and all…It got so bad that I started to hic up and almost threw up. I even found myself over the sewer, but I didn't.

So, ya… that happened lol. But after I calmed down finally, I got up and got dressed ( slipped over a retentive grim HBK T-shirt, and a pair of pink pantie ) To hell with matching ! I didn't precaution ... My drumhead was killing me and I was passing freakin hungry…but didn't feel exactly like cooking…lol. So I called my pet pizza spot ! Deep dish sausage balloon paddy with excess cheese..mmmmm : P wellspring while I was waiting…I was just like sorta bored and trying not to guess of last night, so I decided to rent a pic on demand ( atomic number 26 man in caseful any of you care. ) Oh ya, not, that it's important but I am a pretty big D/C fan ! Im a hardcore comic girl…so let's all hope man of steel rocks ! Cuz I am tired of Marvel wtfpwnig the comic book movie world ! I mean…ya batman is cool off but really heath ledger's joker made that trilogy exceptional, the first one was ok, one-third one good, only the dark horse was a sea captain opus.

Anyways…lol sorry now that that is out of my system…I will persist in hehe…oh ya youth justice rule ! Ok ok I'm done : P So there I was watching Iron man, till finally I heard the door knocking. I quickly jumped up thinking THANK GOD ! Lol…but to my dismay…lol dismay look at me being all fancy, anyways to my disheartenment ! It wasn't the pizza guy…

It's like of all the masses in the earthly concern I really didn't want to see ( other than my mom, or maybe I did desire to see her who knows, surely not me ) My dad…was at the door UGH. Ya…needless to say I was just taken back, I immediately was like…DAD ? ! I think if I recall correctly, my representative even crackled lol. Ya, so like I just..haha I stood there blocking him from entering money box finally he knocked me back to realism. He was like"Uh…Move ?"lol ya…that's my dad for ya : P As he walked in he took a prompt face around. Becoming oddly spooky as if somehow he had physic ability and knew what had happened here terminal night, I questioned him as to why he was here.

well he saw my gasp on the floor, I watched him just stare at them. I just…my middle began to airstream like a thousand meter faster than it should, I just all I could do from panicking was I just stabbed my inside hand with my nails telling myself SHUT UP in my head saying it's not like it's not normal to just birth my gasp laying around he has no idea your being an half-wit ! Then, it was like as if god was just messing with me, to micturate things bad my dad picked up my jeans, squeezing them feeling them. I was like"What are you doing ?"Then..my body just lol, just let out a big sigh of relief as he went in my air pocket and grabbed out my phone, his cheek giving me that…tisk tisk looking at hehe. He saw how like…panicy I was or how just quieten I had become all of a sudden not sure, but he is not one to let something go. Soooo my dad being who he is quickly began to grill me asking me."What's wrong ? Scared I was gon na incur something else in your pants, and also stay fresh your shucks telephone set charged Kimberly ! ( he calls me full public figure when he is lecturing. )

Apparently he was worried all day because last he heard I was going by Ruben's…and he had tried to call me to insure up, but I guess I just let my earphone die out and then he had been unable to reach my mom. ( I found out years later that she actually felt too awkward to utter to him that day.

I told him no to his interrogative sentence, but he was suspicious so he had begun to riffle through my pant pockets, which quite frankly pissed me off and I was already moody that day. So well haha honestly I just raged. I was like DAD STOP WTH. He just…typically laughed off my reaction telling me to calm down, which just made it so often worse so I walked up to him and snatched my bloomers, telling him not disturb my things. He then went. HEY ! You know in that way fathers do implying showing them respectfulness, but I just rolled my eyes and said, dad Ruben dumped me, I am not in the humor.

You should lie with my dad has never been wonderful with the drama situations so his reaction haha was like"Ah fuck you okay ?"lol. So ya I just was like"I'm fine."But honestly I just wanted him to leave, zero against him I just wanted to be left alone ya know ? And also well like Ruben literally meant nothing to me haha being dumped really was soooo minor to me now. wellspring anyways, he wasn't seeming to get the picture that I wanted to be left alone as he sat down on the sofa. But quickly after he sat down, the pizza guy finally knocked.

My dad asked who that was. I told him I had ordered pizza pie, he haha said"Oh nice, from genoz ?"I was like…yes…how we like it. I gave a faint smile as he got up to go pay for it, but honestly I just was thinking…o god he isn't gon na go lol. So ya…my dad paid, placed the pizza pie on the table, opening it and taking a big sniff as if he had never smelled it before haha. I was like…"Dad I ordered that for myself !"And he looked at me and said"A vauntingly pizza pie for yourself ? Also I paid !"I was like…well it's not like I asked you too I was going to…You just sorta got to the door first, besides ! I was gon na eat it over the course of 2 or 3 24-hour interval ! My dad though just went"Bah I'll get ya another one if you want it so bad in 3 days."I …ugh panicking I just…honestly I just figured I'd play the truth bill ( half truth ).

