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ABOUT CHILDREN beingness RAPED
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READ ANOTHER prison term PARAGRAPH ECT. JUST blockage ...


FOR THE OTHERS I APOLIGIZE FOR
THE GRAMMAR, SPELLING ECT.
I HAD TO brand IT LONGER SOMEHOW.

FOR PROTECTIVE intention
THE figure OF the great unwashed townspeople
AND Department of State HAS BEEN CHANGED
.EVERY WORD IS A retentiveness More
IMPORTANTLY THEY ARE TRUE. DO
NOT READ IF YOU ARE OFFENDED
BY CHILD violation. THIS IS MY STORY,
AND I CHOOSE TO portion WHAT HAS HAPPENED TO ME.




MY chronicle




i was 7 when it first happened. i was innocent, scented, playful, and happy.
i was unaware of the evilness in this world ;
that is until He showed me. my name is Ashley
, and this is what ive remebered.

i was outside acting in our sandpit when he came over.
he sat beside me and played with me for a duet of instant.
we were alking and laughing when he suggested we play a new game.
but this game was for big Thomas Kyd and he didnt think i could handle it.
of course of action being young and niave i took the bait.
Sialar, was my first cousin on my
stepfathers side he was 16-19 i didnt know his claim age.
only that he was a big kid and i wanted to be a big kid too.
Anyway, he said okey and took a handle of my hand.
we lived in the res publica, wax of woods and risky animals.
but with him i wasnt afraid.

he led me into th Natalie Wood, which i knew i was not loudly to be in.
i tried telling him i was forbidden, but he said it was ok.
that i wouldnt get into worry with him there
. i rember looking back at the house saying ok, but i cant go to far.
Sialar smiled and led me further into the woods.
i lost sight of my house and we continued
to walk until we came to some loggerheaded brush.
`` Ashley i need you to lay on the priming. dont make
a sound and do as i say.
i nodded yes and lay down.
i asked him what game we were playing and he replied
`` house. your the mommy and im the daddy andd we are going to love each other..

i dont remeber what happened after he said that but i do call back trying to
stop him from taking my apparel off ... im not aloud to sialar, i shouldnt do this ...
`` Its alright trustingness me, '' he said.

he made me lie back on the ground.
'' now what im going to do next may seem weird and a uncomfortable.
but do not make a naise and DO NOT riot.

O.K. ?

he felt his penis sliding board up and down my leg and giggled,
that feels weird sialar..
i know ash but its ok big kids do this all the time..
you want to be a big kid dont you ? ...
yes i do, i wan to be a big kid.

he slid his penis up to my slit and rubbed it against my opening.
i was uncomfortable by this point and wanted to stop..
i remember saying `` i dont want to wager this game anymore.. ''

`` shush its ok. ''

then he started pushing into me.
i tried to holler. but his hand was over my oral cavity
'' shuit up you small cunt ! ``

i tried to struggle and to struggle but all
it seemed to do was avail him.
when that didnt help oneself me i tried to burn.
scratch and claw, none of it worked.
he ended up cutting off my air supply and
i must give past out after that..

then following matter i heard was mom
calling or me ans sialar cussing.
he helped clean me up and even redressed me ...
he even took care of getting rid of my Virgo blood.
i tried to get away but before i could he grabbed my are.

`` IF YOU EVER SAY ANYTHING ABOUT
WHAT HAPPENED Hera TODAY I WILL kill
YOU, YOUR Sister, YOUR BROTHER, EVEN
YOUR MOTHER. empathize ? ``


with rip in my eyes i nodded yes, i tried
to turn and leave but he tightend his grip.

'' ALSO WHEN EVER I telephone call FOR YOU,
NO MATTER WHAT YOU ARE DOING YOU
COME TO ME, IF YOU DONT THE SAME
affair WILL HAPPEN I YOU TELL. ARE WE
CLEAR ? ``

yes sialar.

mom called again and he let go of me.

i took off running, when mom asked what had
happened and why i was crying
i simply told her i fell..

and so the twelvemonth of lying started

and always the fear of when he would call off for me.




END OF PART 1




( THIS IS BY NO MEANS THE END
OF MY STORY BUT MEARLY PART 1,
I NEED TO conduct SOME metre TO GET MY
ego BACK TOGETHER CAUSE THIS REALLY
SHOOK ME UP. the likes of I SAID BE FOR THIS ALL
REALLY DID HAPPEN AND THIS REALLLY IS
MY STORY. NOT COPY WRITTED FROM SOME
ONE ELSE. IF THERE WAS ANYTHING I SAID
OR WROTE THAT WAS OFFENSIVE THEN I
APOLIGIZE NOW, I SIMPLY WROTE THE TRUTH
. BY FOR NOW AND UNTIL NEXT sentence )

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