I was 34 yrs old, just started a new job at a university. I was always a shy and timid women, never had alot of friends, grew up in a strict catholic household. Never been to the city, never rode a city transit bus. It just wasnt the new job that was exciting, i was also the surround. Brian and I met only a couple weeks of me starting my new job, Ive never dated, kissed or touched a black man. Of course ive heard the stories that blacken men were larger than the average man, wasnt a total believer though. Within the first day of talking to Brian, he asked me to go back to his apartment with him, of track I said no, walked away, had to intention of ever talking to him again. I was scared of being raped or tough. Everyday he 'd stop by, kept talking to me, finally convinced me just to go get something to eat with him. That kinda broke the ice alittle, I stayed after work for hours, just talking to him. After the first week, I went to his apartment. His bedroom was in the basement, since he had other roomates, we only had seclusion in his room. He had post-horse of defenseless women all over his walls, which made me marvel if he was a actor or not. We sat on the bound of the bed, he leaned over kissed me. I was relucant, but I just shut my eyes an went with it. Within instant, his pants was off, he layed on the bed, told me to suck his pecker. When I first seen the size of it, I knew it would never fit in my mouth. I knew having sex with him was out of the question, there was no way he would fit inside of me. He told me how to go down on him, to start at the head of his dick, licking, working my way down. to hold my rima oris wet, to let the spit run down his gumshoe. it took me awhile to get the hang of it, once I did I could tell he was enjoying it. After 20 bit or so, he told me to take my clothes off, I instantly refused. No man has ever seen me totally naked, he tried to sway me, but I still refused. He finally let up alittle, an told me to take off my bloomers an step-in. I took them off, laid on the bed, he told me to open my knees. I once again refused, I have never been exposed like that, even though I wanted him so bad. He started massaging my metrical foot, slowly working up my sura, to my thigh. It was so relaxing, I havent been touched like that in yr. He pushed up my pegleg, opening me to his cheek. He inserted the tip of his finger inside of my pussy, moving it slowly. while using his former hand to diffuse my human knee farther apart. Then his head went down between my legs, I thought I was in heaven. He kissed my clit, then lifted my ass up and inserted his tounge inside of me. It only took a few minutes and i came, hard. Then he got on top of me, kissing me, told me he loved that I squirted all over him. I wasnt for indisputable what he meant by that, but I was to excited to ask any head. I could feel his dick at my gap, slowly pushing against me to get inside. I kept telling him he was to big, he said it would only hurt for a few, to unstrain and it would go in easier. I felt the capitulum go in, I screamed in pain, telling him to take it out. He stopped, pulled it back out. Told me to bide laying just like that, while he got a lube, asking me when was the last time I had sex. I didnt resolution him, I closed my knees while he was getting the lubricant. When he came back to the bed, he put his work force on my knee, spreading them outdoors. Using his finger he opened my pussy lips, squirted the lubricant inside of me, while rubbing my button. Telling me it will go in easier now, an it habit feel as awful. Once again we tried, him getting the school principal in, but he was to big. I couldnt care the pain. I jumped out of bed, started putting on my knickers, I dont know if I was embarrassed or mad, I know I just wanted out of there. He stopped me, looking at me, told me not to concern about it. We will enter out a way for me to be able to handle him, that we have mess of time. I still insisted on departure, he walked me to my car. I thought that was the last-place time Id ever see him again.
The future day at oeuvre, Brian came to see me. I was surprised, he asked me to foregather him after work to talk. I agreed, I kept wondering what he wanted to talk about. Was it to enjoin me that since I wasnt able to live up to him that he wanted nothing to do with me, or that he wanted to try it again and put me through More nuisance. I was a neural crash the rest of the day. I met Brian in the school cafteria, he acted normal, even though I think I was the one looking for anything out of the average. He asked when was the last time Ive had sex, that he 's never been with anyone that tight before. I explained that I havent been with anyone for a couple of years. He wanted to know if Ive ever used dildos, that it might be a good way to stretch out my Pus out alittle to accomidate him. I was so embarrassed, Ive never used a dildo, or any variety of plaything. I couldnt believe he was asking me these form of questions ! I gave him a werid look an told him no. He must of picked up on the looking I gave him, he said he didnt want anything artificial up inside of me, that we will find a dissimilar way. For right hand now though, we can have oral sex to satisfy both our needs. The next 6 months went by so fast, the sex was great ( what sex we could have ). He gave me so much more than sex though, he gave me confidence, always telling me how pretty I was. I wanted him inside me so bad, I wanted the familiarity, the connection with him, but I knew the pain would be overwhelming. I searched online for different mesmerism on how prepare for his size, about of the answers were obvious, dildos or having sex with individual else that was a smaller size. I finally decided I was going to take the subject back up to him, and evoke using dildos. We had a date this saturday, so it would be a complete opportunity.