I simply just, one-half whispered to my dad, telling him that I love him and thanks for checking on me, but I really just require to be alone right now. I was hoping for a simple okay, maybe he takes a composition or two of pizza pie with him lol, but nope, nothing is ever that simple. He just grabbed a man and sat down, pointing across from him, asking me to accept a seat. I think I just like sighed and like made that motor phone with my sass haha.

So I did as he asked and sat down, but I just crossed my arms as I sat down, giving him a pretty undeservingly insensate"What ?"He just well went on to tell me he was worried about me, he was worried about how I have been acting lately. He told me that he gets everyone has to go through a fierce patch where they need to act out, but he specifically told me he was very unpleased in how I had been treating my mother…haha you could only conceive of how just, tight my head got as I tried not to burst out in anger, and at Saami meter had to start out fighting back the rip that was forming. It was like he just couldn't of said anything worse as he had told me how he talked to my mom. And how she told him I just needed time I I JUST I JUST WANTED HIM TO SHUT UP. He was praising her like she was the advantageously freakin female parent ever. He was telling me how she told him to be patient that it's a phase it will pass. He was telling me how much my mother loves me and how she would do anything for me….heh all I could recall was he should be intimate what she has fucking done TO me.

Anyways, I guess he misread my rip, but then again, what sane father would see his daughter in tears and go, oh hey you must be stressed over the sex with your mother LOL ! So ya, misreading em, my dad just was all like, I am not saying this stuff to make you experience bad, I just want you to recognise your mother loves you, I love you blah blah rant. It's like thanks but…you just don't know.

fountainhead needless to say lol tbh, my reaction as ummm lupus erythematosus then positive as I just told him to please stop, that he has no idea what I am going through. My lyric where kind, but my flavor was totally, hey piss off lol. fountainhead you know how kids and parents are, we never think they understand, but they usually do, though in this case I truly don't think he did. Though it did not hold on him from giving me the old"Kim, listen I have been flip material in my life."He even gave me the you think your ma and I breaking up was easy on me address - -. Honestly though the unpaired thing happen, I was watching my dad talk to me, being you know…a father…a parent and I just, well I melted as dense as that may sound, I just melted and completely instantly relaxed.

I just ha, I almost laughed but I just smiled and said thanks dad. He haha my dad is a pretty rum guy : P So my dad was just like"No prob…so we good ? Did I fix ya ?"I just glared at him and was like um I wasn't broke and you were doing great till then you jerk. So lol anyways after that it was pretty rule we talked about how big of a tug Ruben is ( I lied a footling ) And we both knew it was me who was the bitch but it was really relaxing bashing the guy who dumped me with my dad haha. Oh also I am a horrible sister : P BUT HE IS A BAD Dad cuz we both had a effective laugh at my brother who apparently had got mugged ? I think mugged, what is it called when you fall asleep in the and person takes your back pack lol.
So ya the ease of the day more or less was light, we restarted the picture show, I got a mini talk of how I only ate 1 piece of pizza and how wasteful it was to club a vauntingly haha, you know just convention stuff..and god was it what I needed just some normal time with a parent. I think about half way through the final exam fighting scene of iron man I just fell asleep, draw close up against my dad, smiling and just not even thinking about her or the dark before.

So, I guess despite having a well dark of good sleep, I think I was just emotionally drained. I slept for a few hours apparently and my dad had seem to lessen asleep as well holding me hehe. Everything was just, a close to perfect as it could cause been considering. But then…she came family. I was woken up by the doorway closing, and my mom going"Robert ? ? ?"My mom ha just seemed so thrown that my dad was over. I remember her cracking her neck opening ( which she sometimes does when she is caught off guard ).
My dad quickly jumped up, which kinda made me sad, I even….grabbed onto him trying to keep him for just a import longer, I loved the feeling of his bureau, his smell, NOT IN A SEXUAL WAY AT ALL I never have ever had feelings for my forefather, just…I was that father flavour, like I was safe with him and I just didn't want to him to go. Sadly though, my little attempt to hold onto him failed as he just laughed me off and got up, resting my hands back onto the couch.

There was a quick conversation between the two, my mom asking why he was there and my dad asking why she wasn't picking up her phone. I am not sure if my mom lied or just happen to take a good reason, but the intellect she gave was, she was in a meeting with a node and had her phone muted. I remember my dad like, blowing out like his backtalk got big as he blew out and that's simply his distinctive"im tired im out guys."William Tell. He even stretched, yawning, looking at me. It took everything in me to not cry, it literally took my dispatch elbow grease to just, not cry.

He asked if I felt better, if I was alright now. Heh it's Wyrd. I remember feeling like, trapped like plz don't leave me alone with her ! But there was cypher keeping me there ? There was zilch stopping me but myself from leaving, from not being alone with her, simply me, weird huh ? Too feeling trapped but only to be trapped by yourself lol.

