Death By Desire ...
Erotica, MasturbationThe idea started in one of her psychology family, a seminary on human sexuality. The professor had discussed asphixia, and how low oxygen spirit level often caused sexual foreplay. Inspite of the peril the professor had mentioned, Jennifer was funny and had to try it. `` Just once '' she told herself.
That good afternoon she was alone in her dorm elbow room. She took a formative bag from the box of trash can liners she had boughton the way place and placed it over her drumhead. Then she tied a scarf joint around her neck to hold it in lieu and lay on her bed to see what would befall. In a dead sentence, she began to breathe faster, a for sure sign that the oxygen was going. Sure enough, she began to feel strongly aroused. Her brests, already house with young person, tensed further. Her nipple felt like soft pebbles beneath her silk blouse as she gentlestroked them with one deal. With her other hand she stroked her vagina which was tightening ecstatically as she approached orgasm. Her breathing got faster and faster as the oxygen was used up. Her stroking kept time ; faster and faster. The bag sucked against her look with each futile gasp for air. Then, just when she felt like she could stand it no longer, the orgasm swept over her like giant waving. At final she pulled off the bag and drank in the nerveless sweet air. Jenny collapsed on the bed, feeling exhausted and fullfilled.
She used asphixia for sex often after that. She always found the experience as enjoyable as any proficiency she had tried, but increasingly she found the experience LE fullfilling. It seemed that something was missing to make her pleasure perfect and complete.
It was several months before she discovered what was needed to achieve complete satisfaction.
Kathy died in an accident at the lake. She and William Le Baron Jenny had been more aquaintances than close Friend, yet Jenny still felt a pauperization to pay her respects. Jenny arrived at the Funeral Home near the end of the visitation time listed in Kathy 's obituary. A few people stood in the parlor, speeking in hushed tones.
The entrance to the visitation room was hung with operose curtains of satin and gold brocade. A man in a dark courtship with a lasting expression of concern stood at the entrance to the elbow room where Kathy lay. As Jenny approached, he parted the curtains and beckoned her to enter. Jennifer stepped through the curtain and, it seemed to her, into a dreaming. The room was dimmly lit. Along the opposition wall, a row of spotlights illuminated Kathy 's give casket. The air was heavy with the sugared sweetness of the nosegay of roses and lilies which occupied almost all the uncommitted wall space.
Kathy lay as if peacefully asleep. She was dressed in a white gown of fluid silk that accentuated the gracefull curved shape of her youthful body. Her hanker dark tomentum flowed down over her shoulder joint and lay at the sides of her perfect breasts. The White River silk of her burial surgical gown, draped over those staring white meat, left just enough to the imagination to be truly adorable and suitable. Her folded hands held a single staring white lily. The expression on Kathy 's face was one of perfect peace and contentment.
William Le Baron Jenny gazed at Kathy 's beautiful abruptly body and found herself wishing that she were lying there in that perfect quiet. She imagined the satin casket lining close all around and the white silk sepulture gown draped over her own Pres Young body. The thought aroused her like aught since the experiment with asphyxia.
Looking around, she saw she was alone. She reached out and gently touched Kathy 's breasts. They felt cool and business firm beneath the fluid silk. Then, almost involuntarily at first, she began to stroke her own breasts and began to jerk off. She imagined that she was the one in the casket instead of Kathy. She imagined lying in duskiness, surrounded by smooth cool satin as the earth was falling on her tomb. This time the climax came slowly, rising from her crotch up through her breast, then carrying her away as on a gentle but irresistable watercourse that went on, and on and on. After the coming, she stood for a few here and now and collected her thoughs. She realized that it was not Kathy 's deadened body that had aroused her. It was the theme of being laid out like Kathy that she found exciting. The thought process of the fluid silk burial gown draped over her house breasts and the cool smooth satin of the casket close all around she found to be strangely and powerfully erotic.
