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FOR THE OTHERS I APOLIGIZE FOR
THE GRAMMAR, SPELLING ECT.
I HAD TO brand IT longer SOMEHOW.

FOR PROTECTIVE function
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AND nation HAS BEEN CHANGED
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IMPORTANTLY THEY ARE TRUE. DO
NOT READ IF YOU ARE OFFENDED
BY CHILD violation. THIS IS MY STORY,
AND I CHOOSE TO SHARE WHAT HAS HAPPENED TO ME.




MY STORY




i was 7 when it first happened. i was innocent, sweet, playful, and happy.
i was unaware of the evil in this macrocosm ;
that is until He showed me. my name is Ashley
, and this is what ive remebered.

i was outside playing in our sandbox when he came over.
he sat beside me and played with me for a couple of minutes.
we were alking and laughing when he suggested we play a new game.
but this biz was for big kids and he didnt think i could handle it.
of course being new and niave i took the bait.
Sialar, was my first cousin on my
stepfathers side he was 16-19 i didnt know his exact age.
only that he was a big kid and i wanted to be a big kid too.
Anyway, he said okay and took a clutch of my hand.
we lived in the country, entire of woods and untamed animals.
but with him i wasnt afraid.

he led me into th woods, which i knew i was not aloud to be in.
i tried telling him i was forbidden, but he said it was ok.
that i wouldnt get into trouble with him there
. i rember looking back at the sign of the zodiac saying ok, but i cant go to far.
Sialar smiled and led me further into the woods.
i lost sight of my business firm and we continued
to walk until we came to some stocky brush.
`` Ashley i need you to lay on the ground. dont make
a sound and do as i say.
i nodded yes and lay down.
i asked him what plot we were playing and he replied
`` house. your the mommy and im the daddy andd we are going to love each other..

i dont remeber what happened after he said that but i do remember trying to
stop him from taking my wearing apparel off ... im not aloud to sialar, i shouldnt do this ...
`` Its alright cartel me, '' he said.

he made me lie back on the ground.
'' now what im going to do succeeding may seem Wyrd and a uncomfortable.
but do not piddle a naise and DO NOT SCREAM.

OK ?

he felt his penis sloping trough up and down my leg and giggled,
that tactile property weird sialar..
i know ash but its ok big kids do this all the time..
you want to be a big kid dont you ? ...
yes i do, i wan to be a big kid.

he slid his penis up to my scratch and rubbed it against my opening.
i was uncomfortable by this point and wanted to stop..
i remember saying `` i dont want to play this plot anymore.. ''

`` shush its ok. ''

then he started pushing into me.
i tried to scream. but his handwriting was over my back talk
'' shuit up you little bitch ! ``

i tried to contend and to scramble but all
it seemed to do was help him.
when that didnt help me i tried to bite.
cabbage and claw, none of it worked.
he ended up cutting off my air provision and
i must ingest past out after that..

then next thing i heard was mom
calling or me ans sialar cussing.
he helped clean me up and even redressed me ...
he even took care of getting rid of my Virgo blood.
i tried to get away but before i could he grab my are.

`` IF YOU EVER SAY ANYTHING ABOUT
WHAT HAPPENED here TODAY I WILL kill
YOU, YOUR sis, YOUR BROTHER, EVEN
YOUR MOTHER. translate ? ``


with rent in my oculus i nodded yes, i tried
to turn and bequeath but he tightend his grip.

'' ALSO WHEN EVER I call FOR YOU,
NO MATTER WHAT YOU ARE DOING YOU
COME TO ME, IF YOU DONT THE SAME
THING volition HAPPEN I YOU TELL. ARE WE
open ? ``

yes sialar.

mom called again and he let go of me.

i took off running, when mom asked what had
happened and why i was crying
i simply told her i fell..

and so the years of lying started

and always the fear of when he would prognosticate for me.




END OF constituent 1




( THIS IS BY NO MEANS THE END
OF MY fib BUT MEARLY constituent 1,
I NEED TO TAKE SOME fourth dimension TO GET MY
ego backrest TOGETHER campaign THIS REALLY
SHOOK ME UP. the like I SAID BE FOR THIS ALL
REALLY DID HAPPEN AND THIS REALLLY IS
MY history. NOT COPY WRITTED FROM SOME
ONE ELSE. IF THERE WAS ANYTHING I SAID
OR WROTE THAT WAS offense THEN I
APOLIGIZE NOW, I SIMPLY WROTE THE verity
. BY FOR NOW AND UNTIL NEXT TIME )

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