Am an Indian girl and this is my taradiddle. It could very easily be the most treasure story of my life and it did n't turn out that ways. I have not, nor I can ever, tell it to anyone.

I was working in a big company in Delhi at that time. He was my confrere, in different section. From the very beginning I loved his tone, his simplicity and his aura. We discussed office thing initially, then full general affair, then went to lunch, planned a moving picture and suddenly we were dating.

He proposed me for marriage on one of our evening New World chat. It was wonderful to get this heterosexual person. My family, anyways, was looking for a match. We kissed on a park bench for 15 minutes, last 5 odd minutes he fondled my boobs. It was my first candy kiss, I have never been even touched before. Since I studied in girls school and college it was my low gear on every counting. Am extremely fair complexioned and his hard mechanical press would leave red brand on my body.

I went to his room, he lived alone there. We cooked together. He then told me that he has a desire to see my bosom and that he loved so much the flavor of it. Then he took off the top, cuddled me, caress and give suck them for long. He blindfolded me, I felt a soft and arduous, warmly touch on my bosom. He took my helping hand there and guided me to do up-down motion. I did n't lie with what exactly is going on but liked the sensations in my organic structure. It was out of the question hormonal rush. He ejaculated on my knocker .I did n't recognise what was that buckram liquid state. I was madly in love.

We then went out. He asked me what all do I know about sex. I told him that my knowledge is limited, only one of my acquaintance who got married told me that how do female child suit significant after wedding. He then told me what was that liquidity ( semen ) that came out from his dick. He said, this is the most precious thing a cleaning woman can have and for rest of twenty-four hour period ( to not get pregnant ), it is meant to be consumed by female person directly. He told me it 's health benefits, natural vitamins and happy hormones that it generates.

Next day, at his room, I was totally naked doing fellation. His taste was like a disgusting medicament, I swallowed it whole as he insisted. He showed me videos on doing it the good way. I thought its a very important matter to learn, all women know it and I must catch up fast.

He won my reliance by not asking for relation. He took me to parlor, got replete - dead body waxing, wore light annulus and a skimpy meridian for world-class time. I switched my job, even then We would meet quotidian, twice a week in his room, once a workweek picture show, once in a parking area, twice coffee or lunch and once in workweek some creative tours.

He did n't talk to my family as I asked him to do saying that he has the responsibility of his sister 's wedding. His male parent had passed away few years back.

I loved him so much that could never say no. It did n't ever crossed my mind that he can do anything faulty. It went to such an extent that I would sit with him on wheel, he would pose his bag in social movement and I will then i will hold his Hammond organ covering the side of meat with my Chunni. I would satisfy him with crusade of just one finger on the right nerve. We got so used to it that we can rive it off on a moving bike in heart of Old Delhi 's traffic. Movie anteroom and public parkland were easy ones. At times, he would do facial with his cum and smear it all over my face with a cream so that it doesn't become sticky. He told me it will make my pelt sound and glowing. We will fare back to his room, fulfill his erection one more than metre before changing my dress to head back dwelling. I had a full press of westerly and company habiliment at his room.

He showed me videos of Anal sex. Told me that it is little painful to do it but he will stick out that pain in the ass for me. His cum will nourish my butts and put they will be perfectly toned and shaped up for forgetful clothes. He also told me that all mannequin get this done. It 's the hush-hush that adult female or men do n't generally plowshare. I cried out in pain as he entered me. He had a lubricator, gel and a sex toy to make it easier on me. I got him agreed that I wo n't fellate after anal penetration. I pushed him for proper intercourse but he denied. Told me it 's for marriage. All that he wants me to appear even more beautiful now.

All Saturday 's and Lord's Day I would be with him citing body of work pressure level at home. 2 yr passed like this, I sensed something is wrong. His Sister was getting wed, I was so happy for that. He did n't invite me to his home townsfolk. Made exculpation, remained still on our marriage. The absolute frequency of our dates in his room were once a two weeks now. Howsoever I may conclude to not do it I would end up with sucking him dry. His buss, his embrace and what I called'My control stick'was my life line.

I told him loud and clear that I will not wed anyone except you, neither will appropriate you to get hitched with anyone else. 3 years passed by, he bought a car, a flat but kept postponing for marriage saying it will bobble the good fourth dimension. I wanted to do a right sexual congress but he denied it Every time.

We stopped talking to each other over differences on man and wife. One day he offered to drop me to home. Just before I was getting out, he held my hand and Drew me close. I just melted. He licked me hard and I gave him a passionate blowjob. It was such an intense moment that we did n't care an smidgen on ‘ what if'!

At metre I did n't think it 's me. I used to be a shy, diffident kind of girl who is doing all hardcore things. I allowed it all in the name of my love for him.

My family had many marriage marriage offer in between. My relatives kept on insisting on it, some really good options came.For me it was never an pick

The Saame routine continued for another 6 months. I went to another urban center on term of enlistment for 2 week. When I came back I asked him to meet. His response was very cold. He texted me in night that he got engaged to some former girl and i shall draw a blank him. I did n't conceive him, went to his office future day, he told me the Lapplander affair and said that its all over between us.

He continued his verbal assault on me. Thoroughly insulting and demeaning me. Called me a bitch who has no self - respect and despite so much of rebuttal scraps to lap up it 's owner. He said that he can still offer me his Cum once a month after his union if am so very much keen to sustain it. Marriage, in any case, is not possible.

I broke down. I got numb. It all looked dizzying horrid. I ca n't believe him as I moved out of his sight. It must be his prank, I thought. I ca n't be mad after such a aweless guy. It was n't him, I cried out loud.

I cried cried and cried for the total Nox. I knew what am going to do. bequeath go his dwelling house in morning, will suck him and then matter will be normal. I reached there at 7 am. He came out and said what do you desire ? I held him, trying to buss him, thrusting my white meat on his bureau. He shoved me away as I touched his crotch. Pulled me, showed the pics of his conflict and closed the room access pushing me out.

I have very shadowy memory what happened afterwards, how I came back home. On that day I ate rat poison, vomited it, cried non stop. Had it not been for my parents and my big brother, I would n't be here writing this.

For gullible girls like me, I have few thoughts to portion,

Never chip in yourself up fully to your man. Say no, you will be valued.

sentinel the sexual demeanor of you guy, if he is too much into it, asking for abnormal things, then he may not be the right one.

Be stern, put conditions. Love is ok, but for getting him to do what you want, you need to be tactful.

If he insults you, put a entire blockage there. Do n't quest for that relationship.

Get yourself educated on sex. No one shall be able to befool you with irrational stories.

Finally, no relationship is absolute. It 's all conditional. If we want it to be with our conditions we need to hold on a tab on our worked up outlets.

I got marry 2 years after him. Am so emotionally torn that when my husband asks me for fellation or Anal sex, I decline.

Joy of yesteryear is a pain for today.

I hope pouring my heart out here will buoy up my burden.

Edit - I did Meet his wife and told her what he did ( not in this much point ). I conjecture, he had already anticipated it and had taken her into conference. She told me that she is aware of the physical piece but he is n't a Cheat. Whatever happened happen with my consent and also instigation. Even she has a past and she has started a new life with him. She suggested me to get away from this and start anew.

Edit - I have been graphic and deive because I have learned that by detailing it once somewhere and sharing the second things will help me in catharsis .or else it keeps on coming back to me.

Edit - I want to create a space from my past and by not telling it anywhere I will keep it burning in my heart.

Even the porn stories are based on reality somewhere. What we do n't see is where it eventually leads to ! !