We met at a short eating house, I could tell something was different with him, something was bothering him. Maybe tonite wasnt the night to convey up my mesmerism, maybe he was breaking it off with me. After dinner, we took a walk in the park, for a few minutes all I could concentrate on was the crunching sound the leafage made as we walked on them. He started telling me that he has never met anyone like me, that the other fair sex hes been with was just a fuck. That he really cared for me, that it was more than just sex and that he wanted to take it a whole step further. He stopped walking, stood in front of me, got down on one knee, asked me to conjoin him ! I was shocked ! ! Here in nominal head of me was a guy I wasnt even able to have sex with and he wanted to tie me ! A matrimony would never cultivate between us, he 'd surely get tired of just having oral exam sex. He 'd eventually go find someone else, a union with him would be doomed from the first nighttime. I couldnt, how do I explain this to him without hurting his feelings or giving him the stamp that I didnt like him ? He sensed my hesitation, he knew something was wrong. He took my hand and directed me to a nearby terrace, looking at me with his deep brown eyes asking me what I was thinking. How do I distinguish him ? ? I could never valuate up to other char hes been with, he was more experienced sexually than I would ever be. I couldnt keep him glad, what about having children ? It takes having sex to concieve, he was only 28, he wasnt going to stay with somebody older than him. Marriage was a huge whole tone, it never crossed my psyche, all these thoughts was going through my head. I couldnt think straight, I didnt have sex what to say. `` Id only get married if I was pregnant '', I didnt even realize I said that outloud. He looked at me, kissed me, said we can arrange that. I looked at him, how ? I cant even have sex with him, how are we going to throw a baby together ? He took my hand, asked me if I trusted him, for some reason I did. I felt secure with him, I didnt think he would ever do anything to hurt me. He asked for me to live with the mob on my finger, showing that I was spoken for and everything else would fall down into topographic point. I did.
Over the next several months he closely monitored my periods, noticing when I would hemorrhage heavier. Ive never exposed myself like this to anyone, hell he would even bring out my tampons, yes he still went down on me during my period. He knew everything about my body, besides of the feeling of being inside of me. I noticed he kept a chart, showing ovalation, catamenia engagement. I never questioned any of it, I was to embarrassed to talk about it. Once we got through Christmastime, I noticed Brian was more occupied. He was always at a friends house, or online. I thought maybe he was cheating on me, I let it go for a copulate calendar week, Until I couldnt occupy it anymore. I finally confronted him, demanding to know whats going on. If he was cheating, then he needed to get out of my life story. He assured me he wasnt, that hes doing all this for me, to be patient.
The 3rd weekend in January he told me we had plans for Friday, to stool for certain I got home from work as soon as I could. I didnt head to many things with him, he was the one that liked to control the situation, Ive learned to just go along with it.
Friday finally came, not knowing what was going on, I went home directly after work.Soon as I walked in the doorway, he called me, telling me to jump in the cascade, frock in something well-heeled and to be at his place by 8. I asked if we were going out, he said neither of us would be going out. I thought it was going to be a night to sit inside an curl up on the couch to determine a relocation. Boy, could I be more wrong !