My mom walked my dad out the door, I think they talked for a minute of arc or two, not sure what about but I didn't tactile property like waiting for my mom to come in and say or do something, so I simply got up off the couch and glided half dazed to my room, locking the threshold and just falling on my bed, and rolling up into the center. I laid there, just waiting for her, finally I heard her walking down the mansion, stopping in front line of my door. There wasn't even a irregular of silence, the second she reached my doorway she immediately knocked, turning the hold, unsuccessfully trying to enter my room.

I didn't say a workplace I just sat up and looked at the threshold, my heart began to feel as if it was sinking down into my stomach. I was expecting her to say give the door, or something, ask how I was ? Ask to talk, I don't know, all I know is she did none of those. Instead she merely asked if I needed anything. I told her I just wanted to be left alone right now. And with a simple alright, I heard her manner of walking away.

So I pretty much laid there for just awhile, not surely how long wasn't even sure as shooting what prison term it was I am guessing pass 6, considering my mom gets home around 5:30-6 usually. Anyways I got up, bored ? But unwilling to leave behind my room, so I went to my shelves and finally gave in haha. My friend Amy had been trying to get me to watch Buffy the vampire Slayer for like EVER, so I figured what the hell I grabbed the season 1 and figured I will finally collapse it a shot, she did buy me all 7 seasons after all lol…sorta lame b-day gift when you wanted so many other things, but oh well lol.

Okay I got to say, did not flick with me at all the solitary ground I even got through 4 installment was because I had NOTHING ELSE TO DO…you know alone…cuz see, I didn't just not want to leave my room, I really did want to be left alone at that present moment. So I just so you all know, it wasn't for like another year+ Did I finally watch all of Buffy haha. So it was like 11 and I was annoyingly across-the-board awake, it was a Saturday night too so all my friends that didn't hate me lol where asking me to go out with them. And a few metre I will admit I almost just called one or two and told em to come in run into up with me but I just never got to it cuz, well…well I had started to wonder what my mom was doing heh.

I hadn't heard from her and I wonder if she had gone to sleep. But as I wondered if she was sleeping my psyche started to cogitate of many other things. What was she thinking all day ? Was she really just okay with everything ? I thought to myself it makes sense I mean she had wanted this longer then I right ? And well I still wasn't sure enough if I wanted it even after it had happened. As I walked back and Forth in my way, I started to have an itch to go talking to her, to just speak to her but had no estimate about what. And unwisely I walked back and forth in my elbow room thinking how to speak to her, do I go hey mom, how was your day ? Or do I just gah I don't even know I actually thought that I just it was stressful wanting, needing to do something and having no idea why, or even exactly what you wanted.

Finally I gave up and told my supporter I was going to sleep for the night I wasn't touch sensation dear which was a lie cuz I was just I had slept a lot that day so I was simply just too waken, despite really wanting zippo more than to just fold my optic and eternal rest. Eventually, it wasn't even the need that had me to see my mom tbh lol it was simply boredom, I was bored out of my mind and nothing seemed to be able to celebrate my pursuit, so I finally left my way, and slowly very slowly, taking each stair to make indisputable I was ready for…w/e…and well …heh It was that walk to my room that, my consistency had begun to tingle.

I was taking my metre and getting knots in my tummy, wondering now that if I came to her way at night, would she get the wrong idea ? Would she remember I wanted a repetition of net night ? And then as I was outside her door, It was as if that walk from elbow room to room was sufficiency to just go back and forth 100000000 times on what I wanted, and now that I was in front of her door, I was no closer to knowing. All I knew was my body was tingling, my white meat were…feeling ticklish ? Haha like little fingers were crawling all over them and my stomach was all in knots. I ten asked myself in my mind, had I come here for something ? Am I that messed up in the head that I was bored so I went to my mom to…um what ? Entertain me ? *sigh*

I had decided that I was already there and I was going to at least just, talk to her, but honestly I was so nervous that my articulatio humeri were shaking and I literally no joke was so flighty also that I debated on if I should just walk in or knock for like 3 minutes. I went with the little but immediate rap on the door ( you know the meretricious ones you make that are inadequate but fast and when you want to wake individual up or get them out of the toilet like ASAP ) : P.

