It was moth-eaten. I stood on the street box in the freezing rainfall. I still couldnt believe this. I was a woman of the street. I was a slut. I used to do this for money for myself, but now i did it for My Children. I was having Twins. I Was 8 months pregnant and i Needed money to get a dingy apartment. So now i stood on the street corner with my Big, Plump, and Round belly waiting for the next Guy who would make me his Victim. Thats when he pulled in forepart of me, opened the threshold, and said, You Avery ? I nodded. Get in the motortruck. He Said. I got in and pulled the door shut. He quickly sped away. So whats the design ? He asked. I shrugged. How much is it gon na toll for a blowjob ? He asked. Uhh, 30 dollars. I said. Ok, i 'll eat you out, how much ? 20 bucks. I said. Ok, so were up to fifty im going to 100. and fucking you is .... ? 50 bucks. If i let you get a shower and provender you dinner and let you stay the Night can you even it out and make it 100 ? I guess so. I said. K, then we have a wad. We arrived at his flat and went inside. It was warm but i still would rather be out in the cold. He motioned me to watch over him with his mitt and we walked back to his way. He motioned to my belly and said, you sure you wan na do this ? Shouldnt be in the hospital cook to deliver ? He snickered. Im sure i said unable to reckon him in the eye. K. He pushed me onto the bed and pulled down my pants. As common i Blocked my mind out and thought of how Beautiful and amazing My baby were gon na be and how i was gon na be able to consume care of them and put a ceiling over there head. I blocked out everything and ignored his raving tongue inside my cunt. He pried my mouth undecided and i sucked his cock, taking it deep throat. He throat fucked me for several minutes until finally he pulled out, pushed me down again and climbed on top of me. I blocked out his penis entering me and just like always, and thought of my beautiful couple babies. Would they be two male child ? Woukd they be two girls ? Would they be a boy and a female child ? What would be there best-loved food ? Spaghetti or pizza ? Would they like bubblegum when they got onetime ? Fruity or raft ? Would there favorite people of color be orange, light-green, blue, purple, or red ? Would they calculate like me ? Or ... there founding father ... which i most likely never knew the figure of or so much as what his deary pursuit was. He was just another man. Another creep that payed me. My infant didnt need him. Didnt need a dad. I could get it on them plenty enough. But, deep down, it saddened me that my children would never know there pop, never get to cope with him. What would i say when they came home from pre-k and asked me why did the other child have Daddy 's when they didnt ? How would i set out to recite them about my life right now ? Would they understand ? Or would they detest me and resent me for giving them this life. Ok im done, he broke me out of my spell. The bathroom over there. I got up, went to the bathroom, and started to shut the door. No, let me watch. He said, running his hands over my body. I nodded and turned around, reaching in and turning the piddle on. I stepped in and felt the water on my back. Seconds later he stepped in beside me. Honey, you let me do you good. He said. He put his weaponry around me. I didnt know what the hell to think. Im gon na put in an extra two hundred dollar for those baby of yours, and if you need a shoes to stay i have an excess way. I looked up at him. Are you grievous ? I asked him. Yeah, your mighty beautiful, i would love to have you and your nestling stay at my house. I thought about it, and didnt bang if it was safe for my baby, but powerful about now i didnt see any other alternative. Ok. I said and he squeezed me tighter. By the way. My name is Chuck Carlton. That night, lying in bed with this random guy, my contractions started. I sat up in bed and held my stomach, screaming. Whats untimely Little gentlewoman ? He asked me, clearly worried. Its sentence. I said. Oh Jesus god. He walked around to my face of the bed and helped me up. He led me to his truck and helped me inside. The muscular contraction were coming fast. We were almost to the hospital when my water broke in his truck. Dammit girl. He said. Im s-sorry i stammered. No no, dont apoligize its not your flaw. When we got to the infirmary i was dialated all the way, beloved were gon na need you to labor now. She said. I was laying in the bed squeezng chuck 's hired man. 123, push ! She screeched. Ahhhh, i yelled. I see the head. She said. I pushed as laborious as i could and mat up something slippery between my peg. Then i heard crying. My babe ! Its a Bouncng baby boy ! She smiled at me. Let me hold him. I reached out. Honey your still in labor you ! yield him to me now ! I screamed at her. She handed him to me and in that moment my whole public, which had been aught, became something. This little boy in my arms now was half of my world. Push ! I pushed as hard as i could. Its a beautiful babygirl ! She grinned up at me and tucked the baby in the line of my arm. I held my unhurt human beings in my mitt at that moment. crying streamed down my face. They both had my red hair. My baby had my red tomentum ! I was so felicitous. I named the miss Passion Angel, for my loving mania for her and my hateful cacoethes for her loser male parent. I named the boy Patrick Allen. Saint Patrick after my father, and Ethan Allen after my Padre 's Padre. These child were my world. Patrick and passionateness .