Jenny had n't planned on attending Kathy 's funeral the next day, but she found the attractive force too unattackable to quell away. As she watched Kathy 's jewel casket being carried into the church, she imagined herself lying within, feeling the gentle swaying as the pallbearers stepped in prison term to the prosodion music. In her thinker, she substituted her own epithet for Kathy 's each clock time it was mentioned in the Service and the erotic flavour began to surface. It was all she could do to avoid starting to masturbate in the church as she imagined herself being carried from the church and placed in the hearse. At the cemetary, as she watched Kathy 's flower covered casket being lowered into the grave, she closed her eyes and imagined being in the casket. She was being lowered slowly down. The sweet fragrance of flowers mixed with the musty aroma of earth. Then the ground was falling on the jewel casket, her coffin. She was being buried. The air was going, going, gone. Without any stroking the orgasm swept over her.
Jenny knew what she wanted. She understood what was required to achieve perfection. Asphixia alone lacked completeness, elegance, finality. Jenny now knew how to achieve them, but the plan would ask patience and a bit of luck.
Two week later the first step in her plan fell into place. The posting she had waited for appeared on the chore board at the financial aid office. A local anaesthetic funeral nursing home needed a night attendant. jenny ass applied for and got the job.
Her job was to drive the utility van to the hospital to take in bodies. She was require to be on call at the funeral home from 6:00 in the evening to 7:00 the be dawn. When she did n't have got to make a run, She was relieve to do what she wanted. The funeral director warned her that premature employees had left out of boredom. Jenny was n't worried.
As soon as she had been left alone on her first night of employment Jenny set out to explore. She quickly found the display way replete of jewel casket. With a little more exploration she found the stowage where the burying nightie where kept. From then on she spent much of her release time dressed in a interment scrubs, lying in a casket imagining her own funeral. Sometimes her erotic draw would take hold and she would stroke her chest and clitoris until she the orgasm came. other times she would just lie quietly, feeling perfectly contented.
It was six months before the next footstep fell into piazza. Through the translucent plastic Jennifer could see the womanhood 's naked body as the hospital orderly loaded her into the van. The records identified her as a 22 year old female who had died from accidental carbon monoxide poisoning. Her gens was Jennifer Bates.
jennet could hardly believe it. After all the waiting it was finally time to complete her architectural plan. She could not sleep that evening or eat the succeeding day she was so exited. Out of townspeople services would smash the program. spread out casket Service would gift her away. dead body donation or cremation could also draw her to wait for another namesake ( how long ? six months two years ? there was no way to tell ) The following eve she checked the case file cabinet. The tribulation would be the following afternoon and evening. The family had specified a fold casket funeral in a local church with burial to keep up. Yes ! It was a dreaming coming true. jenny ass could hardly consider her dependable fortune.
The following eventide she had two pick-ups to pee. It was just as well. William Le Baron Jenny doubted that she could have slept anyway. It was 3 in the morning before she had the last client safely tucked away in the tank. She was exhausted, but thought to herself, `` Just a little more, then heaven ! ``
She rolled one of the gurneys down to trial way where the other Jenny lay. The white casket had been closed and the blossom removed in grooming for transport to the church in the morning. jenny ass opened the casket and looked at the young woman within for the get-go time since she had rolled her, wrapped in a plastic body bag, into the body warehousing room. Just like Kathy, she seemed to be peacefully assleep. Her human face showed the same face of almost devine contentment as Kathy 's had. Jenny thought that it seemed a pity to upset her, but she knew that it was the lone way and that she was beyond caring.
As gently as she could she lifted her body onto the gurney and rolled her to the store room. There, she placed her on one of the back shelves and covered her with a stack of excess body cup of tea. She would be found in a few days, but by then Jennifer would be well beyond anyones reach.
Jennifer next went to the garment way and ***********ed a white silk dress from the single-foot of burial scrubs. She removed her own habiliment and put on the apparel. From the shoe single-foot she ***********ed a distich of white satin slipper and slid them on. She took her own cloths and added them to a bag of clothing removed from `` guest '' in the body preparation elbow room. frankincense arrayed, jennet returned to the visitation elbow room where the casket she would claim as her own lay open and vacate, like a well made and welcomed bed. Jennifer removed and discarded some portions of the rubber gasket that would make the jewel casket air tight. Then, with only a mo 's waver, she climbed in, lay down, and pulled closed the lid.
William Le Baron Jenny had not slept significantly in three days. Now, in this narrow satin bed, she suddenly felt perfectly condom and relaxed. In a few min she was sound asleep.