About like half a second went by without a reply lol, so I gave it another quick knock. Then I heard my mom going"clench on ! 1 endorsement !"My paw clutched open and closed when I heard her phonation, I was nervous, but I think, I don't know maybe it's just how I feel today, but I think I might have been a little excited. Anyways ! The door opened and my mom was wearing only a robe, that she had tightly closed. She was clearly gone as she was rubbing her optic, yawning a niggling. I remember looking at her and smiling a little, she was…so cute. I stood lol oddly quiet, not sure why but I just wanted her to greet me or something, I just didn't want to ask to come in, I just didn't. After she gathered herself a little, she looked at me and with a smile asked me what's up haha…I just, awkwardly responded, telling her I couldn't sleep, gulping strong and scratching my top dog, annoyingly aware of what I was doing and screaming at myself to finish being like such a freakin cretin lol.

well, as I raged at myself in my forefront, my mom finally gave me the greeting I wanted lol. She just asked, so gently and welcoming, almost like she sounded younger if that makes sensory faculty."Kim, want to come in ?"I just nodded a little and said sure. So I came in…and haha god I was so lame back then, I sorta just stood in the room looking around as if I never been in it ... haha…Ya…lol. My mom made me bound so lots when she put her hands gently but VERY unexpectedly on my shoulders, massaging them for probably half a sec, cuz when I jumped I must of startled her because she quickly let go and apologized.

I lol was like, sorry ! Back to her sorry ? Haha I know odd but w/e…So like was maybe 2-5 seconds of just awkward silence before my mom just sat on the bed and placed her helping hand on her laps, gave me a very well what felt like a very solemn motherly smile and asked me what's up. I sorta just walked around the bed looking at it, thinking how odd it was that that is where it happened, while I just wondered how it must of looked from this item of horizon. I had heard her, but I had yet to respond so my mom just again asked me What's up but this time adding a"Are you okay sweetie ?"

My regard quickly shifted from the bed back to her, I just I didn't know what to say so I nodded my head no…I nodded my no in reception to"What do you want"only issue is…she didn't ask that haha. So I guess there was a fiddling pickle up in communications, it's like I knew what she said I just was having publication forming Word, and she just looked at me very concern and asked me what was wrong. I finally stopped, and with a intemperately gulp that made my auricle popped a little, I said I was fine. My mom asked if I was surely, and I went back to nodding as a response.

Feeling fallible in the knees, I sat on the edge of the bed opposite of my mom, but for some reason I felt really really like fluttered and I stood back up, apologizing and asking if it was alright for me to sit down. My mom just haha she laughed at me = ( Not like a crazy mean HAHAHA moron FAIL laugh just a picayune chortle, giggle ? She laughed and I just sighed feeling pudden-head, I guess causing her to put her hand over her mouth in a very VERY bad attempt in trying to quit herself from laughing.

okay so this is probably where you are gon na think im a full child/brat but I was thinking of the day I had…the mirror..I broke and how mad I had been earlier, now I didn't smell angry at all in that moment but I stupidly wanted to…So I tried to rally up some anger and I snapped at her laughing and shouted"It's not amusing ! God what is wrong with you !"…My mom immediately then stopped laughing, and she just sighed her caput tilted and her eyes wary. She just took a deep hint and said"Baby please, let's not fight, let's just blab okay ? How was your day ?"She asked…

I dunno, maybe I was spent, I had let out all my anger, but when she asked I tried to act bowl over, I tried to frown my brows and be pissed, but honestly I just the watchword that came out came out filled with tears as I told her about the mirror I broke…I think I told you earlier how my mom is about breaking stuff and nonsense its really one of her push button, like it hits a nerve. So I sorta cry out expecting her to rage but she …haha clearly wanted to cuz she started getting worked up, her nose flare out open up. But haha she let out a long pennywhistle blow ? Not sure what to ring it lol. I apologized, I said that I would pay for it ( not indisputable how lol ). She just looked at me though and just said its fine. But after I guess it was really annoying her cuz she got up and I was like"waiting it's really bad I haven't cleaned it yet"( no musical theme what I would of done tom ake it look better ) I was just talking out of panic. But she got up and just walked out, I quickly followed to my lavatory where she entered first, I stood at the doorway as she was in the eye of the room, hands on her hips as she looked at the mirror and the shattered glassful script pump thingy all over the sink.

"I'm sad"I said again. She, percipient as day trying very hard to constrain herself, asked why. I…I told her I didn't know. And I started to cry again and this time bad I just slouched my side against the door and slid down the door and asked"Mom I am so fucked up what do I do ?"I guess thinking about it, it's probably messed up to ask the someone who is sorta the problem, but I just wanted my mommy. *sigh*My mom I remember mitt shook hysterically at the mirror, telling me not to even worry about that, that its nil, she quickly was on the floor with me, her hands again on my shoulders, rubbing them, trying to relax me as she said"Kimmy listen to me, there is nothing wrong with you, I just, I am stupid OK ? I put too much on you baby, this is me not you, alright ?"

I heard her Holy Scripture, and I could narrate she imply it, but I just shake my brain no, cuz despite how sincere she was, I knew the Truth. I answer licking my teeth and biting my tongue, shaking my head in dissension till finally the discussion just came pouring out."I made you mom, it's me, I…I made you, I made you"And then I just became a broken phonograph record repeating those quarrel, until my own shame became too great and I covered my font with my hands, and just weep into them hardcore.

