i was walking my girl friend home from highschool. i was in my carhartts and workplace boots, and she was wearing a nice brace of tight dreary denim and a white tee shirt. as we were walkin along up the street i stopped at the recession to turn down Orchard off main and when i started to go down she wasnt moving. `` lets go to your place '' she said with a wry smiling. `` ok '' i said, so i turned back around and we went up main some more, till we got to my family. when we got there i unlocked the door and let her inside. `` what u want to drink courtney '' ? i asked `` pepsi '' was her answer. so we ha a Pepsi Cola and she was very quiet, then she asked qhat time my parents got dwelling and i said in a few hours. `` percect '' was the only when Bible she said before taking my manus and pulling me i to my elbow room. when we got in there she took off her shirt and bra, and was already stripping her tight denim off her self. within 30 secondment she was defenseless and unclothe me. after my carhartts were off she laid down and put her legs up ... needless to say i had the mite long before this. my member was hard as rock and dripping precum already i was starting to go down on her
Wake UP YOU WILL BE LATE FOR SCHOOL ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !
'' nooky '' i thought to my self. it was only a dream, `` im coming im comjng hold your Equus caballus ma '' i yelled back. so today was just like anyother day. get up eat breakfast, use bathroom, shower, dress, and take the air out the dorr dressed in carhartts chipewas and a carhartt winter cap, oh ywah i forgot to refer im a fat kid in northern Vermont, not democratic and a sociable outcast. anyways as i wss walking to school i noticed Courtney walkig about 75 thou ahead of me with hersister and her mom, shes a Jnr and im a sophmore who should have been a senior but my mom wouldnt let me hop-skip two tier ( 2-3 ) ya, im also smart as fuck too. i gues i will may e try and talk with her and there goes my brain raging at itself, `` just do it, no i vernacular, DO IT, im scared '' ya the usual stuff. so i just continued walking and she turned around and saw me and waved. my heart thumpped into my pharynx and i wanted to die of pump loser, shes so beautiful. she is about 5 column inch shorter than me im about 5'10 '' so ya im short too i guess and i weigh about 300 hammering, like i even have a chance. now she is not that ski ny either but shes also not fat, if i had to guess i would say she weighs about 130 Lebanese pound if that, with light embrown hair, a voice of gilt harps, and a smile of a godess vampire. ( sorry forgot to mention im kinda a goth kid inside the big fat hillbilly redneck ) infact the o ly thing that keeps me from being goth is me being fat and being a nation boy. i hate the city and everything to do with it. anyways ba k to the write up ... ya so courtney is this hot firearm of chubb ass that is to die for, but she is so conservative about showing ANYTHING, npw i understand that its winter and uts like 30 degrees ou right now, but seriously during the summer its like 75 and she still wears longer shorts and a tee shirt at the least ! i wear denim or carhartt short circuit and a tee shirt because of my sizing i dont like there being much of the jiggle affect so i try to keep covered up with a hoddie most of the year, ( ya notice a approach pattern, i like wearing carhartts ) anyways after school i have to work on a friends farm, it is a curtly drive i i hop in my Ranger but a midium paseo, i figured i wojld walk so i could try and babble to the beautiful girl in front of me, ( probally not ever gon na happen ) so as we are crossing thru the common her mom and sister leave and go another way, and as she is waiting for traffic to stop ( not mhch except loggin truck ) i catch up and so she observance and grin at me, AGAIN ! im gon na pass out shes so beautiful and flavour so gracious, like a country side bloom shop class just not overwhelming like a funeral. im thinkin '' talking to her mute ass just do it '' all that comes out is `` well at to the lowest degree its warm today '' she says `` ya its like 30, totally warm '' btw i was born i. GA and she was born and raised for mostof her life in TX. so i said '' well arent u used tk the frigidness get, i ha e been here since i was 2 im used to it '' `` ya but i still would rather have a warmer blank space, oh finally a god damned break in the traffuc, come on Army of the Pure get to school day im freezing '' she was wearing a hoodie and jeans, no wonder shes frigid. `` u r dressed for spring, its not texas where u apparel like this for 60 degree weather its vermo nt we have to endure like Inuit '' she started laughing, YES i got her to express mirth. `` i know, its really just my hands that r cold though '' she said. `` here use up my gloves, sorry there a piffling dirty from the farm but they r warm, i pulled them off and gave them to her. `` thanks '' `` no prob '' i replyed. we were almost to the rearward door when she started to slip on a while of ice and went to contact out for somethi g and caught ahold of my hand, i held on and lifted her rachis up before she could realy hit the ground. '' thanks im so sorry look i got ur pants wet with the slush, it makes no sence, slush here ice there ! i HATE winter ! '' i quickly let go of her hand. i get embarassed really easily and am very shy. finally we were in school, `` later '' was the stopping point we spoke until the walk home base. it was a warmly afternoon, aboht 45 degrees, i took off my big carhartt and was just in my hoodie. i heard soul walking behind me, not payi g tending i kept on my way, listening to m ipod, Black Veil Brigid Iwrestledabearonce and tons of country. then i felt a tap on my shoulder and looked back to see Courtney there, she looks so grwat no matter what. i took my earbuds out and said hi. `` hi, i have a immense party favour to ask '' whats up '' i said. `` could u take the air me plate or at to the lowest degree to my street please, im not feeling adept. '' `` sure '' i said. `` whats untimely '' i asked, somehow i didnt feel shy today maybe it was luck, fortune or somethkng but it was easg to talk to her today. `` honestly, i feel like shucks, look like bastard, and dont establish a tinker's dam '' `` u dont face like motherfucker, but u auditory sensation sick '' i said to her, man where am i getting all this courage from ? `` thanks '' `` uh huh '' i said. `` you live on plantation right field, just after the bank ? '' `` ya '' `` cool i luve just up from there, why do t insee you walking quotidian ? '' `` i get a ride sometimes '' she said. `` oh, me too, i have a truck bu. no liscence, i hate it '' `` lucky im in driver ed, but no car. '' `` ya, u sure ur gon na be ok '' man i like this new me, if only i could always be like this !

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