Jenny was awakened by a jolt. It took her a moment to commend where she was. thin out diaphysis of Light penetrted the disruption where she had removed pieces of the sealing gasket and dimmly illuminated the satin casket lining close about on all sides. She was being moved. From the speech sound she could guess where she was. First to the elevator, then down one floor to the service department. She was being lifted into the hearse for the trip to the church. She heard the back entrance close, then the driver 's door openned and closed, and the engine started. No turning back now she thought.
The trip to the church required only a few minutes. She began to feel the erotic pleasance rise as the door openned and she felt herself being lifted out. There was a behind rhythmic swaying as the bearer carried her into the church. It was just as she had imagined it during Kathy 's funeral so many calendar month ago. She heard tranquillise sobbs from some as she was carried up the aisle to the bier. She was lifted slightly then set down. The light dimmed as the pall was spreadhead over her jewel casket. The dessert aroma of flowers quickly filled the casket. She lay quietly, dreamily, listening to the beautiful funeral euphony and the parole of the funeral service. This sentence she did n't require to imagine her figure in place of individual altitude. Her epithet was there. It was her own funeral, and she was here, listening to it all ! The beauty and marvel of it filled her with a joy such as she had never known before. As her intimate look intensified, she began to rub down her tit without thinking. They felt so tauten and unadulterated beneath her silk nightdress. It took a focus try to stop before she climaxed. `` No '' she thought, `` the consummate time is not yet ''.
How long did this net ? Logically she knew that funerals lasted about 45 minutes or an hour. But in her dreamy drifting she lost all sense of time. Before she knew it she was being carried again. The Same rhythmic swaying, only this prison term the music grew fainter as she was carried out of the church and placed in the hearse for the trip to the cemetery. The trip to the cemetery was not much thirster than the trip from the funeral home to the church. In seemed only a dead time before the hearse came to a check, the keister room access was opened, and she again felt herself being lifted and carried, and then set down.
It was almost done. Her exitement grew as the legal brief grave-side service was completed. At last she heard the priest 's row `` We now commit Jennifer 's organic structure to the earthly concern - ash to Ashes, detritus to detritus '' Again, she had to push the itch to masturbate.
She felt herself being lowered, slowly, into the cool musty earthly concern. For a while all was quieten. Then she heard the the first of all rattle and thud of earth falling on the casket lid. One after another the digger of earth fell, soon they blocked the little lightness that had penetrated the coffin. Then they grew gradually fainter as the earth filled her grave, sealling her fate and assuring her final ecstasy.
It did n't take long. Her ventilation got faster and faster as the air in the casket was quickly used up. With each intimation her pleasure and foreplay grew. Jenny knew she was dying, and the thought filled her with ecstasy. She was gasping for air now. Her affectionateness was pounding. Her tone of arrousal had been rising all day. Now, in final moments of life, she let the coming slam over her until her whole body convulsed with pure heavenly rapture. Again and again the joy came drag in over her ; the devine upheaval sweeping upon her one after another as fasting as her racing breaths.
Then it was done. Jenny held a last sweet hint and felt a perfective tense calm enfold her. She gently ran her hands over her silk interment surgical gown and then folded her hands over her breasts. Slowly she let the air escapism and smiled contentedly as she thought `` at last ! I 'm dead ! ``
As jenny ass had guessed, it was a few days before the mortician discovered the `` misplaced '' body. Inorder to even out the error, the grave accent was excavated and Jenny was discovered. The note she had placed with the other William Le Baron Jenny 's consistence explained all, and the funeral director was cleared of all legal injury doing. None-the-less, jenny 's family had a different funeral home handle the arrangements for her `` proper '' funeral. Three days after she was found Jenny lay in her own opened casket in the funeral home, dressed for burying, surrounded by flowers.
Karen could not aid but note the grin of devine contentment on Jenny 's face as she gazed at her body laid out in the casket. Karenic found herself imagining that she, not Jenny, was lying there, dressed in whitened silk, surrounded by sweet flowers. She found the opinion filled her with erotic pleasure. She was alone in the elbow room. Imagining her own funeral, she began to masturbate ...
The end ?