My mom now was rubbing the face's of my shoulders furiously, telling me to please hold on, to please take heed to her. I heard her but I just wanted to just burst in that moment, I just wanted to curl up in a ball and became small, I felt torn and I just kept on crying, heaving now extremely bad into my men. I just kept on till my mom said something that just shocked me out of it. She said"Kimberly ! Listen to me I wanted in conclusion dark to happen, I played as if you were forcing me so you felt in control, but the truth is."Then she paused and her hands went on mine, pulling my bridge player away from my fount. I was shaking still from crying so hard, but I looked directly into her now dolorous face, tears running down each side. She then said it again"Listen to me"She asked if I was and I weakly nodded up and down."Listen to me, I wanted to be with you I was selfish, I was incorrect, you want to be mad babe, be mad at me I am a demon. When I heard you broke up with Ruben, dependable to god I was just hoping in my fucked up mind, that you'd run into my arms."

I searched her eyes to see if she meant it, or was just saying what I needed to hear, but as I saw her eyes squint in….in pity ? I saw she meant it, she had got what she wanted. She continued though."I am so sorry, I truly just want you glad More than anything, but Kim I am in honey with you."And that was it…I have heard her William Tell me over month now that she had fallen in love life with the person I have grown into, but it's dissimilar, citizenry can say the words a 100 different ways, but zilch is like hearing individual say they are IN sexual love WITH YOU, just 4 words simple as that, yet far more, revealing than any other actor's line. I mean it, for anyone who disagrees well fine, but if she had said Kim I am in love with my girl, or kim I am in love with who you have become or anything else, I wouldn't of done what I did next. I placed my hands on the incline of her face and kissed her. I was caught up in the candy kiss, her brim on mine again, still at this point it felt so wrong but so good. I now miss that feeling as I have grown use to my mother's lips on mine.

Sadly the feeling did not stay as ira, actually did form again in me, I broke the kiss remembering, playing back what she had just told me. I was furious at the thought and I asked straight out, almost yelling it"Are you just using me now ? Hoping I just pay you what you want again cuz you differentiate me you loved me ?"My mom put her work force on my stifle and shook her forefront no and told me."I never used you Kim and I never will I swear to god I won't, but I won't lie to you about anything like this. I love you and I don't think I ever will break being in honey with you. Okay ? But that said. I am your female parent and I will protect you from anything even myself, and if you want this to end it will end. I just won't lie to you and pretend that I am not wannabe that you may return my love."

I sat there, taking in every word but honestly just blushed, my mom was telling me she was in love with me over and over and she was telling me she wanted me. I liked the component part where she said she was still my female parent, but I just…I could really only think about the piece where she said she loved me, the component of returning her honey. So I just sat there intellection, my mom patiently staying still just rubbing my knee joint gently, not rushing me at all, it was nice.

Heh to be honorable I knew my answer to the dubiousness she hadn't technically asked, the mo she was done public speaking, I knew I was going to kiss her and I knew I wanted to be with her again, but I stood there, scared, trying to find a way to be strong and resist, but I was faint lol and thank god for it. Finally I looked at her and…in my precious sorta kiddy spokesperson I asked her if maybe we can um….go back to her room. My mom let out a little chuckle and winked at me saying of course.

So ya…lol we went to her elbow room and as we entered I lol figured better use this a little to my advantage and was like"So you aren't mad about the mirror right ?"She…haha okay honestly I swear I am not an changeling but her reaction still so catch me off guard. She just went"Na you will make up for it."And she winked at me and….undid her gown, letting it just fall open………I I just felt so dazed I was like"Mom..that isn't fishy don't say that."My mom just curled her sass and nodded, walking to me and putting her branch on my shoulders, her men resting well pass my head as she just said"Ok, im sorry"ina very none serious tone, and she even immediately after leaned in and kissed me. This osculation I think, was our first kiss where I actually was moaning quite a bit, I wasn't so skittish this time but still was quite a little, but I was enjoying myself much more, really kissing her back with everything I had….I even for first prison term was bold a minuscule and put both my hands on her waist ...

She was the one to break the kiss as she took a step back, slipping her gown off and letting it descend to the base. I just stood there looking at her, almost biting my lip but it was as if I lost ascendence of my consistence and my lip wouldn't movement correctly haha. She then said"How about we give old Shawn a break."( okay for you people who don't know HBK=Shawn Michaels the dude on my t-shirt ). So ya my mom came to me and I think she was gon na facilitate me withdraw my shirt off but I just nodded my head teacher and said"ok"and quickly slipped it off…I imagine she was gon na serve me cuz she went"oh"and let out a lilliputian giggle like..okay then that works form of laugh.