I arrived at Brians slight after 8, walking in the plump for door I heard people talking, didnt think to much into it, since Brian had roomates. When Brian noticed I was there, he introduced me to his admirer. Paul the Apostle was opprobrious, about 5'6, slender build but with arm muscleman, very attractive, Id supposition in his early 30 's. I had to be careful with the way I looked at him when I was introduced, Brian was very green-eyed, always had his eye on me. Brian 's size was alittle intimidating, 6'4, 260 lbs, all sinew. There was also 2 females there, both were black, probably Same age as Brian, very attractive. I never felt out of place around Brian 's friends, even though I was always the alone flannel person he was ever around. So by no means did I think anything by his friends being there. After our brief first appearance, they left and Brian and I went in the life room to watch tv. I found this alittle odd since we 've always went in his room to watch tv, but he said his roomates was gone for the evening. He put a movie in, and disappeared into the kitchen, coming back with a couple beers. Im not one to drink, especially just sitting at home, I asked if he had anything else, but he told me just to try it tonite, that it would help me loosen up. I really didnt think I was stressed, but I knew estimable than to debate. He really didnt say to much, just sat and watched the moving picture. He noticed I was slowly sipping on my beer, so he took it into the kitchen and poured it into a cup. As he sat it in front of me, he told me I had 15 min to polish off crapulence it. I rudely hurried up and guzzled it, then got up to go to the privy. He asked me if I was okay, I ignored him and continued walking. I didnt know if he was just having a bad day, or what the problem was, but his position was really getting to me. While I was in the bathrrom, he knocked on the door, once again asking if I was okay. I told him yes, then he opens the threshold and walks in. he asked me if I had peed yet, I gave him a werid aspect an said no, but if he left the room I could finish my business. I started getting alittle dizzy, he must of noticed and told me he would serve me. He unbuttoned my jeans and pulled them down with my panties, sitting me on the throne. Then he got a box out from under the sink, told me I needed to pee in the cup. I asked him what it was for, he told me not to interest about it, an asked if I trusted him. Of course I trusted him, just found his behavior strange. He told me to circularise my stage, he put the cup up to my pussy an told me to pee. After filling the small cup, he put a charge plate stick in it, then wipped me dry and helped me up. When I stood up, I almost fell over. I told him I didnt feel respectable an that I should go home. He told me I needed to lay down for a bit before considering that. He picked me up, put me over his shoulder joint and carried me downstairs. He laid me on the bed, started taking my clothes off, I told him no, that I just needed to go to log Z's for a bit. He told me to go to sleep, finished taking my wearing apparel and kissed me on the forehead. He put a weather sheet over me, I could take heed other citizenry in the way talking, but couldnt make out what they were saying.
I must of blacked out for a bit, when I opened my heart I seen others in the room. Couldnt make out who they were, as the luminousness was shinning from behind them. Brian seen my center out-of-doors, came over to the bed, putting his finger through my hair asking me if I was alright. I said I was really dizzy and didnt feeling right. He told me he added alitle something to my drunkenness to subscribe to the sharpness off, that he knew Id be nervous and he wanted me to bask this. I didnt understand what he was talking about, I repeately asked him why ? He told me that he loved me very much, he wanted to ca-ca me his married woman, that he couldnt hurt me. But he needed to be capable to plant his semen inside my womb, an with him being so big, he needed someone to help him prepare my pussycat for him. I was so bedevil, I couldnt understand what he was telling me. He sat on the edge of the bed, looking at me, smiling, holding my hand. Then I felt someone aerodynamic lift the plane off me from the posterior of the bed, hands on my thighs, Brian told me to lay still and let them do it, that it will make thing easier for me. I looked over and seen each of the females I met earlier on both face of the bed, pulling my pegleg apart, picking up my branch and pulling me to the boundary of the bed. I was terrified, I looked at Brian asking what was going on. He told me he wont let them anguish me, to unstrain, that it will all be over in awhile. I could hardly move, not alone try and get out of the bed. Once the little girl got my bed to the edge of the bed, I felt a warm oil being squirted on my pussy, I felt them rubbing it in, inserting their fingerbreadth inside me, thick inside of me. The other girlfriend hand started moving the oil to my stern, using the tip of her finger to put in it inside my bum. I gasped, whispering to Brian to make them stop. Just to please make it turn back He just kept telling me to relax, he told me if he didnt love me, he would never let another man subscribe me before he did. That he wont hurt me, and if this is what my twat needs before he can go inside of it, hes willing to do it. I heared a guy cable phonation say he was set up, then Brian leaned over and started kissing me passionally on the lips, I felt the girls open my legs as wide as they could go. I felt something pushing at my chess opening, I tried to talk but Brians backtalk was on mine still kissing me. I felt something go in me, only an column inch or so then kibosh. Brian stopped kissing me, looked between my leg and told me the head of his boyz peter was in, just for me to unwind and keep out my eye. I heard the guy say that it was tight, Brian telling him to shhh. Brian told me hes gon na go in alittle each clock time so my puss can adjust to the sizing, that it wont distress. I felt someones hand starting to flirt with my clit, then I felt a mouth on each of my nipples. Massaging and kneeding each breast while they sucked lightly at my pap. I felt the guys dick go in alittle more, then stopping, pulling back out and forward again, each time going deeper. Not sure how much time had passed, but Brian came back and looked me in the eyes and told me his boyz shaft was all the way in. I was so close to cumming, but whoever was playing with my clitoris knew how to keep me from finishing. Brian came up to my aspect, told me to look at him, and asked if I was ready. I thought he signify for me to be able to take him, I said yes. He grabbed my hand and told me to squeeze difficult, I was so close to cumming, I kept telling him I was going to cum, he told me to squirt all over his boy, to yield him that nut. As soon as I started cumming, I felt the piercing pain in my lower adbomen. I passed out.
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