So there Alex laid, Broken by a exclusive hit, His body twisted in ways no body should, Too late did Lily understand why Alex had pushed her away from him, Too late did she actualize the car was speeding and would of hit her had it not been for Alex, Had she known what fate was about to deliver she would of never been so insistant on Alex walking her dorsum base, He had just saved her life at the toll of another, His very own..

So back to where it all began or shall we say where it all ended, Alex had just been hit by a speeding car, He laid broken in the middle of the road, Lily was kneeling by him while citizenry flocked around to see the lay waste to accident. Lily knew that Alex was fading, His eye 's were one of the big hint 's, She could see them clearly closing ever so slowly, His ventilation had become shoal, He was fading into idle words yet he was still smiling, Lily on the other hand could do nothing but cry, She was watching the one person in her life who mattered slowly fade away and it was all her fault

*Do n't cry, Tears do n't do anything for your beauty* Alex whispered, He was using his last few breath to try to make her flavour better

*But..* Lily sobbed, The snag were flowing freely, She could n't help crying

*No but 's, I want you to always remember that you are beautiful to me, Always have been and always will be, You are the best friend I could of ever asked for* Alex again whispered as he slowly raised one manus to her buttock to wipe away a deplume

*But..* Lily once again sobbed, She seemed unable to say anything else, The electrical shock of what had happened seemed to be taking over

*Lily if this be my last hint then may I ask for one net affair, seed closer* Alex asked in a breathless tone of voice

Lily did as she was asked, She could tell Alex 's time was nearly up and for what he had done for her she would of given the world if he had asked her to at that very moment

*I sleep with you* Alex softly whispered in her ear, Just three little words that he wanted to say for so hanker

Lily was a little taken back by what Alex had just said but rich in her heart she felt the same way, Since the day they had met Alex had always treat her like a princess, He always did anything she asked him to no affair how dullard it seemed, He always did anything he could to micturate her smile, Even now in his in conclusion moment 's he had used them to try make her smile one last sentence

*I..*Lily cut her sentence curt, She noticed Alex had closed his eyes, She could differentiate within a mere second that it was too late, He was gone, He had given his last intimation to tell her the run-in she had always wanted to hear

speculation it was all too a good deal for Lily once she heard the sirens from the ambulance nearing, She desperately wanted to run away from the scene, Run away from all the painful sensation she was feeling, All the guilt, All the sadness, All the hurt, But she could n't, She could n't just leave Alex there all alone, Could n't leave the only person who she had ever loved, She had to appease even if it was just till the paramedic took him away, She had to atleast say goodbye to him

*Okay I have to do this quick, Alex..* Lily broke down once again unable to finish her goodbye, It should n't of been like that for her, She should n't of had to be saying goodbye

Too late did Lily realise the ambulance had arrived at the scene, The paramedic were on hand within seconds trying to shell out CPR to Alex to no avail, He was gone and the paramedical knew that, One paramedic stood up and walked over to Lily

*I 'm sorry miss but he is gone* The paramedic said to Lily though what she heard of it is beyond any of us, She already knew he was but somehow hearing it from a paramedical seemed to make it all seem much more actual to her, form of like until that very moment it all just seemed to be a ambition

*He..He's..No ! * Lily screamed *He ca n't be*

Although she knew it to be true she still had a gruelling time accepting the fact, She had known for a while before the paramedics spoke that Alex was gone but been told it just seemed to make her tactile property angry, She felt as if the paramedic could of saved him, Should of saved him even though deep down she knew they could n't

*I 'm lamentable miss but there is zero more we can do* The paramedic said a picayune nervously, He seemed a little afraid of Lily, He sort of felt that she might twist all her anger on him and round

*There must be, Please do something, Anything* Lily begged, She was on the sceptre of another breakdown, She was also on the verge of letting her angriness take over

*There is nothing we can do, He has passed on* The paramedic said trying to keep Lily calm

*But..* Lily managed to stammer out through sobs, It was all too a good deal at that compass point for Lily, She knew she would never forgive herself but at that moment there was nothing More she wanted to do than what she did, She turned away from the paramedic, Away from where Alex laid and she ran, Ran from the shot, Ran from her best friend

leash hour Lily was on the run for, Trying to run away from her trouble, Did n't work, No matter how hard she tried she could n't do anything but damage, She was hurting for more than one reason at that point, With everything that had happened she had used all her pent up anger and ended up punching a lampost or two, Probably not the smartest affair but I guess it is much easier to palpate strong-arm pain rather than emotional botheration, Anyways three minute was getting too practically for Lily, She was exhausted, Both mentally and physically, At that stage all 's she wanted was a warm bed and a good nights sleep, Least then she could deal with all her problems the following sunup, Shame matter never work out that way though

*Ugh, Why ca n't I sleep* Lily moaned to herself, She had made it home over an hour ago and yet there she lay, Wide awake, ineffectual to fall asleep

It was around four in the morning time before Lily finally got to sleep, Bet she wished she had n't though at that level, From the present moment her eye 's closed the nightmare began, She was standing alone in a sullen room, spokesperson were chattering in the space, She could n't see anything but the body laying on the floor beside her, She did n't want to look down as she could already guess who the eubstance belonged to but against her will she looked, Of class her suspicion were correct, The body laying beside her was none of than Alex 's, The way he had looked the moment he had been hit by the car, All broken, She looked up to make she was no foresighted alone, All around her were apparitional physique, They were all chattering to each other it seemed, All saying the Same thing though, All saying *Your break he died*

*No ! * Lily managed to scream to the apparitional figures, Of form that probably was n't her smartest movement, Nor could she control it, She was losing control of herself

Of course of action the phantasmal pattern stopped their chattering, All eye 's in one swift movement focused on Lily, Lily was pretty a lot frozen in topographic point, The ghostly figures for the first sentence seemed to acknowledge Lily 's presence, They all stared at her for what seemed an timelessness before one ghostly form stepped forward from the ease of them, For the number 1 time Lily realised they were n't ghosts as such, They had the see through figure of a shade but they had bones, Actual bones in their consistence

*Wh..What are you* Lily asked a slight afraid of the creature standing infront of her

*What am I, I am a spirit of the damned, A lost somebody who spend 's timeless existence trapped here* The physique said topic of factly, I guess he was tired of answering that question

*But why am I here, Why is alex* Lily asked a little nervously, She was definetly afraid that the answer would be something she would hate

*But your not here, Neither is your picayune Quaker, Not yet atleast* The figure of speech answered, He seemed to cognize something that Lily probably did n't need to know

Lily was about to ask the one question she was completely dreading asking, The one about what he meant by not yet atleast, The Holy Scripture 's were almost out of her sass when she heard a dissonance in the background, A faint knock noise which sounded like it was coming from every counseling

*Ahh seem 's like it 's time for you to part, Time for you to wake up, Do n't worry though we shall meet again very soon* The image said a little coldly, What followed next probably frightened Lily Thomas More than anything, The name began laughing, Not a rum jest but a frigidity, wickedness laugh, If that was n't bad enough the rest of the physique ( The lost souls if you would like ) Joined in, All with the same low temperature, immorality laugh

*I don't..* Lily did n't get to finish her sentence, She was waking up and her dream self was slowly fading away
A few second base was all it took for Lily to fully wake from her incubus, She was drenched in a insensate lather, She was shaking, Was she actually scared of a incubus, She could n't be could she..