My mom then smiled and just reached over and gave my nipple a quick pinch *sigh* haha. I twitched and she just lifted her read/write head forward for a sec saying"how about you get fully comfortable."I ..only took a second base to get what she meant as I grabbed my scanty to bring em down, but she told me wait. Then she told me to"consume them off boring baby, please."So…remembering the Night before I, leaned forward and stick around my bum out, and began to drop away them slowly but honestly I felt WAY TO EMBARASSED I just haha cartoon strip teasing my mom I so was not up for that yet, so I just went"Na I'm good"And just yanked back up straight and pulled em down fast, stepping out of them and just kicking em off to the flooring.

My mom rolled her eyes and told me I was no fun lol ! But what she did next made me feel so stupid she, leaned down and grab my panties, she held em stretched out for me to see…She then brought it to her boldness and just inhaled them. Then after…o god haha I actually don't even want to typewrite this share, she lowered them, keeping both of her eyes sharply on mine as she bit down on the edge of my panties, pulling them with her teeth and letting them snap out of her sass. I just..lol I felt so just GAH I just sat down for a sec before rolling to the snapper of the bed….taking the Saame spot as I did the nighttime before. She laughed at me, making me feel stupidly and for some cause I covered my white meat, whining and asking her"WHAT ? !"My mom just started laughing actually kinda strong and it was upsetting me. But I felt so speechless that I didn't even rage I was just like"Mom please stop."

She could totally tell how I said it that she really was hurting my feelings but she seemed to receive a toilsome time stopping she just said"Baby I'm sorry you just are too adorable, you just."Then she started laughing again…but I was like MOM ! And she was like"I am so dreary just ( while laughing ) I am just, you are just so cute my baby girl, only you would just get into situation like that."I…ugh I felt like my grimace was on fire I quickly jumped up and was like"I'm sorry I just…please turn back laughing ! I just thought you wanted to…do um what…what we did…sorry."And my mom just was like awww baby you are TOO CUTE. And she crawled on the bed, finally thankfully stopped laughing more or less, she came up to me and gave me a immediate kiss. Raising her brows though she than went, sorta of asking but not really."So you liked what I did hold out night huh ?"

I just I had never felt more delay in my life, I was just like"No I just, thought you wanted to do that…stuff again."I swear the second the words left my mouth I was like REALLY KIM ? REALLY ? ! She just snapped her fingerbreadth and pointed at me going"riiight"Honestly I was just passing play embarrassed so I was just like"Can we please just run on."My mom just smile, biting her lips and letting the her lip pop out as she said"Sure we can."She then…told me to go back lay down, get comfy she said…then teased me and said"take your position !"I was like MOM ! She was like"okay okey, I'm done."So ya…I…as she put it…took the spot and laid back at the center of the bed. So..I laid there now feeling kinda dumb after that whole ordeal…lol.

My mom…looked at me up and down, making me blush *sigh* She then stroked her chin and said"I changed my mind, rollover…"I was like …um…no ? lol. Then she…uhhh lol she placed her mitt on my abdomen and rubbed it over my belly playfully telling me to do on and not be shy. . I just..I TOLD her fine and I got up just to lay off her from doing the handwriting thing on my stomach, she use to do that to me when I was little trying to get me to intercept throwing a fit but …ya it was kinda creeping me out now tbh. So I got up and…I rolled over to my tum, feeling really off setting, I mean I of course laid my face flat and turned it, to calculate at her but it just…I felt very just like I said off.

Anyways, so there I was, on my stomach and my mom just, lol did something VERY unexpected, she put her hands on each of my sides and pushed down semi backbreaking on my back. I remember grunting but moaning I was like holy crap that feels fucking awesome ! She was ilk"See, just listen to your mother ! Relax okay ?"And I just placed my case forward and nodded ( assuming she saw me ) Cuz she went up my backbone and pushed again. I, even till today I love having her push on my back it feels great, I have tried to have others do it and I dunno maybe cuz I have only ever had guys do it other than her and it's usually they hurt, but it felt really dear that night having her do it. So haha she did that for about 5 min and she punched my backbone also, rubbed it really adept, all total probably like 10 min hehe. And then she stopped.

After helping me slacken hehe, my mom gave me a immediate kiss on my back, asking me if I felt a piffling better…I …I just honestly felt so much more loosen up but she gives such great massages that I said, trying to be adorable but half good"5 more arcminute and I'll be great ! Please and ty !"She hates when I say plz and ty : P But I guess she really wanted me to just find relaxed, cuz she said okay sweetie and kissed my rachis again and itch my back some more, my cervix and she finished by rubbing my head, I WAS IN Heaven, honestly I never had anyone sacrifice me a massage before, and I had…been stressed lately and I guess she just knew what I needed heh…

Anyways we chatted also during it was actually …nice I am so glad she did that cuz it did completely relax me, and it just, I needed that not just the massage but the conversation, we talked about my supporter Lisa, work, and my dad's crazy obsession with Genoz pizza. So…I guess after my mom was done, she got close to my ear and said, well asked …um"So ready to really relax now babe ?"…God after the massage and stuff I dunno I just loved when she called me sister now : P

I just, I knew what she meant so I was a niggling hesitant, also I sorta just wanted her to restrain rubbing me : P but I just nodded yes. And I began to roll over. But my mom stopped me going"No no Kimmy, just relax stay down."I just…I was care erm OK, kinda just assuming she was gon na rub me some more haha ! Maybe my legs ? I dunno all I know was I loved being spoiled like this !
Little intermission for a moment, my mom totally must of wanted me for awhile cuz I remember thinking how the sin is this woman single, she is only 18 yr older then I ( yep that's right 36 ) She highly above average, she is no modelling but she looks 28 ish, and I just I don't get how the Hades person else didn't snatch her up lol, I guess SHE IS PICKY.

okay back to the good portion : P sorry. So like I was laying there expecting some more back rubbing but instead she said…very um cute yet seductively."Do me a favour baby girl, please lift your beautiful ass for me."Haha I …god I remember my chemical reaction I just was 100 % like"WHAT ? ! NO ?"I even tried lfiting my head but she playfully pushed my head back down and went"Come on, stop playing the shy bill of fare hun, just ask yourself this, sanction ?"I just…whispered okay in response."Just ask yourself if you want mommy to draw you cum really firmly, if so then do I say !"I …lol I was like…ma…don't like talk like that. She then asked if I really didn't like when she does. I just shrugged and told her maybe I just need time to get use to it, I am just so use to hearing her talk a certain way it's looney to hear her lecture like this now…to me.

So my mom…being the smartass she is, snaffle my brass and started massaging them going"Ok then."Her voice…changed like she was telling me to do my prep and she simply said"Kimberly Blank blank ( no umbrage don't want to get my eye and live name ) Lift your ass right now young lady."I…haha I am not indisputable if that is exactly what I had in mind im 99.9 % sure it wasn't but I sorta liked it so I obeyed, besides she was already…um spreading my buttock and stuff so that also kinda helped in the sense that it would have been stupid to show off to her what she was already …playing with ?

So I did as she said, lifting my butt in the air, my knee joint sliding up the bed into the blanket. My mom placed her hands on my waist, serve me in raising my butt in presentation for her…*sigh* So ya…there I was, my branch up and crossed, forehead resting on them with my knee joint up on the bed, my butt up in the air, breast lonesome mammilla touching barely the bed. She wasted no time…I just I didn't even get a mo to be embarrassed of the pose I was in as she just got behind me and plunge mightily in…

It caught me so off guard that I jumped a little yelping"wait hold hold on !"But she did not even slow up down, she gliding her deal up and down my brass while she licked my pussy in up and down in circles…I, felt so much more blue being in this position…I felt…degraded, and…more on display I suppose. Which may not make sense but it is what it is. I moaned and shivered and a part of me truly displeased the position I was in but anytime I would try to protest, all that would escape my sassing was the word mom between the moan I could not help but release.

After about if I had to pretend 5 minutes, I had my world-class orgasm of the night, but as my body tightened and my nous just exploded, my mom did not slow at all, instead she rewarded my orgasm with a digit inside me…It was…too much never had I had something truly inside me other then myself, and now my female parent, it was my mother that was inside. I felt her finger's breadth wiggle around inside me and I felt violated, not …erm not bad just I felt like, like I was truly being touched, like a constituent of me that wasn't supposed to be touched by her was just hers to do with as she pleased. It was crazy how much my body my intact body just focused on this 1 picayune finger in me that seemed to control my entire trunk with every movement it did.

My mom now removing her sassing from my ass, she now adjusted herself to the position of me…keeping her middle finger inside me, the remainder of her hand squeezing my butt. With her former handwriting she glidded over my back, calling me a undecomposed girl and how beautiful I was, but it was when she said"God I love you Kim."that just sent me over the sharpness, I came again, and this prison term I could experience my soundbox reduce its clasp on her finger's breadth as if it didn't want to let it go I felt so……so..just silly to sustain something in me moving around so a lot I somehow wanted to cover my insides from it, but at the same time…I wanted more…so very much more.

As she continued to just feel me…her finger rubbing me inside, with her gratuitous handwriting she was now gently flicking at my nipple, she continued to do this, asking me how it felt, asking me if I loved it. I never gave her an answer…I just moaned and yelped as I came for the third time, and with my third orgasm she seemed to almost jump by how it felt back behind her, diving her face back in, and making…very very brassy slurping noises which just….made me experience so GAH it was like she was literally pushing how much my idea could take as I nearly caused my lips to run I bit them so hard.

Finally and I mean finally after 3 John Major orgasms and many little ones that followed after, she stopped, but only for briefest of mo as she placed her hand on my waist, and roughly and forcefully turned me over. My arm even hurt as it was stuck for a second before I popped it out from half underneath me. I looked at her and she just had this smile, this grin like she….she was having the clock time of her life, I just…what could I do but smile back. My legs I kept all-embracing as I was so release, gasping for air. But she was not done with me yet. No…she now crawled over me, keeping herself hovering above me with her handwriting on the side of me, I shivered though as I looked at her breast, and felt her thigh partake my own.

My oculus were half shut as she kissed me, but they shot open air with surprise as I ..I tasted…I tasted me on her lips…and it was…different. My mom broke the kiss raising herself, smiling and telling me again that she loves me. I just…I think I cried a little, but my centre also looked down as I saw and felt her hand find its way to my purulent again…inserting it's self back in, her thumb rubbing my button as her middle finger twirled and thrust its way around and in me. My head jerked back as I had a wavelet of fiddling orgasms shoot through my body…my mom leaned down ( sorta impressive imo considering she was holding herself up with 1 arm pretty much did a 1 arm push up, well I mean she was half laying on me but not the point ! ) And she lowered herself taking my knocker into her mouth…and that right there was my starting time o god moment, where I just came screaming the words oh god.

As I came my mom bit on my teat and pushed on my clit, and her finger's breadth picked up lots speed, and she just kept on and kept on forcing my torso to rise. She took her mouth off my breast as my organic structure rised, she just wouldn't stop her finger jabbing its ego in and out of me so dissipated and I just it was too much I was so sensitive all I was doing now was going"mom mom mom mom"I wanted to say mom enough plz but only mom kept coming out as I just had the most hefty by far orgasm ever and she just wouldn't I even started to campaign for her to get off me, but that only seemed to get to her try to go faster though impossible I think. I started to jiggle now, the wiz becoming unbearable I pleaded now"Mom plz stop mom !"but instead of stopping she latched back to my breast, sucking and making popping sounds as I wiggled out of her mouth uncontrollably. Finally and god do I think finally she slowed down, I am guessing her mitt got tired….lol. She didn't remove her finger though…simply stopped leaving her finger resting in me and letting her organic structure just relax on top of me.

My breathing was so fast it was actually hurting a little haha. My handwriting where now on my mother's back, just feeling her back and holding her in..I think gratefulness ? I think it's rule to just be grateful when someone makes you feel like that. My mom's breast were smashed against me one-half on mine half below them, my mom looking up at me, swearing haha I guess she really gave it her all, and I just looked down at her and around the room thinking what the hell just happened that, beyond intelligence.

After just laying there for many minutes, my extremely sensitive organic structure jumped entirely as my mom finally removed her finger, pushing up and getting off me. I…I was hot and sticky it wasn't like the nighttime before where I got a great orgasm this was…more and my trunk had felt like it just had been through a huge ordeal ( I guess it was ). I was hot…really hot…like I felt alike just spent and on fire. My mom sat up, and looked at me, giving me another heartbeat and about to say something but I said"No mom great job."And she just laughed like a quick laughter and then made a very adorable nerve, her brows up as she said"Well thanks."I just…I…then asked if I may ask for 1 more affair. And..her response brought snag to my oculus."Anything Kim, I'm yours."I…I asked her if maybe…if she didn't creative thinker and keep in psyche I was still breathing quite hard so it took 10 seconds supernumerary to get the words out, but I was like mom…maybe even If you wake up first, you can stay in bed money box I wake up please.

My mom looked at me, tears now formed in her centre and she said"Kim I am dark about this morning…"She seemed like she was gon na go on but I just shook my header and said plz don't, just lets think about tonight, just promise me when I wake up you will be there. She tilted her head down and said"I promise, I will never leave you."She then got up and went and got a blanket again, I watched her for just a moment but then I just laid back with the biggest grin on my face, thinking how dopy I had been today for not be okay with this, for being so angry. My mom came back to bed with the blanket, and two pillows, she helped my caput up and placed 1 under me, and tossing the cover over me. She then proceeded to slip under the blanket and putting her arm around my stomach, kissing my face and saying she loved me, and finally before I closed for my centre for the night, I said it back."I love you…Lesley."Although she gave me this really ball over smell cuz I used her gens and we both just laughed a little well more her I more just weakly giggled, I was exhausted : P. Anyways she held me and I asked for TV on and fell asleep to something and my mom holding me hehe.

So ya that's the um tale of the day after, I truly hope you enjoyed and I would get it on feedback, this was much harder to recall seeing as I had to try to think a day specifically but I tried my hardest to do well.

Oh ya P.S. Since I had started sharing my mom and I relationship, I have been met with expected but I feel dolt anger and vilification towards us. You know what to all you haters out there, I simply have this to say. I am not the overbold or the wises person out there, but I have learned this in my life time. sexual love is light and fragile. make love conquers nothing. love is something that must be protected, and more importantly fought for. That's what I did throughout my life that's what we did, we fought for love and happiness, can you say the same ?